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Title: Ayesha, the Return of She
Author: H. Rider Haggard
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AYESHA
THE RETURN OF SHE
By H. Rider Haggard
“Here ends this history so far as it concerns science and the
outside world. What its end will be as regards Leo and myself is
more than I can guess. But we feel that it is not reached. . . .
Often I sit alone at night, staring with the eyes of my mind into
the blackness of unborn time, and wondering in what shape and form
the great drama will be finally developed, and where the scene of
its next act will be laid. And when, ultimately, that final
development occurs, as I have no doubt it must and will occur, in
obedience to a fate that never swerves and a purpose which cannot
be altered, what will be the part played therein by that beautiful
Egyptian Amenartas, the Princess of the royal house of the
Pharaohs, for the love of whom the priest Kallikrates broke his
vows to Isis, and, pursued by the vengeance of the outraged
goddess, fled down the coast of Lybia to meet his doom at Kôr?”—
She, Silver Library Edition, p. 277.
DEDICATION
My dear Lang,
The appointed years—alas! how many of them—are gone by,
leaving Ayesha lovely and loving and ourselves alive. As it was promised
in the Caves of Kôr She has returned again.
To you therefore who accepted the first, I offer this further history of
one of the various incarnations of that Immortal.
My hope is that after you have read her record, notwithstanding her
subtleties and sins and the shortcomings of her chronicler (no easy
office!) you may continue to wear your chain of “loyalty to our lady
Ayesha.” Such, I confess, is still the fate of your old friend
H. RIDER HAGGARD.
DITCHINGHAM, 1905.
CONTENTS
AUTHOR’S NOTE
INTRODUCTION
AYESHA
CHAPTER I
CHAPTER II
CHAPTER III
CHAPTER IV
CHAPTER V
CHAPTER VI
CHAPTER VII
CHAPTER VIII
CHAPTER IX
CHAPTER X
CHAPTER XI
CHAPTER XII
CHAPTER XIII
CHAPTER XIV
CHAPTER XV
CHAPTER XVI
CHAPTER XVII
CHAPTER XVIII
CHAPTER XIX
CHAPTER XX
CHAPTER XXI
CHAPTER XXII
CHAPTER XXIII
CHAPTER XXIV
AUTHOR’S NOTE
Not with a view of conciliating those readers who on principle object to
sequels, but as a matter of fact, the Author wishes to say that he does
not so regard this book.
Rather does he venture to ask that it should be considered as the
conclusion of an imaginative tragedy (if he may so call it) whereof one
half has been already published.
This conclusion it was always his desire to write should he be destined to
live through those many years which, in obedience to his original design,
must be allowed to lapse between the events of the first and second parts
of the romance.
In response to many enquiries he may add that the name Ayesha, which since
the days of the prophet Mahomet, who had a wife so called, and perhaps
before them, has been common in the East, should be pronounced Assha.
INTRODUCTION
Verily and indeed it is the unexpected that happens! Probably if there was
one person upon the earth from whom the Editor of this, and of a certain
previous history, did not expect to hear again, that person was Ludwig
Horace Holly. This, too, for a good reason; he believed him to have taken
his departure from the earth.
When Mr. Holly last wrote, many, many years ago, it was to transmit the
manuscript of She, and to announce that he and his ward, Leo
Vincey, the beloved of the divine Ayesha, were about to travel to Central
Asia in the hope, I suppose, that there she would fulfil her promise and
appear to them again.
Often I have wondered, idly enough, what happened to them there; whether
they were dead, or perhaps droning their lives away as monks in some
Thibetan Lamasery, or studying magic and practising asceticism under the
tuition of the Eastern Masters trusting that thus they would build a
bridge by which they might pass to the side of their adored Immortal.
Now at length, when I had not thought of them for months, without a single
warning sign, out of the blue as it were, comes the answer to these
wonderings!
To think—only to think—that I, the Editor aforesaid, from its
appearance suspecting something quite familiar and without interest,
pushed aside that dingy, unregistered, brown-paper parcel directed in an
unknown hand, and for two whole days let it lie forgotten. Indeed there it
might be lying now, had not another person been moved to curiosity, and
opening it, found within a bundle of manuscript badly burned upon the
back, and with this two letters addressed to myself.
Although so great a time had passed since I saw it, and it was shaky now
because of the author’s age or sickness, I knew the writing at once—nobody
ever made an “H” with that peculiar twirl under it except Mr. Holly. I
tore open the sealed envelope, and sure enough the first thing my eye fell
upon was the signature, L. H. Holly. It is long since I read
anything so eagerly as I did that letter. Here it is:—
“My dear Sir,—I have ascertained that you still live, and strange to
say I still live also—for a little while.
“As soon as I came into touch with civilization again I found a copy of
your book She, or rather of my book, and read it—first of all
in a Hindostani translation. My host—he was a minister of some
religious body, a man of worthy but prosaic mind—expressed surprise
that a ‘wild romance’ should absorb me so much. I answered that those who
have wide experience of the hard facts of life often find interest in
romance. Had he known what were the hard facts to which I alluded, I
wonder what that excellent person would have said?
“I see that you carried out your part of the business well and faithfully.
Every instruction has been obeyed, nothing has been added or taken away.
Therefore, to you, to whom some twenty years ago I entrusted the beginning
of the history, I wish to entrust its end also. You were the first to
learn of She-Who-Must-Be-Obeyed, who from century to century sat
alone, clothed with unchanging loveliness in the sepulchres of Kôr,
waiting till her lost love was born again, and Destiny brought him back to
her.
“It is right, therefore, that you should be the first to learn also of
Ayesha, Hesea and Spirit of the Mountain, the priestess of that Oracle
which since the time of Alexander the Great has reigned between the
flaming pillars in the Sanctuary, the last holder of the sceptre of Hes or
Isis upon the earth. It is right also that to you first among men I should
reveal the mystic consummation of the wondrous tragedy which began at Kôr,
or perchance far earlier in Egypt and elsewhere.
“I am very ill; I have struggled back to this old house of mine to die,
and my end is at hand. I have asked the doctor here, after all is over, to
send you the Record, that is unless I change my mind and burn it first.
You will also receive, if you receive anything at all, a case containing
several rough sketches which may be of use to you, and a sistrum,
the instrument that has been always used in the worship of the Nature
goddesses of the old Egyptians, Isis and Hathor, which you will see is as
beautiful as it is ancient. I give it to you for two reasons; as a token
of my gratitude and regard, and as the only piece of evidence that is left
to me of the literal truth of what I have written in the accompanying
manuscript, where you will find it often mentioned. Perhaps also you will
value it as a souvenir of, I suppose, the strangest and loveliest being
who ever was, or rather, is. It was her sceptre, the rod of her power,
with which I saw her salute the Shadows in the Sanctuary, and her gift to
me.
“It has virtues also; some part of Ayesha’s might yet haunts the symbol to
which even spirits bowed, but if you should discover them, beware how they
are used.
“I have neither the strength nor the will to write more. The Record must
speak for itself. Do with it what you like, and believe it or not as you
like. I care nothing who know that it is true.
“Who and what was Ayesha, nay, what is Ayesha? An incarnate
essence, a materialised spirit of Nature the unforeseeing, the lovely, the
cruel and the immortal; ensouled alone, redeemable only by Humanity and
its piteous sacrifice? Say you! I have done with speculations who depart
to solve these mysteries.
“I wish you happiness and good fortune. Farewell to you and to all.
“L. Horace Holly.”
I laid the letter down, and, filled with sensations that it is useless to
attempt to analyse or describe, opened the second envelope, of which I
also print the contents, omitting only certain irrelevant portions, and
the name of the writer as, it will be noted, he requests me to do.
This epistle, that was dated from a remote place upon the shores of
Cumberland, ran as follows:—
“Dear Sir,—As the doctor who attended Mr. Holly in his last illness
I am obliged, in obedience to a promise that I made to him, to become an
intermediary in a somewhat strange business, although in truth it is one
of which I know very little, however much it may have interested me. Still
I do so only on the strict understanding that no mention is to be made of
my name in connexion with the matter, or of the locality in which I
practise.
“About ten days ago I was called in to see Mr. Holly at an old house upon
the Cliff that for many years remained untenanted except by the
caretakers, which house was his property, and had been in his family for
generations. The housekeeper who summoned me told me that her master had
but just returned from abroad, somewhere in Asia, she said, and that he
was very ill with his heart—dying, she believed; both of which
suppositions proved to be accurate.
“I found the patient sitting up in bed (to ease his heart), and a
strange-looking old man he was. He had dark eyes, small but full of fire
and intelligence, a magnificent and snowy-white beard that covered a chest
of extraordinary breadth, and hair also white, which encroached upon his
forehead and face so much that it met the whiskers upon his cheeks. His
arms were remarkable for their length and strength, though one of them
seemed to have been much torn by some animal. He told me that a dog had
done this, but if so it must have been a dog of unusual power. He was a
very ugly man, and yet, forgive the bull, beautiful. I cannot describe
what I mean better than by saying that his face was not like the face of
any ordinary mortal whom I have met in my limited experience. Were I an
artist who wished to portray a wise and benevolent, but rather grotesque
spirit, I should take that countenance as a model.
“Mr. Holly was somewhat vexed at my being called in, which had been done
without his knowledge. Soon we became friendly enough, however, and he
expressed gratitude for the relief that I was able to give him, though I
could not hope to do more. At different times he talked a good deal of the
various countries in which he had travelled, apparently for very many
years, upon some strange quest that he never clearly defined to me. Twice
also he became light-headed, and spoke, for the most part in languages
that I identified as Greek and Arabic; occasionally in English also, when
he appeared to be addressing himself to a being who was the object of his
veneration, I might almost say of his worship. What he said then, however,
I prefer not to repeat, for I heard it in my professional capacity.
“One day he pointed to a rough box made of some foreign wood (the same
that I have now duly despatched to you by train), and, giving me your name
and address, said that without fail it was to be forwarded to you after
his death. Also he asked me to do up a manuscript, which, like the box,
was to be sent to you.
“He saw me looking at the last sheets, which had been burned away, and
said (I repeat his exact words)—
“‘Yes, yes, that can’t be helped now, it must go as it is. You see I made
up my mind to destroy it after all, and it was already on the fire when
the command came—the clear, unmistakable command—and I
snatched it off again.’
“What Mr. Holly meant by this ‘command’ I do not know, for he would speak
no more of the matter.
“I pass on to the last scene. One night about eleven o’clock, knowing that
my patient’s end was near, I went up to see him, proposing to inject some
strychnine to keep the heart going a little longer. Before I reached the
house I met the caretaker coming to seek me in a great fright, and asked
her if her master was dead. She answered No; but he was gone—had
got out of bed and, just as he was, barefooted, left the house, and was
last seen by her grandson among the very Scotch firs where we were
talking. The lad, who was terrified out of his wits, for he thought that
he beheld a ghost, had told her so.
“The moonlight was very brilliant that night, especially as fresh snow had
fallen, which reflected its rays. I was on foot, and began to search among
the firs, till presently just outside of them I found the track of naked
feet in the snow. Of course I followed, calling to the housekeeper to go
and wake her husband, for no one else lives near by. The spoor proved very
easy to trace across the clean sheet of snow. It ran up the slope of a
hill behind the house.
“Now, on the crest of this hill is an ancient monument of upright
monoliths set there by some primeval people, known locally as the Devil’s
Ring—a sort of miniature Stonehenge in fact. I had seen it several
times, and happened to have been present not long ago at a meeting of an
archaeological society when its origin and purpose were discussed. I
remember that one learned but somewhat eccentric gentleman read a short
paper upon a rude, hooded bust and head that are cut within the chamber of
a tall, flat-topped cromlech, or dolmen, which stands alone in the centre
of the ring.
“He said that it was a representation of the Egyptian goddess, Isis, and
that this place had once been sacred to some form of her worship, or at
any rate to that of a Nature goddess with like attributes, a suggestion
which the other learned gentlemen treated as absurd. They declared that
Isis had never travelled into Britain, though for my part I do not see why
the Phoenicians, or even the Romans, who adopted her cult, more or less,
should not have brought it here. But I know nothing of such matters and
will not discuss them.
“I remembered also that Mr. Holly was acquainted with this place, for he
had mentioned it to me on the previous day, asking if the stones were
still uninjured as they used to be when he was young. He added also, and
the remark struck me, that yonder was where he would wish to die. When I
answered that I feared he would never take so long a walk again, I noted
that he smiled a little.
“Well, this conversation gave me a clue, and without troubling more about
the footprints I went on as fast as I could to the Ring, half a mile or so
away. Presently I reached it, and there—yes, there—standing by
the cromlech, bareheaded, and clothed in his night-things only, stood Mr.
Holly in the snow, the strangest figure, I think, that ever I beheld.
“Indeed never shall I forget that wild scene. The circle of rough, single
stones pointing upwards to the star-strewn sky, intensely lonely and
intensely solemn: the tall trilithon towering above them in the centre,
its shadow, thrown by the bright moon behind it, lying long and black upon
the dazzling sheet of snow, and, standing clear of this shadow so that I
could distinguish his every motion, and even the rapt look upon his dying
face, the white-draped figure of Mr. Holly. He appeared to be uttering
some invocation—in Arabic, I think—for long before I reached
him I could catch the tones of his full, sonorous voice, and see his
waving, outstretched arms. In his right hand he held the looped sceptre
which, by his express wish I send to you with the drawings. I could see
the flash of the jewels strung upon the wires, and in the great stillness,
hear the tinkling of its golden bells.
“Presently, too, I seemed to become aware of another presence, and now you
will understand why I desire and must ask that my identity should be
suppressed. Naturally enough I do not wish to be mixed up with a
superstitious tale which is, on the face of it, impossible and absurd. Yet
under all the circumstances I think it right to tell you that I saw, or
thought I saw, something gather in the shadow of the central dolmen, or
emerge from its rude chamber—I know not which for certain—something
bright and glorious which gradually took the form of a woman upon whose
forehead burned a star-like fire.
“At any rate the vision or reflection, or whatever it was, startled me so
much that I came to a halt under the lee of one of the monoliths, and
found myself unable even to call to the distraught man whom I pursued.
“Whilst I stood thus it became clear to me that Mr. Holly also saw
something. At least he turned towards the Radiance in the shadow, uttered
one cry; a wild, glad cry, and stepped forward; then seemed to fall through
it on to his face.
“When I reached the spot the light had vanished, and all I found was Mr.
Holly, his arms still outstretched, and the sceptre gripped tightly in his
hand, lying quite dead in the shadow of the trilithon.”
The rest of the doctor’s letter need not be quoted as it deals only with
certain very improbable explanations of the origin of this figure of
light, the details of the removal of Holly’s body, and of how he managed
to satisfy the coroner that no inquest was necessary.
The box of which he speaks arrived safely. Of the drawings in it I need
say nothing, and of the sistrum or sceptre only a few words. It was
fashioned of crystal to the well-known shape of the Crux-ansata, or
the emblem of life of the Egyptians; the rod, the cross and the loop
combined in one. From side to side of this loop ran golden wires, and on
these were strung gems of three colours, glittering diamonds, sea-blue
sapphires, and blood-red rubies, while to the fourth wire, that at the
top, hung four little golden bells.
When I took hold of it first my arm shook slightly with excitement, and
those bells began to sound; a sweet, faint music like to that of chimes
heard far away at night in the silence of the sea. I thought too, but
perhaps this was fancy, that a thrill passed from the hallowed and
beautiful thing into my body.
On the mystery itself, as it is recorded in the manuscript, I make no
comment. Of it and its inner significations every reader must form his or
her own judgment. One thing alone is clear to me—on the hypothesis
that Mr. Holly tells the truth as to what he and Leo Vincey saw and
experienced, which I at least believe—that though sundry
interpretations of this mystery were advanced by Ayesha and others, none
of them are quite satisfactory.
Indeed, like Mr. Holly, I incline to the theory that She, if I may still
call her by that name although it is seldom given to her in these pages,
put forward some of them, such as the vague Isis-myth, and the wondrous
picture-story of the Mountain-fire, as mere veils to hide the truth which
it was her purpose to reveal at last in that song she never sang.
The Editor.
AYESHA
The Further History of She-Who-Must-Be-Obeyed
CHAPTER I
THE DOUBLE SIGN
Hard on twenty years have gone by since that night of Leo’s vision—the
most awful years, perhaps, which were ever endured by men—twenty
years of search and hardship ending in soul-shaking wonder and amazement.
My death is very near to me, and of this I am glad, for I desire to pursue
the quest in other realms, as it has been promised to me that I shall do.
I desire to learn the beginning and the end of the spiritual drama of
which it has been my strange lot to read some pages upon earth.
I, Ludwig Horace Holly, have been very ill; they carried me, more dead
than alive, down those mountains whose lowest slopes I can see from my
window, for I write this on the northern frontiers of India. Indeed any
other man had long since perished, but Destiny kept my breath in me,
perhaps that a record might remain. I must bide here a month or two till
I am strong enough to travel homewards, for I have a fancy to die in the
place where I was born. So while I have strength I will put the story
down, or at least those parts of it that are most essential, for much can,
or at any rate must, be omitted. I shrink from attempting too long a book,
though my notes and memory would furnish me with sufficient material for
volumes.
I will begin with the Vision.
After Leo Vincey and I came back from Africa in 1885, desiring solitude,
which indeed we needed sorely to recover from the fearful shock we had
experienced, and to give us time and opportunity to think, we went to an
old house upon the shores of Cumberland that has belonged to my family for
many generations. This house, unless somebody has taken it believing me to
be dead, is still my property and thither I travel to die.
Those whose eyes read the words I write, if any should ever read them, may
ask—What shock?
Well, I am Horace Holly, and my companion, my beloved friend, my son in
the spirit whom I reared from infancy was—nay, is—Leo Vincey.
We are those men who, following an ancient clue, travelled to the Caves of
Kôr in Central Africa, and there discovered her whom we sought, the
immortal She-who-must-be-obeyed. In Leo she found her love, that
re-born Kallikrates, the Grecian priest of Isis whom some two thousand
years before she had slain in her jealous rage, thus executing on him the
judgment of the angry goddess. In her also I found the divinity whom I was
doomed to worship from afar, not with the flesh, for that is all lost and
gone from me, but, what is sorer still, because its burden is undying,
with the will and soul which animate a man throughout the countless eons
of his being. The flesh dies, or at least it changes, and its passions
pass, but that other passion of the spirit—that longing for oneness—is
undying as itself.
What crime have I committed that this sore punishment should be laid upon
me? Yet, in truth, is it a punishment? May it not prove to be but that
black and terrible Gate which leads to the joyous palace of Rewards? She
swore that I should ever be her friend and his and dwell with them
eternally, and I believe her.
For how many winters did we wander among the icy hills and deserts! Still,
at length, the Messenger came and led us to the Mountain, and on the
Mountain we found the Shrine, and in the Shrine the Spirit. May not these
things be an allegory prepared for our instruction? I will take comfort. I
will hope that it is so. Nay, I am sure that it is so.
It will be remembered that in Kôr we found the immortal woman. There
before the flashing rays and vapours of the Pillar of Life she declared
her mystic love, and then in our very sight was swept to a doom so
horrible that even now, after all which has been and gone, I shiver at its
recollection. Yet what were Ayesha’s last words? “Forget me not . . .
have pity on my shame. I die not. I shall come again and shall once more
be beautiful. I swear it—it is true.”
Well, I cannot set out that history afresh. Moreover it is written; the
man whom I trusted in the matter did not fail me, and the book he made of
it seems to be known throughout the world, for I have found it here in
English, yes, and read it first translated into Hindostani. To it then I
refer the curious.
In that house upon the desolate sea-shore of Cumberland, we dwelt a year,
mourning the lost, seeking an avenue by which it might be found again and
discovering none. Here our strength came back to us, and Leo’s hair, that
had been whitened in the horror of the Caves, grew again from grey to
golden. His beauty returned to him also, so that his face was as it had
been, only purified and saddened.
Well I remember that night—and the hour of illumination. We were
heart-broken, we were in despair. We sought signs and could find none. The
dead remained dead to us and no answer came to all our crying.
It was a sullen August evening, and after we had dined we walked upon the
shore, listening to the slow surge of the waves and watching the lightning
flicker from the bosom of a distant cloud. In silence we walked, till at
last Leo groaned—it was more of a sob than a groan—and clasped
my arm.
“I can bear it no longer, Horace,” he said—for so he called me now—“I
am in torment. The desire to see Ayesha once more saps my brain. Without
hope I shall go quite mad. And I am strong, I may live another fifty
years.”
“What then can you do?” I asked.
“I can take a short road to knowledge—or to peace,” he answered
solemnly, “I can die, and die I will—yes, tonight.”
I turned upon him angrily, for his words filled me with fear.
“Leo, you are a coward!” I said. “Cannot you bear your part of pain as—others
do?”
“You mean as you do, Horace,” he answered with a dreary laugh, “for on you
also the curse lies—with less cause. Well, you are stronger than I
am, and more tough; perhaps because you have lived longer. No, I cannot
bear it. I will die.”
“It is a crime,” I said, “the greatest insult you can offer to the Power
that made you, to cast back its gift of life as a thing outworn,
contemptible and despised. A crime, I say, which will bring with it worse
punishment than any you can dream; perhaps even the punishment of
everlasting separation.”
“Does a man stretched in some torture-den commit a crime if he snatches a
knife and kills himself, Horace? Perhaps; but surely that sin should find
forgiveness—if torn flesh and quivering nerves may plead for mercy.
I am such a man, and I will use that knife and take my chance. She is
dead, and in death at least I shall be nearer her.”
“Why so, Leo? For aught you know Ayesha may be living.”
“No; for then she would have given me some sign. My mind is made up, so
talk no more, or, if talk we must, let it be of other things.”
Then I pleaded with him, though with little hope, for I saw that what I
had feared for long was come to pass. Leo was mad: shock and sorrow had
destroyed his reason. Were it not so, he, in his own way a very religious
man, one who held, as I knew, strict opinions on such matters, would never
have purposed to commit the wickedness of suicide.
“Leo,” I said, “are you so heartless that you would leave me here alone?
Do you pay me thus for all my love and care, and wish to drive me to my
death? Do so if you will, and my blood be on your head.”
“Your blood! Why your blood, Horace?”
“Because that road is broad and two can travel it. We have lived long
years together and together endured much; I am sure that we shall not be
long parted.”
Then the tables were turned and he grew afraid for me. But I only
answered, “If you die I tell you that I shall die also. It will certainly
kill me.”
So Leo gave way. “Well,” he exclaimed suddenly, “I promise you it shall
not be to-night. Let us give life another chance.”
“Good,” I answered; but I went to my bed full of fear. For I was certain
that this desire of death, having once taken hold of him, would grow and
grow, until at length it became too strong, and then—then I should
wither and die who could not live on alone. In my despair I threw out my
soul towards that of her who was departed.
“Ayesha!” I cried, “if you have any power, if in any way it is permitted,
show that you still live, and save your lover from this sin and me from a
broken heart. Have pity on his sorrow and breathe hope into his spirit,
for without hope Leo cannot live, and without him I shall not live.”
Then, worn out, I slept.
I was aroused by the voice of Leo speaking to me in low, excited tones
through the darkness.
“Horace,” he said, “Horace, my friend, my father, listen!”
In an instant I was wide awake, every nerve and fibre of me, for the tones
of his voice told me that something had happened which bore upon our
destinies.
“Let me light a candle first,” I said.
“Never mind the candle, Horace; I would rather speak in the dark. I went
to sleep, and I dreamed the most vivid dream that ever came to me. I
seemed to stand under the vault of heaven, it was black, black, not a star
shone in it, and a great loneliness possessed me. Then suddenly high up in
the vault, miles and miles away, I saw a little light and thought that a
planet had appeared to keep me company. The light began to descend slowly,
like a floating flake of fire. Down it sank, and down and down, till it
was but just above me, and I perceived that it was shaped like a tongue or
fan of flame. At the height of my head from the ground it stopped and
stood steady, and by its ghostly radiance I saw that beneath was the shape
of a woman and that the flame burned upon her forehead. The radiance
gathered strength and now I saw the woman.
“Horace, it was Ayesha herself, her eyes, her lovely face, her cloudy
hair, and she looked at me sadly, reproachfully, I thought, as one might
who says, ‘Why did you doubt?’
“I tried to speak to her but my lips were dumb. I tried to advance and to
embrace her, my arms would not move. There was a barrier between us. She
lifted her hand and beckoned as though bidding me to follow her.
“Then she glided away, and, Horace, my spirit seemed to loose itself from
the body and to be given the power to follow. We passed swiftly eastward,
over lands and seas, and—I knew the road. At one point she paused
and I looked downwards. Beneath, shining in the moonlight, appeared the
ruined palaces of Kôr, and there not far away was the gulf we trod
together.
“Onward above the marshes, and now we stood upon the Ethiopian’s Head, and
gathered round, watching us earnestly, were the faces of the Arabs, our
companions who drowned in the sea beneath. Job was among them also, and he
smiled at me sadly and shook his head, as though he wished to accompany us
and could not.
“Across the sea again, across the sandy deserts, across more sea, and the
shores of India lay beneath us. Then northward, ever northward, above the
plains, till we reached a place of mountains capped with eternal snow. We
passed them and stayed for an instant above a building set upon the brow
of a plateau. It was a monastery, for old monks droned prayers upon its
terrace. I shall know it again, for it is built in the shape of a
half-moon and in front of it sits the gigantic, ruined statue of a god who
gazes everlastingly across the desert. I knew, how I cannot say, that now
we were far past the furthest borders of Thibet and that in front of us
lay untrodden lands. More mountains stretched beyond that desert, a sea of
snowy peaks, hundreds and hundreds of them.
“Near to the monastery, jutting out into the plain like some rocky
headland, rose a solitary hill, higher than all behind. We stood upon its
snowy crest and waited, till presently, above the mountains and the desert
at our feet shot a sudden beam of light that beat upon us like some signal
flashed across the sea. On we went, floating down the beam—on over
the desert and the mountains, across a great flat land beyond, in which
were many villages and a city on a mound, till we lit upon a towering
peak. Then I saw that this peak was loop-shaped like the symbol of Life of
the Egyptians—the crux-ansata—and supported by a lava
stem hundreds of feet in height. Also I saw that the fire which shone
through it rose from the crater of a volcano beyond. Upon the very crest
of this loop we rested a while, till the Shadow of Ayesha pointed downward
with its hand, smiled and vanished. Then I awoke.
“Horace, I tell you that the sign has come to us.”
His voice died away in the darkness, but I sat still, brooding over what I
had heard. Leo groped his way to me and, seizing my arm, shook it.
“Are you asleep?” he asked angrily. “Speak, man, speak!”
“No,” I answered, “never was I more awake. Give me time.”
Then I rose, and going to the open window, drew up the blind and stood
there staring at the sky, which grew pearl-hued with the first faint tinge
of dawn. Leo came also and leant upon the window-sill, and I could feel
that his body was trembling as though with cold. Clearly he was much
moved.
“You talk of a sign,” I said to him, “but in your sign I see nothing but a
wild dream.”
“It was no dream,” he broke in fiercely; “it was a vision.”
“A vision then if you will, but there are visions true and false, and how
can we know that this is true? Listen, Leo. What is there in all that
wonderful tale which could not have been fashioned in your own brain,
distraught as it is almost to madness with your sorrow and your longings?
You dreamed that you were alone in the vast universe. Well, is not every
living creature thus alone? You dreamed that the shadowy shape of Ayesha
came to you. Has it ever left your side? You dreamed that she led you over
sea and land, past places haunted by your memory, above the mysterious
mountains of the Unknown to an undiscovered peak. Does she not thus lead
you through life to that peak which lies beyond the Gates of Death? You
dreamed——”
“Oh! no more of it,” he exclaimed. “What I saw, I saw, and that I shall
follow. Think as you will, Horace, and do what you will. To-morrow I start
for India, with you if you choose to come; if not, without you.”
“You speak roughly, Leo,” I said. “You forget that I have had no
sign, and that the nightmare of a man so near to insanity that but a few
hours ago he was determined upon suicide, will be a poor staff to lean on
when we are perishing in the snows of Central Asia. A mixed vision, this
of yours, Leo, with its mountain peak shaped like a crux-ansata and
the rest. Do you suggest that Ayesha is re-incarnated in Central Asia—as
a female Grand Lama or something of that sort?”
“I never thought of it, but why not?” asked Leo quietly. “Do you remember
a certain scene in the Caves of Kôr yonder, when the living looked upon
the dead, and dead and living were the same? And do you remember what
Ayesha swore, that she would come again—yes, to this world; and how
could that be except by re-birth, or, what is the same thing, by the
transmigration of the spirit?”
I did not answer this argument. I was struggling with myself.
“No sign has come to me,” I said, “and yet I have had a part in the play,
humble enough, I admit, and I believe that I have still a part.”
“No,” he said, “no sign has come to you. I wish that it had. Oh! how I
wish you could be convinced as I am, Horace!”
Then we were silent for a long while, silent, with our eyes fixed upon the
sky.
It was a stormy dawn. Clouds in fantastic masses hung upon the ocean. One
of them was like a great mountain, and we watched it idly. It changed its
shape, the crest of it grew hollow like a crater. From this crater sprang
a projecting cloud, a rough pillar with a knob or lump resting on its top.
Suddenly the rays of the risen sun struck upon this mountain and the
column and they turned white like snow. Then as though melted by those
fiery arrows, the centre of the excrescence above the pillar thinned out
and vanished, leaving an enormous loop of inky cloud.
“Look,” said Leo in a low, frightened voice, “that is the shape of the
mountain which I saw in my vision. There upon it is the black loop, and
there through it shines the fire. It would seem that the sign is for
both of us, Horace.”
I looked and looked again till presently the vast loop vanished into the
blue of heaven. Then I turned and said—“I will come with you to
Central Asia, Leo.”
CHAPTER II
THE LAMASERY
Sixteen years had passed since that night vigil in the old Cumberland
house, and, behold! we two, Leo and I, were still travelling, still
searching for that mountain peak shaped like the Symbol of Life which
never, never could be found.
Our adventures would fill volumes, but of what use is it to record them.
Many of a similar nature are already written of in books; those that we
endured were more prolonged, that is all. Five years we spent in Thibet,
for the most part as guests of various monasteries, where we studied the
law and traditions of the Lamas. Here we were once sentenced to death in
punishment for having visited a forbidden city, but escaped through the
kindness of a Chinese official.
Leaving Thibet, we wandered east and west and north, thousands and
thousands of miles, sojourning amongst many tribes in Chinese territory
and elsewhere, learning many tongues, enduring much hardship. Thus we
would hear a legend of a place, say nine hundred miles away, and spend two
years in reaching it, to find when we came there, nothing.
And so the time went on. Yet never once did we think of giving up the
quest and returning, since, before we started, we had sworn an oath that
we would achieve or die. Indeed we ought to have died a score of times,
yet always were preserved, most mysteriously preserved.
Now we were in country where, so far as I could learn, no European had
ever set a foot. In a part of the vast land called Turkestan there is a
great lake named Balhkash, of which we visited the shores. Two hundred
miles or so to the westward is a range of mighty mountains marked on the
maps as Arkarty-Tau, on which we spent a year, and five hundred or so miles to
the eastward are other mountains called Cherga, whither we journeyed at
last, having explored the triple ranges of the Tau.
Here it was that at last our true adventures began. On one of the spurs of
these awful Cherga mountains—it is unmarked on any map—we
well-nigh perished of starvation. The winter was coming on and we could
find no game. The last traveller we had met, hundreds of miles south, told
us that on that range was a monastery inhabited by Lamas of surpassing
holiness. He said that they dwelt in this wild land, over which no power
claimed dominion and where no tribes lived, to acquire “merit,” with no
other company than that of their own pious contemplations. We did not
believe in its existence, still we were searching for that monastery,
driven onward by the blind fatalism which was our only guide through all
these endless wanderings. As we were starving and could find no “argals,”
that is fuel with which to make a fire, we walked all night by the light
of the moon, driving between us a single yak—for now we had no
attendant, the last having died a year before.
He was a noble beast, that yak, and had the best constitution of any
animal I ever knew, though now, like his masters, he was near his end. Not
that he was over-laden, for a few rifle cartridges, about a hundred and
fifty, the remnant of a store which we had fortunately been able to buy
from a caravan two years before, some money in gold and silver, a little
tea and a bundle of skin rugs and sheepskin garments were his burden. On,
on we trudged across a plateau of snow, having the great mountains on our
right, till at length the yak gave a sigh and stopped. So we stopped also,
because we must, and wrapping ourselves in the skin rugs, sat down in the
snow to wait for daylight.
“We shall have to kill him and eat his flesh raw,” I said, patting the
poor yak that lay patiently at our side.
“Perhaps we may find game in the morning,” answered Leo, still hopeful.
“And perhaps we may not, in which case we must die.”
“Very good,” he replied, “then let us die. It is the last resource of
failure. We shall have done our best.”
“Certainly, Leo, we shall have done our best, if sixteen years of tramping
over mountains and through eternal snows in pursuit of a dream of the
night can be called best.”
“You know what I believe,” he answered stubbornly, and there was silence
between us, for here arguments did not avail. Also even then I could not
think that all our toils and sufferings would be in vain.
The dawn came, and by its light we looked at one another anxiously, each
of us desiring to see what strength was left to his companion. Wild
creatures we should have seemed to the eyes of any civilized person. Leo
was now over forty years of age, and certainly his maturity had fulfilled
the promise of his youth, for a more magnificent man I never knew. Very
tall, although he seemed spare to the eye, his girth matched his height,
and those many years of desert life had turned his muscles to steel. His
hair had grown long, like my own, for it was a protection from sun and
cold, and hung upon his neck, a curling, golden mane, as his great beard
hung upon his breast, spreading outwards almost to the massive shoulders.
The face, too—what could be seen of it—was beautiful though
burnt brown with weather; refined and full of thought, sombre almost, and
in it, clear as crystal, steady as stars, shone his large grey eyes.
And I—I was what I have always been—ugly and hirsute,
iron-grey now also, but in spite of my sixty odd years, still wonderfully
strong, for my strength seemed to increase with time, and my health was
perfect. In fact, during all this period of rough travels, although now
and again we had met with accidents which laid us up for awhile, neither
of us had known a day of sickness. Hardship seemed to have turned our
constitutions to iron and made them impervious to every human ailment. Or
was this because we alone amongst living men had once inhaled the breath
of the Essence of Life?
Our fears relieved—for notwithstanding our foodless night, as yet
neither of us showed any signs of exhaustion—we turned to
contemplate the landscape. At our feet beyond a little belt of fertile
soil, began a great desert of the sort with which we were familiar—sandy,
salt-encrusted, treeless, waterless, and here and there streaked with the
first snows of winter. Beyond it, eighty or a hundred miles away—in
that lucent atmosphere it was impossible to say how far exactly—rose
more mountains, a veritable sea of them, of which the white peaks soared
upwards by scores.
As the golden rays of the rising sun touched their snows to splendour, I
saw Leo’s eyes become troubled. Swiftly he turned and looked along the
edge of the desert.
“See there!” he said, pointing to something dim and enormous. Presently
the light reached it also. It was a mighty mountain not more than ten
miles away, that stood out by itself among the sands. Then he turned once
more, and with his back to the desert stared at the slope of the hills,
along the base of which we had been travelling. As yet they were in gloom,
for the sun was behind them, but presently light began to flow over their
crests like a flood. Down it crept, lower, and yet lower, till it reached
a little plateau not three hundred yards above us. There, on the edge of
the plateau, looking out solemnly across the waste, sat a great ruined
idol, a colossal Buddha, while to the rear of the idol, built of yellow
stone, appeared the low crescent-shaped mass of a monastery.
“At last!” cried Leo, “oh, Heaven! at last!” and, flinging himself down,
he buried his face in the snow as though to hide it there, lest I should
read something written on it which he did not desire that even I should
see.
I let him lie a space, understanding what was passing in his heart, and
indeed in mine also. Then going to the yak that, poor brute, had no share
in these joyous emotions but only lowed and looked round with hungry eyes,
I piled the sheepskin rugs on to its back. This done, I laid my hand on
Leo’s shoulder, saying, in the most matter-of-fact voice I could command—“Come.
If that place is not deserted, we may find food and shelter there, and it
is beginning to storm again.”
He rose without a word, brushed the snow from his beard and garments and
came to help me to lift the yak to its feet, for the worn-out beast was
too stiff and weak to rise of itself. Glancing at him covertly, I saw on
Leo’s face a very strange and happy look; a great peace appeared to
possess him.
We plunged upwards through the snow slope, dragging the yak with us, to
the terrace whereon the monastery was built. Nobody seemed to be about
there, nor could I discern any footprints. Was the place but a ruin? We
had found many such; indeed this ancient land is full of buildings that
had once served as the homes of men, learned and pious enough after their
own fashion, who lived and died hundreds, or even thousands, of years ago,
long before our Western civilization came into being.
My heart, also my stomach, which was starving, sank at the thought, but
while I gazed doubtfully, a little coil of blue smoke sprang from a
chimney, and never, I think, did I see a more joyful sight. In the centre
of the edifice was a large building, evidently the temple, but nearer to
us I saw a small door, almost above which the smoke appeared. To this door
I went and knocked, calling aloud—“Open! open, holy Lamas. Strangers
seek your charity.” After awhile there was a sound of shuffling feet and
the door creaked upon its hinges, revealing an old, old man, clad in
tattered, yellow garments.
“Who is it? Who is it?” he exclaimed, blinking at me through a pair of
horn spectacles. “Who comes to disturb our solitude, the solitude of the
holy Lamas of the Mountains?”
“Travellers, Sacred One, who have had enough of solitude,” I answered in
his own dialect, with which I was well acquainted. “Travellers who are
starving and who ask your charity, which,” I added, “by the Rule you
cannot refuse.”
He stared at us through his horn spectacles, and, able to make nothing of
our faces, let his glance fall to our garments which were as ragged as his
own, and of much the same pattern. Indeed, they were those of Thibetan
monks, including a kind of quilted petticoat and an outer vestment not
unlike an Eastern burnous. We had adopted them because we had no others.
Also they protected us from the rigours of the climate and from remark,
had there been any to remark upon them.
“Are you Lamas?” he asked doubtfully, “and if so, of what monastery?”
“Lamas sure enough,” I answered, “who belong to a monastery called the
World, where, alas! one grows hungry.”
The reply seemed to please him, for he chuckled a little, then shook his
head, saying—“It is against our custom to admit strangers unless
they be of our own faith, which I am sure you are not.”
“And much more is it against your Rule, holy Khubilghan,” for so these
abbots are entitled, “to suffer strangers to starve”; and I quoted a
well-known passage from the sayings of Buddha which fitted the point
precisely.
“I perceive that you are instructed in the Books,” he exclaimed with
wonder on his yellow, wrinkled face, “and to such we cannot refuse
shelter. Come in, brethren of the monastery called the World. But stay,
there is the yak, who also has claims upon our charity,” and, turning, he
struck upon a gong or bell which hung within the door.
At the sound another man appeared, more wrinkled and to all appearance
older than the first, who stared at us open-mouthed.
“Brother,” said the abbot, “shut that great mouth of yours lest an evil
spirit should fly down it; take this poor yak and give it fodder with the
other cattle.”
So we unstrapped our belongings from the back of the beast, and the old
fellow whose grandiloquent title was “Master of the Herds,” led it away.
When it had gone, not too willingly—for our faithful friend disliked
parting from us and distrusted this new guide—the abbot, who was
named Kou-en, led us into the living room or rather the kitchen of the
monastery, for it served both purposes. Here we found the rest of the
monks, about twelve in all, gathered round the fire of which we had seen
the smoke, and engaged, one of them in preparing the morning meal, and the
rest in warming themselves.
They were all old men; the youngest could not have been less than
sixty-five. To these we were solemnly introduced as “Brethren of the
Monastery called the World, where folk grow hungry,” for the abbot Kou-en
could not make up his mind to part from this little joke.
They stared at us, they rubbed their thin hands, they bowed and wished us
well and evidently were delighted at our arrival. This was not strange,
however, seeing that ours were the first new faces which they had seen for
four long years.
Nor did they stop at words, for while they made water hot for us to wash
in, two of them went to prepare a room—and others drew off our rough
hide boots and thick outer garments and brought us slippers for our feet.
Then they led us to the guest chamber, which they informed us was a
“propitious place,” for once it had been slept in by a noted saint. Here a
fire was lit, and, wonder of wonders! clean garments, including linen, all
of them ancient and faded, but of good quality, were brought for us to put
on.
So we washed—yes, actually washed all over—and having arrayed
ourselves in the robes, which were somewhat small for Leo, struck the bell
that hung in the room and were conducted by a monk who answered it, back
to the kitchen, where the meal was now served. It consisted of a kind of
porridge, to which was added new milk brought in by the “Master of the
Herds,” dried fish from a lake, and buttered tea, the last two luxuries
produced in our special honour. Never had food tasted more delicious to
us, and, I may add, never did we eat more. Indeed, at last I was obliged
to request Leo to stop, for I saw the monks staring at him and heard the
old abbot chuckling to himself.
“Oho! The Monastery of the World, where folk grow hungry,” to which
another monk, who was called the “Master of the Provisions,” replied
uneasily, that if we went on like this, their store of food would scarcely
last the winter. So we finished at length, feeling, as some book of maxims
which I can remember in my youth said all polite people should do—that
we could eat more, and much impressed our hosts by chanting a long
Buddhist grace.
“Their feet are in the Path! Their feet are in the Path!” they said,
astonished.
“Yes,” replied Leo, “they have been in it for sixteen years of our present
incarnation. But we are only beginners, for you, holy Ones, know how
star-high, how ocean-wide and how desert-long is that path. Indeed it is
to be instructed as to the right way of walking therein that we have been
miraculously directed by a dream to seek you out, as the most pious, the
most saintly and the most learned of all the Lamas in these parts.”
“Yes, certainly we are that,” answered the abbot Kou-en, “seeing that
there is no other monastery within five months’ journey,” and again he
chuckled, “though, alas!” he added with a pathetic little sigh, “our
numbers grow few.”
After this we asked leave to retire to our chamber in order to rest, and
there, upon very good imitations of beds, we slept solidly for four and
twenty hours, rising at last perfectly refreshed and well.
Such was our introduction to the Monastery of the Mountains—for it
had no other name—where we were destined to spend the next six
months of our lives. Within a few days—for they were not long in
giving us their complete confidence—those good-hearted and simple
old monks told us all their history.
It seemed that of old time there was a Lamasery here, in which dwelt
several hundred brethren. This, indeed, was obviously true, for the place
was enormous, although for the most part ruined, and, as the weather-worn
statue of Buddha showed, very ancient. The story ran, according to the old
abbot, that two centuries or so before, the monks had been killed out by
some fierce tribe who lived beyond the desert and across the distant
mountains, which tribe were heretics and worshippers of fire. Only a few
of them escaped to bring the sad news to other communities, and for five
generations no attempt was made to re-occupy the place.
At length it was revealed to him, our friend Kou-en, when a young man,
that he was a re-incarnation of one of the old monks of this monastery,
who also was named Kou-en, and that it was his duty during his present
life to return thither, as by so doing he would win much merit and receive
many wonderful revelations. So he gathered a band of zealots and, with the
blessing and consent of his superiors, they started out, and after many
hardships and losses found and took possession of the place, repairing it
sufficiently for their needs.
This happened about fifty years before, and here they had dwelt ever
since, only communicating occasionally with the outside world. At first
their numbers were recruited from time to time by new brethren, but at
length these ceased to come, with the result that the community was dying
out.
“And what then?” I asked.
“And then,” the abbot answered, “nothing. We have acquired much
merit; we have been blest with many revelations, and, after the repose we
have earned in Devachan, our lots in future existences will be easier.
What more can we ask or desire, removed as we are from all the temptations
of the world?”
For the rest, in the intervals of their endless prayers, and still more
endless contemplations, they were husbandmen, cultivating the soil, which
was fertile at the foot of the mountain, and tending their herd of yaks.
Thus they wore away their blameless lives until at last they died of old
age, and, as they believed—and who shall say that they were wrong—the
eternal round repeated itself elsewhere.
Immediately after, indeed on the very day of our arrival at the monastery
the winter began in earnest with bitter cold and snowstorms so heavy and
frequent that all the desert was covered deep. Very soon it became obvious
to us that here we must stay until the spring, since to attempt to move in
any direction would be to perish. With some misgivings we explained this
to the abbot Kou-en, offering to remove to one of the empty rooms in the
ruined part of the building, supporting ourselves with fish that we could
catch by cutting a hole in the ice of the lake above the monastery, and if
we were able to find any, on game, which we might trap or shoot in the
scrub-like forest of stunted pines and junipers that grew around its
border. But he would listen to no such thing. We had been sent to be their
guests, he said, and their guests we should remain for so long as might be
convenient to us. Would we lay upon them the burden of the sin of
inhospitality? Besides, he remarked with his chuckle—“We who dwell
alone like to hear about that other great monastery called the World,
where the monks are not so favoured as we who are set in this blessed
situation, and where folk even go hungry in body, and,” he added, “in
soul.”
Indeed, as we soon found out, the dear old man’s object was to keep our
feet in the Path until we reached the goal of Truth, or, in other words,
became excellent Lamas like himself and his flock.
So we walked in the Path, as we had done in many another Lamasery, and
assisted at the long prayers in the ruined temple and studied the Kandjur,
or “Translation of the Words” of Buddha, which is their bible and a very
long one, and generally showed that our “minds were open.” Also we
expounded to them the doctrines of our own faith, and greatly delighted
were they to find so many points of similarity between it and theirs.
Indeed, I am not certain but that if we could have stopped there long
enough, say ten years, we might have persuaded some of them to accept a
new revelation of which we were the prophets. Further, in spare hours we
told them many tales of “the Monastery called the World,” and it was
really delightful, and in a sense piteous, to see the joy with which they
listened to these stories of wondrous countries and new races of men; they
who knew only of Russia and China and some semi-savage tribes, inhabitants
of the mountains and the deserts.
“It is right for us to learn all this,” they declared, “for, who knows,
perhaps in future incarnations we may become inhabitants of these places.”
But though the time passed thus in comfort and indeed, compared to many of
our experiences, in luxury, oh! our hearts were hungry, for in them burned
the consuming fire of our quest. We felt that we were on the threshold—yes,
we knew it, we knew it, and yet our wretched physical limitations made it
impossible for us to advance by a single step. On the desert beneath fell
the snow, moreover great winds arose suddenly that drove those snows like
dust, piling them in heaps as high as trees, beneath which any unfortunate
traveller would be buried. Here we must wait, there was nothing else to be
done.
One alleviation we found, and only one. In a ruined room of the monastery
was a library of many volumes, placed there, doubtless, by the monks who
were massacred in times bygone. These had been more or less cared for and
re-arranged by their successors, who gave us liberty to examine them as
often as we pleased. Truly it was a strange collection, and I should
imagine of priceless value, for among them were to be found Buddhistic,
Sivaistic and Shamanistic writings that we had never before seen or heard
of, together with the lives of a multitude of Bodhisatvas, or
distinguished saints, written in various tongues, some of which we did not
understand.
What proved more interesting to us, however, was a diary in many tomes
that for generations had been kept by the Khubilghans or abbots of the old
Lamasery, in which every event of importance was recorded in great detail.
Turning over the pages of one of the last volumes of this diary, written
apparently about two hundred and fifty years earlier, and shortly before
the destruction of the monastery, we came upon an entry of which the
following—for I can only quote from memory—is the substance—
“In the summer of this year, after a very great sandstorm, a brother (the
name was given, but I forget it) found in the desert a man of the people
who dwell beyond the Far Mountains, of whom rumours have reached this
Lamasery from time to time. He was living, but beside him were the bodies
of two of his companions who had been overwhelmed by sand and thirst. He
was very fierce looking. He refused to say how he came into the desert,
telling us only that he had followed the road known to the ancients before
communication between his people and the outer world ceased. We gathered,
however, that his brethren with whom he fled had committed some crime for
which they had been condemned to die, and that he had accompanied them in
their flight. He told us that there was a fine country beyond the
mountains, fertile, but plagued with droughts and earthquakes, which
latter, indeed, we often feel here.
“The people of that country were, he said, warlike and very numerous but
followed agriculture. They had always lived there, though ruled by Khans
who were descendants of the Greek king called Alexander, who conquered
much country to the south-west of us. This may be true, as our records
tell us that about two thousand years ago an army sent by that invader
penetrated to these parts, though of his being with them nothing is said.
“The stranger-man told us also that his people worship a priestess called
Hes or the Hesea, who is said to reign from generation to generation. She
lives in a great mountain, apart, and is feared and adored by all, but is
not the queen of the country, in the government of which she seldom
interferes. To her, however, sacrifices are offered, and he who incurs her
vengeance dies, so that even the chiefs of that land are afraid of her.
Still their subjects often fight, for they hate each other.
“We answered that he lied when he said that this woman was immortal—for
that was what we supposed he meant—since nothing is immortal; also
we laughed at his tale of her power. This made the man very angry. Indeed
he declared that our Buddha was not so strong as this priestess, and that
she would show it by being avenged upon us.
“After this we gave him food and turned him out of the Lamasery, and he
went, saying that when he returned we should learn who spoke the truth. We
do not know what became of him, and he refused to reveal to us the road to
his country, which lies beyond the desert and the Far Mountains. We think
that perhaps he was an evil spirit sent to frighten us, in which he did
not succeed.”
Such is a precis of this strange entry, the discovery of which,
vague as it was, thrilled us with hope and excitement. Nothing more
appeared about the man or his country, but within a little over a year
from that date the diary of the abbot came to a sudden end without any
indication that unusual events had occured or were expected.
Indeed, the last item written in the parchment book mentioned the
preparation of certain new lands to be used for the sowing of grain in
future seasons, which suggested that the brethren neither feared nor
expected disturbance. We wondered whether the man from beyond the
mountains was as good as his word and had brought down the vengeance of
that priestess called the Hesea upon the community which sheltered him.
Also we wondered—ah! how we wondered—who and what this Hesea
might be.
On the day following this discovery we prayed the abbot, Kou-en, to
accompany us to the library, and having read him the passage, asked if he
knew anything of the matter. He swayed his wise old head, which always
reminded me of that of a tortoise, and answered—“A little. Very
little, and that mostly about the army of the Greek king who is mentioned
in the writing.”
We inquired what he could possibly know of this matter, whereon Kou-en
replied calmly—“In those days when the faith of the Holy One was
still young, I dwelt as a humble brother in this very monastery, which was
one of the first built, and I saw the army pass, that is all. That,” he
added meditatively, “was in my fiftieth incarnation of this present Round—no,
I am thinking of another army—in my seventy-third.”[1]
[1]
As students of their lives and literature will be aware, it is common for
Buddhist priests to state positively that they remember events which occurred
during their previous incarnations.—ed.
Here Leo began a great laugh, but I managed to kick him beneath the table
and he turned it into a sneeze. This was fortunate, as such ribald
merriment would have hurt the old man’s feelings terribly. After all,
also, as Leo himself had once said, surely we were not the people to mock
at the theory of re-incarnation, which, by the way, is the first article
of faith among nearly one quarter of the human race, and this not the most
foolish quarter.
“How can that be—I ask for instruction, learned One—seeing
that memory perishes with death?”
“Ah!” he answered, “Brother Holly, it may seem to do so, but oftentimes it
comes back again, especially to those who are far advanced upon the Path.
For instance, until you read this passage I had forgotten all about that
army, but now I see it passing, passing, and myself with other monks
standing by the statue of the big Buddha in front yonder, and watching it
go by. It was not a very large army, for most of the soldiers had died, or
been killed, and it was being pursued by the wild people who lived south
of us in those days, so that it was in a great hurry to put the desert
between it and them. The general of the army was a swarthy man—I
wish that I could remember his name, but I cannot.
“Well,” he went on, “that general came up to the Lamasery and demanded a
sleeping place for his wife and children, also provisions and medicines,
and guides across the desert. The abbot of that day told him it was
against our law to admit a woman under our roof, to which he answered that
if we did not, we should have no roof left, for he would burn the place
and kill every one of us with the sword. Now, as you know, to be killed by
violence means that we must pass sundry incarnations in the forms of
animals, a horrible thing, so we chose the lesser evil and gave way, and
afterwards obtained absolution for our sins from the Great Lama. Myself I
did not see this queen, but I saw the priestess of their worship—alas!
alas!” and Kou-en beat his breast.
“Why alas?” I asked, as unconcernedly as I could, for this story
interested me strangely.
“Why? Oh! because I may have forgotten the army, but I have never
forgotten that priestess, and she has been a great hindrance to me through
many ages, delaying me upon my journey to the Other Side, to the Shore of
Salvation. I, as a humble Lama, was engaged in preparing her apartment
when she entered and threw aside her veil; yes, and perceiving a young
man, spoke to me, asking many questions, and even if I was not glad to
look again upon a woman.”
“What—what was she like?” said Leo, anxiously.
“What was she like? Oh! She was all loveliness in one shape; she was like
the dawn upon the snows; she was like the evening star above the
mountains; she was like the first flower of the spring. Brother, ask me
not what she was like, nay, I will say no more. Oh! my sin, my sin. I am
slipping backward and you draw my black shame out into the light of day.
Nay, I will confess it that you may know how vile a thing I am—I
whom perhaps you have thought holy—like yourselves. That woman, if
woman she were, lit a fire in my heart which will not burn out, oh! and
more, more,” and Kou-en rocked himself to and fro upon his stool while
tears of contrition trickled from beneath his horn spectacles, “she
made me worship her! For first she asked me of my faith and listened
eagerly as I expounded it, hoping that the light would come into her
heart; then, after I had finished she said—“‘So your Path is
Renunciation and your Nirvana a most excellent Nothingness which some
would think it scarce worth while to strive so hard to reach. Now I
will show you a more joyous way and a goddess more worthy of your
worship.’
“‘What way, and what goddess?’ I asked of her.
“‘The way of Love and Life!” she answered, ‘that makes all the world to
be, that made you, O seeker of Nirvana, and the goddess called
Nature!’
“Again I asked where is that goddess, and behold! she drew herself up,
looking most royal, and touching her ivory breast, she said, ‘I am She.
Now kneel you down and do me homage!’
“My brethren, I knelt, yes, I kissed her foot, and then I fled away shamed
and broken-hearted, and as I went she laughed, and cried: ‘Remember me
when you reach Devachan, O servant of the Budda-saint, for though I
change, I do not die, and even there I shall be with you who once gave me
worship!’
“And it is so, my brethren, it is so; for though I obtained absolution for
my sin and have suffered much for it through this, my next incarnation,
yet I cannot be rid of her, and for me the Utter Peace is far, far away,”
and Kou-en placed his withered hands before his face and sobbed outright.
A ridiculous sight, truly, to see a holy Khublighan well on the wrong side
of eighty, weeping like a child over a dream of a beautiful woman which he
imagined he had once dreamt in his last life more than two thousand years
ago. So the reader will say. But I, Holly, for reasons of my own, felt
deep sympathy with that poor old man, and Leo was also sympathetic. We
patted him on the back; we assured him that he was the victim of some evil
hallucination which could never be brought up against him in this or any
future existence, since, if sin there were, it must have been forgiven
long ago, and so forth. When his calm was somewhat restored we tried also
to extract further information from him, but with poor results, so far as
the priestess was concerned.
He said that he did not know to what religion she belonged, and did not
care, but thought that it must be an evil one. She went away the next
morning with the army, and he never saw or heard of her any more, though
it came into his mind that he was obliged to be locked in his cell for
eight days to prevent himself from following her. Yes, he had heard one
thing, for the abbot of that day had told the brethren. This priestess was
the real general of the army, not the king or the queen, the latter of
whom hated her. It was by her will that they pushed on northwards across
the desert to some country beyond the mountains, where she desired to
establish herself and her worship.
We asked if there really was any country beyond the mountains, and Kou-en
answered wearily that he believed so. Either in this or in a previous life
he had heard that people lived there who worshipped fire. Certainly also
it was true that about thirty years ago a brother who had climbed the
great peak yonder to spend some days in solitary meditation, returned and
reported that he had seen a marvellous thing, namely, a shaft of fire
burning in the heavens beyond those same mountains, though whether this
were a vision, or what, he could not say. He recalled, however, that about
that time they had felt a great earthquake.
Then the memory of that fancied transgression again began to afflict
Kou-en’s innocent old heart, and he crept away lamenting and was seen no
more for a week. Nor would he ever speak again to us of this matter.
But we spoke of it much with hope and wonder, and made up our minds that
we would at once ascend this mountain.
CHAPTER III
THE BEACON LIGHT
A week later came our opportunity of making this ascent of the mountain,
for now in mid-winter it ceased storming, and hard frost set in, which
made it possible to walk upon the surface of the snow. Learning from the
monks that at this season ovis poli and other kinds of big-horned
sheep and game descended from the hills to take refuge in certain valleys,
where they scraped away the snow to find food, we announced that we were
going out to hunt. The excuse we gave was that we were suffering from
confinement and needed exercise, having by the teaching of our religion no
scruples about killing game.
Our hosts replied that the adventure was dangerous, as the weather might
change at any moment. They told us, however, that on the slopes of this
very mountain which we desired to climb, there was a large natural cave
where, if need be, we could take shelter, and to this cave one of them,
somewhat younger and more active than the rest, offered to guide us. So,
having manufactured a rougri tent from skins, and laden our old yak, now
in the best of condition, with food and garments, on one still morning we
started as soon as it was light. Under the guidance of the monk, who,
notwithstanding his years, walked very well, we reached the northern slope
of the peak before mid-day. Here, as he had said, we found a great cave of
which the opening was protected by an over-hanging ledge of rock.
Evidently this cave was the favourite place of shelter for game at certain
seasons of the year, since in it were heaped vast accumulations of their
droppings, which removed any fear of a lack of fuel.
The rest of that short day we spent in setting up our tent in the cave, in
front of which we lit a large fire, and in a survey of the slopes of the
mountain, for we told the monk that we were searching for the tracks of
wild sheep. Indeed, as it happened, on our way back to the cave we came
across a small herd of ewes feeding upon the mosses in a sheltered spot
where in summer a streamlet ran. Of these we were so fortunate as to kill
two, for no sportsman had ever come here, and they were tame enough, poor
things. As meat would keep for ever in that temperature, we had now
sufficient food to last us for a fortnight, and dragging the animals down
the snow slopes to the cave, we skinned them by the dying light.
That evening we supped upon fresh mutton, a great luxury, which the monk
enjoyed as much as we did, since, whatever might be his views as to taking
life, he liked mutton. Then we turned into the tent and huddled ourselves
together for warmth, as the temperature must have been some degrees below
zero. The old monk rested well enough, but neither Leo nor I slept over
much, for wonder as to what we might see from the top of that mountain
banished sleep.
Next morning at the dawn, the weather being still favourable, our
companion returned to the monastery, whither we said we would follow him
in a day or two.
Now at last we were alone, and without wasting an instant began our ascent
of the peak. It was many thousand feet high and in certain places steep
enough, but the deep, frozen snow made climbing easy, so that by midday we
reached the top. Hence the view was magnificent. Beneath us stretched the
desert, and beyond it a broad belt of fantastically shaped, snow-clad
mountains, hundreds and hundreds of them; in front, to the right, to the
left, as far as the eye could reach.
“They are just as I saw them in my dream so many years ago,” muttered Leo;
“the same, the very same.”
“And where was the fiery light?” I asked.
“Yonder, I think;” and he pointed north by east.
“Well, it is not there now,” I answered, “and this place is cold.”
So, since it was dangerous to linger, lest the darkness should overtake us
on our return journey, we descended the peak again, reaching the cave
about sunset. The next four days we spent in the same way. Every morning
we crawled up those wearisome banks of snow, and every afternoon we slid
and tobogganed down them again, till I grew heartily tired of the
exercise.
On the fourth night, instead of coming to sleep in the tent Leo sat
himself down at the entrance to the cave. I asked him why he did this, but
he answered impatiently, because he wished it, so I left him alone. I
could see, indeed, that he was in a strange and irritable mood, for the
failure of our search oppressed him. Moreover, we knew, both of us, that
it could not be much prolonged, since the weather might break at any
moment, when ascents of the mountain would become impossible.
In the middle of the night I was awakened by Leo shaking me and saying—“Come
here, Horace, I have something to show you.”
Reluctantly enough I crept from between the rugs and out of the tent. To
dress there was no need, for we slept in all our garments. He led me to
the mouth of the cave and pointed northward. I looked. The night was very
dark; but far, far away appeared a faint patch of light upon the sky, such
as might be caused by the reflection of a distant fire.
“What do you make of it?” he asked anxiously.
“Nothing in particular,” I answered, “it may be anything. The moon—no,
there is none, dawn—no, it is too northerly, and it does not break
for three hours. Something burning, a house, or a funeral pyre, but how
can there be such things here? I give it up.”
“I think it is a reflection, and that if we were on the peak we should see
the light which throws it,” said Leo slowly.
“Yes, but we are not, and cannot get there in the dark.”
“Then, Horace, we must spend a night there.”
“It will be our last in this incarnation,” I answered with a laugh, “that
is if it comes on to snow.”
“We must risk it, or I will risk it. Look, the light has faded;” and there
at least he was right, for undoubtedly it had. The night was as black as
pitch.
“Let’s talk it over to-morrow,” I said, and went back to the tent, for I
was sleepy and incredulous, but Leo sat on by the mouth of the cave.
At dawn I awoke and found breakfast already cooked.
“I must start early,” Leo explained.
“Are you mad?” I asked. “How can we camp on that place?”
“I don’t know, but I am going. I must go, Horace.”
“Which means that we both must go. But how about the yak?”
“Where we can climb, it can follow,” he answered.
So we strapped the tent and other baggage, including a good supply of
cooked meat, upon the beast’s back, and started. The tramp was long since
we were obliged to make some detours to avoid slopes of frozen snow in
which, on our previous ascents, we had cut footholds with an axe, for up
these the laden animal could not clamber. Reaching the summit at length,
we dug a hole, and there pitched the tent, piling the excavated snow about
its sides. By this time it began to grow dark, and having descended into
the tent, yak and all, we ate our food and waited.
Oh! what cold was that. The frost was fearful, and at this height a wind
blew whose icy breath passed through all our wrappings, and seemed to burn
our flesh beneath as though with hot irons. It was fortunate that we had
brought the yak, for without the warmth from its shaggy body I believe
that we should have perished, even in our tent. For some hours we watched,
as indeed we must, since to sleep might mean to die, yet saw nothing save
the lonely stars, and heard nothing in that awful silence, for here even
the wind made no noise as it slid across the snows. Accustomed as I was to
such exposure, my faculties began to grow numb and my eyes to shut, when
suddenly Leo said—“Look, below the red star!”
I looked, and there high in the sky was the same curious glow which we had
seen upon the previous night. There was more than this indeed, for beneath
it, almost on a line with us and just above the crests of the intervening
peaks, appeared a faint sheet of fire and revealed against it, something
black. Whilst we watched, the fire widened, spread upwards and grew in
power and intensity. Now against its flaming background the black object
became clearly visible, and lo! it was the top of a soaring pillar
surmounted by a loop. Yes, we could see its every outline. It was the crux
ansata, the Symbol of Life itself.
The symbol vanished, the fire sank. Again it blazed up more fiercely than
before and the loop appeared afresh, then once more disappeared. A third
time the fire shone, and with such intensity, that no lightning could
surpass its brilliance. All around the heavens were lit up, and, through
the black needle-shaped eye of the symbol, as from the flare of a beacon,
or the search-light of a ship, one fierce ray shot across the sea of
mountain tops and the spaces of the desert, straight as an arrow to the
lofty peak on which we lay. Yes, it lit upon the snow, staining it red,
and upon the wild, white faces of us who watched, though to the right and
left of us spread thick darkness. My compass lay before me on the snow,
and I could even see its needle; and beyond us the shape of a white fox
that had crept near, scenting food. Then it was gone as swiftly as it
came. Gone too were the symbol and the veil of flame behind it, only the
glow lingered a little on the distant sky.
For awhile there was silence between us, then Leo said—“Do you
remember, Horace, when we lay upon the Rocking Stone where her
cloak fell upon me—” as he said the words the breath caught in his
throat—“how the ray of light was sent to us in farewell, and to show
us a path of escape from the Place of Death? Now I think that it has been
sent again in greeting to point out the path to the Place of Life where
Ayesha dwells, whom we have lost awhile.”
“It may be so,” I answered shortly, for the matter was beyond speech or
argument, beyond wonder even. But I knew then, as I know now that we were
players in some mighty, predestined drama; that our parts were written and
we must speak them, as our path was prepared and we must tread it to the
end unknown. Fear and doubt were left behind, hope was sunk in certainty;
the fore-shadowing visions of the night had found an actual fulfilment and
the pitiful seed of the promise of her who died, growing unseen through
all the cruel, empty years, had come to harvest.
No, we feared no more, not even when with the dawn rose the roaring wind,
through which we struggled down the mountain slopes, as it would seem in
peril of our lives at every step; not even as hour by hour we fought our
way onwards through the whirling snow-storm, that made us deaf and blind.
For we knew that those lives were charmed. We could not see or hear, yet
we were led. Clinging to the yak, we struggled downward and homewards,
till at length out of the turmoil and the gloom its instinct brought us
unharmed to the door of the monastery, where the old abbot embraced us in
his joy, and the monks put up prayers of thanks. For they were sure that
we must be dead. Through such a storm, they said, no man had ever lived
before.
It was still mid-winter, and oh! the awful weariness of those months of
waiting. In our hands was the key, yonder amongst those mountains lay the
door, but not yet might we set that key within its lock. For between us
and these stretched the great desert, where the snow rolled like billows,
and until that snow melted we dared not attempt its passage. So we sat in
the monastery, and schooled our hearts to patience.
Still even to these frozen wilds of Central Asia spring comes at last. One
evening the air felt warm, and that night there were only a few degrees of
frost. The next the clouds banked up, and in the morning not snow was
falling from them, but rain, and we found the old monks preparing their
instruments of husbandry, as they said that the season of sowing was at
hand. For three days it rained, while the snows melted before our eyes. On
the fourth torrents of water were rushing down the mountain and the desert
was once more brown and bare, though not for long, for within another week
it was carpeted with flowers. Then we knew that the time had come to
start.
“But whither go you? Whither go you?” asked the old abbot in dismay. “Are
you not happy here? Do you not make great strides along the Path, as may
be known by your pious conversation? Is not everything that we have your
own? Oh! why would you leave us?”
“We are wanderers,” we answered, “and when we see mountains in front of us
we must cross them.”
Kou-en looked at us shrewdly, then asked—“What do you seek beyond
the mountains? And, my brethren, what merit is gathered by hiding the
truth from an old man, for such concealments are separated from falsehoods
but by the length of a single barleycorn. Tell me, that at least my
prayers may accompany you.”
“Holy abbot,” I said, “awhile ago yonder in the library you made a certain
confession to us.”
“Oh! remind me not of it,” he said, holding up his hands. “Why do you wish
to torment me?”
“Far be the thought from us, most kind friend and virtuous man,” I
answered. “But, as it chances, your story is very much our own, and we
think that we have experience of this same priestess.”
“Speak on,” he said, much interested.
So I told him the outlines of our tale; for an hour or more I told it
while he sat opposite to us swaying his head like a tortoise and saying
nothing. At length it was done.
“Now,” I added, “let the lamp of your wisdom shine upon our darkness. Do
you not find this story wondrous, or do you perchance think that we are
liars?”
“Brethren of the great monastery called the World,” Kou-en answered with
his customary chuckle, “why should I think you liars who, from the moment
my eyes fell upon you, knew you to be true men? Moreover, why should I
hold this tale so very wondrous? You have but stumbled upon the fringe of
a truth with which we have been acquainted for many, many ages.
“Because in a vision she showed you this monastery, and led you to a spot
beyond the mountains where she vanished, you hope that this woman whom you
saw die is re-incarnated yonder. Why not? In this there is nothing
impossible to those who are instructed in the truth, though the
lengthening of her last life was strange and contrary to experience.
Doubtless you will find her there as you expect, and doubtless her khama,
or identity, is the same as that which in some earlier life of hers once
brought me to sin.
“Only be not mistaken, she is no immortal; nothing is immortal. She is but
a being held back by her own pride, her own greatness if you will, upon
the path towards Nirvana. That pride will be humbled, as already it has
been humbled; that brow of majesty shall be sprinkled with the dust of
change and death, that sinful spirit must be purified by sorrows and by
separations. Brother Leo, if you win her, it will be but to lose, and then
the ladder must be reclimbed. Brother Holly, for you as for me loss is our
only gain, since thereby we are spared much woe. Oh! bide here and pray
with me. Why dash yourselves against a rock? Why labour to pour water into
a broken jar whence it must sink into the sands of profitless experience,
and there be wasted, whilst you remain athirst?”
“Water makes the sand fertile,” I answered. “Where water falls, life
comes, and sorrow is the seed of joy.”
“Love is the law of life,” broke in Leo; “without love there is no life. I
seek love that I may live. I believe that all these things are ordained to
an end which we do not know. Fate draws me on—I fulfil my fate——”
“And do but delay your freedom. Yet I will not argue with you, brother,
who must follow your own road. See now, what has this woman, this
priestess of a false faith if she be so still, brought you in the past?
Once in another life, or so I understand your story, you were sworn to a
certain nature-goddess, who was named Isis, were you not, and to her
alone? Then a woman tempted you, and you fled with her afar. And there
what found you? The betrayed and avenging goddess who slew you, or if not
the goddess, one who had drunk of her wisdom and was the minister of her
vengeance. Having that wisdom this minister—woman or evil spirit—refused
to die because she had learned to love you, but waited knowing that in
your next life she would find you again, as indeed she would have done
more swiftly in Devachan had she died without living on alone in so much
misery. And she found you, and she died, or seemed to die, and now she is
re-born, as she must be, and doubtless you will meet once more, and again
there must come misery. Oh! my friends, go not across the mountains; bide
here with me and lament your sins.”
“Nay,” answered Leo, “we are sworn to a tryst, and we do not break our
word.”
“Then, brethren, go keep your tryst, and when you have reaped its harvest
think upon my sayings, for I am sure that the wine you crush from the
vintage of your desire will run red like blood, and that in its drinking
you shall find neither forgetfulness nor peace. Made blind by a passion of
which well I know the sting and power, you seek to add a fair-faced evil
to your lives, thinking that from this unity there shall be born all
knowledge and great joy.
“Rather should you desire to live alone in holiness until at length your
separate lives are merged and lost in the Good Unspeakable, the eternal
bliss that lies in the last Nothingness. Ah! you do not believe me now;
you shake your heads and smile; yet a day will dawn, it may be after many
incarnations, when you shall bow them in the dust and weep, saying to me,
‘Brother Kou-en, yours were the words of wisdom, ours the deeds of
foolishness;’” and with a deep sigh the old man turned and left us.
“A cheerful faith, truly,” said Leo, looking after him, “to dwell through
aeons in monotonous misery in order that consciousness may be swallowed up
at last in some void and formless abstraction called the ‘Utter Peace.’ I
would rather take my share of a bad world and keep my hope of a better.
Also I do not think that he knows anything of Ayesha and her destiny.”
“So would I,” I answered, “though perhaps he is right after all. Who can
tell? Moreover, what is the use of reasoning? Leo, we have no choice; we
follow our fate. To what that fate may lead us we shall learn in due
season.”
Then we went to rest, for it was late, though I found little sleep that
night. The warnings of the ancient abbot, good and learned man as he was,
full also of ripe experience and of the foresighted wisdom that is given
to such as he, oppressed me deeply. He promised us sorrow and bloodshed
beyond the mountains, ending in death and rebirths full of misery. Well,
it might be so, but no approaching sufferings could stay our feet. And
even if they could, they should not, since to see her face again I was
ready to brave them all. And if this was my case what must be that of Leo!
A strange theory that of Kou-en’s, that Ayesha was the goddess in old
Egypt to whom Kallikrates was priest, or at the least her representative.
That the royal Amenartas, with whom he fled, seduced him from the goddess
to whom he was sworn. That this goddess incarnate in Ayesha—or using
the woman Ayesha and her passions as her instruments—was avenged
upon them both at Kôr, and that there in an after age the bolt she shot
fell back upon her own head.
Well, I had often thought as much myself. Only I was sure that She
herself could be no actual divinity, though she might be a manifestation
of one, a priestess, a messenger, charged to work its will, to avenge or
to reward, and yet herself a human soul, with hopes and passions to be
satisfied, and a destiny to fulfil. In truth, writing now, when all is
past and done with, I find much to confirm me in, and little to turn me
from that theory, since life and powers of a quality which are more than
human do not alone suffice to make a soul divine. On the other hand,
however, it must be borne in mind that on one occasion at any rate, Ayesha
did undoubtedly suggest that in the beginning she was “a daughter of
Heaven,” and that there were others, notably the old Shaman Simbri, who
seemed to take it for granted that her origin was supernatural. But of all
these things I hope to speak in their season.
Meanwhile what lay beyond the mountains? Should we find her there who held
the sceptre and upon earth wielded the power of the outraged Isis, and
with her, that other woman who wrought the wrong? And if so, would the
dread, inhuman struggle reach its climax around the person of the sinful
priest? In a few months, a few days even, we might begin to know.
Thrilled by this thought at length I fell asleep.
CHAPTER IV
THE AVALANCHE
On the morning of the second day from that night the sunrise found us
already on our path across the desert. There, nearly a mile behind us, we
could see the ruined statue of Buddha seated in front of the ancient
monastery, and in that clear atmosphere could even distinguish the bent
form of our friend, the old abbot, Kou-en, leaning against it until we
were quite lost to sight. All the monks had wept when we parted from them,
and Kou-en even more bitterly than the rest, for he had learned to love
us.
“I am grieved,” he said, “much grieved, which indeed I should not be, for
such emotion partakes of sin. Yet I find comfort, for I know well that
although I must soon leave this present life, yet we shall meet again in
many future incarnations, and after you have put away these follies,
together tread the path to perfect peace. Now take with you my blessings
and my prayers and begone, forgetting not that should you live to return”—and
he shook his head, doubtfully—“here you will be ever welcome.”
So we embraced him and went sorrowfully.
It will be remembered that when the mysterious light fell upon us on the
peak I had my compass with me and was able roughly to take its bearings.
For lack of any better guide we now followed these bearings, travelling
almost due north-east, for in that direction had shone the fire. All day
in the most beautiful weather we marched across the flower-strewn desert,
seeing nothing except bunches of game and one or two herds of wild asses
which had come down from the mountains to feed upon the new grass. As
evening approached we shot an antelope and made our camp—for we had
brought the yak and a tent with us—among some tamarisk scrub, of
which the dry stems furnished us with fuel. Nor did we lack for water,
since by scraping in the sand soaked with melted snow, we found plenty of
fair quality. So that night we supped in luxury upon tea and antelope
meat, which indeed we were glad to have, as it spared our little store of
dried provisions.
The next morning we ascertained our position as well as we could, and
estimated that we had crossed about a quarter of the desert, a guess which
proved very accurate, for on the evening of the fourth day of our journey
we reached the bottom slopes of the opposing mountains, without having
experienced either accident or fatigue. As Leo said, things were “going
like clockwork,” but I reminded him that a good start often meant a bad
finish. Nor was I wrong, for now came our hardships. To begin with, the
mountains proved to be exceeding high; it took us two days to climb their
lower slopes. Also the heat of the sun had softened the snow, which made
walking through it laborious, whilst, accustomed though we were to such
conditions through long years of travelling, its continual glitter
affected our eyes.
The morning of the seventh day found us in the mouth of a defile which
wound away into the heart of the mountains. As it seemed the only possible
path, we followed it, and were much cheered to discover that here must
once have run a road. Not that we could see any road, indeed, for
everything was buried in snow. But that one lay beneath our feet we were
certain, since, although we marched along the edge of precipices, our
path, however steep, was always flat; moreover, the rock upon one side of
it had often been scarped by the hand of man. Of this there could be no
doubt, for as the snow did not cling here, we saw the tool marks upon its
bare surface.
Also we came to several places where galleries had been built out from the
mountain side, by means of beams let into it, as is still a common
practice in Thibet. These beams of course had long since rotted away,
leaving a gulf between us and the continuation of the path. When we met
with such gaps we were forced to go back and make a detour round or over
some mountain; but although much delayed thereby, as it happened, we
always managed to regain the road, if not without difficulty and danger.
What tried us more—for here our skill and experience as mountaineers
could not help us—was the cold at night, obliged as we were to camp
in the severe frost at a great altitude, and to endure through the long
hours of darkness penetrating and icy winds, which soughed ceaselessly
down the pass.
At length on the tenth day we reached the end of the defile, and as night
was falling, camped there in the most bitter cold. Those were miserable
hours, for now we had no fuel with which to boil water, and must satisfy
our thirst by eating frozen snow, while our eyes smarted so sorely that we
could not sleep, and notwithstanding all our wraps and the warmth that we
gathered from the yak in the little tent, the cold caused our teeth to
chatter like castanets.
The dawn came, and, after it, the sunrise. We crept from the tent, and
leaving it standing awhile, dragged our stiffened limbs a hundred yards or
so to a spot where the defile took a turn, in order that we might thaw in
the rays of the sun, which at that hour could not reach us where we had
camped.
Leo was round it first, and I heard him utter an exclamation. In a few
seconds I reached his side, and lo! before us lay our Promised Land.
Far beneath us, ten thousand feet at least—for it must be remembered
that we viewed it from the top of a mountain—it stretched away and
away till its distances met the horizon. In character it was quite flat,
an alluvial plain that probably, in some primeval age, had been the bottom
of one of the vast lakes of which a number exist in Central Asia, most of
them now in process of desiccation. One object only relieved this dreary
flatness, a single, snow-clad, and gigantic mountain, of which even at
that distance—for it was very far from us—we could clearly see
the outline. Indeed we could see more, for from its rounded crest rose a
great plume of smoke, showing that it was an active volcano, and on the
hither lip of the crater an enormous pillar of rock, whereof the top was
formed to the shape of a loop.
Yes, there it stood before us, that symbol of our vision which we had
sought these many years, and at the sight of it our hearts beat fast and
our breath came quickly. We noted at once that although we had not seen it
during our passage of the mountains, since the peaks ahead and the rocky
sides of the defile hid it from view, so great was its height that it
overtopped the tallest of them. This made it clear to us how it came to be
possible that the ray of light passing through the loop could fall upon
the highest snows of that towering pinnacle which we had climbed upon the
further side of the desert.
Also now we were certain of the cause of that ray, for the smoke behind
the loop explained this mystery. Doubtless, at times when the volcano was
awake, that smoke must be replaced by flame, emitting light of fearful
intensity, and this light it was that reached us, concentrated and
directed by the loop.
For the rest we thought that about thirty miles away we could make out a
white-roofed town set upon a mound, situated among trees upon the banks of
a wide river, which flowed across the plain. Also it was evident that this
country had a large population who cultivated the soil, for by the aid of
a pair of field glasses, one of our few remaining and most cherished
possessions, we could see the green of springing crops pierced by
irrigation canals and the lines of trees that marked the limits of the
fields.
Yes, there before us stretched the Promised Land, and there rose the
mystic Mount, so that all we had to do was to march down the snow slopes
and enter it where we would.
Thus we thought in our folly, little guessing what lay before us, what
terrors and weary suffering we must endure before we stood at length
beneath the shadow of the Symbol of Life.
Our fatigues forgotten, we returned to the tent, hastily swallowed some of
our dried food, which we washed down with lumps of snow that gave us
toothache and chilled us inside, but which thirst compelled us to eat,
dragged the poor yak to its feet, loaded it up, and started.
All this while, so great was our haste and so occupied were each of us
with our own thoughts that, if my memory serves me, we scarcely
interchanged a word. Down the snow slopes we marched swiftly and without
hesitation, for here the road was marked for us by means of pillars of
rock set opposite to one another at intervals. These pillars we observed
with satisfaction, for they told us that we were still upon a highway
which led to the Promised Land.
Yet, as we could not help noting, it was one which seemed to have gone out
of use, since with the exception of a few wild-sheep tracks and the spoor
of some bears and mountain foxes, not a single sign of beast or man could
we discover. This, however, was to be explained, we reflected, by the fact
that doubtless the road was only used in the summer season. Or perhaps the
inhabitants of the country were now stay-at-home people who never
travelled it at all.
Those slopes were longer than we thought; indeed, when darkness closed in
we had not reached the foot of them. So we were obliged to spend another
night in the snow, pitching our tent in the shelter of an over-hanging
rock. As we had descended many thousand feet, the temperature proved,
fortunately, a little milder; indeed, I do not think that there were more
than eighteen or twenty degrees of frost that night. Also here and there
the heat of the sun had melted the snow in secluded places, so that we
were able to find water to drink, while the yak could fill its poor old
stomach with dead-looking mountain mosses, which it seemed to think better
than nothing.
Again, the still dawn came, throwing its red garment over the lonesome,
endless mountains, and we dragged ourselves to our numbed feet, ate some
of our remaining food, and started onwards. Now we could no longer see the
country beneath, for it and even the towering volcano were hidden from us
by an intervening ridge that seemed to be pierced by a single narrow
gulley, towards which we headed. Indeed, as the pillars showed us, thither
ran the buried road. By mid-day it appeared quite close to us, and we
tramped on in feverish haste. As it chanced, however, there was no need to
hurry, for an hour later we learned the truth.
Between us and the mouth of the gulley rose, or rather sank, a sheer
precipice that was apparently three or four hundred feet in depth, and at
its foot we could hear the sound of water.
Right to the edge of this precipice ran the path, for one of the stone
pillars stood upon its extreme brink, and yet how could a road descend
such a place as that? We stared aghast; then a possible solution occurred
to us.
“Don’t you see,” said Leo, with a hollow laugh, “the gulf has opened since
this track was used: volcanic action probably.”
“Perhaps, or perhaps there was a wooden bridge or stairway which has
rotted. It does not matter. We must find another path, that is all,” I
answered as cheerfully as I could.
“Yes, and soon,” he said, “if we do not wish to stop here for ever.”
So we turned to the right and marched along the edge of the precipice
till, a mile or so away, we came to a small glacier, of which the surface
was sprinkled with large stones frozen into its substance. This glacier
hung down the face of the cliff like a petrified waterfall, but whether or
no it reached the foot we could not discover. At any rate, to think of
attempting its descent seemed out of the question. From this point onwards
we could see that the precipice increased in depth and far as the eye
could reach was absolutely sheer.
So we went back again and searched to the left of our road. Here the
mountains receded, so that above us rose a mighty, dazzling slope of snow
and below us lay that same pitiless, unclimbable gulf. As the light began
to fade we perceived, half a mile or more in front a bare-topped hillock
of rock, which stood on the verge of the precipice, and hurried to it,
thinking that from its crest we might be able to discover a way of
descent.
When at length we had struggled to the top, it was about a hundred and
fifty feet high; what we did discover was that, here also, as beyond the
glacier, the gulf was infinitely deeper than at the spot where the road
ended, so deep indeed that we could not see its bottom, although from it
came the sound of roaring water. Moreover, it was quite half a mile in
width.
Whilst we stared round us the sinking sun vanished behind a mountain and,
the sky being heavy, the light went out like that of a candle. Now the
ascent of this hillock had proved so steep, especially at one place, where
we were obliged to climb a sort of rock ladder, that we scarcely cared to
attempt to struggle down it again in that gloom. Therefore, remembering
that there was little to choose between the top of this knoll and the snow
plain at its foot in the matter of temperature or other conveniences, and
being quite exhausted, we determined to spend the night upon it, thereby,
as we were to learn, saving our lives.
Unloading the yak, we pitched our tent under the lee of the topmost knob
of rock and ate a couple of handfuls of dried fish and corn-cake. This was
the last of the food that we had brought with us from the Lamasery, and we
reflected with dismay that unless we could shoot something, our
commissariat was now represented by the carcass of our old friend the yak.
Then we wrapped ourselves up in our thick rugs and fur garments and forgot
our miseries in sleep.
It cannot have been long before daylight when we were awakened by a sudden
and terrific sound like the boom of a great cannon, followed by thousands
of other sounds, which might be compared to the fusillade of musketry.
“Great Heaven! What is that?” I said.
We crawled from the tent, but as yet could see nothing, whilst the yak
began to low in a terrified manner. But if we could not see we could hear
and feel. The booming and cracking had ceased, and was followed by a soft,
grinding noise, the most sickening sound, I think, to which I ever
listened. This was accompanied by a strange, steady, unnatural wind, which
seemed to press upon us as water presses. Then the dawn broke and we saw.
The mountain-side was moving down upon us in a vast avalanche of snow.
Oh! what a sight was that. On from the crest of the precipitous slopes
above, two miles and more away, it came, a living thing, rolling, sliding,
gliding; piling itself in long, leaping waves, hollowing itself into
cavernous valleys, like a tempest-driven sea, whilst above its surface
hung a powdery cloud of frozen spray.
As we watched, clinging to each other terrified, the first of these waves
struck our hill, causing the mighty mass of solid rock to quiver like a
yacht beneath the impact of an ocean roller, or an aspen in a sudden rush
of wind. It struck and slowly separated, then with a majestic motion
flowed like water over the edge of the precipice on either side, and fell
with a thudding sound into the unmeasured depths beneath. And this was but
a little thing, a mere forerunner, for after it, with a slow, serpentine
movement, rolled the body of the avalanche.
It came in combers, it came in level floods. It piled itself against our
hill, yes, to within fifty feet of the head of it, till we thought that
even that rooted rock must be torn from its foundations and hurled like a
pebble to the deeps beneath. And the turmoil of it all! The screaming of
the blast caused by the compression of the air, the dull, continuous
thudding of the fall of millions of tons of snow as they rushed through
space and ended their journey in the gulf.
Nor was this the worst of it, for as the deep snows above thinned, great
boulders that had been buried beneath them, perhaps for centuries, were
loosened from their resting-places and began to thunder down the hill. At
first they moved slowly, throwing up the hard snow around them as the prow
of a ship throws foam. Then gathering momentum, they sprang into the air
with leaps such as those of shells ricocheting upon water, till in the
end, singing and hurtling, many of them rushed past and even over us to
vanish far beyond. Some indeed struck our little mountain with the force
of shot fired from the great guns of a battle-ship, and shattered there,
or if they fell upon its side, tore away tons of rock and passed with them
into the chasm like a meteor surrounded by its satellites. Indeed, no
bombardment devised and directed by man could have been half so terrible
or, had there been anything to destroy, half so destructive.
The scene was appalling in its unchained and resistless might evolved
suddenly from the completest calm. There in the lap of the quiet
mountains, looked down upon by the peaceful, tender sky, the powers hidden
in the breast of Nature were suddenly set free, and, companioned by
whirlwinds and all the terrifying majesty of sound, loosed upon the heads
of us two human atoms.
At the first rush of snow we had leapt back behind our protecting peak
and, lying at full length upon the ground, gripped it and clung there,
fearing lest the wind should whirl us to the abyss. Long ago our tent had
gone like a dead leaf in an autumn gale, and at times it seemed as if we
must follow.
The boulders hurtled over and past us; one of them fell full upon the
little peak, shattering its crest and bursting into fragments, which fled
away, each singing its own wild song. We were not touched, but when we
looked behind us it was to see the yak, which had risen in its terror,
lying dead and headless. Then in our fear we lay still, waiting for the
end, and wondering dimly whether we should be buried in the surging snow
or swept away with the hill, or crushed by the flying rocks, or lifted and
lost in the hurricane.
How long did it last? We never knew. It may have been ten minutes or two
hours, for in such a scene time loses its proportion. Only we became aware
that the wind had fallen, while the noise of grinding snow and hurtling
boulders ceased. Very cautiously we gained our feet and looked.
In front of us was sheer mountain side, for a depth of over two miles, the
width of about a thousand yards, which had been covered with many feet of
snow, was now bare rock. Piled up against the face of our hill, almost to
its summit, lay a tongue of snow, pressed to the consistency of ice and
spotted with boulders that had lodged there. The peak itself was torn and
shattered, so that it revealed great gleaming surfaces and pits, in which
glittered mica, or some other mineral. The vast gulf behind was half
filled with the avalanche and its debris. But for the rest, it seemed as
though nothing had happened, for the sun shone sweetly overhead and the
solemn snows reflected its rays from the sides of a hundred hills. And we
had endured it all and were still alive; yes, and unhurt.
But what a position was ours! We dared not attempt to descend the mount,
lest we should sink into the loose snow and be buried there. Moreover, all
along the breadth of the path of the avalanche boulders from time to time
still thundered down the rocky slope, and with them came patches of snow
that had been left behind by the big slide, small in themselves, it is
true, but each of them large enough to kill a hundred men. It was obvious,
therefore, that until these conditions changed, or death released us, we
must abide where we were upon the crest of the hillock.
So there we sat, foodless and frightened, wondering what our old friend
Kou-en would say if he could see us now. By degrees hunger mastered all
our other sensations and we began to turn longing eyes upon the headless
body of the yak.
“Let’s skin him,” said Leo, “it will be something to do, and we shall want
his hide to-night.”
So with affection, and even reverence, we performed this office for the
dead companion of our journeyings, rejoicing the while that it was not we
who had brought him to his end. Indeed, long residence among peoples who
believed fully that the souls of men could pass into, or were risen from,
the bodies of animals, had made us a little superstitious on this matter.
It would be scarcely pleasant, we reflected, in some future incarnation,
to find our faithful friend clad in human form and to hear him bitterly
reproach us for his murder.
Being dead, however, these arguments did not apply to eating him, as we
were sure he would himself acknowledge. So we cut off little bits of his
flesh and, rolling them in snow till they looked as though they were
nicely floured, hunger compelling us, swallowed them at a gulp. It was a
disgusting meal and we felt like cannibals: but what could we do?
CHAPTER V
THE GLACIER
Even that day came to an end at last, and after a few more lumps of yak,
our tent being gone, we drew his hide over us and rested as best we could,
knowing that at least we had no more avalanches to fear. That night it
froze sharply, so that had it not been for the yak’s hide and the other
rugs and garments, which fortunately we were wearing when the snow-slide
began, it would, I think, have gone hard with us. As it was, we suffered a
great deal.
“Horace,” said Leo at the dawn, “I am going to leave this. If we have to
die, I would rather do so moving; but I don’t believe that we shall die.”
“Very well,” I said, “let us start. If the snow won’t bear us now, it
never will.”
So we tied up our rugs and the yak’s hide in two bundles and, having cut
off some more of the frozen meat, began our descent. Now, although the
mount was under two hundred feet high, its base, fortunately for us—for
otherwise it must have been swept away by the mighty pressure of the
avalanche—was broad, so that there was a long expanse of piled-up
snow between us and the level ground.
Since, owing to the overhanging conformation of the place, it was quite
impossible for us to descend in front where pressure had made the snow
hard as stone, we were obliged to risk a march over the looser material
upon its flank. As there was nothing to be gained by waiting, off we went,
Leo leading and step by step trying the snow. To our joy we discovered
that the sharp night frost had so hardened its surface that it would
support us. About half way down, however, where the pressure had been
less, it became much softer, so that we were forced to lie upon our faces,
which enabled us to distribute our weight over a larger surface, and thus
slither gently down the hill.
All went well until we were within twenty paces of the bottom, where we
must cross a soft mound formed of the powdery dust thrown off by the
avalanche in its rush. Leo slipped over safely, but I, following a yard or
two to his right, of a sudden felt the hard crust yield beneath me. An
ill-judged but quite natural flounder and wriggle, such as a newly-landed
flat-fish gives upon the sand, completed the mischief, and with one
piercing but swiftly stifled yell, I vanished.
Any one who has ever sunk in deep water will know that the sensation is
not pleasant, but I can assure him that to go through the same experience
in soft snow is infinitely worse; mud alone could surpass its terrors.
Down I went, and down, till at length I seemed to reach a rock which alone
saved me from disappearing for ever. Now I felt the snow closing above me
and with it came darkness and a sense of suffocation. So soft was the
drift, however, that before I was overcome I contrived with my arms to
thrust away the powdery dust from about my head, thus forming a little
hollow into which air filtered slowly. Getting my hands upon the stone, I
strove to rise, but could not, the weight upon me was too great.
Then I abandoned hope and prepared to die. The process proved not
altogether unpleasant. I did not see visions from my past life as drowning
men are supposed to do, but—and this shows how strong was her empire
over me—my mind flew back to Ayesha. I seemed to behold her and a
man at her side, standing over me in some dark, rocky gulf. She was
wrapped in a long travelling cloak, and her lovely eyes were wild with
fear. I rose to salute her, and make report, but she cried in a fierce,
concentrated voice—“What evil thing has happened here? Thou livest;
then where is my lord Leo? Speak, man, and say where thou hast hid my lord—or
die.”
The vision was extraordinarily real and vivid, I remember, and, considered
in connection with a certain subsequent event, in all ways most
remarkable, but it passed as swiftly as it came.
Then my senses left me.
I saw a light again. I heard a voice, that of Leo. “Horace,” he cried,
“Horace, hold fast to the stock of the rifle.” Something was thrust
against my outstretched hand. I gripped it despairingly, and there came a
strain. It was useless, I did not move. Then, bethinking me, I drew up my
legs and by chance or the mercy of Heaven, I know not, got my feet against
a ridge of the rock on which I was lying. Again I felt the strain, and
thrust with all my might. Of a sudden the snow gave, and out of that hole
I shot like a fox from its earth.
I struck something. It was Leo straining at the gun, and I knocked him
backwards. Then down the steep slope we rolled, landing at length upon the
very edge of the precipice. I sat up, drawing in the air with great gasps,
and oh! how sweet it was. My eyes fell upon my hand, and I saw that the
veins stood out on the back of it, black as ink and large as cords.
Clearly I must have been near my end.
“How long was I in there?” I gasped to Leo, who sat at my side, wiping off
the sweat that ran from his face in streams.
“Don’t know. Nearly twenty minutes, I should think.”
“Twenty minutes! It seemed like twenty centuries. How did you get me out?
You could not stand upon the drift dust.”
“No; I lay upon the yak skin where the snow was harder and tunnelled
towards you through the powdery stuff with my hands, for I knew where you
had sunk and it was not far off. At last I saw your finger tips; they were
so blue that for a few seconds I took them for rock, but thrust the butt
of the rifle against them. Luckily you still had life enough to catch hold
of it, and you know the rest. Were we not both very strong, it could never
have been done.”
“Thank you, old fellow,” I said simply.
“Why should you thank me?” he asked with one of his quick smiles. “Do you
suppose that I wished to continue this journey alone? Come, if you have
got your breath, let us be getting on. You have been sleeping in a cold
bed and want exercise. Look, my rifle is broken and yours is lost in the
snow. Well, it will save us the trouble of carrying the cartridges,” and
he laughed drearily.
Then we began our march, heading for the spot where the road ended four
miles or so away, for to go forward seemed useless. In due course we
reached it safely. Once a mass of snow as large as a church swept down
just in front of us, and once a great boulder loosened from the mountain
rushed at us suddenly like an attacking lion, or the stones thrown by
Polyphemus at the ship of Odysseus, and, leaping over our heads, vanished
with an angry scream into the depths beneath. But we took little heed of
these things: our nerves were deadened, and no danger seemed to affect
them.
There was the end of the road, and there were our own footprints and the
impress of the yak’s hoofs in the snow. The sight of them affected me, for
it seemed strange that we should have lived to look upon them again. We
stared over the edge of the precipice. Yes, it was sheer and absolutely
unclimbable.
“Come to the glacier,” said Leo.
So we went on to it, and scrambling a little way down its root, made an
examination. Here, so far as we could judge, the cliff was about four
hundred feet deep. But whether or no the tongue of ice reached to the foot
of it we were unable to tell, since about two thirds of the way down it
arched inwards, like the end of a bent bow, and the conformation of the
overhanging rocks on either side was such that we could not see where it
terminated. We climbed back again and sat down, and despair took hold of
us, bitter, black despair.
“What are we to do?” I asked. “In front of us death. Behind us death, for
how can we recross those mountains without food or guns to shoot it with?
Here death, for we must sit and starve. We have striven and failed. Leo,
our end is at hand. Only a miracle can save us.”
“A miracle,” he answered. “Well, what was it that led us to the top of the
mount so that we were able to escape the avalanche? And what was it which
put that rock in your way as you sank into the bed of dust, and gave me
wit and strength to dig you out of your grave of snow? And what is it that
has preserved us through seventeen years of dangers such as few men have
known and lived? Some directing Power. Some Destiny that will accomplish
itself in us. Why should the Power cease to guide? Why should the Destiny
be baulked at last?”
He paused, then added fiercely, “I tell you, Horace, that even if we had
guns, food, and yaks, I would not turn back upon our spoor, since to do so
would prove me a coward and unworthy of her. I will go on.”
“How?” I asked.
“By that road,” and he pointed to the glacier.
“It is a road to death!”
“Well, if so, Horace, it would seem that in this land men find life in
death, or so they believe. If we die now, we shall die travelling our
path, and in the country where we perish we may be born again. At least I
am determined, so you must choose.”
“I have chosen long ago. Leo, we began this journey together and we will
end it together. Perhaps Ayesha knows and will help us,” and I laughed
drearily. “If not—come, we are wasting time.”
Then we took counsel, and the end of it was that we cut a skin rug and the
yak’s tough hide into strips and knotted these together into two
serviceable ropes, which we fastened about our middles, leaving one end
loose, for we thought that they might help us in our descent.
Next we bound fragments of another skin rug about our legs and knees to
protect them from the chafing of the ice and rocks, and for the same
reason put on our thick leather gloves. This done, we took the remainder
of our gear and heavy robes and, having placed stones in them, threw them
over the brink of the precipice, trusting to find them again, should we
ever reach its foot. Now our preparations were complete, and it was time
for us to start upon perhaps one of the most desperate journeys ever
undertaken by men of their own will.
Yet we stayed a little, looking at each other in piteous fashion, for we
could not speak. Only we embraced, and I confess, I think I wept a little.
It all seemed so sad and hopeless, these longings endured through many
years, these perpetual, weary travellings, and now—the end. I could
not bear to think of that splendid man, my ward, my most dear friend, the
companion of my life, who stood before me so full of beauty and of vigour,
but who must within a few short minutes be turned into a heap of
quivering, mangled flesh. For myself it did not matter. I was old, it was
time that I should die. I had lived innocently, if it were innocent to
follow this lovely image, this Siren of the caves, who lured us on to
doom.
No, I don’t think that I thought of myself then, but I thought a great
deal of Leo, and when I saw his determined face and flashing eyes as he
nerved himself to the last endeavour, I was proud of him. So in broken
accents I blessed him and wished him well through all the aeons, praying
that I might be his companion to the end of time. In few words and short
he thanked me and gave me back my blessing. Then he muttered—“Come.”
So side by side we began the terrible descent. At first it was easy
enough, although a slip would have hurled us to eternity. But we were
strong and skilful, accustomed to such places moreover, and made none.
About a quarter of the way down we paused, standing upon a great boulder
that was embedded in the ice, and, turning round cautiously, leaned our
backs against the glacier and looked about us. Truly it was a horrible
place, almost sheer, nor did we learn much, for beneath us, a hundred and
twenty feet or more, the projecting bend cut off our view of what lay
below.
So, feeling that our nerves would not bear a prolonged contemplation of
that dizzy gulf, once more we set our faces to the ice and proceeded on
the downward climb. Now matters were more difficult, for the stones were
fewer and once or twice we must slide to reach them, not knowing if we
should ever stop again. But the ropes which we threw over the angles of
the rocks, or salient points of ice, letting ourselves down by their help
and drawing them after us when we reached the next foothold, saved us from
disaster.
Thus at length we came to the bend, which was more than half way down the
precipice, being, so far as I could judge, about two hundred and fifty
feet from its lip, and say one hundred and fifty from the darksome bottom
of the narrow gulf. Here were no stones, but only some rough ice, on which
we sat to rest.
“We must look,” said Leo presently.
But the question was, how to do this. Indeed, there was only one way, to
hang over the bend and discover what lay below. We read each other’s
thought without the need of words, and I made a motion as though I would
start.
“No,” said Leo, “I am younger and stronger than you. Come, help me,” and
he began to fasten the end of his rope to a strong, projecting point of
ice. “Now,” he said, “hold my ankles.”
It seemed an insanity, but there was nothing else to be done, so, fixing
my heels in a niche, I grasped them and slowly he slid forward till his
body vanished to the middle. What he saw does not matter, for I saw it all
afterwards, but what happened was that suddenly all his great weight came
upon my arms with such a jerk that his ankles were torn from my grip.
Or, who knows! perhaps in my terror I loosed them, obeying the natural
impulse which prompts a man to save his own life. If so, may I be
forgiven, but had I held on, I must have been jerked into the abyss. Then
the rope ran out and remained taut.
“Leo!” I screamed, “Leo!” and I heard a muffled voice saying, as I
thought, “Come.” What it really said was—“Don’t come.” But indeed—and
may it go to my credit—I did not pause to think, but face outwards,
just as I was sitting, began to slide and scramble down the ice.
In two seconds I had reached the curve, in three I was over it. Beneath
was what I can only describe as a great icicle broken off short, and
separated from the cliff by about four yards of space. This icicle was not
more than fifteen feet in length and sloped outwards, so that my descent
was not sheer. Moreover, at the end of it the trickling of water, or some
such accident, had worn away the ice, leaving a little ledge as broad,
perhaps, as a man’s hand. There were roughnesses on the surface below the
curve, upon which my clothing caught, also I gripped them desperately with
my fingers. Thus it came about that I slid down quite gently and, my heels
landing upon the little ledge, remained almost upright, with outstretched
arms—like a person crucified to a cross of ice.
Then I saw everything, and the sight curdled the blood within my veins.
Hanging to the rope, four or five feet below the broken point, was Leo,
out of reach of it, and out of reach of the cliff; as he hung turning
slowly round and round, much as—for in a dreadful, inconsequent
fashion the absurd similarity struck me even then—a joint turns
before the fire. Below yawned the black gulf, and at the bottom of it,
far, far beneath, appeared a faint, white sheet of snow. That is what I
saw.
Think of it! Think of it! I crucified upon the ice, my heels resting upon
a little ledge; my fingers grasping excrescences on which a bird could
scarcely have found a foothold; round and below me dizzy space. To climb
back whence I came was impossible, to stir even was impossible, since one
slip and I must be gone.
And below me, hung like a spider to its cord, Leo turning slowly round and
round!
I could see that rope of green hide stretch beneath his weight and the
double knots in it slip and tighten, and I remember wondering which would
give first, the hide or the knots, or whether it would hold till he
dropped from the noose limb by limb.
Oh! I have been in many a perilous place, I who sprang from the Swaying
Stone to the point of the Trembling Spur, and missed my aim, but never,
never in such a one as this. Agony took hold of me; a cold sweat burst
from every pore. I could feel it running down my face like tears; my hair
bristled upon my head. And below, in utter silence, Leo turned round and
round, and each time he turned his up-cast eyes met mine with a look that
was horrible to see.
The silence was the worst of it, the silence and the helplessness. If he
had cried out, if he had struggled, it would have been better. But to know
that he was alive there, with every nerve and perception at its utmost
stretch. Oh! my God! Oh! my God!
My limbs began to ache, and yet I dared not stir a muscle. They ached
horribly, or so I thought, and beneath this torture, mental and physical,
my mind gave.
I remembered things: remembered how, as a child, I had climbed a tree and
reached a place whence I could move neither up nor down, and what I
suffered then. Remembered how once in Egypt a foolhardy friend of mine had
ascended the Second Pyramid alone, and become thus crucified upon its
shining cap, where he remained for a whole half hour with four hundred
feet of space beneath him. I could see him now stretching his stockinged
foot downwards in a vain attempt to reach the next crack, and drawing it
back again; could see his tortured face, a white blot upon the red
granite.
Then that face vanished and blackness gathered round me, and in the
blackness visions: of the living, resistless avalanche, of the snow-grave
into which I had sunk—oh! years and years ago; of Ayesha demanding
Leo’s life at my hands. Blackness and silence, through which I could only
hear the cracking of my muscles.
Suddenly in the blackness a flash, and in the silence a sound. The flash
was the flash of a knife which Leo had drawn. He was hacking at the cord
with it fiercely, fiercely, to make an end. And the sound was that of the
noise he made, a ghastly noise, half shout of defiance and half yell of
terror, as at the third stroke it parted.
I saw it part. The tough hide was half cut through, and its severed
portion curled upwards and downwards like the upper and lower lips of an
angry dog, whilst that which was unsevered stretched out slowly, slowly,
till it grew quite thin. Then it snapped, so that the rope flew upwards
and struck me across the face like the lash of a whip.
Another instant and I heard a crackling, thudding sound. Leo had struck
the ground below. Leo was dead, a mangled mass of flesh and bone as I had
pictured him. I could not bear it. My nerve and human dignity came back. I
would not wait until, my strength exhausted, I slid from my perch as a
wounded bird falls from a tree. No, I would follow him at once, of my own
act.
I let my arms fall against my sides, and rejoiced in the relief from pain
that the movement gave me. Then balanced upon my heels, I stood upright,
took my last look at the sky, muttered my last prayer. For an instant I
remained thus poised.
Shouting, “I come,” I raised my hands above my head and dived as a bather
dives, dived into the black gulf beneath.
CHAPTER VI
IN THE GATE
Oh! that rush through space! Folk falling thus are supposed to lose
consciousness, but I can assert that this is not true. Never were my wits
and perceptions more lively than while I travelled from that broken
glacier to the ground, and never did a short journey seem to take a longer
time. I saw the white floor, like some living thing, leaping up through
empty air to meet me, then—finis!
Crash! Why, what was this? I still lived. I was in water, for I could feel
its chill, and going down, down, till I thought I should never rise again.
But rise I did, though my lungs were nigh to bursting first. As I floated
up towards the top I remembered the crash, which told me that I had passed
through ice. Therefore I should meet ice at the surface again. Oh! to
think that after surviving so much I must be drowned like a kitten and
beneath a sheet of ice. My hands touched it. There it was above me shining
white like glass. Heaven be praised! My head broke through; in this low
and sheltered gorge it was but a film no thicker than a penny formed by
the light frost of the previous night. So I rose from the deep and stared
about me, treading water with my feet.
Then I saw the gladdest sight that ever my eyes beheld, for on the right,
not ten yards away, the water running from his hair and beard, was Leo.
Leo alive, for he broke the thin ice with his arms as he struggled towards
the shore from the deep river.[2]
He saw me also, and his grey eyes seemed to start out of his head.
[2]
Usually, as we learned afterwards, the river at this spot was quite shallow;
only a foot or two in depth. It was the avalanche that by damming it with
fallen heaps of snow had raised its level very many feet. Therefore, to this
avalanche, which had threatened to destroy us, we in reality owed our lives,
for had the stream stood only at its normal height we must have been dashed to
pieces upon the stones. —L. H. H.
“Still living, both of us, and the precipice passed!” he shouted in a
ringing, exultant voice. “I told you we were led.”
“Aye, but whither?” I answered as I too fought my way through the film of
ice.
Then it was I became aware that we were no longer alone, for on the bank
of the river, some thirty yards from us, stood two figures, a man leaning
upon a long staff and a woman. He was a very old man, for his eyes were
horny, his snow-white hair and beard hung upon the bent breast and
shoulders, and his sardonic, wrinkled features were yellow as wax. They
might have been those of a death mask cut in marble. There, clad in an
ample, monkish robe, and leaning upon the staff, he stood still as a
statue and watched us. I noted it all, every detail, although at the time
I did not know that I was doing so, as we broke our way through the ice
towards them and afterwards the picture came back to me. Also I saw that
the woman, who was very tall, pointed to us.
Nearer the bank, or rather to the rock edge of the river, its surface was
free of ice, for here the stream ran very swiftly. Seeing this, we drew
close together and swam on side by side to help each other if need were.
There was much need, for in the fringe of the torrent the strength that
had served me so long seemed to desert me, and I became helpless; numbed,
too, with the biting coldness of the water. Indeed, had not Leo grasped my
clothes I think that I should have been swept away by the current to
perish. Thus aided I fought on a while, till he said—“I am going
under. Hold to the rope end.”
So I gripped the strip of yak’s hide that was still fast about him, and,
his hand thus freed, Leo made a last splendid effort to keep us both,
cumbered as we were with the thick, soaked garments that dragged us down
like lead, from being sucked beneath the surface. Moreover, he succeeded
where any other swimmer of less strength must have failed. Still, I
believe that we should have drowned, since here the water ran like a
mill-race, had not the man upon the shore, seeing our plight and urged
thereto by the woman, run with surprising swiftness in one so aged, to a
point of rock that jutted some yards into the stream, past which we were
being swept, and seating himself, stretched out his long stick towards us.
With a desperate endeavour, Leo grasped it as we went by, rolling over and
over each other, and held on. Round we swung into the eddy, found our
feet, were knocked down again, rubbed and pounded on the rocks. But still
gripping that staff of salvation, to his end of which the old man clung
like a limpet to a stone, while the woman clung to him, we recovered
ourselves, and, sheltered somewhat by the rock, floundered towards the
shore. Lying on his face—for we were still in great danger—the
man extended his arm. We could not reach it; and worse, suddenly the staff
was torn from him; we were being swept away.
Then it was that the woman did a noble thing, for springing into the water—yes,
up to her armpits—and holding fast to the old man by her left hand,
with the right she seized Leo’s hair and dragged him shorewards. Now he
found his feet for a moment, and throwing one arm about her slender form,
steadied himself thus, while with the other he supported me. Next followed
a long confused struggle, but the end of it was that three of us, the old
man, Leo and I, rolled in a heap upon the bank and lay there gasping.
Presently I looked up. The woman stood over us, water streaming from her
garments, staring like one in a dream at Leo’s face, smothered as it was
with blood running from a deep cut in his head. Even then I noticed how
stately and beautiful she was. Now she seemed to awake and, glancing at
the robes that clung to her splendid shape, said something to her
companion, then turned and ran towards the cliff.
As we lay before him, utterly exhausted, the old man, who had risen,
contemplated us solemnly with his dim eyes. He spoke, but we did not
understand. Again he tried another language and without success. A third
time and our ears were opened, for the tongue he used was Greek; yes,
there in Central Asia he addressed us in Greek, not very pure, it is true,
but still Greek.
“Are you wizards,” he said, “that you have lived to reach this land?”
“Nay,” I answered in the same tongue, though in broken words—since
of Greek I had thought little for many a year—“for then we should
have come otherwise,” and I pointed to our hurts and the precipice behind
us.
“They know the ancient speech; it is as we were told from the Mountain,”
he muttered to himself. Then he asked—“Strangers, what seek you?”
Now I grew cunning and did not answer, fearing lest, should he learn the
truth, he would thrust us back into the river. But Leo had no such
caution, or rather all reason had left him; he was light-headed.
“We seek,” he stuttered out—his Greek, which had always been feeble,
now was simply barbarous and mixed with various Thibetan dialects—“we
seek the land of the Fire Mountain that is crowned with the Sign of Life.”
The man stared at us. “So you know,” he said, then broke off and added,
“and whom do you seek?”
“Her,” answered Leo wildly, “the Queen.” I think that he meant to say the
priestess, or the goddess, but could only think of the Greek for Queen, or
rather something resembling it. Or perhaps it was because the woman who
had gone looked like a queen.
“Oh!” said the man, “you seek a queen—then you are those for
whom we were bidden to watch. Nay, how can I be sure?”
“Is this a time to put questions?” I gasped angrily. “Answer me one
rather: who are you?”
“I? Strangers, my title is Guardian of the Gate, and the lady who was with
me is the Khania of Kaloon.”
At this point Leo began to faint.
“That man is sick,” said the Guardian, “and now that you have got your
breath again, you must have shelter, both of you, and at once. Come, help
me.”
So, supporting Leo on either side, we dragged ourselves away from that
accursed cliff and Styx-like river up a narrow, winding gorge. Presently
it opened out, and there, stretching across the glade, we saw the Gate. Of
this all I observed then, for my memory of the details of this scene and
of the conversation that passed is very weak and blurred, was that it
seemed to be a mighty wall of rock in which a pathway had been hollowed
where doubtless once passed the road. On one side of this passage was a
stair, which we began to ascend with great difficulty, for Leo was now
almost senseless and scarcely moved his legs. Indeed at the head of the
first flight he sank down in a heap, nor did our strength suffice to lift
him.
While I wondered feebly what was to be done, I heard footsteps, and
looking up, saw the woman who had saved him descending the stair, and
after her two robed men with a Tartar cast of countenance, very impassive;
small eyes and yellowish skin. Even the sight of us did not appear to move
them to astonishment. She spoke some words to them, whereon they lifted
Leo’s heavy frame, apparently with ease, and carried him up the steps.
We followed, and reached a room that seemed to be hewn from the rock above
the gateway, where the woman called Khania left us. From it we passed
through other rooms, one of them a kind of kitchen, in which a fire
burned, till we came to a large chamber, evidently a sleeping place, for
in it were wooden bedsteads, mattresses and rugs. Here Leo was laid down,
and with the assistance of one of his servants, the old Guardian undressed
him, at the same time motioning me to take off my own garments. This I did
gladly enough for the first time during many days, though with great pain
and difficulty, to find that I was a mass of wounds and bruises.
Presently our host blew upon a whistle, and the other servant appeared
bringing hot water in a jar, with which we were washed over. Then the
Guardian dressed our hurts with some soothing ointment, and wrapped us
round with blankets. After this broth was brought, into which he mixed
medicine, and giving me a portion to drink where I lay upon one of the
beds, he took Leo’s head upon his knee and poured the rest of it down his
throat. Instantly a wonderful warmth ran through me, and my aching brain
began to swim. Then I remembered no more.
After this we were very, very ill. What may be the exact medical
definition of our sickness I do not know, but in effect it was such as
follows loss of blood, extreme exhaustion of body, paralysing shock to the
nerves and extensive cuts and contusions. These taken together produced a
long period of semi-unconsciousness, followed by another period of fever
and delirium. All that I can recall of those weeks while we remained the
guests of the Guardian of the Gate, may be summed up in one word—dreams,
that is until at last I recovered my senses.
The dreams themselves are forgotten, which is perhaps as well, since they
were very confused, and for the most part awful; a hotch-potch of
nightmares, reflected without doubt from vivid memories of our recent and
fearsome sufferings. At times I would wake up from them a little, I
suppose when food was administered to me, and receive impressions of
whatever was passing in the place. Thus I can recollect that yellow-faced
old Guardian standing over me like a ghost in the moonlight, stroking his
long beard, his eyes fixed upon my face, as though he would search out the
secrets of my soul.
“They are the men,” he muttered to himself, “without doubt they are the
men,” then walked to the window and looked up long and earnestly, like one
who studies the stars.
After this I remember a disturbance in the room, and dominating it, as it
were, the rich sound of a woman’s voice and the rustle of a woman’s silks
sweeping the stone floor. I opened my eyes and saw that it was she who had
helped to rescue us, who had rescued us in fact, a tall and
noble-looking lady with a beauteous, weary face and liquid eyes which
seemed to burn. From the heavy cloak she wore I thought that she must have
just returned from a journey.
She stood above me and looked at me, then turned away with a gesture of
indifference, if not of disgust, speaking to the Guardian in a low voice.
By way of answer he bowed, pointing to the other bed where Leo lay,
asleep, and thither she passed with slow, imperious movements. I saw her
bend down and lift the corner of a wrapping which covered his wounded
head, and heard her utter some smothered words before she turned round to
the Guardian as though to question him further.
But he had gone, and being alone, for she thought me senseless, she drew a
rough stool to the side of the bed, and seating herself studied Leo, who
lay thereon, with an earnestness that was almost terrible, for her soul
seemed to be concentrated in her eyes, and to find expression through
them. Long she gazed thus, then rose and began to walk swiftly up and down
the chamber, pressing her hands now to her bosom and now to her brow, a
certain passionate perplexity stamped upon her face, as though she
struggled to remember something and could not.
“Where and when?” she whispered. “Oh! where and when?”
Of the end of that scene I know nothing, for although I fought hard
against it, oblivion mastered me. After this I became aware that the
regal-looking woman called Khania, was always in the room, and that she
seemed to be nursing Leo with great care and tenderness. Sometimes even
she nursed me when Leo did not need attention, and she had nothing else to
do, or so her manner seemed to suggest. It was as though I excited her
curiosity, and she wished me to recover that it might be satisfied.
Again I awoke, how long afterwards I cannot say. It was night, and the
room was lighted by the moon only, now shining in a clear sky. Its steady
rays entering at the window-place fell on Leo’s bed, and by them I saw
that the dark, imperial woman was watching at his side. Some sense of her
presence must have communicated itself to him, for he began to mutter in
his sleep, now in English, now in Arabic. She became intensely interested;
as her every movement showed. Then rising suddenly she glided across the
room on tiptoe to look at me. Seeing her coming I feigned to be asleep,
and so well that she was deceived.
For I was also interested. Who was this lady whom the Guardian had called
the Khania of Kaloon? Could it be she whom we sought? Why not? And yet if
I saw Ayesha, surely I should know her, surely there would be no room for
doubt.
Back she went again to the bed, kneeling down beside Leo, and in the
intense silence which followed—for he had ceased his mutterings—I
thought that I could hear the beating of her heart. Now she began to
speak, very low and in that same bastard Greek tongue, mixed here and
there with Mongolian words such as are common to the dialects of Central
Asia. I could not hear or understand all she said, but some sentences I
did understand, and they frightened me not a little.
“Man of my dreams,” she murmured, “whence come you? Who are you? Why did
the Hesea bid me to meet you?” Then some sentences I could not catch. “You
sleep; in sleep the eyes are opened. Answer, I bid you; say what is the
bond between you and me? Why have I dreamt of you? Why do I know you? Why——?”
and the sweet, rich voice died slowly from a whisper into silence, as
though she were ashamed to utter what was on her tongue.
As she bent over him a lock of her hair broke loose from its jewelled
fillet and fell across his face. At its touch Leo seemed to wake, for he
lifted his gaunt, white hand and touched the hair, then said in English—“Where
am I? Oh! I remember;” and their eyes met as he strove to lift himself and
could not. Then he spoke again in his broken, stumbling Greek, “You are
the lady who saved me from the water. Say, are you also that queen whom I
have sought so long and endured so much to find?”
“I know not,” she answered in a voice as sweet as honey, a low, trembling
voice; “but true it is I am a queen—if a Khania be a queen.”
“Say, then, Queen, do you remember me?”
“We have met in dreams,” she answered, “I think that we have met in a past
that is far away. Yes; I knew it when first I saw you there by the river.
Stranger with the well remembered face, tell me, I pray you, how you are
named?”
“Leo Vincey.”
She shook her head, whispering—“I know not the name, yet you I
know.”
“You know me! How do you know me?” he said heavily, and seemed to sink
again into slumber or swoon.
She watched him for a while very intently. Then as though some force that
she could not resist drew her, I saw her bend down her head over his
sleeping face. Yes; and I saw her kiss him swiftly on the lips, then
spring back crimson to the hair, as though overwhelmed with shame at this
victory of her mad passion.
Now it was that she discovered me.
Bewildered, fascinated, amazed, I had raised myself upon my bed, not
knowing it; I suppose that I might see and hear the better. It was wrong,
doubtless, but no common curiosity over-mastered me, who had my share in
all this story. More, it was foolish, but illness and wonder had killed my
reason.
Yes, she saw me watching them, and such fury seemed to take hold of her
that I thought my hour had come.
“Man, have you dared——?” she said in an intense whisper, and
snatching at her girdle. Now in her hand shone a knife, and I knew that it
was destined for my heart. Then in this sore danger my wit came back to me
and as she advanced I stretched out my shaking hand, saying—“Oh! of
your pity, give me to drink. The fever burns me, it burns,” and I looked
round like one bewildered who sees not, repeating, “Give me drink, you who
are called Guardian,” and I fell back exhausted.
She stopped like a hawk in its stoop, and swiftly sheathed the dagger.
Then taking a bowl of milk that stood on a table near her, she held it to
my lips, searching my face the while with her flaming eyes, for indeed
passion, rage, and fear had lit them till they seemed to flame. I drank
the milk in great gulps, though never in my life did I find it more hard
to swallow.
“You tremble,” she said; “have dreams haunted you?”
“Aye, friend,” I answered, “dreams of that fearsome precipice and of the
last leap.”
“Aught else?” she asked.
“Nay; is it not enough? Oh! what a journey to have taken to befriend a
queen.”
“To befriend a queen,” she repeated puzzled. “What means the man? You
swear you have had no other dreams?”
“Aye, I swear by the Symbol of Life and the Mount of the Wavering Flame,
and by yourself, O Queen from the ancient days.”
Then I sighed and pretended to swoon, for I could think of nothing else to
do. As I closed my eyes I saw her face that had been red as dawn turn pale
as eve, for my words and all which might lie behind them, had gone home.
Moreover, she was in doubt, for I could hear her fingering the handle of
the dagger. Then she spoke aloud, words for my ears if they still were
open.
“I am glad,” she said, “that he dreamed no other dreams, since had he done
so and babbled of them it would have been ill-omened, and I do not wish
that one who has travelled far to visit us should be hurled to the
death-dogs for burial; one, moreover, who although old and hideous, still
has the air of a wise and silent man.”
Now while I shivered at these unpleasant hints—though what the
“death-dogs” in which people were buried might be, I could not conceive—to
my intense joy I heard the foot of the Guardian on the stairs, heard him
too enter the room and saw him bow before the lady.
“How go these sick men, niece?”[3]
he said in his cold voice.
[3]
I found later that the Khania, Atene, was not Simbri’s niece but his
great-niece, on the mother’s side.—L. H. H.
“They swoon, both of them,” she answered.
“Indeed, is it so? I thought otherwise. I thought they woke.”
“What have you heard, Shaman (i.e. wizard)?” she asked angrily.
“I? Oh! I heard the grating of a dagger in its sheath and the distant
baying of the death-hounds.”
“And what have you seen, Shaman?” she asked again, “looking through the
Gate you guard?”
“Strange sight, Khania, my niece. But—men awake from swoons.”
“Aye,” she answered, “so while this one sleeps, bear him to another
chamber, for he needs change, and the lord yonder needs more space and
untainted air.”
The Guardian, whom she called “Shaman” or Magician, held a lamp in his
hand, and by its light it was easy to see his face, which I watched out of
the corner of my eye. I thought that it wore a very strange expression,
one moreover that alarmed me somewhat. From the beginning I had misdoubted
me of this old man, whose cast of countenance was vindictive as it was
able; now I was afraid of him.
“To which chamber, Khania?” he said with meaning.
“I think,” she answered slowly, “to one that is healthful, where he will
recover. The man has wisdom,” she added as though in explanation,
“moreover, having the word from the Mountain, to harm him would be
dangerous. But why do you ask?”
He shrugged his shoulders.
“I tell you I heard the death-hounds bay, that is all. Yes, with you I
think that he has wisdom, and the bee which seeks honey should suck the
flower—before it fades! Also, as you say, there are commands with
which it is ill to trifle, even if we cannot guess their meaning.”
Then going to the door he blew upon his whistle, and instantly I heard the
feet of his servants upon the stairs. He gave them an order, and gently
enough they lifted the mattress on which I lay and followed him down
sundry passages and past some stairs into another chamber shaped like that
we had left, but not so large, where they placed me upon a bed.
The Guardian watched me awhile to see that I did not wake. Next he
stretched out his hand and felt my heart and pulse; an examination the
results of which seemed to puzzle him, for he uttered a little
exclamation and shook his head. After this he left the room, and I heard
him bolt the door behind him. Then, being still very weak, I fell asleep
in earnest.
When I awoke it was broad daylight. My mind was clear and I felt better
than I had done for many a day, signs by which I knew that the fever had
left me and that I was on the high road to recovery. Now I remembered all
the events of the previous night and was able to weigh them carefully.
This, to be sure, I did for many reasons, among them that I knew I had
been and still was, in great danger.
I had seen and heard too much, and this woman called Khania guessed that I
had seen and heard. Indeed, had it not been for my hints about the Symbol
of Life and the Mount of Flame, after I had disarmed her first rage by my
artifice, I felt sure that she would have ordered the old Guardian or
Shaman to do me to death in this way or the other; sure also that he would
not have hesitated to obey her. I had been spared partly because, for some
unknown reason, she was afraid to kill me, and partly that she might learn
how much I knew, although the “death-hounds had bayed,” whatever that
might mean. Well, up to the present I was safe, and for the rest I must
take my chance. Moreover it was necessary to be cautious, and, if need
were, to feign ignorance. So, dismissing the matter of my own fate from my
mind, I fell to considering the scene which I had witnessed and what might
be its purport.
Was our quest at an end? Was this woman Ayesha? Leo had so dreamed, but he
was still delirious, therefore here was little on which to lean. What
seemed more to the point was that she herself evidently appeared to think
that there existed some tie between her and this sick man. Why had she
embraced him? I was sure that she could be no wanton, nor indeed would any
woman indulge for its own sake in such folly with a stranger who hung
between life and death. What she had done was done because irresistible
impulse, born of knowledge, or at least of memories, drove her on, though
mayhap the knowledge was imperfect and the memories were undefined. Who
save Ayesha could have known anything of Leo in the past? None who lived
upon the earth to-day.
And yet, why not, if what Kou-en the abbot and tens of millions of his
fellow-worshippers believed were true? If the souls of human beings were
in fact strictly limited in number, and became the tenants of an endless
succession of physical bodies which they change from time to time as we
change our worn-out garments, why should not others have known him? For
instance that daughter of the Pharaohs who “caused him through love to
break the vows that he had vowed” knew a certain Kallikrates, a priest of
“Isis whom the gods cherish and the demons obey;” even Amenartas, the
mistress of magic.
Oh! now a light seemed to break upon me, a wonderful light. What if
Amenartas and this Khania, this woman with royalty stamped on every
feature, should be the same? Would not that “magic of my own people that I
have” of which she wrote upon the Sherd, enable her to pierce the darkness
of the Past and recognize the priest whom she had bewitched to love her,
snatching him out of the very hand of the goddess? What if it were not
Ayesha, but Amenartas re-incarnate who ruled this hidden land and once
more sought to make the man she loved break through his vows? If so,
knowing the evil that must come, I shook even at its shadow. The truth
must be learned, but how?
Whilst I wondered the door opened, and the sardonic, inscrutable-old-faced
man, whom this Khania had called Magician, and who called the Khania,
niece, entered and stood before me.
CHAPTER VII
THE FIRST ORDEAL
The shaman advanced to my side and asked me courteously how I fared.
I answered, “Better. Far better, oh, my host—but how are you named?”
“Simbri,” he answered, “and, as I told you by the water, my title is
Hereditary Guardian of the Gate. By profession I am the royal Physician in
this land.”
“Did you say physician or magician?” I asked carelessly, as though I had
not caught the word. He gave me a curious look.
“I said physician, and it is well for you and your companion that I
have some skill in my art. Otherwise I think, perhaps, you would not have
been alive to-day, O my guest—but how are you named?”
“Holly,” I said.
“O my guest, Holly.”
“Had it not been for the foresight that brought you and the lady Khania to
the edge of yonder darksome river, certainly we should not have
been alive, venerable Simbri, a foresight that seems to me to savour of
magic in such a lonely place. That is why I thought you might have
described yourself as a magician, though it is true that you may have been
but fishing in those waters.”
“Certainly I was fishing, stranger Holly—for men, and I caught two.”
“Fishing by chance, host Simbri?”
“Nay, by design, guest Holly. My trade of physician includes the study of
future events, for I am the chief of the Shamans or Seers of this land,
and, having been warned of your coming quite recently, I awaited your
arrival.”
“Indeed, that is strange, most courteous also. So here physician and
magician mean the same.”
“You say it,” he answered with a grave bow; “but tell me, if you will, how
did you find your way to a land whither visitors do not wander?”
“Oh!” I answered, “perhaps we are but travellers, or perhaps we also have
studied—medicine.”
“I think that you must have studied it deeply, since otherwise you would
not have lived to cross those mountains in search of—now, what did
you seek? Your companion, I think, spoke of a queen—yonder, on the
banks of the torrent.”
“Did he? Did he, indeed? Well, that is strange since he seems to have
found one, for surely that royal-looking lady, named Khania, who sprang
into the stream and saved us, must be a queen.”
“A queen she is, and a great one, for in our land Khania means queen,
though how, friend Holly, a man who has lain senseless can have learned
this, I do not know. Nor do I know how you come to speak our language.”
“That is simple, for the tongue you talk is very ancient, and as it
chances in my own country it has been my lot to study and to teach it. It
is Greek, but although it is still spoken in the world, how it reached
these mountains I cannot say.”
“I will tell you,” he answered. “Many generations ago a great conqueror
born of the nation that spoke this tongue fought his way through the
country to the south of us. He was driven back, but a general of his of
another race advanced and crossed the mountains, and overcame the people
of this land, bringing with him his master’s language and his own worship.
Here he established his dynasty, and here it remains, for being ringed in
with deserts and with pathless mountain snows, we hold no converse with
the outer world.”
“Yes, I know something of that story; the conqueror was named Alexander,
was he not?” I asked.
“He was so named, and the name of the general was Rassen, a native of a
country called Egypt, or so our records tell us. His descendants hold the
throne to this day, and the Khania is of his blood.”
“Was the goddess whom he worshipped called Isis?”
“Nay,” he answered, “she was called Hes.”
“Which,” I interrupted, “is but another title for Isis. Tell me, is her
worship continued here? I ask because it is now dead in Egypt, which was
its home.”
“There is a temple on the Mountain yonder,” he replied indifferently, “and
in it are priests and priestesses who practise some ancient cult. But the
real god of this people now, as long before the day of Rassen their
conqueror, is the fire that dwells in this same Mountain, which from time
to time breaks out and slays them.”
“And does a goddess dwell in the fire?” I asked.
Again he searched my face with his cold eyes, then answered—“Stranger
Holly, I know nothing of any goddess. That Mountain is sacred, and to seek
to learn its secrets is to die. Why do you ask such questions?”
“Only because I am curious in the matter of old religions, and seeing the
symbol of Life upon yonder peak, came hither to study yours, of which
indeed a tradition still remains among the learned.”
“Then abandon that study, friend Holly, for the road to it runs through
the paws of the death-hounds, and the spears of savages. Nor indeed is
there anything to learn.”
“And what, Physician, are the death-hounds?”
“Certain dogs to which, according to our ancient custom, all offenders
against the law or the will of the Khan, are cast to be torn to pieces.”
“The will of the Khan! Has this Khania of yours a husband then?”
“Aye,” he answered, “her cousin, who was the ruler of half the land. Now
they and the land are one. But you have talked enough; I am here to say
that your food is ready,” and he turned to leave the room.
“One more question, friend Simbri. How came I to this chamber, and where
is my companion?”
“You were borne hither in your sleep, and see, the change has bettered
you. Do you remember nothing?”
“Nothing, nothing at all,” I answered earnestly. “But what of my friend?”
“He also is better. The Khania Atene nurses him.”
“Atene?” I said. “That is an old Egyptian name. It means the Disk of the
Sun, and a woman who bore it thousands of years ago was famous for her
beauty.”
“Well, and is not my niece Atene beautiful?”
“How can I tell, O uncle of the Khania,” I answered wearily, “who have
scarcely seen her?”
Then he departed, and presently his yellow-faced, silent servants brought
me my food.
Later in the morning the door opened again, and through it, unattended,
came the Khania Atene, who shut and bolted it behind her. This action did
not reassure me, still, rising in my bed, I saluted her as best I could,
although at heart I was afraid. She seemed to read my doubts for she said—“Lie
down, and have no fear. At present you will come by no harm from me. Now,
tell me what is the man called Leo to you? Your son? Nay, it cannot be,
since—forgive me—light is not born of darkness.”
“I have always thought that it was so born, Khania. Yet you are right; he
is but my adopted son, and a man whom I love.”
“Say, what seek you here?” she asked.
“We seek, Khania, whatsoever Fate shall bring us on yonder Mountain, that
which is crowned with flame.”
Her face paled at the words, but she answered in a steady voice—“Then
there you will find nothing but doom, if indeed you do not find it before
you reach its slopes, which are guarded by savage men. Yonder is the
College of Hes, and to violate its Sanctuary is death to any man, death in
the ever-burning fire.”
“And who rules this college, Khania—a priestess?”
“Yes, a priestess, whose face I have never seen, for she is so old that
she veils herself from curious eyes.”
“Ah! she veils herself, does she?” I answered, as the blood went thrilling
through my veins, I who remembered another who also was so old that
she veiled herself from curious eyes. “Well, veiled or unveiled, we would
visit her, trusting to find that we are welcome.”
“That you shall not do,” she said, “for it is unlawful, and I will not
have your blood upon my hands.”
“Which is the stronger,” I asked of her, “you, Khania, or this priestess
of the Mountain?”
“I am the stronger, Holly, for so you are named, are you not? Look you, at
my need I can summon sixty thousand men in war, while she has naught but
her priests and the fierce, untrained tribes.”
“The sword is not the only power in the world,” I answered. “Tell me, now,
does this priestess ever visit the country of Kaloon?”
“Never, never, for by the ancient pact, made after the last great struggle
long centuries ago between the College and the people of the Plain, it was
decreed and sworn to that should she set her foot across the river, this
means war to the end between us, and rule for the victor over both.
Likewise, save when unguarded they bear their dead to burial, or for some
such high purpose, no Khan or Khania of Kaloon ascends the Mountain.”
“Which then is the true master—the Khan of Kaloon or the head of the
College of Hes?” I asked again.
“In matters spiritual, the priestess of Hes, who is our Oracle and the
voice of Heaven. In matters temporal, the Khan of Kaloon.”
“The Khan. Ah! you are married, lady, are you not?”
“Aye,” she answered, her face flushing. “And I will tell you what you soon
must learn, if you have not learned it already, I am the wife of a madman,
and he is—hateful to me.”
“I have learned the last already, Khania.”
She looked at me with her piercing eyes.
“What! Did my uncle, the Shaman, he who is called Guardian, tell you? Nay,
you saw, as I knew you saw, and it would have been best to slay you for,
oh! what must you think of me?”
I made no answer, for in truth I did not know what to think, also I feared
lest further rash admissions should be followed by swift vengeance.
“You must believe,” she went on, “that I, who have ever hated men, that I—I
swear that it is true—whose lips are purer than those mountain
snows, I, the Khania of Kaloon, whom they name Heart-of-Ice, am but a
shameless thing.” And, covering her face with her hand, she moaned in the
bitterness of her distress.
“Nay,” I said, “there may be reasons, explanations, if it pleases you to
give them.”
“Wanderer, there are such reasons; and since you know so much, you shall
learn them also. Like that husband of mine, I have become mad. When first
I saw the face of your companion, as I dragged him from the river, madness
entered me, and I—I——”
“Loved him,” I suggested. “Well, such things have happened before to
people who were not mad.”
“Oh!” she went on, “it was more than love; I was possessed, and that night
I knew not what I did. A Power drove me on; a Destiny compelled me, and to
the end I am his, and his alone. Yes, I am his, and I swear that he shall
be mine;” and with this wild declaration dangerous enough under the
conditions, she turned and fled the room.
She was gone, and after the struggle, for such it was, I sank back
exhausted. How came it that this sudden passion had mastered her? Who and
what was this Khania, I wondered again, and—this was more to the
point, who and what would Leo believe her to be? If only I could be with
him before he said words or did deeds impossible to recall.
Three days went by, during which time I saw no more of the Khania, who, or
so I was informed by Simbri, the Shaman, had returned to her city to make
ready for us, her guests. I begged him to allow me to rejoin Leo, but he
answered politely, though with much firmness, that my foster-son did
better without me. Now, I grew suspicious, fearing lest some harm had come
to Leo, though how to discover the truth I knew not. In my anxiety I tried
to convey a note to him, written upon a leaf of a water-gained
pocket-book, but the yellow-faced servant refused to touch it, and Simbri
said drily that he would have naught to do with writings which he could
not read. At length, on the third night I made up my mind that whatever
the risk, with leave or without it, I would try to find him.
By this time I could walk well, and indeed was almost strong again. So
about midnight, when the moon was up, for I had no other light, I crept
from my bed, threw on my garments, and taking a knife, which was the only
weapon I possessed, opened the door of my room and started.
Now, when I was carried from the rock-chamber where Leo and I had been
together, I took note of the way. First, reckoning from my sleeping-place,
there was a passage thirty paces long, for I had counted the footfalls of
my bearers. Then came a turn to the left, and ten more paces of passage,
and lastly near certain steps running to some place unknown, another sharp
turn to the right which led to our old chamber.
Down the long passage I walked stealthily, and although it was pitch dark,
found the turn to the left, and followed it till I came to the second
sharp turn to the right, that of the gallery from which rose the stairs. I
crept round it only to retreat hastily enough, as well I might, for at the
door of Leo’s room, which she was in the act of locking on the outside, as
I could see by the light of the lamp that she held in her hand, stood the
Khania herself.
My first thought was to fly back to my own chamber, but I abandoned it,
feeling sure that I should be seen. Therefore I determined, if she
discovered me, to face the matter out and say that I was trying to find
Leo, and to learn how he fared. So I crouched against the wall, and waited
with a beating heart. I heard her sweep down the passage, and—yes—begin
to mount the stair.
Now, what should I do? To try to reach Leo was useless, for she had locked
the door with the key she held. Go back to bed? No, I would follow her,
and if we met would make the same excuse. Thus I might get some tidings,
or perhaps—a dagger thrust.
So round the corner and up the steps I went, noiselessly as a snake. They
were many and winding, like those of a church tower, but at length I came
to the head of them, where was a little landing, and opening from it a
door. It was a very ancient door; the light streamed through cracks where
its panels had rotted, and from the room beyond came the sound of voices,
those of the Shaman Simbri and the Khania.
“Have you learned aught, my niece?” I heard him say, and also heard her
answer—-“A little. A very little.”
Then in my thirst for knowledge I grew bold, and stealing to the door,
looked through one of the cracks in its wood. Opposite to me, in the full
flood of light thrown by a hanging lamp, her hand resting on a table at
which Simbri was seated, stood the Khania. Truly she was a beauteous
sight, for she wore robes of royal purple, and on her brow a little
coronet of gold, beneath which her curling hair streamed down her shapely
neck and bosom. Seeing her I guessed at once that she had arrayed herself
thus for some secret end, enhancing her loveliness by every art and grace
that is known to woman. Simbri was looking at her earnestly, with fear and
doubt written on even his cold, impassive features.
“What passed between you, then?” he asked, peering at her.
“I questioned him closely as to the reason of his coming to this land, and
wrung from him the answer that it was to seek some beauteous woman—he
would say no more. I asked him if she were more beauteous than I
am, and he replied with courtesy—nothing else, I think—that it
would be hard to say, but that she had been different. Then I said that
though it behooved me not to speak of such a matter, there was no lady in
Kaloon whom men held to be so fair as I; moreover, that I was its ruler,
and that I and no other had saved him from the water. Aye, and I added
that my heart told me I was the woman whom he sought.”
“Have done, niece,” said Simbri impatiently, “I would not hear of the arts
you used—well enough, doubtless. What then?”
“Then he said that it might be so, since he thought that this woman was
born again, and studied me a while, asking me if I had ever ‘passed
through fire.’ To this I replied that the only fires I had passed were
those of the spirit, and that I dwelt in them now. He said, ‘Show me your
hair,’ and I placed a lock of it in his hand. Presently he let it fall,
and from that satchel which he wears about his neck drew out another tress
of hair—oh! Simbri, my uncle, the loveliest hair that ever eyes
beheld, for it was soft as silk, and reached from my coronet to the
ground. Moreover, no raven’s wing in the sunshine ever shone as did that
fragrant tress.
“‘Yours is beautiful,’ he said, ‘but see, they are not the same.’
“‘Mayhap,’ I answered, ‘since no woman ever wore such locks.’
“‘You are right,’ he replied, ‘for she whom I seek was more than a woman.’
“And then—and then—though I tried him in many ways he would
say no more, so, feeling hate against this Unknown rising in my heart, and
fearing lest I should utter words that were best unsaid, I left him. Now I
bid you, search the books which are open to your wisdom and tell me of
this woman whom he seeks, who she is, and where she dwells. Oh! search
them swiftly, that I may find her and—kill her if I can.”
“Aye, if you can,” answered the Shaman, “and if she lives to kill. But
say, where shall we begin our quest? Now, this letter from the Mountain
that the head-priest Oros sent to your court a while ago?”—and he
selected a parchment from a pile which lay upon the table and looked at
her.
“Read,” she said, “I would hear it again.”
So he read: “From the Hesea of the House of Fire, to Atene, Khania of
Kaloon.
“My sister—Warning has reached me that two strangers of a western
race journey to your land, seeking my Oracle, of which they would ask a
question. On the first day of the next moon, I command that you and with
you Simbri, your great-uncle, the wise Shaman, Guardian of the Gate, shall
be watching the river in the gulf at the foot of the ancient road, for by
that steep path the strangers travel. Aid them in all things and bring
them safely to the Mountain, knowing that in this matter I shall hold him
and you to account. Myself I will not meet them, since to do so would be
to break the pact between our powers, which says that the Hesea of the
Sanctuary visits not the territory of Kaloon, save in war. Also their
coming is otherwise appointed.”
“It would seem,” said Simbri, laying down the parchment, “that these are
no chance wanderers, since Hes awaits them.”
“Aye, they are no chance wanderers, since my heart awaited one of them
also. Yet the Hesea cannot be that woman, for reasons which are known to
you.”
“There are many women on the Mountain,” suggested the Shaman in a dry
voice, “if indeed any woman has to do with this matter.”
“I at least have to do with it, and he shall not go to the Mountain.”
“Hes is powerful, my niece, and beneath these smooth words of hers lies a
dreadful threat. I say that she is mighty from of old and has servants in
the earth and air who warned her of the coming of these men, and will warn
her of what befalls them. I know it, who hate her, and to your royal house
of Rassen it has been known for many a generation. Therefore thwart her
not lest ill befall us all, for she is a spirit and terrible. She says
that it is appointed that they shall go——”
“And I say it is appointed that he shall not go. Let the other go
if he desires.”
“Atene, be plain, what will you with the man called Leo—that he
should become your lover?” asked the Shaman.
She stared him straight in the eyes, and answered boldly—“Nay, I
will that he should become my husband.”
“First he must will it too, who seems to have no mind that way. Also, how
can a woman have two husbands?”
She laid her hand upon his shoulder and said—“I have no husband. You
know it well, Simbri. I charge you by the close bond of blood
between us, brew me another draught——”
“That we may be bound yet closer in a bond of murder! Nay, Atene, I will
not; already your sin lies heavy on my head. You are very fair; take the
man in your own net, if you may, or let him be, which is better far.”
“I cannot let him be. Would that I were able. I must love him as I must
hate the other whom he loves, yet some power hardens his heart against me.
Oh! great Shaman, you that peep and mutter, you who can read the future
and the past, tell me what you have learned from your stars and
divinations.”
“Already I have sought through many a secret, toilsome hour and learned
this, Atene,” he answered. “You are right, the fate of yonder man is
intertwined with yours, but between you and him there rises a mighty wall
that my vision cannot pierce nor my familiars climb. Yet I am taught that
in death you and he—aye, and I also, shall be very near together.”
“Then come death,” she exclaimed with sullen pride, “for thence at least
I’ll pluck out my desire.”
“Be not so sure,” he answered, “for I think that the Power follows us even
down this dark gulf of death. I think also that I feel the sleepless eyes
of Hes watching our secret souls.”
“Then blind them with the dust of illusions—as you can. To-morrow,
also, saying nothing of their sex, send a messenger to the Mountain and
tell the Hesea that two old strangers have arrived—mark you, old—but
that they are very sick, that their limbs were broken in the river, and
that when they have healed again, I will send them to ask the question of
her Oracle—that is, some three moons hence. Perchance she may
believe you, and be content to wait; or if she does not, at least no more
words. I must sleep or my brain will burst. Give me that medicine which
brings dreamless rest, for never did I need it more, who also feel eyes
upon me,” and she glanced towards the door.
Then I left, and not too soon, for as I crept down the darksome passage, I
heard it open behind me.
CHAPTER VIII
THE DEATH-HOUNDS
It may have been ten o’clock on the following morning, or a little past
it, when the Shaman Simbri came into my room and asked me how I had slept.
“Like a log,” I answered, “like a log. A drugged man could not have rested
more soundly.”
“Indeed, friend Holly, and yet you look fatigued.”
“My dreams troubled me somewhat,” I answered. “I suffer from such things.
But surely by your face, friend Simbri, you cannot have slept at all, for
never yet have I seen you with so weary an air.”
“I am weary,” he said, with a sigh. “Last night I spent up on my business—watching
at the Gates.”
“What gates?” I asked. “Those by which we entered this kingdom, for, if
so, I would rather watch than travel them.”
“The Gates of the Past and of the Future. Yes, those two which you
entered, if you will; for did you not travel out of a wondrous Past
towards a Future that you cannot guess?”
“But both of which interest you,” I suggested.
“Perhaps,” he answered, then added, “I come to tell you that within an
hour you are to start for the city, whither the Khania has but now gone on
to make ready for you.”
“Yes; only you told me that she had gone some days ago. Well, I am sound
again and prepared to march, but say, how is my foster-son?”
“He mends, he mends. But you shall see him for yourself. It is the
Khania’s will. Here come the slaves bearing your robes, and with them I
leave you.”
So with their assistance I dressed myself, first in good, clean
under-linen, then in wide woollen trousers and vest, and lastly in a
fur-lined camel-hair robe dyed black that was very comfortable to wear,
and in appearance not unlike a long overcoat. A flat cap of the same
material and a pair of boots made of untanned hide completed my attire.
Scarcely was I ready when the yellow-faced servants, with many bows, took
me by the hand and led me down the passages and stairs of the Gate-house
to its door. Here, to my great joy, I found Leo, looking pale and
troubled, but otherwise as well as I could expect after his sickness. He
was attired like myself, save that his garments were of a finer quality,
and the overcoat was white, with a hood to it, added, I suppose, to
protect the wound in his head from cold and the sun. This white dress I
thought became him very well, also about it there was nothing grotesque or
even remarkable. He sprang to me and seized my hand, asking how I fared
and where I had been hidden away, a greeting of which, as I could see, the
warmth was not lost upon Simbri, who stood by.
I answered, well enough now that we were together again, and for the rest
I would tell him later.
Then they brought us palanquins, carried, each of them, by two ponies, one
of which was harnessed ahead and the other behind between long shaft-like
poles. In these we seated ourselves, and at a sign from Simbri slaves took
the leading ponies by the bridle and we started, leaving behind us that
grim old Gate-house through which we were the first strangers to pass for
many a generation.
For a mile or more our road ran down a winding, rocky gorge, till suddenly
it took a turn, and the country of Kaloon lay stretched before us. At our
feet was a river, probably the same with which we had made acquaintance in
the gulf, where, fed by the mountain snows, it had its source. Here it
flowed rapidly, but on the vast, alluvial lands beneath became a broad and
gentle stream that wound its way through the limitless plains till it was
lost in the blue of the distance.
To the north, however, this smooth, monotonous expanse was broken by that
Mountain which had guided us from afar, the House of Fire. It was a great
distance from us, more than a hundred miles, I should say, yet even so a
most majestic sight in that clear air. Many leagues from the base of its
peak the ground began to rise in brown and rugged hillocks, from which
sprang the holy Mountain itself, a white and dazzling point that soared
full twenty thousand feet into the heavens.
Yes, and there upon the nether lip of its crater stood the gigantic
pillar, surmounted by a yet more gigantic loop of virgin rock, whereof the
blackness stood out grimly against the blue of the sky beyond and the
blinding snow beneath.
We gazed at it with awe, as well we might, this beacon of our hopes that
for aught we knew might also prove their monument, feeling even then that
yonder our fate would declare itself. I noted further that all those with
us did it reverence by bowing their heads as they caught sight of the
peak, and by laying the first finger of the right hand across the first
finger of the left, a gesture, as we afterwards discovered, designed to
avert its evil influence. Yes, even Simbri bowed, a yielding to inherited
superstition of which I should scarcely have suspected him.
“Have you ever journeyed to that Mountain?” asked Leo of him.
Simbri shook his head and answered evasively.
“The people of the Plain do not set foot upon the Mountain. Among its
slopes beyond the river which washes them, live hordes of brave and most
savage men, with whom we are oftentimes at war; for when they are hungry
they raid our cattle and our crops. Moreover, there, when the Mountain
labours, run red streams of molten rock, and now and again hot ashes fall
that slay the traveller.”
“Do the ashes ever fall in your country?” asked Leo.
“They have been known to do so when the Spirit of the Mountain is angry,
and that is why we fear her.”
“Who is this Spirit?” said Leo eagerly.
“I do not know, lord,” he answered with impatience. “Can men see a
spirit?”
“You look as though you might, and had, not so long ago,” replied
Leo, fixing his gaze on the old man’s waxen face and uneasy eyes. For now
their horny calm was gone from the eyes of Simbri, which seemed as though
they had beheld some sight that haunted him.
“You do me too much honour, lord,” he replied; “my skill and vision do not
reach so far. But see, here is the landing-stage, where boats await us,
for the rest of our journey is by water.”
These boats proved to be roomy and comfortable, having flat bows and
sterns, since, although sometimes a sail was hoisted, they were designed
for towing, not to be rowed with oars. Leo and I entered the largest of
them, and to our joy were left alone except for the steersman.
Behind us was another boat, in which were attendants and slaves, and some
men who looked like soldiers, for they carried bows and swords. Now the
ponies were taken from the palanquins, that were packed away, and ropes of
green hide, fastened to iron rings in the prows of the boats, were fixed
to the towing tackle with which the animals had been reharnessed. Then we
started, the ponies, two arranged tandem fashion to each punt, trotting
along a well-made towing path that was furnished with wooden bridges
wherever canals or tributary streams entered the main river.
“Thank Heaven,” said Leo, “we are together again at last! Do you remember,
Horace, that when we entered the land of Kôr it was thus, in a boat? The
tale repeats itself.”
“I can quite believe it,” I answered. “I can believe anything. Leo, I say
that we are but gnats meshed in a web, and yonder Khania is the spider and
Simbri the Shaman guards the net. But tell me all you remember of what has
happened to you, and be quick, for I do not know how long they may leave
us alone.”
“Well,” he said, “of course I remember our arrival at that Gate after the
lady and the old man had pulled us out of the river, and, Horace, talking
of spiders reminds me of hanging at the end of that string of yak’s hide.
Not that I need much reminding, for I am not likely to forget it. Do you
know I cut the rope because I felt that I was going mad, and wished to die
sane. What happened to you? Did you slip?”
“No; I jumped after you. It seemed best to end together, so that we might
begin again together.”
“Brave old Horace!” he said affectionately, the tears starting to his grey
eyes.
“Well, never mind all that,” I broke in; “you see you were right when you
said that we should get through, and we have. Now for your tale.”
“It is interesting, but not very long,” he answered, colouring. “I went to
sleep, and when I woke it was to find a beautiful woman leaning over me,
and Horace—at first I thought that it was—you know who, and
that she kissed me; but perhaps it was all a dream.”
“It was no dream,” I answered. “I saw it.”
“I am sorry to hear it—very sorry. At any rate there was the
beautiful woman—the Khania—for I saw her plenty of times
afterwards, and talked to her in my best modern Greek—by the way,
Ayesha knew the old Greek; that’s curious.”
“She knew several of the ancient tongues, and so did other people. Go on.”
“Well, she nursed me very kindly, but, so far as I know, until last night
there was nothing more affectionate, and I had sense enough to refuse to
talk about our somewhat eventful past. I pretended not to understand, said
that we were explorers, etc., and kept asking her where you were, for I
forgot to say I found that you had gone. I think that she grew rather
angry with me, for she wanted to know something, and, as you can guess, I
wanted to know a good deal. But I could get nothing out of her except that
she was the Khania—a person in authority. There was no doubt about
that, for when one of those slaves or servants came in and interrupted her
while she was trying to draw the facts out of me, she called to some of
her people to throw him out of the window, and he only saved himself by
going down the stairs very quickly.
“Well, I could make nothing of her, and she could make little of me,
though why she should be so tenderly interested in a stranger, I don’t
know—unless, unless—oh! who is she, Horace?”
“If you will go on I will tell you what I think presently. One tale at a
time.”
“Very good. I got quite well and strong, comparatively speaking, till the
climax last night, which upset me again. After that old prophet, Simbri,
had brought me my supper, just as I was thinking of going to sleep, the
Khania came in alone, dressed like a queen. I can tell you she looked
really royal, like a princess in a fairy book, with a crown on, and her
chestnut black hair flowing round her.
“Well, Horace, then she began to make love to me in a refined sort of way,
or so I thought, looked at me and sighed, saying that we had known each
other in the past—very well indeed I gathered—and implying
that she wished to continue our friendship. I fenced with her as best I
could; but a man feels fairly helpless lying on his back with a very
handsome and very imperial-looking lady standing over him and paying him
compliments.
“The end of it was that, driven to it by her questions and to stop that
sort of thing, I told her that I was looking for my wife, whom I had lost,
for, after all, Ayesha is my wife, Horace. She smiled and suggested that I
need not look far; in short, that the lost wife was already found—in
herself, who had come to save me from death in the river. Indeed, she
spoke with such conviction that I grew sure that she was not merely
amusing herself, and felt very much inclined to believe her, for, after
all, Ayesha may be changed now.
“Then while I was at my wits’ end I remembered the lock of hair—all
that remains to us of her,” and Leo touched his breast. “I drew it
out and compared it with the Khania’s, and at the sight of it she became
quite different, jealous, I suppose, for it is longer than hers, and not
in the least like.
“Horace, I tell you that the touch of that lock of hair—for she did
touch it—appeared to act upon her nature like nitric acid upon sham
gold. It turned it black; all the bad in her came out. In her anger her
voice sounded coarse; yes, she grew almost vulgar, and, as you know, when
Ayesha was in a rage she might be wicked as we understand it, and was
certainly terrible, but she was never either coarse or vulgar, any more
than lightning is.
“Well, from that moment I was sure that whoever this Khania may be, she
had nothing to do with Ayesha; they are so different that they never could
have been the same—like the hair. So I lay quiet and let her talk,
and coax, and threaten on, until at length she drew herself up and marched
from the room, and I heard her lock the door behind her. That’s all I have
to tell you, and quite enough too, for I don’t think that the Khania has
done with me, and, to say the truth, I am afraid of her.”
“Yes,” I said, “quite enough. Now sit still, and don’t start or talk loud,
for that steersman is probably a spy, and I can feel old Simbri’s eyes
fixed upon our backs. Don’t interrupt either, for our time alone may be
short.”
Then I set to work and told him everything I knew, while he listened in
blank astonishment.
“Great Heavens! what a tale,” he exclaimed as I finished. “Now, who is
this Hesea who sent the letter from the Mountain? And who, who is the
Khania?”
“Who does your instinct tell you that she is, Leo?”
“Amenartas?” he whispered doubtfully. “The woman who wrote the Sherd,
whom Ayesha said was the Egyptian princess—my wife two thousand
years ago? Amenartas re-born?”
I nodded. “I think so. Why not? As I have told you again and again, I have
always been certain of one thing, that if we were allowed to see the next
act of the piece, we should find Amenartas, or rather the spirit of
Amenartas, playing a leading part in it; you will remember I wrote as much
in that record.
“If the old Buddhist monk Kou-en could remember his past, as
thousands of them swear that they do, and be sure of his identity
continued from that past, why should not this woman, with so much at
stake, helped as she is by the wizardry of the Shaman, her uncle, faintly
remember hers?
“At any rate, Leo, why should she not still be sufficiently under its
influence to cause her, without any fault or seeking of her own, to fall
madly in love at first sight with a man whom, after all, she has always
loved?”
“The argument seems sound enough, Horace, and if so I am sorry for the
Khania, who hasn’t much choice in the matter—been forced into it, so
to speak.”
“Yes, but meanwhile your foot is in a trap again. Guard yourself, Leo,
guard yourself. I believe that this is a trial sent to you, and doubtless
there will be more to follow. But I believe also that it would be better
for you to die than to make any mistake.”
“I know it well,” he answered; “and you need not be afraid. Whatever this
Khania may have been to me in the past—if she was anything at all—that
story is done with. I seek Ayesha, and Ayesha alone, and Venus herself
shall not tempt me from her.”
Then we began to speak with hope and fear of that mysterious Hesea who had
sent the letter from the Mountain, commanding the Shaman Simbri to meet
us: the priestess or spirit whom he declared was “mighty from of old” and
had “servants in the earth and air.”
Presently the prow of our barge bumped against the bank of the river, and
looking round I saw that Simbri had left the boat in which he sat and was
preparing to enter ours. This he did, and, placing himself gravely on a
seat in front of us, explained that nightfall was coming on, and he wished
to give us his company and protection through the dark.
“And to see that we do not give him the slip in it,” muttered Leo.
Then the drivers whipped up their ponies, and we went on again.
“Look behind you,” said Simbri presently, “and you will see the city where
you will sleep to-night.”
We turned ourselves, and there, about ten miles away, perceived a
flat-roofed town of considerable, though not of very great size. Its
position was good, for it was set upon a large island that stood a hundred
feet or more above the level of the plain, the river dividing into two
branches at the foot of it, and, as we discovered afterwards, uniting
again beyond.
The vast mound upon which this city was built had the appearance of being
artificial, but very possibly the soil whereof it was formed had been
washed up in past ages during times of flood, so that from a mudbank in
the centre of the broad river it grew by degrees to its present
proportions. With the exception of a columned and towered edifice that
crowned the city and seemed to be encircled by gardens, we could see no
great buildings in the place.
“How is the city named?” asked Leo of Simbri.
“Kaloon,” he answered, “as was all this land even when my fore-fathers,
the conquerors, marched across the mountains and took it more than two
thousand years ago. They kept the ancient title, but the territory of the
Mountain they called Hes, because they said that the loop upon yonder peak
was the symbol of a goddess of this name whom their general worshipped.”
“Priestesses still live there, do they not?” said Leo, trying in his turn
to extract the truth.
“Yes, and priests also. The College of them was established by the
conquerors, who subdued all the land. Or rather, it took the place of
another College of those who fashioned the Sanctuary and the Temple, whose
god was the fire in the Mountain, as it is that of the people of Kaloon
to-day.”
“Then who is worshipped there now?”
“The goddess Hes, it is said; but we know little of the matter, for
between us and the Mountain folk there has been enmity for ages. They kill
us and we kill them, for they are jealous of their shrine, which none may
visit save by permission, to consult the Oracle and to make prayer or
offering in times of calamity, when a Khan dies, or the waters of the
river sink and the crops fail, or when ashes fall and earthquakes shake
the land, or great sickness comes. Otherwise, unless they attack us, we
leave them alone, for though every man is trained to arms, and can fight
if need be, we are a peaceful folk, who cultivate the soil from generation
to generation, and thus grow rich. Look round you. Is it not a scene of
peace?”
We stood up in the boat and gazed about us at the pastoral prospect.
Everywhere appeared herds of cattle feeding upon meadow lands, or troops
of mules and horses, or square fields sown with corn and outlined by
trees. Village folk, also, clad in long, grey gowns, were labouring on the
land, or, their day’s toil finished, driving their beasts homewards along
roads built upon the banks of the irrigation dykes, towards the hamlets
that were placed on rising knolls amidst tall poplar groves.
In its sharp contrast with the arid deserts and fearful mountains amongst
which we had wandered for so many years, this country struck us as most
charming, and indeed, seen by the red light of the sinking sun on that
spring day, even as beautiful with the same kind of beauty which is to be
found in Holland. One could understand too that these landowners and
peasant-farmers would by choice be men of peace, and what a temptation
their wealth must offer to the hungry, half-savage tribes of the
mountains.
Also it was easy to guess when the survivors of Alexander’s legions under
their Egyptian general burst through the iron band of snow-clad hills and
saw this sweet country, with its homes, its herds, and its ripening grass,
that they must have cried with one voice, “We will march and fight and
toil no more. Here we will sit us down to live and die.” Thus doubtless
they did, taking them wives from among the women of the people of the land
which they had conquered—perhaps after a single battle.
Now as the light faded the wreaths of smoke which hung over the distant
Fire-mountain began to glow luridly. Redder and more angry did they become
while the darkness gathered, till at length they seemed to be charged with
pulsing sheets of flame propelled from the womb of the volcano, which
threw piercing beams of light through the eye of the giant loop that
crowned its brow. Far, far fled those beams, making a bright path across
the land, and striking the white crests of the bordering wall of
mountains. High in the air ran that path, over the dim roofs of the city
of Kaloon, over the river, yes, straight above us, over the mountains, and
doubtless—though there we could not follow them—across the
desert to that high eminence on its farther side where we had lain bathed
in their radiance. It was a wondrous and most impressive sight, one too
that filled our companions with fear, for the steersmen in our boats and
the drivers on the towing-path groaned aloud and began to utter prayers.
“What do they say?” asked Leo of Simbri.
“They say, lord, that the Spirit of the Mountain is angry, and passes down
yonder flying light that is called the Road of Hes to work some evil to
our land. Therefore they pray her not to destroy them.”
“Then does that light not always shine thus?” he asked again.
“Nay, but seldom. Once about three months ago, and now to-night, but
before that not for years. Let us pray that it portends no misfortune to
Kaloon and its inhabitants.”
For some minutes this fearsome illumination continued, then it ceased as
suddenly as it had begun, and there remained of it only the dull glow
above the crest of the peak.
Presently the moon rose, a white, shining ball, and by its rays we
perceived that we drew near to the city. But there was still something
left for us to see before we reached its shelter. While we sat quietly in
the boat—for the silence was broken only by the lapping of the still
waters against its sides and the occasional splash of the slackened
tow-line upon their surface—we heard a distant sound as of a hunt in
full cry.
Nearer and nearer it came, its volume swelling every moment, till it was
quite close at last. Now echoing from the trodden earth of the towing-path—not
that on which our ponies travelled, but the other on the west bank of the
river—was heard the beat of the hoofs of a horse galloping
furiously. Presently it appeared, a fine, white animal, on the back of
which sat a man. It passed us like a flash, but as he went by the man
lifted himself and turned his head, so that we saw his face in the
moonlight; saw also the agony of fear that was written on it and in his
eyes.
He had come out of the darkness. He was gone into the darkness, but after
him swelled that awful music. Look! a dog appeared, a huge, red dog, that
dropped its foaming muzzle to the ground as it galloped, then lifted it
and uttered a deep-throated, bell-like bay. Others followed, and yet
others: in all there must have been a hundred of them, every one baying as
it took the scent.
“The death-hounds!” I muttered, clasping Leo by the arm.
“Yes,” he answered, “they are running that poor devil. Here comes the
huntsman.”
As he spoke there appeared a second figure, splendidly mounted, a cloak
streaming from his shoulders, and in his hand a long whip, which he waved.
He was big but loosely jointed, and as he passed he turned his face also,
and we saw that it was that of a madman. There could be no doubt of it;
insanity blazed in those hollow eyes and rang in that savage, screeching
laugh.
“The Khan! The Khan!” said Simbri, bowing, and I could see that he was
afraid.
Now he too was gone, and after him came his guards. I counted eight of
them, all carrying whips, with which they flogged their horses.
“What does this mean, friend Simbri?” I asked, as the sounds grew faint in
the distance.
“It means, friend Holly,” he answered, “that the Khan does justice in his
own fashion—hunting to death one that has angered him.”
“What then is his crime? And who is that poor man?”
“He is a great lord of this land, one of the royal kinsmen, and the crime
for which he has been condemned is that he told the Khania he loved her,
and offered to make war upon her husband and kill him, if she would
promise herself to him in marriage. But she hated the man, as she hates
all men, and brought the matter before the Khan. That is all the story.”
“Happy is that prince who has so virtuous a wife!” I could not help saying
unctuously, but with meaning, and the old wretch of a Shaman turned his
head at my words and began to stroke his white beard.
It was but a little while afterwards that once more we heard the baying of
the death-hounds. Yes, they were heading straight for us, this time across
country. Again the white horse and its rider appeared, utterly exhausted,
both of them, for the poor beast could scarcely struggle on to the
towing-path. As it gained it a great red hound with a black ear gripped
its flank, and at the touch of the fangs it screamed aloud in terror as
only a horse can. The rider sprang from its back, and, to our horror, ran
to the river’s edge, thinking evidently to take refuge in our boat. But
before ever he reached the water the devilish brutes were upon him.
What followed I will not describe, but never shall I forget the scene of
those two heaps of worrying wolves, and of the maniac Khan, who yelled in
his fiendish joy, and cheered on his death-hounds to finish their red
work.
CHAPTER IX
THE COURT OF KALOON
Horrified, sick at heart, we continued our journey. No wonder that the
Khania hated such a mad despot. And this woman was in love with Leo, and
this lunatic Khan, her husband, was a victim to jealousy, which he avenged
after the very unpleasant fashion that we had witnessed. Truly an
agreeable prospect for all of us! Yet, I could not help reflecting, as an
object lesson that horrid scene had its advantages.
Now we reached the place where the river forked at the end of the island,
and disembarked upon a quay. Here a guard of men commanded by some
Household officer, was waiting to receive us. They led us through a gate
in the high wall, for the town was fortified, up a narrow, stone-paved
street which ran between houses apparently of the usual Central Asian
type, and, so far as I could judge by moonlight, with no pretensions to
architectural beauty, and not large in size.
Clearly our arrival was expected and excited interest, for people were
gathered in knots about the street to watch us pass; also at the windows
of the houses and even on their flat roofs. At the top of the long street
was a sort of market place, crossing which, accompanied by a curious crowd
who made remarks about us that we could not understand, we reached a gate
in an inner wall. Here we were challenged, but at a word from Simbri it
opened, and we passed through to find ourselves in gardens. Following a
road or drive, we came to a large, rambling house or palace, surmounted by
high towers and very solidly built of stone in a heavy, bastard Egyptian
style.
Beyond its doorway we found ourselves in a courtyard surrounded by a kind
of verandah from which short passages led to different rooms. Down one of
these passages we were conducted by the officer to an apartment, or rather
a suite, consisting of a sitting and two bed-chambers, which were
panelled, richly furnished in rather barbaric fashion, and well-lighted
with primitive oil lamps.
Here Simbri left us, saying that the officer would wait in the outer room
to conduct us to the dining-hall as soon as we were ready. Then we entered
the bed-chambers, where we found servants, or slaves, quiet-mannered,
obsequious men. These valets changed our foot-gear, and taking off our
heavy travelling robes, replaced them with others fashioned like civilized
frock-coats, but made of some white material and trimmed with a beautiful
ermine fur.
Having dressed us in these they bowed to show that our toilette was
finished, and led us to the large outer room where the officer awaited us.
He conducted us through several other rooms, all of them spacious and
apparently unoccupied, to a great hall lit with many lamps and warmed—for
the nights were still cold—with large peat fires. The roof of this
hall was flat and supported by thick, stone columns with carved capitals,
and its walls were hung with worked tapestries, that gave it an air of
considerable comfort.
At the head of the hall on a dais stood a long, narrow table, spread with
a cloth and set with platters and cups of silver. Here we waited till
butlers with wands appeared through some curtains which they drew. Then
came a man beating a silver gong, and after him a dozen or more courtiers,
all dressed in white robes like ourselves, followed by perhaps as many
ladies, some of them young and good-looking, and for the most part of a
fair type, with well-cut features, though others were rather
yellow-skinned. They bowed to us and we to them.
Then there was a pause while we studied one another, till a trumpet blew
and heralded by footmen in a kind of yellow livery, two figures were seen
advancing down the passage beyond the curtains, preceded by the Shaman
Simbri and followed by other officers. They were the Khan and the Khania
of Kaloon.
No one looking at this Khan as he entered his dining-hall clad in festal
white attire would have imagined him to be the same raving human brute
whom we had just seen urging on his devilish hounds to tear a
fellow-creature and a helpless horse to fragments and devour them. Now he
seemed a heavy, loutish man, very strongly built and not ill-looking, but
with shifty eyes, evidently a person of dulled intellect, whom one would
have thought incapable of keen emotions of any kind. The Khania need not
be described. She was as she had been in the chambers of the Gate, only
more weary looking; indeed her eyes had a haunted air and it was easy to
see that the events of the previous night had left their mark upon her
mind. At the sight of us she flushed a little, then beckoned to us to
advance, and said to her husband—“My lord, these are the strangers
of whom I have told you.”
His dull eyes fell upon me first, and my appearance seemed to amuse him
vaguely, at any rate he laughed rudely, saying in barbarous Greek mixed
with words from the local patois—“What a curious old animal! I have
never seen you before, have I?”
“No, great Khan,” I answered, “but I have seen you out hunting this night.
Did you have good sport?”
Instantly he became wide awake, and answered, rubbing his hands—“Excellent.
He gave us a fine run, but my little dogs caught him at last, and then——”
and he snapped his powerful jaws together.
“Cease your brutal talk,” broke in his wife fiercely, and he slunk away
from her and in so doing stumbled against Leo, who was waiting to be
presented to him.
The sight of this great, golden-bearded man seemed to astonish him, for he
stared at him, then asked—“Are you the Khania’s other friend whom
she went to see in the mountains of the Gate? Then I could not understand
why she took so much trouble, but now I do. Well, be careful, or I shall
have to hunt you also.”
Now Leo grew angry and was about to reply, but I laid my hand upon his arm
and said in English—“Don’t answer; the man is mad.”
“Bad, you mean,” grumbled Leo; “and if he tries to set his cursed dogs on
me, I will break his neck.”
Then the Khania motioned to Leo to take a seat beside her, placing me upon
her other hand, between herself and her uncle, the Guardian, while the
Khan shuffled to a chair a little way down the table, where he called two
of the prettiest ladies to keep him company.
Such was our introduction to the court of Kaloon. As for the meal that
followed, it was very plentiful, but coarse, consisting for the most part
of fish, mutton, and sweetmeats, all of them presented upon huge silver
platters. Also much strong drink was served, a kind of spirit distilled
from grain, of which nearly all present drank more than was good for them.
After a few words to me about our journey, the Khania turned to Leo and
talked to him for the rest of the evening, while I devoted myself to the
old Shaman Simbri.
Put briefly, the substance of what I learned from him then and afterwards
was as follows—Trade was unknown to the people of Kaloon, for the
reason that all communication with the south had been cut off for ages,
the bridges that once existed over the chasm having been allowed to rot
away. Their land, which was very large and densely inhabited, was ringed
round with unclimbable mountains, except to the north, where stood the
great Fire-peak. The slopes of this Peak and an unvisited expanse of
country behind that ran up to the confines of a desert, were the home of
ferocious mountain tribes, untamable Highlanders, who killed every
stranger they caught. Consequently, although the precious and other metals
were mined to a certain extent and manufactured into articles of use and
ornament, money did not exist among the peoples either of the Plain or of
the Mountain, all business being transacted on the principle of barter,
and even the revenue collected in kind.
Amongst the tens of thousands of the aborigines of Kaloon dwelt a mere
handful of a ruling class, who were said to be—and probably were—descended
from the conquerors that appeared in the time of Alexander. Their blood,
however, was now much mixed with that of the first inhabitants, who, to
judge from their appearance and the yellow hue of their descendants must
have belonged to some branch of the great Tartar race. The government, if
so it could be called, was, on the whole, of a mild though of a very
despotic nature, and vested in an hereditary Khan or Khania, according as
a man or a woman might be in the most direct descent.
Of religions there were two, that of the people, who worshipped the Spirit
of the Fire Mountain, and that of the rulers, who believed in magic,
ghosts and divinations. Even this shadow of a religion, if so it can be
called, was dying out, like its followers, for generation by generation,
the white lords grew less in number or became absorbed in the bulk of the
people.
Still their rule was tolerated. I asked Simbri why, seeing that they were
so few. He shrugged his shoulders and answered, because it suited the
country of which the natives had no ambition. Moreover, the present
Khania, our hostess, was the last of the direct line of rulers, her
husband and cousin having less of the blood royal in his veins, and as
such the people were attached to her.
Also, as is commonly the case with bold and beautiful women, she was
popular among them, especially as she was just and very liberal to the
poor. These were many, as the country was over-populated, which accounted
for its wonderful state of cultivation. Lastly they trusted to her skill
and courage to defend them from the continual attacks of the Mountain
tribes who raided their crops and herds. Their one grievance against her
was that she had no child to whom the khanship could descend, which meant
that after her death, as had happened after that of her father, there
would be struggles for the succession.
“Indeed,” added Simbri, with meaning, and glancing at Leo, out of the
corners of his eyes, “the folk say openly that it would be a good thing if
the Khan, who oppresses them and whom they hate, should die, so that the
Khania might take another husband while she is still young. Although he is
mad, he knows this, and that is why he is so jealous of any lord who looks
at her, as, friend Holly, you saw to-night. For should such an one gain
her favour, Rassen thinks that it would mean his death.”
“Also he may be attached to his wife,” I suggested, speaking in a whisper.
“Perhaps so,” answered Simbri; “but if so, she loves not him, nor any of
these men,” and he glanced round the hall.
Certainly they did not look lovable, for by this time most of them were
half drunk, while even the women seemed to have taken as much as was good
for them. The Khan himself presented a sorry spectacle, for he was leaning
back in his chair, shouting something about his hunting, in a thick voice.
The arm of one of his pretty companions was round his neck, while the
other gave him to drink from a gold cup; some of the contents of which had
been spilt down his white robe.
Just then Atene looked round and saw him and an expression of hatred and
contempt gathered on her beautiful face.
“See,” I heard her say to Leo, “see the companion of my days, and learn
what it is to be Khania of Kaloon.”
“Then why do you not cleanse your court?” he asked.
“Because, lord, if I did so there would be no court left. Swine will to
their mire and these men and women, who live in idleness upon the toil of
the humble folk, will to their liquor and vile luxury. Well, the end is
near, for it is killing them, and their children are but few; weakly also,
for the ancient blood grows thin and stale. But you are weary and would
rest. To-morrow we will ride together,” and calling to an officer, she
bade him conduct us to our rooms.
So we rose, and, accompanied by Simbri, bowed to her and went, she
standing and gazing after us, a royal and pathetic figure in the midst of
all that dissolute revelry. The Khan rose also, and in his cunning fashion
understood something of the meaning of it all.
“You think us gay,” he shouted; “and why should we not be who do not know
how long we have to live? But you yellow-haired fellow, you must not let
Atene look at you like that. I tell you she is my wife, and if you do, I
shall certainly have to hunt you.”
At this drunken sally the courtiers roared with laughter, but taking Leo
by the arm Simbri hurried him from the hall.
“Friend,” said Leo, when we were outside, “it seems to me that this Khan
of yours threatens my life.”
“Have no fear, lord,” answered the Guardian; “so long as the Khania does
not threaten it you are safe. She is the real ruler of this land, and I
stand next to her.”
“Then I pray you,” said Leo, “keep me out of the way of that drunken man,
for, look you, if I am attacked I defend myself.”
“And who can blame you?” Simbri replied with one of his slow, mysterious
smiles.
Then we parted, and having placed both our beds in one chamber, slept
soundly enough, for we were very tired, till we were awakened in the
morning by the baying of those horrible death-hounds, being fed, I
suppose, in a place nearby.
Now in this city of Kaloon it was our weary destiny to dwell for three
long months, one of the most hateful times, perhaps, that we ever passed
in all our lives. Indeed, compared to it our endless wanderings amid the
Central Asia snows and deserts were but pleasure pilgrimages, and our stay
at the monastery beyond the mountains a sojourn in Paradise. To set out
its record in full would be both tedious and useless, so I will only tell
briefly of our principal adventures.
On the morrow of our arrival the Khania Atene sent us two beautiful white
horses of pure and ancient blood, and at noon we mounted them and went out
to ride with her accompanied by a guard of soldiers. First she led us to
the kennels where the death-hounds were kept, great flagged courts
surrounded by iron bars, in which were narrow, locked gates. Never had I
seen brutes so large and fierce; the mastiffs of Thibet were but as
lap-dogs compared to them. They were red and black, smooth-coated and with
a blood-hound head, and the moment they saw us they came ravening and
leaping at the bars as an angry wave leaps against a rock.
These hounds were in the charge of men of certain families, who had tended
them for generations. They obeyed their keepers and the Khan readily
enough, but no stranger might venture near them. Also these brutes were
the executioners of the land, for to them all murderers and other
criminals were thrown, and with them, as we had seen, the Khan hunted any
who had incurred his displeasure. Moreover, they were used for a more
innocent purpose, the chasing of certain great bucks which were preserved
in woods and swamps of reeds. Thus it came about that they were a terror
to the country, since no man knew but what in the end he might be devoured
by them. “Going to the dogs” is a term full of meaning in any land, but in
Kaloon it had a significance that was terrible.
After we had looked at the hounds, not without a prophetic shudder, we
rode round the walls of the town, which were laid out as a kind of
boulevard, where the inhabitants walked and took their pleasure in the
evenings. On these, however, there was not much to see except the river
beneath and the plain beyond, moreover, though they were thick and high
there were places in them that must be passed carefully, for, like
everything else with which the effete ruling class had to do, they had
been allowed to fall into disrepair.
The town itself was an uninteresting place also, for the most part peopled
by hangers-on of the Court. So we were not sorry when we crossed the river
by a high-pitched bridge, where in days to come I was destined to behold
one of the strangest sights ever seen by mortal man, and rode out into the
country. Here all was different, for we found ourselves among the
husbandmen, who were the descendants of the original owners of the land
and lived upon its produce. Every available inch of soil seemed to be
cultivated by the aid of a wonderful system of irrigation. Indeed water
was lifted to levels where it would not flow naturally, by means of wheels
turned with mules, or even in some places carried up by the women, who
bore poles on their shoulders to which were balanced buckets.
Leo asked the Khania what happened if there was a bad season. She replied
grimly that famine happened, in which thousands of people perished, and
that after the famine came pestilence. These famines were periodical, and
were it not for them, she added, the people would long ago have been
driven to kill each other like hungry rats, since having no outlet and
increasing so rapidly, the land, large as it was, could not hold them all.
“Will this be a good year?” I asked.
“It is feared not,” she answered, “for the river has not risen well and
but few rains have fallen. Also the light that shone last night on the
Fire-mountain is thought a bad omen, which means, they say, that the
Spirit of the Mountain is angry and that drought will follow. Let us hope
they will not say also that this is because strangers have visited the
land, bringing with them bad luck.”
“If so,” said Leo with a laugh, “we shall have to fly to the Mountain to
take refuge there.”
“Do you then wish to take refuge in death?” she asked darkly. “Of this be
sure, my guests, that never while I live shall you be allowed to cross the
river which borders the slopes of yonder peak.”
“Why not, Khania?”
“Because, my lord Leo—that is your name, is it not?—such is my
will, and while I rule here my will is law. Come, let us turn homewards.”
That night we did not eat in the great hall, but in the room which
adjoined our bed-chambers. We were not left alone, however, for the Khania
and her uncle, the Shaman, who always attended her, joined our meal. When
we greeted them wondering, she said briefly that it was arranged thus
because she refused to expose us to more insults. She added that a
festival had begun which would last for a week, and that she did not wish
us to see how vile were the ways of her people.
That evening and many others which followed it—we never dined in the
central hall again—passed pleasantly enough, for the Khania made Leo
tell her of England where he was born, and of the lands that he had
visited, their peoples and customs. I spoke also of the history of
Alexander, whose general Rassen, her far-off forefather, conquered the
country of Kaloon, and of the land of Egypt, whence the latter came, and
so it went on till midnight, while Atene listened to us greedily, her eyes
fixed always on Leo’s face.
Many such nights did we spend thus in the palace of the city of Kaloon
where, in fact, we were close prisoners. But oh! the days hung heavy on
our hands. If we went into the courtyard or reception rooms of the palace,
the lords and their followers gathered round us and pestered us with
questions, for, being very idle, they were also very curious.
Also the women, some of whom were fair enough, began to talk to us on this
pretext or on that, and did their best to make love to Leo; for, in
contrast with their slim, delicate-looking men, they found this
deep-chested, yellow-haired stranger to their taste. Indeed they troubled
him much with gifts of flowers and messages sent by servants or soldiers,
making assignations with him, which of course he did not keep.
If we went out into the streets, matters were as bad, for then the people
ceased from their business, such as it was, and followed us about, staring
at us till we took refuge again in the palace gardens.
There remained, therefore, only our rides in the country with the Khania,
but after three or four of them, these came to an end owing to the
jealousy of the Khan, who vowed that if we went out together any more he
would follow with the death-hounds. So we must ride alone, if at all, in
the centre of a large guard of soldiers sent to see that we did not
attempt to escape, and accompanied very often by a mob of peasants, who
with threats and entreaties demanded that we should give back the rain
which they said we had taken from them. For now the great drought had
begun in earnest.
Thus it came about that at length our only resource was making pretence to
fish in the river, where the water was so clear and low that we could
catch nothing, watching the while the Fire-mountain, that loomed in the
distance mysterious and unreachable, and vainly racking our brains for
plans to escape thither, or at least to communicate with its priestess, of
whom we could learn no more.
For two great burdens lay upon our souls. The burden of desire to continue
our search and to meet with its reward which we were sure that we should
pluck amid the snows of yonder peak, if we could but come there; and the
burden of approaching catastrophe at the hands of the Khania Atene. She
had made no love to Leo since that night in the Gateway, and, indeed, even
if she had wished to, this would have been difficult, since I took care
that he was never left for one hour alone. No duenna could have clung to a
Spanish princess more closely than I did to Leo. Yet I could see well that
her passion was no whit abated; that it grew day by day, indeed, as the
fire swells in the heart of a volcano, and that soon it must break loose
and spread its ruin round. The omen of it was to be read in her words, her
gestures, and her tragic eyes.
CHAPTER X
IN THE SHAMAN’S CHAMBER
One night Simbri asked us to dine with him in his own apartments in the
highest tower of the palace—had we but known it, for us a fateful
place indeed, for here the last act of the mighty drama was destined to be
fulfilled. So we went, glad enough of any change. When we had eaten Leo
grew very thoughtful, then said suddenly—“Friend Simbri, I wish to
ask a favour of you—that you will beg the Khania to let us go our
ways.”
Instantly the Shaman’s cunning old face became like a mask of ivory.
“Surely you had better ask your favours of the lady herself, lord; I do
not think that any in reason will be refused to you,” he replied.
“Let us stop fencing,” said Leo, “and consider the facts. It has seemed to
me that the Khania Atene is not happy with her husband.”
“Your eyes are very keen, lord, and who shall say that they have deceived
you?”
“It has seemed, further,” went on Leo, reddening, “that she has been so
good as to look on me with—some undeserved regard.”
“Ah! perhaps you guessed that in the Gate-house yonder, if you have not
forgotten what most men would remember.”
“I remember certain things, Simbri, that have to do with her and you.”
The Shaman only stroked his beard and said: “Proceed!”
“There is little to add, Simbri, except that I am not minded to
bring scandal on the name of the first lady in your land.”
“Nobly said, lord, nobly said, though here they do not trouble much about
such things. But how if the matter could be managed without scandal? If,
for instance, the Khania chose to take another husband the whole land
would rejoice, for she is the last of her royal race.”
“How can she take another husband when she has one living?”
“True; indeed that is a question which I have considered, but the answer
to it is that men die. It is the common lot, and the Khan has been
drinking very heavily of late.”
“You mean that men can be murdered,” said Leo angrily. “Well, I will have
nothing to do with such a crime. Do you understand me?”
As the words passed his lips I heard a rustle and turned my head. Behind
us were curtains beyond which the Shaman slept, kept his instruments of
divination and worked out his horoscopes. Now they had been drawn, and
between them, in her royal array, stood the Khania still as a statue.
“Who was it that spoke of crime?” she asked in a cold voice. “Was it you,
my lord Leo?”
Rising from his chair, he faced her and said—“Lady, I am glad that
you have heard my words, even if they should vex you.”
“Why should it vex me to learn that there is one honest man in this court
who will have naught to do with murder? Nay, I honour you for those words.
Know also that no such foul thoughts have come near to me. Yet, Leo
Vincey, that which is written—is written.”
“Doubtless, Khania; but what is written?”
“Tell him, Shaman.”
Now Simbri passed behind the curtain and returned thence with a roll from
which he read: “The heavens have declared by their signs infallible that
before the next new moon, the Khan Rassen will lie dead at the hands of
the stranger lord who came to this country from across the mountains.”
“Then the heavens have declared a lie,” said Leo contemptuously.
“That is as you will,” answered Atene; “but so it must befall, not by my
hand or those of my servants, but by yours. And then?”
“Why by mine? Why not by Holly’s? Yet, if so, then doubtless I shall
suffer the punishment of my crime at the hands of his mourning widow,” he
replied exasperated.
“You are pleased to mock me, Leo Vincey, well knowing what a husband this
man is to me.”
Now I felt that the crisis had come, and so did Leo, for he looked her in
the face and said—“Speak on, lady, say all you wish; perhaps it will
be better for us both.”
“I obey you, lord. Of the beginning of this fate I know nothing, but I
read from the first page that is open to me. It has to do with this
present life of mine. Learn, Leo Vincey, that from my childhood onwards
you have haunted me. Oh! when first I saw you yonder by the river, your
face was not strange to me, for I knew it—I knew it well in dreams.
When I was a little maid and slept one day amidst the flowers by the
river’s brim, it came first to me—ask my uncle here if this be not
so, though it is true that your face was younger then. Afterwards again
and again I saw it in my sleep and learned to know that you were mine, for
the magic of my heart taught me this.
“Then passed the long years while I felt that you were drawing near to me,
slowly, very slowly, but ever drawing nearer, wending onward and outward
through the peoples of the world; across the hills, across the plains,
across the sands, across the snows, on to my side. At length came the end,
for one night not three moons ago, whilst this wise man, my uncle, and I
sat together here studying the lore that he has taught me and striving to
wring its secrets from the past, a vision came to me.
“Look you, I was lost in a charmed sleep which looses the spirit from the
body and gives it strength to stray afar and to see those things that have
been and that are yet to be. Then I saw you and your companion clinging to
a point of broken ice, over the river of the gulf. I do not lie; it is
written here upon the scroll. Yes, it was you, the man of my dreams, and
no other, and we knew the place and hurried thither and waited by the
water, thinking that perhaps beneath it you lay dead.
“Then, while we waited, lo! two tiny figures appeared far above upon the
icy tongue that no man may climb, and oh! you know the rest. Spellbound we
stood and saw you slip and hang, saw you sever the thin cord and rush
downwards, yes, and saw that brave man, Holly, leap headlong after you.
“But mine was the hand that drew you from the torrent, where otherwise you
must have drowned, you the love of the long past and of to-day, aye, and
of all time. Yes, you and no other, Leo Vincey. It was this spirit that
foresaw your danger and this hand which delivered you from death, and—and
would you refuse them now—when I, the Khania of Kaloon, proffer them
to you?”
So she spoke, and leaned upon the table, looking up into his face with
lips that trembled and with appealing eyes.
“Lady,” said Leo, “you saved me, and again I thank you, though perhaps it
would have been better if you had let me drown. But, forgive me the
question, if all this tale be true, why did you marry another man?”
Now she shrank back as though a knife had pricked her.
“Oh! blame me not,” she moaned, “it was but policy which bound me to this
madman, whom I ever loathed. They urged me to it; yes, even you, Simbri,
my uncle, and for that deed accursed be your head—urged me, saying
that it was necessary to end the war between Rassen’s faction and my own.
That I was the last of the true race, moreover, which must be carried on;
saying also that my dreams and my rememberings were but sick phantasies.
So, alas! alas! I yielded, thinking to make my people great.”
“And yourself, the greatest of them, if all I hear is true,” commented Leo
bluntly, for he was determined to end this thing. “Well, I do not blame
you, Khania, although now you tell me that I must cut a knot you tied by
taking the life of this husband of your own choice, for so forsooth it is
decreed by fate, that fate which you have shaped. Yes, I must do
what you will not do, and kill him. Also your tale of the decree of the
heavens and of that vision which led you to the precipice to save us is
false. Lady, you met me by the river because the ‘mighty’ Hesea, the
Spirit of the Mountain, so commanded you.”
“How know you that?” Atene said, springing up and facing him, while the
jaw of old Simbri dropped and the eyelids blinked over his glazed eyes.
“In the same way that I know much else. Lady, it would have been better if
you had spoken all the truth.”
Now Atene’s face went ashen and her cheeks sank in.
“Who told you?” she whispered. “Was it you, Magician?” and she turned upon
her uncle like a snake about to strike. “Oh! if so, be sure that I shall
learn it, and though we are of one blood and have loved each other, I will
pay you back in agony.”
“Atene, Atene,” Simbri broke in, holding up his claw-like hands, “you know
well it was not I.”
“Then it was you, you ape-faced wanderer, you messenger of the evil gods?
Oh! why did I not kill you at the first? Well, that fault can be
remedied.”
“Lady,” I said blandly, “am I also a magician?”
“Aye,” she answered, “I think that you are, and that you have a mistress
who dwells in fire.”
“Then, Khania,” I said, “such servants and such mistresses are ill to
meddle with. Say, what answer has the Hesea sent to your report of our
coming to this land?”
“Listen,” broke in Leo before she could reply. “I go to ask a certain
question of the Oracle on yonder mountain peak. With your will or without
it I tell you that I go, and afterwards you can settle which is the
stronger—the Khania of Kaloon or the Hesea of the House of Fire.”
Atene listened and for a while stood silent, perhaps because she had no
answer. Then she said with a little laugh—“Is that your will? Well,
I think that yonder are none whom you would wish to wed. There is fire and
to spare, but no lovely, shameless spirit haunts it to drive men mad with
evil longings;” and as though at some secret thought, a spasm of pain
crossed her face and caught her breath. Then she went on in the same cold
voice—“Wanderers, this land has its secrets, into which no foreigner
must pry. I say to you yet again that while I live you set no foot upon
that Mountain. Know also, Leo Vincey, I have bared my heart to you, and I
have been told in answer that this long quest of yours is not for me, as I
was sure in my folly, but, as I think, for some demon wearing the shape of
woman, whom you will never find. Now I make no prayer to you; it is not
fitting, but you have learned too much.
“Therefore, consider well to-night and before next sundown answer. Having
offered, I do not go back, and tomorrow you shall tell me whether you will
take me when the time comes, as come it must, and rule this land and be
great and happy in my love, or whether, you and your familiar together,
you will—die. Choose then between the vengeance of Atene and her
love, since I am not minded to be mocked in my own land as a wanton who
sought a stranger and was—refused.”
Slowly, slowly, in an intense whisper she spoke the words, that fell one
by one from her lips like drops of blood from a death wound, and there
followed silence. Never shall I forget the scene. There the old wizard
watched us through his horny eyes, that blinked like those of some night
bird. There stood the imperial woman in her royal robes, with icy rage
written on her face and vengeance in her glance. There, facing her, was
the great form of Leo, quiet, alert, determined, holding back his doubts
and fears with the iron hand of will. And there to the right was I,
noting all things and wondering how long I, “the familiar,” who had earned
Atene’s hate, would be left alive upon the earth.
Thus we stood, watching each other, till suddenly I noted that the flame
of the lamp above us flickered and felt a draught strike upon my face.
Then I looked round, and became aware of another presence. For yonder in
the shadow showed the tall form of a man. See! it shambled forward
silently, and I saw that its feet were naked. Now it reached the ring of
the lamplight and burst into a savage laugh.
It was the Khan.
Atene, his wife, looked up and saw him, and never did I admire that
passionate woman’s boldness more, who admired little else about her save
her beauty, for her face showed neither anger nor fear, but contempt only.
And yet she had some cause to be afraid, as she well knew.
“What do you here, Rassen?” she asked, “creeping on me with your naked
feet? Get you back to your drink and the ladies of your court.”
But he still laughed on, an hyena laugh.
“What have you heard?” she said, “that makes you so merry?”
“What have I heard?” Rassen gurgled out between his screams of hideous
glee. “Oho! I have heard the Khania, the last of the true blood, the first
in the land, the proud princess who will not let her robes be soiled by
those of the ‘ladies of the court’ and my wife, my wife, who asked me to
marry her—mark that, you strangers—because I was her cousin
and a rival ruler, and the richest lord in all the land, and thereby she
thought she would increase her power—I have heard her offer herself
to a nameless wanderer with a great yellow beard, and I have heard him,
who hates and would escape from her”—here he screamed with laughter—“refuse
her in such a fashion as I would not refuse the lowest woman in the
palace.
“I have heard also—but that I always knew—that I am mad; for,
strangers, I was made mad by a hate-philtre which that old Rat,” and he
pointed to Simbri, “gave me in my drink—yes, at my marriage feast.
It worked well, for truly there is no one whom I hate more than the Khania
Atene. Why, I cannot bear her touch, it makes me sick. I loathe to be in
the same room with her; she taints the air; there is a smell of sorceries
about her.
“It seems that it takes you thus also, Yellow-beard? Well, if so, ask the
old Rat for a love drink; he can mix it, and then you will think her sweet
and sound and fair, and spend some few months jollily enough. Man, don’t
be a fool, the cup that is thrust into your hands looks goodly. Drink,
drink deep. You’ll never guess the liquor’s bad—till to-morrow—though
it be mixed with a husband’s poisoned blood,” and again Rassen screamed in
his unholy mirth.
To all these bitter insults, venomed with the sting of truth, Atene
listened without a word. Then, she turned to us and bowed.
“My guests,” she said, “I pray you pardon me for all I cannot help. You
have strayed to a corrupt and evil land, and there stands its crown and
flower. Khan Rassen, your doom is written, and I do not hasten it, because
once for a little while we were near to each other, though you have been
naught to me for this many a year save a snake that haunts my house. Were
it otherwise, the next cup you drank should still your madness, and that
vile tongue of yours which gives its venom voice. My uncle, come with me.
Your hand, for I grow weak with shame and woe.”
The old Shaman hobbled forward, but when he came face to face with the
Khan he stopped and looked him up and down with his dim eyes. Then he said—“Rassen,
I saw you born, the son of an evil woman, and your father none knew but I.
The flame flared that night upon the Fire-mountain, and the stars hid
their faces, for none of them would own you, no, not even those of the
most evil influence. I saw you wed and rise drunken from your marriage
feast, your arm about a wanton’s neck. I have seen you rule, wasting the
land for your cruel pleasure, turning the fertile fields into great parks
for your game, leaving those who tilled them to starve upon the road or
drown themselves in ditches for very misery. And soon, soon I shall see
you die in pain and blood, and then the chain will fall from the neck of
this noble lady whom you revile, and another more worthy shall take your
place and rear up children to fill your throne, and the land shall have
rest again.”
Now I listened to these words—and none who did not hear them can
guess the fearful bitterness with which they were spoken—expecting
every moment that the Khan would draw the short sword at his side and cut
the old man down. But he did not; he cowered before him like a dog before
some savage master, the weight of whose whip he knows. Yes, answering
nothing, he shrank into the corner and cowered there, while Simbri, taking
Atene by the hand, went from the room. At its massive, iron-bound door he
turned and pointing to the crouching figure with his staff, said—“Khan
Rassen, I raised you up, and now I cast you down. Remember me when you lie
dying—in blood and pain.”
Their footsteps died away, and the Khan crept from his corner, looking
about him furtively.
“Have that Rat and the other gone?” he asked of us, wiping his damp brow
with his sleeve; and I saw that fear had sobered him and that for awhile
the madness had left his eyes.
I answered that they had gone.
“You think me a coward,” he went on passionately, “and it is true, I am
afraid of him and her—as you, Yellow-beard, will be afraid when your
turn comes. I tell you that they sapped my strength and crazed me with
their drugged drink, making me the thing I am, for who can war against
their wizardries? Look you now. Once I was a prince, the lord of half this
land, noble of form and upright of heart, and I loved her accursed beauty
as all must love it on whom she turns her eyes. And she turned them on me,
she sought me in marriage; it was that old Rat who bore her
message.
“So I stayed the great war and married the Khania and became the Khan; but
better had it been for me if I had crept into her kitchen as a scullion,
than into her chamber as a husband. For from the first she hated me, and
the more I loved, the more she hated, till at our wedding feast she
doctored me with that poison which made me loathe her, and thus divorced
us; which made me mad also, eating into my brain like fire.”
“If she hated you so sorely, Khan,” I asked, “why did she not mix a
stronger draught and have done with you?”
“Why? Because of policy, for I ruled half the land. Because it suited her
also that I should live on, a thing to mock at, since while I was alive no
other husband could be forced upon her by the people. For she is not a
woman, she is a witch, who desires to live alone, or so I thought until
to-night”—and he glowered at Leo.
“She knew also that although I must shrink from her, I still love her in
my heart, and can still be jealous, and therefore that I should protect
her from all men. It was she who set me on that lord whom my dogs tore
awhile ago, because he was powerful and sought her favour and would not be
denied. But now,” and again he glowered at Leo, “now I know why she has
always seemed so cold. It is because there lived a man to melt whose ice
she husbanded her fire.”
Then Leo, who all this while had stood silent, stepped forward.
“Listen, Khan,” he said. “Did the ice seem like melting a little while
ago?”
“No—unless you lied. But that was only because the fire is not yet
hot enough. Wait awhile until it burns up, and melt you must, for who can
match his will against Atene?”
“And what if the ice desires to flee the fire? Khan, they said that I
should kill you, but I do not seek your blood. You think that I would rob
you of your wife, yet I have no such thought towards her. We desire to
escape this town of yours, but cannot, because its gates are locked, and
we are prisoners, guarded night and day. Hear me, then. You have the power
to set us free and to be rid of us.”
The Khan looked at him cunningly. “And if I set you free, whither would
you go? You could tumble down yonder gorge, but only the birds can climb
its heights.”
“To the Fire-mountain, where we have business.”
Rassen stared at him.
“Is it I who am mad, or are you, who wish to visit the Fire-mountain? Yet
that is nothing to me, save that I do not believe you. But if so you might
return again and bring others with you. Perchance, having its lady, you
wish this land also by right of conquest. It has foes up yonder.”
“It is not so,” answered Leo earnestly. “As one man to another, I tell you
it is not so. I ask no smile of your wife and no acre of your soil.
Be wise and help us to be gone, and live on undisturbed in such fashion as
may please you.”
The Khan stood still awhile, swinging his long arms vacantly, till
something seemed to come into his mind that moved him to merriment, for he
burst into one of his hideous laughs.
“I am thinking,” he said, “what Atene would say if she woke up to find her
sweet bird flown. She would search for you and be angry with me.”
“It seems that she cannot be angrier than she is,” I answered. “Give us a
night’s start and let her search never so closely, she shall not find us.”
“You forget, Wanderer, that she and her old Rat have arts. Those who knew
where to meet you might know where to seek you. And yet, and yet, it would
be rare to see her rage. ‘Oh, Yellow-beard, where are you, Yellow-beard?’
he went on, mimicking his wife’s voice. ‘Come back and let me melt your
ice, Yellow-beard.’”
Again he laughed; then said suddenly—“When can you be ready?”
“In half an hour,” I answered.
“Good. Go to your chambers and prepare. I will join you there presently.”
So we went.
CHAPTER XI
THE HUNT AND THE KILL
We reached our rooms, meeting no one in the passages, and there made our
preparations. First we changed our festal robes for those warmer garments
in which we had travelled to the city of Kaloon. Then we ate and drank
what we could of the victuals which stood in the antechamber, not knowing
when we should find more food, and filled two satchels such as these
people sling about their shoulders, with the remains of the meat and
liquor and a few necessaries. Also we strapped our big hunting knives
about our middles and armed ourselves with short spears that were made for
the stabbing of game.
“Perhaps he has laid a plot to murder us, and we may as well defend
ourselves while we can,” suggested Leo.
I nodded, for the echoes of the Khan’s last laugh still rang in my ears.
It was a very evil laugh.
“Likely enough,” I said. “I do not trust that insane brute. Still, he
wishes to be rid of us.”
“Yes, but as he said, live men may return, whereas the dead do not.”
“Atene thinks otherwise,” I commented.
“And yet she threatened us with death,” answered Leo.
“Because her shame and passion make her mad,” I replied, after which we
were silent.
Presently the door opened, and through it came the Khan, muffled in a
great cloak as though to disguise himself.
“Come,” he said, “if you are ready.” Then, catching sight of the spears we
held, he added: “You will not need those things. You do not go a-hunting.”
“No,” I answered, “but who can say—we might be hunted.”
“If you believe that perhaps you had best stay where you are till the
Khania wearies of Yellow-beard and opens the gates for you,” he replied,
eyeing me with his cunning glance.
“I think not,” I said, and we started, the Khan leading the way and
motioning us to be silent.
We passed through the empty rooms on to the verandah, and from the
verandah down into the courtyard, where he whispered to us to keep in the
shadow. For the moon shone very clearly that night, so clearly, I
remember, that I could see the grass which grew between the joints of the
pavement, and the little shadows thrown by each separate blade upon the
worn surface of its stones. Now I wondered how we should pass the gate,
for there a guard was stationed, which had of late been doubled by order
of the Khania. But this gate we left upon our right, taking a path that
led into the great walled garden, where Rassen brought us to a door hidden
behind a clump of shrubs, which he unlocked with a key he carried.
Now we were outside the palace wall, and our road ran past the kennels. As
we went by these, the great, sleepless death-hounds, that wandered to and
fro like prowling lions, caught our wind and burst into a sudden chorus of
terrific bays. I shivered at the sound, for it was fearful in that
silence, also I thought that it would arouse the keepers. But the Khan
went to the bars and showed himself, whereon the brutes, which knew him,
ceased their noise.
“Fear not,” he said as he returned, “the huntsmen know that they are
starved to-night, for to-morrow certain criminals will be thrown to them.”
Now we had reached the palace gates. Here the Khan bade us hide in an
archway and departed. We looked at each other, for the same thought was in
both our minds—that he had gone to fetch the murderers who were to
make an end of us. But in this we did him wrong, for presently we heard
the sound of horses’ hoofs upon the stones, and he returned leading the
two white steeds that Atene had given us.
“I saddled them with my own hands,” he whispered. “Who can do more to
speed the parting guest? Now mount, hide your faces in your cloaks as I
do, and follow me.”
So we mounted, and he trotted before us like a running footman, such as
the great lords of Kaloon employed when they went about their business or
their pleasure. Leaving the main street, he led us through a quarter of
the town that had an evil reputation, and down its tortuous by-ways. Here
we met a few revellers, while from time to time night-birds flitted from
the doorways and, throwing aside their veils, looked at us, but as we made
no sign drew back again, thinking that we passed to some assignation. We
reached the deserted docks upon the river’s edge and came to a little
quay, alongside of which a broad ferryboat was fastened.
“You must put your horses into it and row across,” Rassen said, “for the
bridges are guarded, and without discovering myself I cannot bid the
soldiers to let you pass.”
So with some little trouble we urged the horses into the boat, where I
held them by their bridles while Leo took the oars.
“Now go your ways, accursed wanderers,” cried the Khan as he thrust us
from the quay, “and pray the Spirit of the Mountain that the old Rat and
his pupil—your love, Yellow-beard, your love—are not watching
you in their magic glass. For if so we may meet again.”
Then as the stream caught us, sweeping the boat out towards the centre of
the river, he began to laugh that horrible laugh of his, calling after us—“Ride
fast, ride fast for safety, strangers; there is death behind.”
Leo put out his strength and backed water, so that the punt hung upon the
edge of the stream.
“I think that we should do well to land again and kill that man, for he
means mischief,” he said.
He spoke in English, but Rassen must have caught the ring of his voice and
guessed its meaning with the cunning of the mad. At least he shouted—“Too
late, fools,” and with a last laugh turned, ran so swiftly up the quay
that his cloak flew out upon the air behind him, and vanished into the
shadows at its head.
“Row on,” I said, and Leo bent himself to the oars.
But the ferry-boat was cumbersome and the current swift, so that we were
swept down a long way before we could cross it. At length we reached still
water near the further shore, and seeing a landing-place, managed to beach
the punt and to drag our horses to the bank. Then leaving the craft to
drift, for we had no time to scuttle her, we looked to our girths and
bridles, and mounted, heading towards the far column of glowing smoke
which showed like a beacon above the summit of the House of Fire.
At first our progress was very slow, for here there seemed to be no path,
and we were obliged to pick our way across the fields, and to search for
bridges that spanned such of the water-ditches as were too wide for us to
jump. More than an hour was spent in this work, till we came to a village
wherein none were stirring, and here struck a road which seemed to run
towards the mountain, though, as we learned afterwards, it took us very
many miles out of our true path. Now for the first time we were able to
canter, and pushed on at some speed, though not too fast, for we wished to
spare our horses and feared lest they might fall in the uncertain light.
A while before dawn the moon sank behind the Mountain, and the gloom grew
so dense that we were forced to stop, which we did, holding the horses by
their bridles and allowing them to graze a little on some young corn. Then
the sky turned grey, the light faded from the column of smoke that was our
guide, the dawn came, blushing red upon the vast snows of the distant
peak, and shooting its arrows through the loop above the pillar. We let
the horses drink from a channel that watered the corn, and, mounting them,
rode onward slowly.
Now with the shadows of the night a weight of fear seemed to be lifted off
our hearts and we grew hopeful, aye, almost joyous. That hated city was
behind us. Behind us were the Khania with her surging, doom-driven
passions and her stormy loveliness, the wizardries of her horny-eyed
mentor, so old in years and secret sin, and the madness of that strange
being, half-devil, half-martyr, at once cruel and a coward—the Khan,
her husband, and his polluted court. In front lay the fire, the snow and
the mystery they hid, sought for so many empty years. Now we would solve
it or we would die. So we pressed forward joyfully to meet our fate,
whatever it might be.
For many hours our road ran deviously through cultivated land, where the
peasants at their labour laid down their tools and gathered into knots to
watch us pass, and quaint, flat-roofed villages, whence the women snatched
up their children and fled at the sight of us. They believed us to be
lords from the court who came to work them some harm in person or in
property, and their terror told us how the country smarted beneath
the rod of the oppressor. By mid-day, although the peak seemed to be but
little nearer, the character of the land had changed. Now it sloped gently
upwards, and therefore could not be irrigated.
Evidently all this great district was dependent on the fall of timely
rains, which had not come that spring. Therefore, although the population
was still dense and every rod of the land was under the plough or spade,
the crops were failing. It was pitiful to see the green, uneared corn
already turning yellow because of the lack of moisture, the beasts
searching the starved pastures for food and the poor husbandmen wandering
about their fields or striving to hoe the iron soil.
Here the people seemed to know us as the two foreigners whose coming had
been noised abroad, and, the fear of famine having made them bold, they
shouted at us as we went by to give them back the rain which we had
stolen, or so we understood their words. Even the women and the children
in the villages prostrated themselves before us, pointing first to the
Mountain and then to the hard, blue sky, and crying to us to send them
rain. Once, indeed, we were threatened by a mob of peasants armed with
spades and reaping-hooks, who seemed inclined to bar our path, so that we
were obliged to put our horses to a gallop and pass through them with a
rush. As we went forward the country grew ever more arid and its
inhabitants more scarce, till we saw no man save a few wandering herds who
drove their cattle from place to place in search of provender.
By evening we guessed that we had reached that border tract which was
harried by the Mountain tribes, for here strong towers built of stone were
dotted about the heaths, doubtless to serve as watch-houses or places of
refuge. Whether they were garrisoned by soldiers I do not know, but I
doubt it, for we saw none. It seems probable indeed that these forts were
relics of days when the land of Kaloon was guarded from attack by rulers
of a very different character to that of the present Khan and his
immediate predecessors.
At length even the watch-towers were left behind, and by sundown we found
ourselves upon a vast uninhabited plain, where we could see no living
thing. Now we made up our minds to rest our horses awhile, proposing to
push forward again with the moon, for having the wrath of the Khania
behind us we did not dare to linger. By this evening doubtless she would
have discovered our escape, since before sundown, as she had decreed, Leo
must make his choice and give his answer. Then, as we were sure, she would
strike swiftly. Perhaps her messengers were already at their work rousing
the country to capture us, and her soldiers following on our path.
We unsaddled the horses and let them refresh themselves by rolling on the
sandy soil, and graze after a fashion upon the coarse tufts of withering
herbage which grew around. There was no water here; but this did not so
much matter, for both they and we had drunk at a little muddy pool we
found not more than an hour before. We were finishing our meal of the food
that we had brought with us, which, indeed, we needed sorely after our
sleepless night and long day’s journey, when my horse, which was
knee-haltered close at hand, lay down to roll again. This it could not do
with ease because of the rope about its fore-leg, and I watched its
efforts idly, till at length, at the fourth attempt, after hanging for a
few seconds upon its back, its legs sticking straight into the air, it
fell over slowly towards me as horses do.
“Why are its hoofs so red? Has it cut itself?” asked Leo in an indifferent
voice.
As it chanced I also had just noticed this red tinge, and for the first
time, since it was most distinct about the animal’s frogs, which until it
rolled thus I had not seen. So I rose to look at them, thinking that
probably the evening light had deceived us, or that we might have passed
through some ruddy-coloured mud. Sure enough they were red, as
though a dye had soaked into the horn and the substance of the frogs. What
was more, they gave out a pungent, aromatic smell that was unpleasant,
such a smell as might arise from blood mixed with musk and spices.
“It is very strange,” I said. “Let us look at your beast, Leo.”
So we did, and found that its hoofs had been similarly-treated.
“Perhaps it is a native mixture to preserve the horn,” suggested Leo.
I thought awhile, then a terrible idea struck me.
“I don’t want to frighten you,” I said, “but I think that we had better
saddle up and get on.”
“Why?” he asked.
“Because I believe that villain of a Khan has doctored our horses.”
“What for? To make them go lame?”
“No, Leo, to make them leave a strong scent upon dry ground.”
He turned pale. “Do you mean—those hounds?”
I nodded. Then wasting no more time in words, we saddled up in frantic
haste. Just as I fastened the last strap of my saddle I thought that a
faint sound reached my ear.
“Listen,” I said. Again it came, and now there was no doubt about it. It
was the sound of baying dogs.
“By heaven! the death-hounds,” said Leo.
“Yes,” I answered quietly enough, for at this crisis my nerves hardened
and all fear left me, “our friend the Khan is out a-hunting. That is why
he laughed.”
“What shall we do?” asked Leo. “Leave the horses?”
I looked at the Peak. Its nearest flanks were miles and miles away.
“Time enough to do that when we are forced. We can never reach that
mountain on foot, and after they had run down the horses, they would hunt
us by spoor or gaze. No, man, ride as you never rode before.”
We sprang to our saddles, but before we gave rein I turned and looked
behind me. It will be remembered that we had ridden up a long slope which
terminated in a ridge, about three miles away, the border of the great
plain whereon we stood. Now the sun had sunk behind that ridge so that
although it was still light the plain had fallen into shadow. Therefore,
while no distant object could be seen upon the plain, anything crossing
the ridge remained visible enough in that clear air, at least to persons
of keen sight.
This is what we saw. Over the ridge poured a multitude of little objects,
and amongst the last of these galloped a man mounted on a great horse, who
led another horse by the bridle.
“All the pack are out,” said Leo grimly, “and Rassen has brought a second
mount with him. Now I see why he wanted us to leave the spears, and I
think,” he shouted as we began to gallop, “that before all is done the
Shaman may prove himself a true prophet.”
Away we sped through the gathering darkness, heading straight for the
Peak. While we went I calculated our chances. Our horses, as good as any
in the land, were still strong and fresh, for although we had ridden far
we had not over-pressed them, and their condition was excellent. But
doubtless the death-hounds were fresh also, for, meaning to run us down at
night when he thought that he might catch us sleeping, Rassen would have
brought them along easily, following us by inquiry among the peasants and
only laying them on our spoor after the last village had been left behind.
Also he had two mounts, and for aught we knew—though afterwards this
proved not to be the case, for he wished to work his wickedness alone and
unseen—he might be followed by attendants with relays. Therefore it
would appear that unless we reached some place whither he did not dare to
follow, before him—that is the slopes of the Peak many miles away,
he must run us down. There remained the chance also that the dogs would
tire and refuse to pursue the chase.
This, however, seemed scarcely probable, for they were extraordinarily
swift and strong, and so savage that when once they had scented blood, in
which doubtless our horses’ hoofs were steeped, they would fall dead from
exhaustion sooner than abandon the trail. Indeed, both the Khania and
Simbri had often told us as much. Another chance—they might lose the
scent, but seeing its nature, again this was not probable. Even an English
pack will carry the trail of a red herring breast high without a fault for
hours, and here was something stronger—a cunning compound of which
the tell-tale odour would hold for days. A last chance. If we were forced
to abandon our horses, we, their riders, might possibly escape, could we
find any place to hide in on that great plain. If not, we should be seen
as well as scented, and then——No, the odds were all against
us, but so they had often been before; meanwhile we had three miles start,
and perhaps help would come to us from the Mountain, some help unforeseen.
So we set our teeth and sped away like arrows while the light lasted.
Very soon it failed, and whilst the moon was hidden behind the mountains
the night grew dark.
Now the hounds gained on us, for in the gloom, which to them was nothing,
we did not dare to ride full speed, fearing lest our horses should stumble
and lame themselves, or fall. Then it was for the second time since we had
dwelt in this land of Kaloon that of a sudden the fire flamed upon the
Peak. When we had seen it before, it had appeared to flash across the
heavens in one great lighthouse ray, concentrated through the loop above
the pillar, and there this night also the ray ran far above us like a
lance of fire. But now that we were nearer to its fount we found ourselves
bathed in a soft, mysterious radiance like that of the phosphorescence on
a summer sea, reflected downwards perhaps from the clouds and massy rock
roof of the column loop and diffused by the snows beneath.
This unearthly glimmer, faint as it was, helped us much, indeed but for it
we must have been overtaken, for here the ground was very rough, full of
holes also made by burrowing marmots. Thus in our extremity help did come
to us from the Mountain, until at length the moon rose, when as quickly as
they had appeared the volcanic fires vanished, leaving behind them nothing
but the accustomed pillar of dull red smoke.
It is a commonplace to speak of the music of hounds at chase, but often I
have wondered how that music sounds in the ears of the deer or the fox
fleeing for its life.
Now, when we filled the place of the quarry, it was my destiny to solve
this problem, and I assert with confidence that the progeny of earth can
produce no more hideous noise. It had come near to us, and in the desolate
silence of the night the hellish harmonies of its volume seemed terrific,
yet I could discern the separate notes of which it was composed,
especially one deep, bell-like bay.
I remembered that I had heard this bay when we sat in the boat upon the
river and saw that poor noble done to death for the crime of loving the
Khania. As the hunt passed us then I observed that it burst from the
throat of the leading hound, a huge brute, red in colour, with a
coal-black ear, fangs that gleamed like ivory, and a mouth which resembled
a hot oven. I even knew the name of the beast, for afterwards the Khan,
whose peculiar joy it was, had pointed it out to me. He called it Master,
because no dog in the pack dared fight it, and told me that it could kill
an armed man alone.
Now, as its baying warned us, Master was not half a mile away!
The coming of the moonlight enabled us to gallop faster, especially as
here the ground was smooth, being covered with a short, dry turf, and for
the next two hours we gained upon the pack. Yes, it was only two hours, or
perhaps less, but it seemed a score of centuries. The slopes of the Peak
were now not more than ten miles ahead, but our horses were giving out at
last. They had borne us nobly, poor beasts, though we were no light
weights, yet their strength had its limits. The sweat ran from them, their
sides panted like bellows, they breathed in gasps, they stumbled and would
scarcely answer to the flogging of our spear-shafts. Their gallop sank to
a jolting canter, and I thought that soon they must come to a dead stop.
We crossed the brow of a gentle rise, from which the ground, that was
sprinkled with bush and rocks, sloped downwards to where, some miles below
us, the river ran, bounding the enormous flanks of the Mountain. When we
had travelled a little way down this slope we were obliged to turn in
order to pass between two heaps of rock, which brought us side on to its
brow. And there, crossing it not more than three hundred yards away, we
saw the pack. There were fewer of them now; doubtless many had fallen out
of the hunt, but many still remained. Moreover, not far behind them rode
the Khan, though his second mount was gone, or more probably he was riding
it, having galloped the first to a standstill.
Our poor horses saw them also, and the sight lent them wings, for all the
while they knew that they were running for their lives. This we could tell
from the way they quivered whenever the baying came near to them, not as
horses tremble with the pleasureable excitement of the hunt, but in an
extremity of terror, as I have often seen them do when a prowling tiger
roars close to their camp. On they went as though they were fresh from the
stable, nor did they fail again until another four miles or so were
covered and the river was but a little way ahead, for we could hear the
rush of its waters.
Then slowly but surely the pack overtook us. We passed a clump of bush,
but when we had gone a couple of hundred yards or so across the open plain
beyond, feeling that the horses were utterly spent, I shouted to Leo—“Ride
round back to the bush and hide there.” So we did, and scarcely had we
reached it and dismounted when the hounds came past. Yes, they went within
fifty yards of us, lolloping along upon our spoor and running all but
mute, for now they were too weary to waste their breath in vain. “Run for
it,” I said to Leo as soon as they had gone by, “for they will be back on
the scent presently,” and we set off to the right across the line that the
hounds had taken, so as not to cut our own spoor.
About a hundred yards away was a rock, which fortunately we were able to
reach before the pack swung round upon the horses’ tracks, and therefore
they did not view us. Here we stayed until following the loop, they came
to the patch of bush and passed behind it. Then we ran forward again as
far as we could go. Glancing backwards as we went, I saw our two poor,
foundered beasts plunging away across the plain, happily almost in the
same line along which we had ridden from the rise. They were utterly done,
but freed from our weights and urged on by fear, could still gallop and
keep ahead of the dogs, though we knew that this would not be for very
long. I saw also that the Khan, guessing what we had done in our despair,
was trying to call his hounds off the horses, but as yet without avail,
for they would not leave the quarry which they had viewed.
All this came to my sight in a flash, but I remember the picture well. The
mighty, snow-clad Peak surmounted by its column of glowing smoke and
casting its shadow for mile upon mile across the desert flats; the plain
with its isolated rocks and grey bushes; the doomed horses struggling
across it with convulsive bounds; the trailing line of great dogs that
loped after them, and amongst these, looking small and lonely in that vast
place, the figure of the Khan and his horse, of which the black hide was
beflecked with foam. Then above, the blue and tender sky, where the round
moon shone so clearly that in her quiet, level light no detail, even the
smallest, could escape the eye.
Now youth and even middle age were far behind me, and although a very
strong man for my years, I could not run as I used to do. Also I was most
weary, and my limbs were stiff and chafed with long riding, so I made but
slow progress, and to worsen matters I struck my left foot against a stone
and hurt it much. I implored Leo to go on and leave me, for we thought
that if we could once reach the river our scent would be lost in the
water; at any rate that it would give us a chance of life. Just then too,
I heard the belling bay of the hound Master, and waited for the next. Yes,
it was nearer to us. The Khan had made a cast and found our line.
Presently we must face the end.
“Go, go!” I said. “I can keep them back for a few minutes and you may
escape. It is your quest, not mine. Ayesha awaits you, not me, and I am
weary of life. I wish to die and have done with it.”
Thus I gasped, not all at once, but in broken words, as I hobbled along
clinging to Leo’s arm. But he only answered in a low voice—“Be
quiet, or they will hear you,” and on he went, dragging me with him.
We were quite near the water now, for we could see it gleaming below us,
and oh! how I longed for one deep drink. I remember that this was the
uppermost desire in my mind, to drink and drink. But the hounds were
nearer still to us, so near that we could hear the pattering of their feet
on the dry ground mingled with the thud of the hoofs of the Khan’s
galloping horse. We had reached some rocks upon a little rise, just where
the bank began, when Leo said suddenly—“No use, we can’t make it.
Stop and let’s see the thing through.”
So we wheeled round, resting our backs against the rock. There, about a
hundred yards off, were the death-hounds, but Heaven be praised! only
three of them. The rest had followed the flying horses, and doubtless
when they caught them at last, which may have been far distant, had
stopped to gorge themselves upon them. So they were out of the fight. Only
three, and the Khan, a wild figure, who galloped with them; but those
three, the black and red brute, Master, and two others almost as fierce
and big.
“It might be worse,” said Leo. “If you will try to tackle the dogs, I’ll
do my best with the Khan,” and stooping down he rubbed his palms in the
grit, for they were wet as water, an example which I followed. Then we
gripped the spears in our right hands and the knives in our left, and
waited.
The dogs had seen us now and came on, growling and baying fearfully. With
a rush they came, and I am not ashamed to own that I felt terribly afraid,
for the brutes seemed the size of lions and more fierce. One, it was the
smallest of them, outstripped the others, and, leaping up the little rise,
sprang straight at my throat.
Why or how I do not know, but on the impulse of the moment I too sprang to
meet it, so that its whole weight came upon the point of my spear, which
was backed by my weight. The spear entered between its forelegs and such
was the shock that I was knocked backwards. But when I regained my feet I
saw the dog rolling on the ground before me and gnashing at the spear
shaft, which had been twisted from my hand.
The other two had jumped at Leo, but failed to get hold, though one of
them tore away a large fragment from his tunic. Foolishly enough, he
hurled his spear at it but missed, for the steel passed just under its
belly and buried itself deep in the ground. The pair of them did not come
on again at once. Perhaps the sight of their dying companion made them
pause. At any rate, they stood at a little distance snarling, where, as
our spears were gone, they were safe from us.
Now the Khan had ridden up and sat upon his horse glowering at us, and his
face was like the face of a devil. I had hoped that he might fear to
attack, but the moment I saw his eyes, I knew that this would not be. He
was quite mad with hate, jealousy, and the long-drawn excitement of the
hunt, and had come to kill or be killed. Sliding from the saddle, he drew
his short sword—for either he had lost his spear or had brought none—and
made a hissing noise to the two dogs, pointing at me with the sword. I saw
them spring and I saw him rush at Leo, and after that who can tell exactly
what happened?
My knife went home to the hilt in the body of one dog—and it came to
the ground and lay there—for its hindquarters were paralysed,
howling, snarling and biting at me. But the other, the fiend called
Master, got me by the right arm beneath the elbow, and I felt my bones
crack in its mighty jaws, and the agony of it, or so I suppose, caused me
to drop the knife, so that I was weaponless. The brute dragged me from the
rock and began to shake and worry me, although I kicked it in the stomach
with all my strength. I fell to my knees and, as it chanced, my left hand
came upon a stone of about the size of a large orange, which I gripped. I
gained my feet again and pounded at its skull with the stone, but still it
did not leave go, and this was well for me, for its next hold would have
been on my throat.
We twisted and tumbled to and fro, man and dog together. At one turn I
thought that I saw Leo and the Khan rolling over and over each other upon
the ground; at another, that he, the Khan, was sitting against a stone
looking at me, and it came into my mind that he must have killed Leo and
was watching while the dog worried me to death.
Then just as things began to grow black, something sprang forward and I
saw the huge hound lifted from the earth. Its jaws opened, my arm came
free and fell against my side. Yes! the brute was whirling round in the
air. Leo held it by its hind legs and with all his great strength whirled
it round and round.
Thud!
He had dashed its head against the rock, and it fell and lay still, a
huddled heap of black and red. Oddly enough, I did not faint; I suppose
that the pain and the shock to my nerves kept me awake, for I heard Leo
say in a matter-of-fact voice between his gasps for breath—“Well,
that’s over, and I think that I have fulfilled the Shaman’s prophecy.
Let’s look and make sure.”
Then he led me with him to one of the rocks, and there, resting supinely
against it, sat the Khan, still living but unable to move hand or foot.
The madness had quite left his face and he looked at us with melancholy
eyes, like the eyes of a sick child.
“You are brave men,” he said, slowly, “strong also, to have killed those
hounds and broken my back. So it has come about as was foretold by the old
Rat. After all, I should have hunted Atene, not you, though now she lives
to avenge me, for her own sake, not mine. Yellow-beard, she hunts you too
and with deadlier hounds than these, those of her thwarted passions.
Forgive me and fly to the Mountain, Yellow-beard, whither I go before you,
for there one dwells who is stronger than Atene.”
Then his jaw dropped and he was dead.
CHAPTER XII
THE MESSENGER
“He is gone,” I panted, “and the world hasn’t lost much.”
“Well, it didn’t give him much, did it, poor devil, so don’t let’s speak
ill of him,” answered Leo, who had thrown himself exhausted to the ground.
“Perhaps he was all right before they made him mad. At any rate he had
pluck, for I don’t want to tackle such another.”
“How did you manage it?” I asked.
“Dodged in beneath his sword, closed with him, threw him and smashed him
up over that lump of stone. Sheer strength, that’s all. A cruel business,
but it was his life or mine, and there you are. It’s lucky I finished it
in time to help you before that oven-mouthed brute tore your throat out.
Did you ever see such a dog? It looks as large as a young donkey. Are you
much hurt, Horace?”
“Oh, my forearm is chewed to a pulp, but nothing else, I think. Let us get
down to the water; if I can’t drink soon I shall faint. Also the rest of
the pack is somewhere about, fifty or more of them.”
“I don’t think they will trouble us, they have got the horses, poor
beasts. Wait a minute and I will come.”
Then he rose, found the Khan’s sword, a beautiful and ancient weapon, and
with a single cut of its keen edge, killed the second dog that I had
wounded, which was still yowling and snarling at us. After this he
collected the two spears and my knife, saying that they might be useful,
and without trouble caught the Khan’s horse, which stood with hanging head
close by, so tired that even this desperate fight had not frightened it
away.
“Now,” he said, “up you go, old fellow. You are not fit to walk any
farther;” and with his help I climbed into the saddle.
Then slipping the rein over his arm he led the horse, which walked
stiffly, on to the river, that ran within a quarter of a mile of us,
though to me, tortured as I was by pain and half delirious with
exhaustion, the journey seemed long enough.
Still we came there somehow, and, forgetting my wounds, I tumbled from the
horse, threw myself flat and drank and drank, more, I think, than ever I
did before. Not in all my life have I tasted anything so delicious as was
that long draught of water. When I had satisfied my thirst, I dipped my
head and made shift to jerk my wounded arm into it, for its coolness
seemed to still the pain. Presently Leo rose, the water running from his
face and beard, and said—“What shall we do now? The river seems to
be wide, over a hundred yards, and it is low, but there may be deep water
in the middle. Shall we try to cross, in which case we might drown, or
stop where we are till daylight and take our chance of the death-hounds?”
“I can’t go another foot,” I murmured faintly, “much less try to ford an
unknown river.”
Now, about thirty yards from the shore was an island covered with reeds
and grasses.
“Perhaps we could reach that,” he said. “Come, get on to my back, and we
will try.”
I obeyed with difficulty, and we set out, he feeling his way with the
handle of the spear. The water proved to be quite shallow; indeed, it
never came much above his knees, so that we reached the island without
trouble. Here Leo laid me down on the soft rushes, and, returning to the
mainland, brought over the black horse and the remaining weapons, and
having unsaddled the beast, knee-haltered and turned it loose, whereon it
immediately lay down, for it was too spent to feed.
Then he set to work to doctor my wounds. Well it proved for me that the
sleeve of my garment was so thick, for even through it the flesh of my
forearm was torn to ribbons, moreover a bone seemed to be broken. Leo
collected a double handful of some soft wet moss and, having washed the
arm, wrapped it round with a handkerchief, over which he laid the moss.
Then with a second handkerchief and some strips of linen torn from our
undergarments he fastened a couple of split reeds to serve as rough
splints to the wounded limb. While he was doing this I suppose that I
slept or swooned. At any rate, I remember no more.
Sometime during that night Leo had a strange dream, of which he told me
the next morning. I suppose that it must have been a dream as certainly I
saw or was aware of nothing. Well, he dreamed—I use his own words as
nearly as possible—that again he heard those accursed death-hounds
in full cry. Nearer and nearer they came, following our spoor to the edge
of the river—all the pack that had run down the horses. At the
water’s brink they halted and were mute. Then suddenly a puff of wind
brought the scent of us upon the island to one of them which lifted up its
head and uttered a single bay. The rest clustered about it, and all at
once they made a dash at the water.
Leo could see and hear everything. He felt that after all our doom was now
at hand, and yet, held in the grip of nightmare, if nightmare it were, he
was quite unable to stir or even to cry out to wake and warn me.
Now followed the marvel of this vision. Giving tongue as they came, half
swimming and half plunging, the hounds drew near to the island where we
slept. Then, suddenly Leo saw that we were no longer alone. In front of
us, on the brink of the water, stood the figure of a woman clad in some
dark garment. He could not describe her face or appearance, for her back
was towards him.
All he knew was that she stood there, like a guard, holding some object in
her raised hand, and that suddenly the advancing hounds caught sight of
her. In an instant it was as though they were paralysed by fear—for
their bays turned to fearful howlings. One or two of those that were
nearest to the island seemed to lose their footing and be swept away by
the stream. The rest struggled back to the bank, and fled wildly like
whipped curs.
Then the dark, commanding figure, which in his dream Leo took to be the
guardian Spirit of the Mountain, vanished. That it left no footprints
behind it I can vouch, for in the morning we looked to see.
When, awakened by the sharp pangs in my arm, I opened my eyes again, the
dawn was breaking. A thin mist hung over the river and the island, and
through it I could see Leo sleeping heavily at my side and the shape of
the black horse, which had risen and was grazing close at hand. I lay
still for a while remembering all that we had undergone and wondering that
I should live to wake, till presently above the murmuring of the water I
heard a sound which terrified me, the sound of voices. I sat up and peered
through the reeds, and there upon the bank, looking enormous in the mist,
I saw two figures mounted upon horses, those of a woman and a man.
They were pointing to the ground as though they examined spoor in the
sand. I heard the man say something about the dogs not daring to enter the
territory of the Mountain, a remark which came back to my mind again after
Leo had told me his dream. Then I remembered how we were placed.
“Wake!” I whispered to Leo. “Wake, we are pursued.”
He sprang to his feet, rubbing his eyes and snatching at a spear. Now
those upon the bank saw him, and a sweet voice spoke through the mist,
saying—“Lay down that weapon, my guest, for we are not come to harm
you.”
It was the voice of the Khania Atene, and the man with her was the old
Shaman Simbri.
“What shall we do now, Horace?” asked Leo with something like a groan, for
in the whole world there were no two people whom he less wished to see.
“Nothing,” I answered, “it is for them to play.”
“Come to us,” called the Khania across the water. “I swear that we mean no
harm. Are we not alone?”
“I do not know,” answered Leo, “but it seems unlikely. Where we are we
stop until we are ready to march again.”
Atene spoke to Simbri. What she said we could not hear, for she whispered,
but she appeared to be arguing with him and persuading him to some course
of which he strongly disapproved. Then suddenly both of them put their
horses at the water and rode to us through the shallows. Reaching the
island, they dismounted, and we stood staring at each other. The old man
seemed very weary in body and oppressed in mind, but the Khania was strong
and beautiful as ever, nor had passion and fatigue left any trace upon her
inscrutable face. It was she who broke the silence, saying—“You have
ridden fast and far since last we met, my guests, and left an evil token
to mark the path you took. Yonder among the rocks one lies dead. Say, how
came he to his end, who has no wound upon him?”
“By these,” answered Leo, stretching out his hands.
“I knew it,” she answered, “and I blame you not, for fate decreed that
death for him, and now it is fulfilled. Still, there are those to whom you
must answer for his blood, and I only can protect you from them.”
“Or betray me to them,” said Leo. “Khania, what do you seek?”
“That answer which you should have given me this twelve hours gone.
Remember, before you speak, that I alone can save your life—aye, and
will do it and clothe you with that dead madman’s crown and mantle.”
“You shall have your answer on yonder Mountain,” said Leo, pointing to the
peak above us, “where I seek mine.”
She paled a little and replied, “To find that it is death, for, as I have
told you, the place is guarded by savage folk who know no pity.”
“So be it. Then Death is the answer that we seek. Come, Horace, let us go
to meet him.”
“I swear to you,” she broke in, “that there dwells not the woman of your
dreams. I am that woman, yes, even I, as you are the man of mine.”
“Then, lady, prove it yonder upon the Mountain,” Leo answered.
“There dwells there no woman,” Atene went on hurriedly, “nothing dwells
there. It is the home of fire and—a Voice.”
“What voice?”
“The Voice of the Oracle that speaks from the fire. The Voice of a Spirit
whom no man has ever seen, or shall see.”
“Come, Horace,” said Leo, and he moved towards the horse.
“Men,” broke in the old Shaman, “would you rush upon your doom? Listen; I
have visited yonder haunted place, for it was I who according to custom
brought thither the body of the Khan Atene’s father for burial, and I warn
you to set no foot within its temples.”
“Which your mistress said that we should never reach,” I commented, but
Leo only answered—“We thank you for your warning,” and added,
“Horace, watch them while I saddle the horse, lest they do us a mischief.”
So I took the spear in my uninjured hand and stood ready. But they made no
attempt to hurt us, only fell back a little and began to talk in hurried
whispers. It was evident to me that they were much perturbed. In a few
minutes the horse was saddled and Leo assisted me to mount it. Then he
said—“We go to accomplish our fate, whatever it may be, but before
we part, Khania, I thank you for the kindness you have shown us, and pray
you to be wise and forget that we have ever been. Through no will of mine
your husband’s blood is on my hands, and that alone must separate us for
ever. We are divided by the doors of death and destiny. Go back to your
people, and pardon me if most unwillingly I have brought you doubt and
trouble. Farewell.”
She listened with bowed head, then replied, very sadly—“I thank you
for your gentle words, but, Leo Vincey, we do not part thus easily. You
have summoned me to the Mountain, and even to the Mountain I shall follow
you. Aye, and there I will meet its Spirit, as I have always known I must
and as the Shaman here has always known I must. Yes, I will match my
strength and magic against hers, as it is decreed that I shall do. To the
victor be that crown for which we have warred for ages.”
Then suddenly Atene sprang to her saddle, and turning her horse’s head
rode it back through the water to the shore, followed by old Simbri, who
lifted up his crooked hands as though in woe and fear, muttering as he
went—“You have entered the forbidden river and now, Atene, the day
of decision is upon us all—upon us and her—that predestined
day of ruin and of war.”
“What do they mean?” asked Leo of me.
“I don’t know,” I answered; “but I have no doubt we shall find out soon
enough and that it will be something unpleasant. Now for this river.”
Before we had struggled through it I thought more than once that the day
of drowning was upon us also, for in places there were deep rapids which
nearly swept us away. But Leo, who waded, leading the Khan’s horse by the
bridle, felt his path and supported himself with the spear shaft, so that
in the end we reached the other bank safely.
Beyond it lay a breadth of marshy lands, that doubtless were overflowed
when the torrent was in flood. Through these we pushed our way as fast as
we could, for we feared lest the Khania had gone to fetch her escort,
which we thought she might have left behind the rise, and would return
with it presently to hunt us down. At that time we did not know what we
learned afterwards, that with its bordering river the soil of the Mountain
was absolutely sacred and, in practice, inviolable. True, it had been
invaded by the people of Kaloon in several wars, but on each occasion
their army was destroyed or met with terrible disaster. Little wonder then
they had come to believe that the House of Fire was under the protection
of some unconquerable Spirit.
Leaving the marsh, we reached a bare, rising plain, which led to the first
slope of the Mountain three or four miles away. Here we expected every
moment to be attacked by the savages of whom we had heard so much, but no
living creature did we see. The place was a desert streaked with veins of
rock that once had been molten lava. I do not remember much else
about it; indeed, the pain in my arm was so sharp that I had no eyes for
physical features. At length the rise ended in a bare, broad donga, quite
destitute of vegetation, of which the bottom was buried in lava and a
debris of rocks washed down by the rain or melting snows from slopes
above. This donga was bordered on the farther side by a cliff, perhaps
fifty feet in height, in which we could see no opening.
Still we descended the place, that was dark and rugged; pervaded,
moreover, by an extraordinary gloom, and as we went perceived that its
lava floor was sprinkled over with a multitude of white objects. Soon we
came to the first of these and found that it was the skeleton of a human
being. Here was a veritable Valley of Dead Bones, thousands upon thousands
of them; a gigantic graveyard. It seemed as though some great army had
perished here.
Indeed, we found afterwards that this was the case, for on one of those
occasions in the far past when the people of Kaloon had attacked the
Mountain tribes, they were trapped and slaughtered in this gully, leaving
their bones as a warning and a token. Among these sad skeletons we
wandered disconsolately, seeking a path up the opposing cliff, and finding
none, until at length we came to a halt, not knowing which way to turn.
Then it was that we met with our first strange experience on the Mountain.
The gulf and its mouldering relics depressed us, so that for awhile we
were silent, and, to tell the truth, somewhat afraid. Yes, even the horse
seemed afraid, for it snorted a little, hung its head and shivered. Close
by us lay a pile of bones, the remains evidently of a number of wretched
creatures that, dead or living, had been hurled down from the cliff above,
and on the top of the pile was a little huddled heap, which we took for
more bones.
“Unless we can find a way out of this accursed charnel-house before long,
I think that we shall add to its company,” I said, staring round me.
As the words left my lips it seemed to me that from the corner of my eye I
saw the heap on the top of the bones stir. I looked round. Yes, it was
stirring. It rose, it stood up, a human figure, apparently that of a woman—but
of this I could not be sure—wrapped from head to foot in white and
wearing a hanging veil over its face, or rather a mask with cut eye-holes.
It advanced towards us while we stared at it, till the horse, catching
sight of the thing, shied violently and nearly threw me. When at a
distance of about ten paces it paused and beckoned with its hand, that was
also swathed in white like the arm of a mummy.
“What the devil are you?” shouted Leo, and his voice echoed drearily among
those naked rocks. But the creature did not answer, it only continued to
beckon.
Leo walked up to it to assure himself that we were not the victims of some
hallucination. As he came it glided back to its heap of bones and stood
there like a ghost of one dead arisen from amidst these grinning evidences
of death, or rather a swathed corpse, for that is what it resembled. Leo
followed with the intention of touching it to assure himself of its
reality, whereon it lifted its white-wrapped arm and struck him lightly on
the breast. Then as he recoiled it pointed with its hand, first upwards as
though to the Peak or the sky, and next at the wall of rock which faced
us.
He returned to me saying, “What shall we do?”
“Follow, I suppose. It may be a messenger from above,” and I nodded toward
the mountain crest.
“From below, more likely,” Leo muttered, “for I don’t like the look of
this guide.”
Still he motioned with his hand to the creature to proceed. Apparently it
understood, for it turned to the left and began to pick its way amongst
the stones and skeletons swiftly and without noise. We followed for
several hundred yards till it reached a shallow cleft in the rock. This
cleft we had seen already, but as it appeared to end at a depth of about
thirty feet, we passed on. The figure entered here and vanished.
“It must be a shadow,” said Leo doubtfully.
“Nonsense,” I answered, “shadows don’t strike one. Go on.”
So he led the horse up the cleft, to find that at the end it turned
sharply to the right and that the form was standing there awaiting us.
Forward it went again and we after it down a little gorge that grew ever
gloomier till it terminated in what might have been a cave, or a gallery
cut in the rock.
Here our guide came back to us apparently with the intention of taking the
horse by the bridle, but at this nearer sight of it the brute snorted and
reared up, so that it almost fell backwards upon me. As it found its feet
again the figure struck it on the head in the same passionless, inhuman
way that it had struck Leo, whereon the horse trembled and burst into a
sweat as though with fear, making no further attempt to escape or to
disobey. Then it took one side of the bridle in its swathed hand and, Leo
clinging to the other, we plunged into the tunnel.
Our position was not pleasant, for we knew not whither we were being led
by this horrible conductor, and suspected that it might be to meet our
deaths in the darkness. Moreover, I guessed that the path was narrow and
bordered by some gulf, for as we went I heard stones fall, apparently to a
considerable depth, while the poor horse lifted its feet gingerly and
snorted in abject fear. At length we saw daylight, and never was I more
glad of its advent, although it showed us that there was a gulf on
our right, and that the path we travelled could not measure more than ten
feet in width.
Now we were out of the tunnel, that evidently had saved us a wide detour,
and standing for the first time upon the actual slope of the Mountain,
which stretched upwards for a great number of miles till it reached the
snow-line above. Here also we saw evidences of human life, for the ground
was cultivated in patches and herds of mountain sheep and cattle were
visible in the distance.
Presently we entered a gully, following a rough path that led along the
edge of a raging torrent. It was a desolate place, half a mile wide or
more, having hundreds of fantastic lava boulders strewn about its slopes.
Before we had gone a mile I heard a shrill whistle, and suddenly from
behind these boulders sprang a number of men, quite fifty of them. All we
could note at the time was that they were brawny, savage-looking fellows,
for the most part red haired and bearded, although their complexions were
rather dark, who wore cloaks of white goat skins and carried spears and
shields. I should imagine that they were not unlike the ancient Picts and
Scots as they appeared to the invading Romans. At us they came uttering
their shrill, whistling cries, evidently with the intention of spearing us
on the spot.
“Now for it,” said Leo, drawing his sword, for escape was impossible; they
were all round us. “Good-bye, Horace.”
“Good-bye,” I answered rather faintly, understanding what the Khania and
the old Shaman had meant when they said that we should be killed before we
ascended the first slope of the Mountain.
Meanwhile our ghastly-looking guide had slipped behind a great boulder,
and even then it occurred to me that her part in the tragedy being played,
she, if it were a woman at all, was withdrawing herself while we met our
miserable fate. But here I did her injustice, for she had, I suppose, come
to save us from this very fate which without her presence we must most
certainly have suffered. When the savages were within a few yards suddenly
she appeared on the top of the boulder, looking like a second Witch of
Endor, and stretched out her arm. Not a word did she speak, only stretched
out her draped arm, but the effect was remarkable and instantaneous.
At the sight of her down on to their faces went those wild men, every one
of them, as though a lightning stroke had in an instant swept them out of
existence. Then she let her arm fall and beckoned, whereon a great fellow
who, I suppose, was the leader of the band, rose and crept towards her
with bowed head, submissive as a beaten dog. To him she made signs,
pointing to us, pointing to the far-off Peak, crossing and uncrossing her
white-wrapped arms, but so far as I could hear, speaking no word. It was
evident that the chief understood her, however, for he said something in a
guttural language. Then he uttered his shrill whistle, whereon the band
rose and departed thence at full speed, this way and the other, so that in
another minute they had vanished as quickly as they came.
Now our guide motioned to us to proceed, and led the way upward as calmly
as though nothing had happened.
For over two hours we went on thus till our path brought us from
the ravine on to a grassy declivity, across which it wound its way. Here,
to our astonishment, we found a fire burning, and hanging above the fire
an earthenware pot, which was on the boil, although we could see no man
tending it. The figure signalled to me to dismount, pointing to the pot in
token that we were to eat the food which doubtless she had ordered the
wild men to prepare for us, and very glad was I to obey her.
Provision had been made for the horse also, for near the fire lay a great
bundle of green forage.
While Leo off-saddled the beast and spread the provender for it, taking
with me a spare earthen vessel that lay ready, I went to the edge of the
torrent to drink and steep my wounded arm in its ice-cold stream. This
relieved it greatly, though by now I was sure from various symptoms that
the brute Master’s fangs had fortunately only broken or injured the small
bone, a discovery for which I was thankful enough. Having finished
attending to it as well as I was able, I filled the jar with water.
On my way back a thought struck me, and going to where our mysterious
guide stood still as Lot’s wife after she had been turned into a pillar of
salt, I offered it to her, hoping that she would unveil her face and
drink. Then for the first time she showed some sign of being human, or so
I thought, for it seemed to me that she bowed ever so little in
acknowledgment of the courtesy. If so—and I may have been mistaken—this
was all, for the next instant she turned her back on me to show that it
was declined. So she would not, or for aught I knew, could not drink.
Neither would she eat, for when Leo tried her afterwards with food she
refused it in like fashion.
Meanwhile he had taken the pot off the fire, and as soon as its contents
grew cool enough we fell on them eagerly, for we were starving. After we
had eaten and drunk, Leo re-dressed my arm as best he could and we rested
awhile. Indeed, I think that, being very tired, we began to doze, for I
was awakened by a shadow falling on us and looked up to see our
corpse-like guide standing close by and pointing first to the sun, then at
the horse, as though to show us that we had far to travel. So we saddled
up and went on again somewhat refreshed, for at least we were no longer
ravenous.
All the rest of that day we journeyed on up the grassy slopes, seeing no
man, although occasionally we heard the wild whistle which told us that we
were being watched by the Mountain savages. By sundown the character of
the country had changed, for the grass was replaced with rocks, amongst
which grew stunted firs. We had left the lower slopes and were beginning
to climb the Mountain itself.
The sun sank and we went on through the twilight. The twilight died and we
went on through the dark, our path lit only by the stars and the faint
radiance of the glowing pillar of smoke above the Peak, which was
reflected on to us from the mighty mantle of its snows. Forward we toiled,
whilst a few paces ahead of us walked our unwearying guide. If she had
seemed weird and inhuman before, now she appeared a very ghost, as, clad
in her graveyard white, upon which the faint light shimmered, never
speaking, never looking back, she glided on noiselessly between the black
rocks and the twisted, dark-green firs and junipers.
Soon we lost all count of the road. We turned this way and turned that
way, we passed an open patch and through the shadows of a grove, till at
length as the moon rose we entered a ravine, and following a path that ran
down it, came to a place which is best described as a large amphitheatre
cut by the hand of nature out of the rock of the Mountain. Evidently it
was chosen as a place of defence, for its entrance was narrow and
tortuous, built up at the end also, so that only one person could pass its
gateway at a time. Within an open space and at its farther side stood low,
stone houses built against the rock. In front of these houses, the
moonlight shining full upon them, were gathered several hundred men and
women arranged in a semicircle and in alternate companies, who appeared to
be engaged in the celebration of some rite.
It was wild enough. In front of them, and in the exact centre of the
semi-circle, stood a gigantic, red-bearded man, who was naked except for a
skin girdle about his loins. He was swinging himself backwards and
forwards, his hands resting upon his hips, and as he swung, shouting
something like “Ho, haha, ho!” When he bent towards the audience it
bent towards him, and every time he straightened himself it echoed his
final shout of “Ho!” in a volume of sound that made the precipices
ring. Nor was this all, for perched upon his hairy head, with arched back
and waving tail, stood a great white cat.
Anything stranger, and indeed more fantastic than the general effect of
this scene, lit by the bright moonlight and set in that wild arena, it was
never my lot to witness. The red-haired, half-naked men and women, the
gigantic priest, the mystical white cat, that, gripping his scalp with its
claws, waved its tail and seemed to take a part in the performance; the
unholy chant and its volleying chorus, all helped to make it
extraordinarily impressive. This struck us the more, perhaps, because at
the time we could not in the least guess its significance, though we
imagined that it must be preliminary to some sacrifice or offering. It was
like the fragment of a nightmare preserved by the awakened senses in all
its mad, meaningless reality.
Now round the open space where these savages were celebrating their
worship, or whatever it might be, ran a rough stone wall about six feet in
height, in which wall was a gateway. Towards this we advanced quite
unseen, for upon our side of the wall grew many stunted pines. Through
these pines our guide led us, till in the thickest of them, some few yards
from the open gateway and a little to the right of it, she motioned to us
to stop.
Then she went to a low place in the wall and stood there as though she
were considering the scene beyond. It seemed to us, indeed, that she saw
what she had not expected and was thereby perplexed or angered. Presently
she appeared to make up her mind, for again she motioned to us to remain
where we were, enjoining silence upon us by placing her swathed hand upon
the mask that hid her face. Next moment she was gone. How she went, or
whither, I cannot say; all we knew was that she was no longer there.
“What shall we do now?” whispered Leo to me.
“Stay where we are till she comes back again or something happens,” I
answered.
So there being nothing else to be done, we stayed, hoping that the horse
would not betray us by neighing, or that we might not be otherwise
discovered, since we were certain that if so we should be in danger of
death. Very soon, however, we forgot the anxieties of our own position in
the study of the wild scene before us, which now began to develop a
fearful interest.
It would seem that what has been described was but preliminary to the
drama itself, and that this drama was the trial of certain people for
their lives. This we could guess, for after awhile the incantation ceased
and the crowd in front of the big man with the cat upon his head opened
out, while behind him a column of smoke rose into the air, as though light
had been set to some sunk furnace.
Into the space that had thus been cleared were now led seven persons,
whose hands were tied behind them. They were of both sexes and included an
old man and a woman with a tall and handsome figure, who appeared to be
quite young, scarcely more than a girl indeed. These seven were ranged in
a line where they stood, clearly in great fear, for the old man fell upon
his knees and one of the women began to sob. Thus they were left awhile,
perhaps to allow the fire behind them to burn up, which it soon did with
great fierceness, throwing a vivid light upon every detail of the
spectacle.
Now all was ready, and a man brought a wooden tray to the red-bearded
priest, who was seated on a stool, the white cat upon his knees, whither
we had seen it leap from his head a little while before. He took the tray
by its handles and at a word from him the cat jumped on to it and sat
there. Then amidst the most intense silence he rose and uttered some
prayer, apparently to the cat, which sat facing him. This done he turned
the tray round so that the creature’s back was now towards him, and,
advancing to the line of prisoners, began to walk up and down in front of
them, which he did several times, at each turn drawing a little nearer.
Holding out the tray, he presented it at the face of the prisoner on the
left, whereon the cat rose, arched its back and began to lift its paws up
and down. Presently he moved to the next prisoner and held it before him
awhile, and so on till he came to the fifth, that young woman of whom I
have spoken. Now the cat grew very angry, for in the death-like stillness
we could hear it spitting and growling. At length it seemed to lift its
paws and strike the girl upon the face, whereon she screamed aloud, a
terrible scream. Then all the audience broke out into a shout, a single
word, which we understood, for we had heard one very like it used by the
people of the Plain. It was “Witch! Witch! Witch!”
Executioners who were waiting for the victim to be chosen in this ordeal
by cat, rushed forward and seizing the girl began to drag her towards the
fire. The prisoner who was standing by her and whom we rightly guessed to
be her husband, tried to protect her, but his arms being bound, poor
fellow, he could do nothing. One of the executioners knocked him down with
a stick. For a moment his wife escaped and threw herself upon him, but the
brutes lifted her up again, haling her towards the fire, whilst all the
audience shouted wildly.
“I can’t stand this,” said Leo, “it’s murder—coldblooded murder,”
and he drew his sword.
“Best leave the beasts alone,” I answered doubtfully, though my own blood
was boiling in my veins.
Whether he heard or not I do not know, for the next thing I saw was Leo
rushing through the gate waving the Khan’s sword and shouting at the top
of his voice. Then I struck my heels into the ribs of the horse and
followed after him. In ten seconds we were among them. As we came the
savages fell back this way and that, staring at us amazed, for at first I
think they took us for apparitions. Thus Leo on foot and I galloping after
him, we came to the place.
The executioners and their victim were near the fire now—a very
great fire of resinous pine logs built in a pit that measured about eight
feet across. Close to it sat the priest upon his stool, watching the scene
with a cruel smile, and rewarding the cat with little gobbets of raw meat,
that he took from a leathern pouch at his side, occupations in which he
was so deeply engaged that he never saw us until we were right on to him.
Shouting, “Leave her alone, you blackguards,” Leo rushed at the
executioners, and with a single blow of his sword severed the arm of one
of them who gripped the woman by the nape of the neck.
With a yell of pain and rage the man sprang back and stood waving the
stump towards the people and staring at it wildly. In the confusion that
followed I saw the victim slip from the hands of her astonished would-be
murderers and run into the darkness, where she vanished. Also I saw the
witch-doctor spring up, still holding the tray on which the cat was
sitting, and heard him begin to shout a perfect torrent of furious abuse
at Leo, who in reply waved his sword and cursed him roundly in English and
many other languages.
Then of a sudden the cat upon the tray, infuriated, I suppose, by the
noise and the interruption of its meal, sprang straight at Leo’s face. He
appeared to catch it in mid-air with his left hand and with all his
strength dashed it to the ground, where it lay writhing and screeching.
Then, as though by an afterthought, he stooped, picked the devilish
creature up again and hurled it into the heart of the fire, for he was mad
with rage and knew not what he did.
At the sight of that awful sacrilege—for such it was to them who
worshipped this beast—a gasp of horror rose from the spectators,
followed by a howl of execration. Then like a wave of the sea they rushed
at us. I saw Leo cut one man down, and next instant I was off the horse
and being dragged towards the furnace. At the edge of it I met Leo in like
plight, but fighting furiously, for his strength was great and they were
half afraid of him.
“Why couldn’t you leave the cat alone?” I shouted at him in idiotic
remonstrance, for my brain had gone, and all I knew was that we were about
to be thrown into the fiery pit. Already I was over it; I felt the flames
singe my hair and saw its red caverns awaiting me, when of a sudden the
brutal hands that held me were unloosed and I fell backwards to the
ground, where I lay staring upwards.
This was what I saw. Standing in front of the fire, her draped form
quivering as though with rage, was our ghostly-looking guide, who pointed
with her hand at the gigantic, red-headed witch-doctor. But she was no
longer alone, for with her were a score or more of men clad in white robes
and armed with swords; black-eyed, ascetic-looking men, with clean-shaved
heads and faces, for their scalps shone in the firelight.
At the sight of them terror had seized that multitude which, mad as goaded
bulls but a few seconds before, now fled in every direction like sheep
frightened by a wolf. The leader of the white-robed priests, a man with a
gentle face, which when at rest was clothed in a perpetual smile, was
addressing the medicine-man, and I understood something of his talk.
“Dog,” he said in effect, speaking in a smooth, measured voice that yet
was terrible, “accursed dog, beast-worshipper, what were you about to do
to the guests of the mighty Mother of the Mountain? Is it for this that
you and your idolatries have been spared so long? Answer, if you have
anything to say. Answer quickly, for your time is short.”
With a groan of fear the great fellow flung himself upon his knees, not to
the head-priest who questioned him, but before the quivering shape of our
guide, and to her put up half-articulate prayers for mercy.
“Cease,” said the high-priest, “she is the Minister who judges and the
Sword that strikes. I am the Ears and the Voice. Speak and tell me—were
you about to cast those men, whom you were commanded to receive
hospitably, into yonder fire because they saved the victim of your
devilries and killed the imp you cherished? Nay, I saw it all. Know that
it was but a trap set to catch you, who have been allowed to live too
long.”
But still the wretch writhed before the draped form and howled for mercy.
“Messenger,” said the high-priest, “with thee the power goes. Declare thy
decree.”
Then our guide lifted her hand slowly and pointed to the fire. At once the
man turned ghastly white, groaned and fell back, as I think, quite dead,
slain by his own terror.
Now many of the people had fled, but some remained, and to these the
priest called in cold tones, bidding them approach. They obeyed, creeping
towards him.
“Look,” he said, pointing to the man, “look and tremble at the justice of
Hes the Mother. Aye, and be sure that as it is with him, so shall it be
with every one of you who dares to defy her and to practise sorcery and
murder. Lift up that dead dog who was your chief.”
Some of them crept forward and did his bidding.
“Now, cast him into the bed which he had made ready for his victims.”
Staggering forward to the edge of the flaming pit, they obeyed, and the
great body fell with a crash amongst the burning boughs and vanished
there.
“Listen, you people,” said the priest, “and learn that this man deserved
his dreadful doom. Know you why he purposed to kill that woman whom the
strangers saved? Because his familiar marked her as a witch, you think. I
tell you it was not so. It was because she being fair, he would have taken
her from her husband, as he had taken many another, and she refused him.
But the Eye saw, the Voice spoke, and the Messenger did judgment. He is
caught in his own snare, and so shall you be, every one of you who dares
to think evil in his heart or to do it with his hands.
“Such is the just decree of the Hesea, spoken by her from her throne
amidst the fires of the Mountain.”
CHAPTER XIII
BENEATH THE SHADOWING WINGS
One by one the terrified tribesmen crept away. When the last of them were
gone the priest advanced to Leo and saluted him by placing his hand upon
his forehead.
“Lord,” he said, in the same corrupt Grecian dialect which was used by the
courtiers of Kaloon, “I will not ask if you are hurt, since from the
moment that you entered the sacred river and set foot within this land you
and your companion were protected by a power invisible and could not be
harmed by man or spirit, however great may have seemed your danger. Yet
vile hands have been laid upon you, and this is the command of the Mother
whom I serve, that, if you desire it, every one of those men who touched
you shall die before your eyes. Say, is that your will?”
“Nay,” answered Leo; “they were mad and blind, let no blood be shed for us.
All we ask of you, friend—but, how are you called?”
“Name me Oros,” he answered.
“Friend Oros—a good title for one who dwells upon the Mountain—all
we ask is food and shelter, and to be led swiftly into the presence of her
whom you name Mother, that Oracle whose wisdom we have travelled far to
seek.”
He bowed and answered: “The food and shelter are prepared and to-morrow,
when you have rested, I am commanded to conduct you whither you desire to
be. Follow me, I pray you”; and he preceded us past the fiery pit to a
building that stood about fifty yards away against the rock wall of the
amphitheatre.
It would seem that it was a guest-house, or at least had been made ready
to serve that purpose, as in it lamps were lit and a fire burned, for here
the air was cold. The house was divided into two rooms, the second of them
a sleeping place, to which he led us through the first.
“Enter,” he said, “for you will need to cleanse yourselves, and you”—here
he addressed himself to me—“to be treated for that hurt to your arm
which you had from the jaws of the great hound.”
“How know you that?” I asked.
“It matters not if I do know and have made ready,” Oros answered gravely.
This second room was lighted and warmed like the first, moreover, heated
water stood in basins of metal and on the beds were laid clean linen
garments and dark-coloured hooded robes, lined with rich fur. Also upon a
little table were ointments, bandages, and splints, a marvellous thing to
see, for it told me that the very nature of my hurt had been divined. But
I asked no more questions; I was too weary; moreover, I knew that it would
be useless.
Now the priest Oros helped me to remove my tattered robe, and, undoing the
rough bandages upon my arm, washed it gently with warm water, in which he
mixed some spirit, and examined it with the skill of a trained doctor.
“The fangs rent deep,” he said, “and the small bone is broken, but you
will take no harm, save for the scars which must remain.” Then, having
treated the wounds with ointment, he wrapped the limb with such a delicate
touch that it scarcely pained me, saying that by the morrow the swelling
would have gone down and he would set the bone. This indeed happened.
After it was done he helped me to wash and to clothe myself in the clean
garments, and put a sling about my neck to serve as a rest for my arm.
Meanwhile Leo had also dressed himself, so that we left the chamber
together very different men to the foul, blood-stained wanderers who had
entered there. In the outer room we found food prepared for us, of which
we ate with a thankful heart and without speaking. Then, blind with
weariness, we returned to the other chamber and, having removed our outer
garments, flung ourselves upon the beds and were soon plunged in sleep.
At some time in the night I awoke suddenly, at what hour I do not know, as
certain people wake, I among them, when their room is entered, even
without the slightest noise. Before I opened my eyes I felt that some one
was with us in the place. Nor was I mistaken. A little lamp still burned
in the chamber, a mere wick floating in oil, and by its light I saw a dim,
ghost-like form standing near the door. Indeed I thought almost that it
was a ghost, till presently I remembered, and knew it for our corpse-like
guide, who appeared to be looking intently at the bed on which Leo lay, or
so I thought, for the head was bent in that direction.
At first she was quite still, then she moaned aloud, a low and terrible
moan, which seemed to well from the very heart.
So the thing was not dumb, as I had believed. Evidently it could suffer,
and express its suffering in a human fashion. Look! it was wringing its
padded hands as in an excess of woe. Now it would seem that Leo began to
feel its influence also, for he stirred and spoke in his sleep, so low at
first that I could only distinguish the tongue he used, which was Arabic.
Presently I caught a few words.
“Ayesha,” he said, “Ayesha!”
The figure glided towards him and stopped. He sat up in the bed still fast
asleep, for his eyes were shut. He stretched out his arms, as though
seeking one whom he would embrace, and spoke again in a low and passionate
voice—“Ayesha, through life and death I have sought thee long. Come
to me, my goddess, my desired.”
The figure glided yet nearer, and I could see that it was trembling, and
now its arms were extended also.
At the bedside she halted, and Leo laid himself down again. Now the
coverings had fallen back, exposing his breast, where lay the leather
satchel he always wore, that which contained the lock of Ayesha’s hair. He
was fast asleep, and the figure seemed to fix its eyes upon this satchel.
Presently it did more, for, with surprising deftness those white-wrapped
fingers opened its clasp, yes, and drew out the long tress of shining
hair. Long and earnestly she gazed at it, then gently replaced the relic,
closed the satchel and for a little while seemed to weep. While she stood
thus the dreaming Leo once more stretched out his arms and spoke, saying,
in the same passion-laden voice—“Come to me, my darling, my
beautiful, my beautiful!”
At those words, with a little muffled scream, like that of a scared
night-bird, the figure turned and flitted through the doorway.
When I was quite certain that she had gone, I gasped aloud.
What might this mean, I wondered, in a very agony of bewilderment. This
could certainly be no dream: it was real, for I was wide awake. Indeed,
what did it all mean? Who was the ghastly, mummy-like thing which had
guided us unharmed through such terrible dangers; the Messenger that all
men feared, who could strike down a brawny savage with a motion of its
hand? Why did it creep into the place thus at dead of night, like a spirit
revisiting one beloved? Why did its presence cause me to awake and Leo to
dream? Why did it draw out the tress; indeed, how knew it that this tress
was hidden there? And why—oh! why, at those tender and passionate
words did it flit away at last like some scared bat?
The priest Oros had called our guide Minister, and Sword, that is, one who
carries out decrees. But what if they were its own decrees? What if this
thing should be she whom we sought, Ayesha herself? Why should I
tremble at the thought, seeing that if so, our quest was ended, we had
achieved? Oh! it must be because about this being there was something
terrible, something un-human and appalling. If Ayesha lived within those
mummy-cloths, then it was a different Ayesha whom we had known and
worshipped. Well could I remember the white-draped form of She-Who-Must-Be-Obeyed,
and how, long before she revealed her glorious face to us, we guessed the
beauty and the majesty hidden beneath that veil by which her radiant life
and loveliness incarnate could not be disguised.
But what of this creature? I would not pursue the thought. I was mistaken.
Doubtless she was what the priest Oros had said—some
half-supernatural being to whom certain powers were given, and, doubtless,
she had come to spy on us in our rest that she might make report to the
giver of those powers.
Comforting myself thus I fell asleep again, for fatigue overcame even such
doubts and fears. In the morning, when they were naturally less vivid, I
made up my mind that, for various reasons, it would be wisest to say
nothing of what I had seen to Leo. Nor, indeed, did I do so until some
days had gone by.
When I awoke the full light was pouring into the chamber, and by it I saw
the priest Oros standing at my bedside. I sat up and asked him what time
it was, to which he answered with a smile, but in a low voice, that it
lacked but two hours of mid-day, adding that he had come to set my arm.
Now I saw why he spoke low, for Leo was still fast asleep.
“Let him rest on,” he said, as he undid the wrappings on my arm, “for he
has suffered much, and,” he continued significantly, “may still have more
to suffer.”
“What do you mean, friend Oros?” I asked sharply. “I thought you told us
that we were safe upon this Mountain.”
“I told you, friend——” and he looked at me.
“Holly is my name——”
“—friend Holly, that your bodies are safe. I said nothing of all the
rest of you. Man is more than flesh and blood. He is mind and spirit as
well, and these can be injured also.”
“Who is there that would injure them?” I asked.
“Friend,” he answered, gravely, “you and your companion have come to a
haunted land, not as mere wanderers, for then you would be dead ere now,
but of set purpose, seeking to lift the veil from mysteries which have
been hid for ages. Well, your aim is known and it may chance that it will
be achieved. But if this veil is lifted, it may chance also that you will
find what shall send your souls shivering to despair and madness. Say, are
you not afraid?”
“Somewhat,” I answered. “Yet my foster-son and I have seen strange things
and lived. We have seen the very Light of Life roll by in majesty; we have
been the guests of an Immortal, and watched Death seem to conquer her and
leave us untouched. Think you then that we will turn cowards now? Nay, we
march on to fulfil our destinies.”
At these words Oros showed neither curiosity nor surprise; it was as
though I told him only what he knew.
“Good,” he replied, smiling, and with a courteous bow of his shaven head,
“within an hour you shall march on—to fulfil your destinies. If I
have warned you, forgive me, for I was bidden so to do, perhaps to try
your mettle. Is it needful that I should repeat this warning to the lord——”
and again he looked at me.
“Leo Vincey,” I said.
“Leo Vincey, yes, Leo Vincey,” he repeated, as though the name were
familiar to him but had slipped his mind. “But you have not answered my
question. Is it needful that I should repeat the warning?”
“Not in the least; but you can do so if you wish when he awakes.”
“Nay, I think with you, that it would be but waste of words, for—forgive
the comparison;—what the wolf dares”—and he looked at me—“the
tiger does not flee from,” and he nodded towards Leo. “There, see how much
better are the wounds upon your arm, which is no longer swollen. Now I
will bandage it, and within some few weeks the bone will be as sound again
as it was before you met the Khan Rassen hunting in the Plains. By the
way, you will see him again soon, and his fair wife with him.”
“See him again? Do the dead, then, come to life upon this Mountain?”
“Nay, but certain of them are brought hither for burial. It is the
privilege of the rulers of Kaloon; also, I think, that the Khania has
questions to ask of its Oracle.”
“Who is its Oracle?” I asked with eagerness.
“The Oracle,” he replied darkly, “is a Voice. It was ever so, was it not?”
“Yes; I have heard that from Atene, but a voice implies a speaker. Is this
speaker she whom you name Mother?”
“Perhaps, friend Holly.”
“And is this Mother a spirit?”
“It is a point that has been much debated. They told you so in the Plains,
did they not? Also the Tribes think it on the Mountain. Indeed, the thing
seems reasonable, seeing that all of us who live are flesh and spirit. But
you will form your own judgment and then we can discuss the matter. There,
your arm is finished. Be careful now not to strike it or to fall, and
look, your companion awakes.”
Something over an hour later we started upon our upward journey. I was
again mounted on the Khan’s horse, which having been groomed and fed was
somewhat rested, while to Leo a litter had been offered. This he declined,
however, saying that he had now recovered and would not be carried like a
woman. So he walked by the side of my horse, using his spear as a staff.
We passed the fire-pit—now full of dead, white ashes, among which
were mixed those of the witch-finder and his horrible cat—preceded
by our dumb guide, at the sight of whom, in her pale wrappings, the people
of the tribe who had returned to their village prostrated themselves, and
so remained until she was gone by.
One of them, however, rose again and, breaking through our escort of
priests, ran to Leo, knelt before him and kissed his hand. It was that
young woman whose life he had saved, a noble-looking girl, with masses of
red hair, and by her was her husband, the marks of his bonds still showing
on his arms. Our guide seemed to see this incident, though how she did so
I do not know. At any rate she turned and made some sign which the priest
interpreted.
Calling the woman to him he asked her sternly how she dared to touch the
person of this stranger with her vile lips. She answered that it was
because her heart was grateful. Oros said that for this reason she was
forgiven; moreover, that in reward for what they had suffered he was
commanded to lift up her husband to be the ruler of that tribe during the
pleasure of the Mother. He gave notice, moreover, that all should obey the
new chief in his place, according to their customs, and if he did any
evil, make report that he might suffer punishment. Then waving the pair
aside, without listening to their thanks or the acclamations of the crowd,
he passed on.
As we went down the ravine by which we had approached the village on the
previous night, a sound of chanting struck our ears. Presently the path
turned, and we saw a solemn procession advancing up that dismal, sunless
gorge. At the head of it rode none other than the beautiful Khania,
followed by her great-uncle, the old Shaman, and after these came a
company of shaven priests in their white robes, bearing between them a
bier, upon which, its face uncovered, lay the body of the Khan, draped in
a black garment. Yet he looked better thus than he had ever done, for now
death had touched this insane and dissolute man with something of the
dignity which he lacked in life.
Thus then we met. At the sight of our guide’s white form, the horse which
the Khania rode reared up so violently that I thought it would have thrown
her. But she mastered the animal with her whip and voice, and called out—“Who
is this draped hag of the Mountain that stops the path of the Khania Atene
and her dead lord? My guests, I find you in ill company, for it seems that
you are conducted by an evil spirit to meet an evil fate. That guide of
yours must surely be something hateful and hideous, for were she a
wholesome woman she would not fear to show her face.”
Now the Shaman plucked his mistress by the sleeve, and the priest Oros,
bowing to her, prayed her to be silent and cease to speak such ill-omened
words into the air, which might carry them she knew not whither. But some
instinctive hate seemed to bubble up in Atene, and she would not be
silent, for she addressed our guide using the direct “thou,” a manner of
speech that we found was very usual on the Mountain though rare upon the
Plains.
“Let the air carry them whither it will,” she cried. “Sorceress, strip off
thy rags, fit only for a corpse too vile to view. Show us what thou art,
thou flitting night-owl, who thinkest to frighten me with that livery of
death, which only serves to hide the death within.”
“Cease, I pray lady, cease,” said Oros, stirred for once out of his
imperturbable calm. “She is the Minister, none other, and with her goes
the Power.”
“Then it goes not against Atene, Khania of Kaloon,” she answered, “or so I
think. Power, forsooth! Let her show her power. If she has any it is not
her own, but that of the Witch of the Mountain, who feigns to be a spirit,
and by her sorceries has drawn away my guests”—and she pointed to us—“thus
bringing my husband to his death.”
“Niece, be silent!” said the old Shaman, whose wrinkled face was white
with terror, whilst Oros held up his hands as though in supplication to
some unseen Strength, saying—“O thou that hearest and seest, be
merciful, I beseech thee, and forgive this woman her madness, lest the
blood of a guest should stain the hands of thy servants, and the ancient
honour of our worship be brought low in the eyes of men.”
Thus he prayed, but although his hands were uplifted, it seemed to me that
his eyes were fixed upon our guide, as ours were. While he spoke, I saw
her hand raised, as she had raised it when she slew or rather sentenced
the witch-doctor. Then she seemed to reflect, and stayed it in mid air, so
that it pointed at the Khania. She did not move, she made no sound, only
she pointed, and the angry words died upon Atene’s lips, the fury left
her eyes, and the colour her face. Yes, she grew white and silent as the
corpse upon the bier behind her. Then, cowed by that invisible power, she
struck her horse so fiercely that it bounded by us onward towards the
village, at which the funeral company were to rest awhile.
As the Shaman Simbri followed the Khania, the priest Oros caught his
horse’s bridle and said to him—“Magician, we have met before, for
instance, when your lady’s father was brought to his funeral. Warn her,
then, you that know something of the truth and of her power to speak more
gently of the ruler of this land. Say to her, from me, that had she not
been the ambassadress of death, and, therefore, inviolate, surely ere now
she would have shared her husband’s bier. Farewell, tomorrow we will speak
again,” and, loosing the Shaman’s bridle, Oros passed on.
Soon we had left the melancholy procession behind us and, issuing from the
gorge, turned up the Mountain slope towards the edge of the bright snows
that lay not far above. It was as we came out of this darksome valley,
where the overhanging pine trees almost eclipsed the light, that suddenly
we missed our guide.
“Has she gone back to—to reason with the Khania?” I asked of Oros.
“Nay!” he answered, with a slight smile, “I think that she has gone
forward to give warning that the Hesea’s guests draw near.”
“Indeed,” I answered, staring hard at the bare slope of mountain, up which
not a mouse could have passed without being seen. “I understand—she
has gone forward,” and the matter dropped. But what I did not
understand was—how she had gone. As the Mountain was honeycombed
with caves and galleries, I suppose, however, that she entered one of
them.
All the rest of that day we marched upwards, gradually drawing nearer to
the snow-line, as we went gathering what information we could from the
priest Oros. This was the sum of it—From the beginning of the world,
as he expressed it, that is, from thousands and thousands of years ago,
this Mountain had been the home of a peculiar fire-worship, of which the
head heirophant was a woman. About twenty centuries before, however, the
invading general named Rassen, had made himself Khan of Kaloon. Rassen
established a new priestess on the Mountain, a worshipper of the Egyptian
goddess, Hes, or Isis. This priestess had introduced certain modifications
in the ancient doctrines, superseding the cult of fire, pure and simple,
by a new faith, which, while holding to some of the old ceremonies,
revered as its head the Spirit of Life or Nature, of whom they looked upon
their priestess as the earthly representative.
Of this priestess Oros would only tell us that she was “ever present,”
although we gathered that when one priestess died or was “taken to the
fire,” as he put it, her child, whether in fact or by adoption, succeeded
her and was known by the same names, those of “Hes” or the “Hesea” and
“Mother.” We asked if we should see this Mother, to which he answered that
she manifested herself very rarely. As to her appearance and attributes he
would say nothing, except that the former changed from time to time and
that when she chose to use it she had “all power.”
The priests of her College, he informed us, numbered three hundred, never
more nor less, and there were also three hundred priestesses. Certain of
those who desired it were allowed to marry, and from among their children
were reared up the new generation of priests and priestesses. Thus they
were a people apart from all others, with distinct racial characteristics.
This, indeed, was evident, for our escort were all exceedingly like to
each other, very handsome and refined in appearance, with dark eyes,
clean-cut features and olive-hued skins; such a people as might well have
descended from Easterns of high blood, with a dash of that of the
Egyptians and Greeks thrown in.
We asked him whether the mighty looped pillar that towered from the
topmost cup of the Mountain was the work of men. He answered, No; the hand
of Nature had fashioned it, and that the light shining through it came
from the fires which burned in the crater of the volcano. The first
priestess, having recognized in this gigantic column the familiar Symbol
of Life of the Egyptian worship, established her altars beneath its
shadow.
For the rest, the Mountain with its mighty slopes and borderlands was
peopled by a multitude of half-savage folk, who accepted the rule of the
Hesea, bringing her tribute of all things necessary, such as food and
metals. Much of the meat and grain however the priests raised themselves
on sheltered farms, and the metals they worked with their own hands. This
rule, however, was of a moral nature, since for centuries the College had
sought no conquests and the Mother contented herself with punishing crime
in some such fashion as we had seen. For the petty wars between the Tribes
and the people of the Plain they were not responsible, and those chiefs
who carried them on were deposed, unless they had themselves been
attacked. All the Tribes, however, were sworn to the defence of the Hesea
and the College, and, however much they might quarrel amongst themselves,
if need arose, were ready to die for her to the last man. That war must
one day break out again between the priests of the Mountain and the people
of Kaloon was recognized; therefore they endeavoured to be prepared for
that great and final struggle.
Such was the gist of his history, which, as we learned afterwards, proved
to be true in every particular.
Towards sundown we came to a vast cup extending over many thousand acres,
situated beneath the snow-line of the peak and filled with rich soil
washed down, I suppose, from above. So sheltered was the place by its
configuration and the over-hanging mountain that, facing south-west as it
did, notwithstanding its altitude it produced corn and other temperate
crops in abundance. Here the College had its farms, and very well
cultivated these seemed to be. This great cup, which could not be seen
from below, we entered through a kind of natural gateway, that might be
easily defended against a host.
There were other peculiarities, but it is not necessary to describe them
further than to say that I think the soil benefited by the natural heat of
the volcano, and that when this erupted, as happened occasionally, the
lava streams always passed to the north and south of the cup of land.
Indeed, it was these lava streams that had built up the protecting cliffs.
Crossing the garden-like lands, we came to a small town beautifully built
of lava rock. Here dwelt the priests, except those who were on duty, no
man of the Tribes or other stranger being allowed to set foot within the
place.
Following the main street of this town, we arrived at the face of the
precipice beyond, and found ourselves in front of a vast archway, closed
with massive iron gates fantastically wrought. Here, taking my horse with
them, our escort left us alone with Oros. As we drew near the great gates
swung back upon their hinges. We passed them—with what sensations I
cannot describe—and groped our way down a short corridor which ended
in tall, iron-covered doors. These also rolled open at our approach, and
next instant we staggered back amazed and half-blinded by the intense
blaze of light within.
Imagine, you who read, the nave of the vastest cathedral with which you
are acquainted. Then double or treble its size, and you will have some
conception of that temple in which we found ourselves. Perhaps in the
beginning it had been a cave, who can say? but now its sheer walls, its
multitudinous columns springing to the arched roof far above us, had all
been worked on and fashioned by the labour of men long dead; doubtless the
old fire-worshippers of thousands of years ago.
You will wonder how so great a place was lighted, but I think that never
would you guess. Thus—by twisted columns of living flame! I counted
eighteen of them, but there may have been others. They sprang from the
floor at regular intervals along the lines of what in a cathedral would be
the aisles. Right to the roof they sprang, of even height and girth, so
fierce was the force of the natural gas that drove them, and there were
lost, I suppose, through chimneys bored in the thickness of the rock. Nor
did they give off smell or smoke, or in that great, cold place, any heat
which could be noticed, only an intense white light like that of molten
iron, and a sharp hissing noise as of a million angry snakes.
The huge temple was utterly deserted, and, save for this sybilant,
pervading sound, utterly silent; an awesome, an overpowering place.
“Do these candles of yours ever go out?” asked Leo of Oros, placing his
hand before his dazzled eyes.
“How can they,” replied the priest, in his smooth, matter-of-fact voice,
“seeing that they rise from the eternal fire which the builders of this
hall worshipped? Thus they have burned from the beginning, and thus they
will burn for ever, though, if we wish it, we can shut off their light.[4]
Be pleased to follow me: you will see greater things.”
[4]
This, as I ascertained afterwards, was done by thrusting a broad stone of great
thickness over the apertures through which the gas or fire rushed and thus
cutting off the air. These stones were worked to and fro by means of pulleys
connected with iron rods.—L. H. H.
So in awed silence we followed, and, oh! how small and miserable we three
human beings looked alone in that vast temple illuminated by this
lightning radiance. We reached the end of it at length, only to find that
to right and left ran transepts on a like gigantic scale and lit in the
same amazing fashion. Here Oros bade us halt, and we waited a little
while, till presently, from either transept arose a sound of chanting, and
we perceived two white-robed processions advancing towards us from their
depths.
On they came, very slowly, and we saw that the procession to the right was
a company of priests, and that to the left a company of priestesses, a
hundred or so of them in all.
Now the men ranged themselves in front of us, while the women ranged
themselves behind, and at a signal from Oros, all of them still chanting
some wild and thrilling hymn, once more we started forward, this time
along a narrow gallery closed at the end with double wooden doors. As our
procession reached these they opened, and before us lay the crowning
wonder of this marvellous fane, a vast, ellipse-shaped apse. Now we
understood. The plan of the temple was the plan of the looped pillar which
stood upon the brow of the Peak, and as we rightly guessed, its dimensions
were the same.
At intervals around this ellipse the fiery columns flared, but otherwise
the place was empty.
No, not quite, for at the head of the apse, almost between two of the
flame columns, stood a plain, square altar of the size of a small room, in
front of which, as we saw when we drew nearer, were hung curtains of woven
silver thread. On this altar was placed a large statue of silver, that,
backed as it was by the black rock, seemed to concentrate and reflect from
its burnished surface the intense light of the two blazing pillars.
It was a lovely thing, but to describe it is hard indeed. The figure,
which was winged, represented a draped woman of mature years, and pure but
gracious form, half hidden by the forward-bending wings. Sheltered by
these, yet shown between them, appeared the image of a male child, clasped
to its bearer’s breast with her left arm, while the right was raised
toward the sky. A study of Motherhood, evidently, but how shall I write of
all that was conveyed by those graven faces?
To begin with the child. It was that of a sturdy boy, full of health and
the joy of life. Yet he had been sleeping, and in his sleep some terror
had over-shadowed him with the dark shades of death and evil. There was
fear in the lines of his sweet mouth and on the lips and cheeks, that
seemed to quiver. He had thrown his little arm about his mother’s neck,
and, pressing close against her breast, looked up to her for safety, his
right hand and outstretched finger pointing downwards and behind him, as
though to indicate whence the danger came. Yet it was passing, already
half-forgotten, for the upturned eyes expressed confidence renewed, peace
of soul attained.
And the mother. She did not seem to mock or chide his fears, for her
lovely face was anxious and alert. Yet upon it breathed a very atmosphere
of unchanging tenderness and power invincible; care for the helpless,
strength to shelter it from every harm. The great, calm eyes told their
story, the parted lips were whispering some tale of hope, sure and
immortal; the raised hand revealed whence that hope arose. All love seemed
to be concentrated in the brooding figure, so human, yet so celestial; all
heaven seemed to lie an open path before those quivering wings. And see,
the arching instep, the upward-springing foot, suggested that thither
those wings were bound, bearing their God-given burden far from the horror
of the earth, deep into the bosom of a changeless rest above.
The statue was only that of an affrighted child in its mother’s arms; its
interpretation made clear even to the dullest by the simple symbolism of
some genius—Humanity saved by the Divine.
While we gazed at its enchanting beauty, the priests and priestesses,
filing away to right and left, arranged themselves alternately, first a
man and then a woman, within the ring of the columns of fire that burned
around the loop-shaped shrine. So great was its circumference that the
whole hundred of them must stand wide apart one from another, and, to our
sight, resembled little lonely children clad in gleaming garments, while
their chant of worship reached us only like echoes thrown from a far
precipice. In short, the effect of this holy shrine and its occupants was
superb yet overwhelming, at least I know that it filled me with a feeling
akin to fear.
Oros waited till the last priest had reached his appointed place. Then he
turned and said, in his gentle, reverent tones—“Draw nigh, now, O
Wanderers well-beloved, and give greeting to the Mother,” and he pointed
towards the statue.
“Where is she?” asked Leo, in a whisper, for here we scarcely dared to
speak aloud. “I see no one.”
“The Hesea dwells yonder,” he answered, and, taking each of us by the
hand, he led us forward across the great emptiness of the apse to the
altar at its head.
As we drew near the distant chant of the priests gathered in volume,
assuming a glad, triumphant note, and it seemed to me—though this,
perhaps was fancy—that the light from the twisted columns of flame
grew even brighter.
At length we were there, and, Oros, loosing our hands, prostrated himself
thrice before the altar. Then he rose again, and, falling behind us, stood
in silence with bent head and folded fingers. We stood silent also, our
hearts filled with mingled hope and fear like a cup with wine.
Were our labours ended? Had we found her whom we sought, or were we,
perchance, but enmeshed in the web of some marvellous mummery and about to
make acquaintance with the secret of another new and mystical worship? For
years and years we had searched, enduring every hardness of flesh and
spirit that man can suffer, and now we were to learn whether we had
endured in vain. Yes, and Leo would learn if the promise was to be
fulfilled to him, or whether she whom he adored had become but a departed
dream to be sought for only beyond the gate of Death. Little wonder that
he trembled and turned white in the agony of that great suspense.
Long, long was the time. Hours, years, ages, aeons, seemed to flow over us
as we stood there before glittering silver curtains that hid the front of
the black altar beneath the mystery of the sphinx-like face of the
glorious image which was its guardian, clothed with that frozen smile of
eternal love and pity. All the past went before us as we struggled in
those dark waters of our doubt. Item by item, event by event, we rehearsed
the story which began in the Caves of Kôr, for our thoughts, so long
attuned, were open to each other and flashed from soul to soul.
Oh! now we knew, they were open also to another soul. We could see
nothing save the Altar and the Effigy, we could only hear the slow chant
of the priests and priestesses and the snake-like hiss of the rushing
fires. Yet we knew that our hearts were as an open book to One who watched
beneath the Mother’s shadowing wings.
CHAPTER XIV
THE COURT OF DEATH
Now the curtains were open. Before us appeared a chamber hollowed from the
thickness of the altar, and in its centre a throne, and on the throne a
figure clad in waves of billowy white flowing from the head over the arms
of the throne down to its marble steps. We could see no more in the
comparative darkness of that place, save that beneath the folds of the
drapery the Oracle held in its hand a loop-shaped, jewelled sceptre.
Moved by some impulse, we did as Oros had done, prostrating ourselves, and
there remained upon our knees. At length we heard a tinkling as of little
bells, and, looking up, saw that the sistrum-shaped sceptre was stretched
towards us by the draped arm which held it. Then a thin, clear voice
spoke, and I thought that it trembled a little. It spoke in Greek, but in
a much purer Greek than all these people used.
“I greet you, Wanderers, who have journeyed so far to visit this most
ancient shrine, and although doubtless of some other faith, are not
ashamed to do reverence to that unworthy one who is for this time its
Oracle and the guardian of its mysteries. Rise now and have no fear of me;
for have I not sent my Messenger and servants to conduct you to this
Sanctuary?”
Slowly we rose, and stood silent, not knowing what to say.
“I greet you, Wanderers,” the voice repeated. “Tell me thou”—and the
sceptre pointed towards Leo—“how art thou named?”
“I am named Leo Vincey,” he answered.
“Leo Vincey! I like the name, which to me well befits a man so goodly. And
thou, the companion of—Leo Vincey?”
“I am named Horace Holly.”
“So. Then tell me, Leo Vincey and Horace Holly, what came ye so far to
seek?”
We looked at each other, and I said—“The tale is long and strange. O—but
by what title must we address thee?”
“By the name which I bear here, Hes.”
“O Hes,” I said, wondering what name she bore elsewhere.
“Yet I desire to hear that tale,” she went on, and to me her voice sounded
eager. “Nay, not all to-night, for I know that you both are weary; a
little of it only. In sooth, Strangers, there is a sameness in this home
of contemplations, and no heart can feed only on the past, if such a thing
there be. Therefore I welcome a new history from the world without. Tell
it me, thou, Leo, as briefly as thou wilt, so that thou tell the truth,
for in the Presence of which I am a Minister, may nothing else be
uttered.”
“Priestess,” he said, in his curt fashion, “I obey. Many years ago when I
was young, my friend and foster-father and I, led by records of the past,
travelled to a wild land, and there found a certain divine woman who had
conquered time.”
“Then that woman must have been both aged and hideous.”
“I said, Priestess, that she had conquered time, not suffered it, for the
gift of immortal youth was hers. Also she was not hideous; she was beauty
itself.”
“Therefore stranger, thou didst worship her for her beauty’s sake, as a
man does.”
“I did not worship her; I loved her, which is another thing. The priest
Oros here worships thee, whom he calls Mother. I loved that immortal
woman.”
“Then thou shouldst love her still. Yet, not so, since love is very
mortal.”
“I love her still,” he answered, “although she died.”
“Why, how is that? Thou saidst she was immortal.”
“Perchance she only seemed to die; perchance she changed. At least I lost
her, and what I lost I seek, and have sought this many a year.”
“Why dost thou seek her in my Mountain, Leo Vincey?”
“Because a vision led me to ask counsel of its Oracle. I am come hither to
learn tidings of my lost love, since here alone these may be found.”
“And thou, Holly, didst thou also love an immortal woman whose
immortality, it seems, must bow to death?”
“Priestess,” I answered, “I am sworn to this quest, and where my
foster-son goes I follow. He follows beauty that is dead——”
“And thou dost follow him. Therefore both of you follow beauty as men have
ever done, being blind and mad.”
“Nay,” I answered, “if they were blind, beauty would be naught to them who
could not see it, and if they were mad, they would not know it when it was
seen. Knowledge and vision belong to the wise, O Hes.”
“Thou art quick of wit and tongue, Holly, as——” and she
checked herself, then of a sudden, said, “Tell me, did my servant the
Khania of Kaloon entertain both of you hospitably in her city, and speed
you on your journey hither, as I commanded her?”
“We knew not that she was thy servant,” I replied. “Hospitality we had and
to spare, but we were sped from her Court hitherward by the death-hounds
of the Khan, her husband. Tell us, Priestess, what thou knowest of this
journey of ours.”
“A little,” she answered carelessly. “More than three moons ago my spies
saw you upon the far mountains, and, creeping very close to you at night,
heard you speak together of the object of your wanderings, then, returning
thence swiftly, made report to me. Thereon I bade the Khania Atene, and
that old magician her great-uncle, who is Guardian of the Gate, go down to
the ancient gates of Kaloon to receive you and bring you hither with all
speed. Yet for men who burned to learn the answer to a riddle, you have
been long in coming.”
“We came as fast as we might, O Hes,” said Leo; “and if thy spies could
visit those mountains, where no man was, and find a path down that hideous
precipice, they must have been able also to tell thee the reason of our
delay. Therefore I pray, ask it not of us.”
“Nay, I will ask it of Atene herself, and she shall surely answer me, for
she stands without,” replied the Hesea in a cold voice. “Oros, lead the
Khania hither and be swift.”
The priest turned and walking quickly to the wooden doors by which we had
entered the shrine, vanished there.
“Now,” said Leo to me nervously in the silence that followed, and speaking
in English, “now I wish we were somewhere else, for I think that there
will be trouble.”
“I don’t think, I am sure,” I answered; “but the more the better, for out
of trouble may come the truth, which we need sorely.” Then I stopped,
reflecting that the strange woman before us said that her spies had
overheard our talk upon the mountains, where we had spoken nothing but
English.
As it proved, I was wise, for quite quietly the Hesea repeated after me—“Thou
hast experience, Holly, for out of trouble comes the truth, as out of
wine.”
Then she was silent, and, needless to say, I did not pursue the
conversation.
The doors swung open, and through them came a procession clad in black,
followed by the Shaman Simbri, who walked in front of a bier, upon which
lay the body of the Khan, carried by eight priests. Behind it was Atene,
draped in a black veil from head to foot, and after her marched another
company of priests. In front of the altar the bier was set down and the
priests fell back, leaving Atene and her uncle standing alone before the
corpse.
“What seeks my vassal, the Khania of Kaloon?” asked the Hesea in a cold
voice.
Now Atene advanced and bent the knee, but with little graciousness.
“Ancient Mother, Mother from of old, I do reverence to thy holy Office, as
my forefathers have done for many a generation,” and again she curtseyed.
“Mother, this dead man asks of thee that right of sepulchre in the fires
of the holy Mountain which from the beginning has been accorded to the
royal departed who went before him.”
“It has been accorded as thou sayest,” answered the Hesea, “by those
priestesses who filled my place before me, nor shall it be refused to thy
dead lord—or to thee Atene—when thy time comes.”
“I thank thee, O Hes, and I pray that this decree may be written down, for
the snows of age have gathered on thy venerable head and soon thou must
leave us for awhile. Therefore bid thy scribes that it be written down, so
that the Hesea who rules after thee may fulfil it in its season.”
“Cease,” said the Hesea, “cease to pour out thy bitterness at that which
should command thy reverence, oh! thou foolish child, who dost not know
but that to-morrow the fire shall claim the frail youth and beauty which
are thy boast. I bid thee cease, and tell me how did death find this lord
of thine?”
“Ask those wanderers yonder, that were his guests, for his blood is on
their heads and cries for vengeance at thy hands.”
“I killed him,” said Leo, “to save my own life. He tried to hunt us down
with his dogs, and there are the marks of them,” and he pointed to my arm.
“The priest Oros knows, for he dressed the hurts.”
“How did this chance?” asked the Hesea of Atene.
“My lord was mad,” she answered boldly, “and such was his cruel sport.”
“So. And was thy lord jealous also? Nay, keep back the falsehood I see
rising to thy lips. Leo Vincey, answer thou me. Yet, I will not ask thee
to lay bare the secrets of a woman who has offered thee her love. Thou,
Holly, speak, and let it be the truth.”
“It is this, O Hes,” I answered. “Yonder lady and her uncle the Shaman
Simbri saved us from death in the waters of the river that bounds the
precipices of Kaloon. Afterwards we were ill, and they treated us kindly,
but the Khania became enamoured of my foster-son.”
Here the figure of the Priestess stirred beneath its gauzy wrappings, and
the Voice asked—“And did thy foster-son become enamoured of the
Khania, as being a man he may well have done, for without doubt she is
fair?”
“He can answer that question for himself, O Hes. All I know is that he
strove to escape from her, and that in the end she gave him a day to
choose between death and marriage with her, when her lord should be dead.
So, helped by the Khan, her husband, who was jealous of him, we fled
towards this Mountain, which we desired to reach. Then the Khan set his
hounds upon us, for he was mad and false-hearted. We killed him and came
on in spite of this lady, his wife, and her uncle, who would have
prevented us, and were met in a Place of Bones by a certain veiled guide,
who led us up the Mountain and twice saved us from death. That is all the
story.”
“Woman, what hast thou to say?” asked the Hesea in a menacing voice.
“But little,” Atene answered, without flinching. “For years I have been
bound to a madman and a brute, and if my fancy wandered towards this man
and his fancy wandered towards me—well, Nature spoke to us, and that
is all. Afterwards it seems that he grew afraid of the vengeance of
Rassen, or this Holly, whom I would that the hounds had torn bone from
bone, grew afraid. So they strove to escape the land, and perchance
wandered to thy Mountain. But I weary of this talk, and ask thy leave to
rest before to-morrow’s rite.”
“Thou sayest, Atene,” said the Hesea, “that Nature spoke to this man and
to thee, and that his heart is thine; but that, fearing thy lord’s
vengeance, he fled from thee, he who seems no coward. Tell me, then, is
that tress he hides in the satchel on his breast thy gage of love to him?”
“I know nothing of what he hides in the satchel,” answered the Khania
sullenly.
“And yet, yonder in the Gatehouse when he lay so sick he set the lock
against thine own—ah, dost remember now?”
“So, O Hes, already he has told thee all our secrets, though they be such
as most men hide within their breasts;” and she looked contemptuously at
Leo.
“I told her nothing of the matter, Khania,” Leo said in an angry voice.
“Nay, thou toldest me nothing, Wanderer; my watching wisdom told
me. Oh, didst thou think, Atene, that thou couldst hide the truth from the
all-seeing Hesea of the Mountain? If so, spare thy breath, for I know all,
and have known it from the first. I passed thy disobedience by; of thy
false messages I took no heed. For my own purposes I, to whom time is
naught, suffered even that thou shouldst hold these, my guests, thy
prisoners whilst thou didst strive by threats and force to win a love
denied.”
She paused, then went on coldly: “Woman, I tell thee that, to complete thy
sin, thou hast even dared to lie to me here, in my very Sanctuary.”
“If so, what of it?” was the bold answer. “Dost thou love the man thyself?
Nay, it is monstrous. Nature would cry aloud at such a shame. Oh! tremble
not with rage. Hes, I know thy evil powers, but I know also that I am thy
guest, and that in this hallowed place, beneath yonder symbol of eternal
Love, thou may’st shed no blood. More, thou canst not harm me, Hes, who am
thy equal.”
“Atene,” replied the measured Voice, “did I desire it, I could destroy
thee where thou art. Yet thou art right, I shall not harm thee, thou
faithless servant. Did not my writ bid thee through yonder searcher of the
stars, thy uncle, to meet these guests of mine and bring them straight to
my shrine? Tell me, for I seek to know, how comes it that thou didst
disobey me?”
“Have then thy desire,” answered Atene in a new and earnest voice, devoid
now of bitterness and falsehood. “I disobeyed because that man is not
thine, but mine, and no other woman’s; because I love him and have loved
him from of old. Aye, since first our souls sprang into life I have loved
him, as he has loved me. My own heart tells me so; the magic of my uncle
here tells me so, though how and where and when these things have been I
know not. Therefore I come to thee, Mother of Mysteries, Guardian of the
secrets of the past, to learn the truth. At least thou canst not
lie at thine own altar, and I charge thee, by the dread name of that Power
to which thou also must render thy account, that thou answer now and here.
“Who is this man to whom my being yearns? What has he been to me? What has
he to do with thee? Speak, O Oracle and make the secret clear. Speak, I
command, even though afterwards thou dost slay me—if thou canst.”
“Aye, speak! speak!” said Leo, “for know I am in sore suspense. I also am
bewildered by memories and rent with hopes and fears.”
And I too echoed, “Speak!”
“Leo Vincey,” asked the Hesea, after she had thought awhile, “whom dost
thou believe me to be?”
“I believe,” he answered solemnly, “that thou art that Ayesha at whose
hands I died of old in the Caves of Kôr in Africa. I believe thou art that
Ayesha whom not twenty years ago I found and loved in those same Caves of
Kôr, and there saw perish miserably, swearing that thou wouldst return
again.”
“See now, how madness can mislead a man,” broke in Atene triumphantly.
“‘Not twenty years ago,’ he said, whereas I know well that more than
eighty summers have gone by since my grandsire in his youth saw this same
priestess sitting on the Mother’s throne.”
“And whom dost thou believe me to be, O Holly?” the Priestess asked,
taking no note of the Khania’s words.
“What he believes I believe,” I answered. “The dead come back to life—sometimes.
Yet alone thou knowest the truth, and by thee only it can be revealed.”
“Aye,” she said, as though musing, “the dead come back to life—sometimes—and
in strange shape, and, mayhap, I know the truth. To-morrow when yonder
body is borne on high for burial we will speak of it again. Till then rest
you all, and prepare to face that fearful thing—the Truth.”
While the Hesea still spoke the silvery curtains swung to their place as
mysteriously as they had opened. Then, as though at some signal, the
black-robed priests advanced. Surrounding Atene, they led her from the
Sanctuary, accompanied by her uncle the Shaman, who, as it seemed to me,
either through fatigue or fear, could scarcely stand upon his feet, but
stood blinking his dim eyes as though the light dazed him. When these were
gone, the priests and priestesses, who all this time had been ranged round
the walls, far out of hearing of our talk, gathered themselves into their
separate companies, and still chanting, departed also, leaving us alone
with Oros and the corpse of the Khan, which remained where it had been set
down.
Now the head-priest Oros beckoned to us to follow him, and we went also.
Nor was I sorry to leave the place, for its death-like loneliness—enhanced,
strangely enough, as it was, by the flood of light that filled it; a
loneliness which was concentrated and expressed in the awful figure
stretched upon the bier, oppressed and overcame us, whose nerves were
broken by all that we had undergone. Thankful enough was I when, having
passed the transepts and down the length of the vast nave, we came to the
iron doors, the rock passage, and the outer gates, which, as before,
opened to let us through, and so at last into the sweet, cold air of the
night at that hour which precedes the dawn.
Oros led us to a house well-built and furnished, where at his bidding,
like men in a dream, we drank of some liquor which he gave us. I think
that drink was drugged, at least after swallowing it I remembered no more
till I awoke to find myself lying on a bed and feeling wonderfully strong
and well. This I thought strange, for a lamp burning in the room showed me
that it was still dark, and therefore that I could have rested but a
little time.
I tried to sleep again, but was not able, so fell to thinking till I grew
weary of the task. For here thoughts would not help me; nothing could
help, except the truth, “that fearful thing,” as the veiled Priestess had
called it.
Oh! what if she should prove not the Ayesha whom we desired, but some
“fearful thing”? What were the meaning of the Khania’s hints and of her
boldness, that surely had been inspired by the strength of a hidden
knowledge? What if—nay, it could not be—I would rise and dress
my arm. Or I would wake Leo and make him dress it—anything to occupy
my mind until the appointed hour, when we must learn—the best—or
the worst.
I sat up in the bed and saw a figure advancing towards me. It was Oros,
who bore a lamp in his hand.
“You have slept long, friend Holly,” he said, “and now it is time to be up
and doing.”
“Long?” I answered testily. “How can that be, when it is still dark?”
“Because, friend, the dark is that of a new night. Many hours have gone by
since you lay down upon this bed. Well, you were wise to rest you while
you may, for who knows when you will sleep again! Come, let me bathe your
arm.”
“Tell me,” I broke in——“Nay, friend,” he interrupted firmly,
“I will tell you nothing, except that soon you must start to be present at
the funeral of the Khan, and, perchance, to learn the answer to your
questions.”
Ten minutes later he led me to the eating-chamber of the house, where I
found Leo already dressed, for Oros had awakened him before he came to me
and bidden him to prepare himself. Oros told us here that the Hesea had
not suffered us to be disturbed until the night came again since we had
much to undergo that day. So presently we started.
Once more we were led through the flame-lit hall till we came to the
loop-shaped apse. The place was empty now, even the corpse of the Khan had
gone, and no draped Oracle sat in the altar shrine, for its silver
curtains were drawn, and we saw that it was untenanted.
“The Mother has departed to do honour to the dead, according to the
ancient custom,” Oros explained to us.
Then we passed the altar, and behind the statue found a door in the rock
wall of the apse, and beyond the door a passage, and a hall as of a house,
for out of it opened other doors leading to chambers. These, our guide
told us, were the dwelling-places of the Hesea and her maidens. He added
that they ran to the side of the Mountain and had windows that opened on
to gardens and let in the light and air. In this hall six priests were
waiting, each of whom carried a bundle of torches beneath his arm and held
in his hand a lighted lamp.
“Our road runs through the dark,” said Oros, “though were it day we might
climb the outer snows, but this at night it is dangerous to do.”
Then taking torches, he lit them at a lamp and gave one to each of us.
Now our climb began. Up endless sloping galleries we went, hewn with
inconceivable labour by the primeval fire-worshippers from the living rock
of the Mountain. It seemed to me that they stretched for miles, and indeed
this was so, since, although the slope was always gentle, it took us more
than an hour to climb them. At length we came to the foot of a great
stair.
“Rest awhile here, my lord,” Oros said, bowing to Leo with the reverence
that he had shown him from the first, “for this stair is steep and long.
Now we stand upon the Mountain’s topmost lip, and are about to climb that
tall looped column which soars above.”
So we sat down in the vault-like place and let the sharp draught of air
rushing to and from the passages play upon us, for we were heated with
journeying up those close galleries. As we sat thus I heard a roaring
sound and asked Oros what it might be. He answered that we were very near
to the crater of the volcano, and that what we heard through the thickness
of the rock was the rushing of its everlasting fires. Then the ascent
commenced.
It was not dangerous though very wearisome, for there were nearly six
hundred of those steps. The climb of the passages had reminded me of that
of the gallery of the Great Pyramid drawn out for whole furlongs; that of
the pillar was like the ascent of a cathedral spire, or rather of several
spires piled one upon another.
Resting from time to time, we dragged ourselves up the steep steps, each
of them quite a foot in height, till the pillar was climbed and only the
loop remained. Up it we went also, Oros leading us, and glad was I that
the stairway still ran within the substance of the rock, for I could feel
the needle’s mighty eye quiver in the rush of the winds which swept about
its sides.
At length we saw light before us, and in another twenty steps emerged upon
a platform. As Leo, who went in front of me, walked from the stairway I
saw Oros and another priest seize him by the arms, and called to him to
ask what they were doing.
“Nothing,” he cried back, “except that this is a dizzy place and they
feared lest I should fall. Mind how you come, Horace,” and he stretched
out his hand to me.
Now I was clear of the tunnel, and I believe that had it not been for that
hand I should have sunk to the rocky floor, for the sight before me seemed
to paralyse my brain. Nor was this to be wondered at, for I doubt whether
the world can show such another.
We stood upon the very apex of the loop, a flat space of rock about eighty
yards in length by some thirty in breadth, with the star-strewn sky above
us. To the south, twenty thousand feet or more below, stretched the dim
Plain of Kaloon, and to the east and west the snow-clad shoulders of the
peak and the broad brown slopes beneath. To the north was a different
sight, and one more awesome. There, right under us as it seemed, for the
pillar bent inwards, lay the vast crater of the volcano, and in the centre
of it a wide lake of fire that broke into bubbles and flowers of sudden
flame or spouted, writhed and twisted like an angry sea.
From the surface of this lake rose smoke and gases that took fire as they
floated upwards, and, mingling together, formed a gigantic sheet of living
light. Right opposite to us burned this sheet and, the flare of it passing
through the needle-eye of the pillar under us, sped away in one dazzling
beam across the country of Kaloon, across the mountains beyond, till it
was lost on the horizon.
The wind blew from south to north, being sucked in towards the hot crater
of the volcano, and its fierce breath, that screamed through the eye of
the pillar and against its rugged surface, bent the long crest of the
sheet of flame, as an ocean roller is bent over by the gale, and tore from
it fragments of fire, that floated away to leeward like the blown-out
sails of a burning ship.
Had it not been for this strong and steady wind indeed, no creature could
have lived upon the pillar, for the vapours would have poisoned him; but
its unceasing blast drove these all away towards the north. For the same
reason, in the thin air of that icy place the heat was not too great to be
endured.
Appalled by that terrific spectacle, which seemed more appropriate to the
terrors of the Pit than to this earth of ours, and fearful lest the blast
should whirl me like a dead leaf into the glowing gulf beneath, I fell on
to my sound hand and my knees, shouting to Leo to do likewise, and looked
about me. Now I observed lines of priests wrapped in great capes, kneeling
upon the face of the rock and engaged apparently in prayer, but of Hes the
Mother, or of Atene, or of the corpse of the dead Khan I could see
nothing.
Whilst I wondered where they might be, Oros, upon whose nerves this dread
scene appeared to have no effect, and some of our attendant priests
surrounded us and led us onwards by a path that ran perilously near to the
rounded edge of the rock. A few downward steps and we found that we were
under shelter, for the gale was roaring over us. Twenty more paces and we
came to a recess cut, I suppose, by man in the face of the loop, in such
fashion that a lava roof was left projecting half across its width.
This recess, or rock chamber, which was large enough to shelter a great
number of people, we reached safely, to discover that it was already
tenanted. Seated in a chair hewn from the rock was the Hesea, wearing a
broidered, purple mantle above her gauzy wrappings that enveloped her from
head to foot. There, too, standing near to her were the Khania Atene and
her uncle the old Shaman, who looked but ill at ease, and lastly,
stretched upon his funeral couch, the fiery light beating upon his stark
form and face, lay the dead Khan, Rassen.
We advanced to the throne and bowed to her who sat thereon. The Hesea
lifted her hooded head, which seemed to have been sunk upon her breast as
though she were overcome by thought or care, and addressed Oros the
priest. For in the shelter of those massive walls by comparison there was
silence and folk could hear each other speak.
“So thou hast brought them safely, my servant,” she said, “and I am glad,
for to those that know it not this road is fearful. My guests, what say
you of the burying-pit of the Children of Hes?”
“Our faith tells us of a hell, lady,” answered Leo, “and I think that
yonder cauldron looks like its mouth.”
“Nay,” she answered, “there is no hell, save that which from life to life
we fashion for ourselves within the circle of this little star. Leo
Vincey, I tell thee that hell is here, aye, here,” and she struck
her hand upon her breast, while once more her head drooped forward as
though bowed down beneath some load of secret misery.
Thus she stayed awhile, then lifted it and spoke again, saying—“Midnight
is past, and much must be done and suffered before the dawn. Aye, the
darkness must be turned to light, or perchance the light to eternal
darkness.”
“Royal woman,” she went on, addressing Atene, “as is his right, thou hast
brought thy dead lord hither for burial in this consecrated place, where
the ashes of all who went before him have become fuel for the holy fires.
Oros, my priest, summon thou the Accuser and him who makes defence, and
let the books be opened that I may pass my judgment on the dead, and call
his soul to live again, or pray that from it the breath of life may be
withheld.
“Priest, I say the Court of Death is open.”
CHAPTER XV
THE SECOND ORDEAL
Oros bowed and left the place, whereon the Hesea signed to us to stand
upon her right and to Atene to stand upon her left. Presently from either
side the hooded priests and priestesses stole into the chamber, and to the
number of fifty or more ranged themselves along its walls. Then came two
figures draped in black and masked, who bore parchment books in their
hands, and placed themselves on either side of the corpse, while Oros
stood at its feet, facing the Hesea.
Now she lifted the sistrum that she held, and in obedience to the signal
Oros said—“Let the books be opened.”
Thereon the masked Accuser to the right broke the seal of his book and
began to read its pages. It was a tale of the sins of this dead man
entered as fully as though that officer were his own conscience given life
and voice. In cold and horrible detail it told of the evil doings of his
childhood, of his youth, and of his riper years, and thus massed together
the record was black indeed.
I listened amazed, wondering what spy had been set upon the deeds of
yonder man throughout his days; thinking also with a shudder of how heavy
would be the tale against any one of us, if such a spy should companion
him from the cradle to the grave; remembering too that full surely this
count is kept by scribes even more watchful than the ministers of Hes.
At length the long story drew to its close. Lastly it told of the murder
of that noble upon the banks of the river; it told of the plot against our
lives for no just cause; it told of our cruel hunting with the
death-hounds, and of its end. Then the Accuser shut his book and cast it
on the ground, saying—“Such is the record, O Mother. Sum it up as
thou hast been given wisdom.”
Without speaking, the Hesea pointed with her sistrum to the Defender, who
thereon broke the seal of his book and began to read.
Its tale spoke of all the good that the dead man had done; of every noble
word that he had said, of every kind action; of plans which he had made
for the welfare of his vassals; of temptations to ill that he had
resisted; of the true love that he had borne to the woman who became his
wife; of the prayers which he had made and of the offerings which he had
sent to the temple of Hes.
Making no mention of her name, it told of how that wife of his had hated
him, of how she and the magician, who had fostered and educated her, and
was her relative and guide, had set other women to lead him astray that
she might be free of him. Of how too they had driven him mad with a
poisonous drink which took away his judgment, unchained all the evil in
his heart, and caused him by its baneful influence to shrink unnaturally
from her whose love he still desired.
Also it set out that the heaviest of his crimes were inspired by this wife
of his, who sought to befoul his name in the ears of the people whom she
led him to oppress, and how bitter jealousy drove him to cruel acts, the
last and worst of which caused him foully to violate the law of
hospitality, and in attempting to bring about the death of blameless
guests at their hands to find his own.
Thus the Defender read, and having read, closed the book and threw it on
the ground, saying—“Such is the record, O Mother, sum it up as thou
hast been given wisdom.”
Then the Khania, who all this time had stood cold and impassive, stepped
forward to speak, and with her her uncle, the Shaman Simbri. But before a
word passed Atene’s lips the Hesea raised her sceptre and forbade them,
saying—“Thy day of trial is not yet, nor have we aught to do with
thee. When thou liest where he lies and the books of thy deeds are read
aloud to her who sits in judgment, then let thine advocate make answer for
these things.”
“So be it,” answered Atene haughtily and fell back.
Now it was the turn of the high-priest Oros. “Mother,” he said, “thou hast
heard. Balance the writings, assess the truth, and according to thy
wisdom, issue thy commands. Shall we hurl him who was Rassen feet first
into the fiery gulf, that he may walk again in the paths of life, or head
first, in token that he is dead indeed?”
Then while all waited in a hushed expectancy, the great Priestess
delivered her verdict.
“I hear, I balance, I assess, but judge I do not, who claim no such power.
Let the Spirit who sent him forth, to whom he is returned again, pass
judgment on his spirit. This dead one has sinned deeply, yet has he been
more deeply sinned against. Nor against that man can be reckoned the
account of his deeds of madness. Cast him then to his grave feet first
that his name may be whitened in the ears of those unborn, and that thence
he may return again at the time appointed. It is spoken.”
Now the Accuser lifted the book of his accusations from the ground and,
advancing, hurled it into the gulf in token that it was blotted out. Then
he turned and vanished from the chamber; while the Advocate, taking up his
book, gave it into the keeping of the priest Oros, that it might be
preserved in the archives of the temple for ever. This done, the priests
began a funeral chant and a solemn invocation to the great Lord of the
Under-world that he would receive this spirit and acquit it there as here
it had been acquitted by the Hesea, his minister.
Ere their dirge ended certain of the priests, advancing with slow steps,
lifted the bier and carried it to the edge of the gulf; then at a sign
from the Mother, hurled it feet foremost into the fiery lake below, whilst
all watched to see how it struck the flame. For this they held to be an
omen, since should the body turn over in its descent it was taken as a
sign that the judgment of mortal men had been refused in the Place of the
Immortals. It did not turn; it rushed downwards straight as a plummet and
plunged into the fire hundreds of feet below, and there for ever vanished.
This indeed was not strange since, as we discovered afterwards, the feet
were weighted.
In fact this solemn rite was but a formula that, down to the exact words
of judgment and committal, had been practised here from unknown antiquity
over the bodies of the priests and priestesses of the Mountain, and of
certain of the great ones of the Plain. So it was in ancient Egypt, whence
without doubt this ceremony of the trial of the dead was derived, and so
it continued to be in the land of Hes, for no priestess ever ventured to
condemn the soul of one departed.
The real interest of the custom, apart from its solemnity and awful
surroundings, centred in the accurate knowledge displayed by the masked
Accuser and Advocate of the life-deeds of the deceased. It showed that
although the College of Hes affected to be indifferent to the doings and
politics of the people of the Plain that they once ruled and over which,
whilst secretly awaiting an opportunity of re-conquest, they still claimed
a spiritual authority, the attitude was assumed rather than real. Moreover
it suggested a system of espionage so piercing and extraordinary that it
was difficult to believe it unaided by the habitual exercise of some gift
of clairvoyance.
The service, if I may call it so, was finished; the dead man had followed
the record of his sins into that lurid sea of fire, and by now was but a
handful of charred dust. But if his book had closed, ours remained open
and at its strangest chapter. We knew it, all of us, and waited, our
nerves thrilled, with expectancy.
The Hesea sat brooding on her rocky throne. She also knew that the hour
had come. Presently she sighed, then motioned with her sceptre and spoke a
word or two, dismissing the priests and priestesses, who departed and were
seen no more. Two of them remained however, Oros and the head priestess
who was called Papave, a young woman of a noble countenance.
“Listen, my servants,” she said. “Great things are about to happen, which
have to do with the coming of yonder strangers, for whom I have waited
these many years as is well known to you. Nor can I tell the issue since
to me, to whom power is given so freely, foresight of the future is
denied. It well may happen, therefore, that this seat will soon be empty
and this frame but food for the eternal fires. Nay, grieve not, grieve
not, for I do not die and if so, the spirit shall return again.
“Hearken, Papave. Thou art of the blood, and to thee alone have I opened
all the doors of wisdom. If I pass now or at any time, take thou the
ancient power, fill thou my place, and in all things do as I have
instructed thee, that from this Mountain light may shine upon the world.
Further I command thee, and thee also, Oros my priest, that if I be
summoned hence you entertain these strangers hospitably until it is
possible to escort them from the land, whether by the road they came or
across the northern hills and deserts. Should the Khania Atene attempt to
detain them against their will, then raise the Tribes upon her in the name
of the Hesea; depose her from her seat, conquer her land and hold it. Hear
and obey.”
“Mother, we hear and we will obey,” answered Oros and Papave as with a
single voice.
She waved her hand to show that this matter was finished; then after long
thought spoke again, addressing herself to the Khania.
“Atene, last night thou didst ask me a question—why thou dost love
this man,” and she pointed to Leo. “To that the answer would be easy, for
is he not one who might well stir passion in the breast of a woman such as
thou art? But thou didst say also that thine own heart and the wisdom of
yonder magician, thy uncle, told thee that since thy soul first sprang to
life thou hadst loved him, and didst adjure me by the Power to whom I must
give my account to draw the curtain from the past and let the truth be
known.
“Woman, the hour has come, and I obey thy summons—not because thou
dost command but because it is my will. Of the beginning I can tell thee
nothing, who am still human and no goddess. I know not why we three are
wrapped in this coil of fate; I know not the destinies to which we journey
up the ladder of a thousand lives, with grief and pain climbing the
endless stair of circumstance, or, if I know, I may not say. Therefore I
take up the tale where my own memory gives me light.”
The Hesea paused, and we saw her frame shake as though beneath some
fearful inward effort of the will. “Look now behind you,” she cried,
throwing her arms wide.
We turned, and at first saw nothing save the great curtain of fire that
rose from the abyss of the volcano, whereof, as I have told, the crest was
bent over by the wind like the crest of a breaking billow. But presently,
as we watched, in the depths of this red veil, Nature’s awful lamp-flame,
a picture began to form as it forms in the seer’s magic crystal.
Behold! a temple set amid sands and washed by a wide, palm-bordered river,
and across its pyloned court processions of priests, who pass to and fro
with flaunting banners. The court empties; I could see the shadow of a
falcon’s wings that fled across its sunlit floor. A man clad in a priest’s
white robe, shaven-headed, and barefooted, enters through the southern
pylon gate and walks slowly towards a painted granite shrine, in which
sits the image of a woman crowned with the double crown of Egypt,
surmounted by a lotus bloom, and holding in her hand the sacred sistrum.
Now, as though he heard some sound, he halts and looks towards us, and by
the heaven above me, his face is the face of Leo Vincey in his youth, the
face too of that Kallikrates whose corpse we had seen in the Caves of Kôr!
“Look, look!” gasped Leo, catching me by the arm; but I only nodded my
head in answer.
The man walks on again, and kneeling before the goddess in the shrine,
embraces her feet and makes his prayer to her. Now the gates roll open,
and a procession enters, headed by a veiled, noble-looking woman, who
bears offerings, which she sets on the table before the shrine, bending
her knee to the effigy of the goddess. Her oblations made, she turns to
depart, and as she goes brushes her hand against the hand of the watching
priest, who hesitates, then follows her.
When all her company have passed the gate she lingers alone in the shadow
of the pylon, whispering to the priest and pointing to the river and the
southern land beyond. He is disturbed; he reasons with her, till, after
one swift glance round, she lets drop her veil, bending towards him and—their
lips meet.
As time flies her face is turned towards us, and lo! it is the face of
Atene, and amid her dusky hair the aura is reflected in jewelled gold, the
symbol of her royal rank. She looks at the shaven priest; she laughs as
though in triumph; she points to the westering sun and to the river, and
is gone.
Aye, and that laugh of long ago is echoed by Atene at our side, for she
also laughs in triumph and cries aloud to the old Shaman—“True
diviners were my heart and thou! Behold how I won him in the past.”
Then, like ice on fire fell the cold voice of the Hesea.
“Be silent, woman, and see how thou didst lose him in the past.”
Lo! the scene changes, and on a couch a lovely shape lies sleeping. She
dreams; she is afraid; and over her bends and whispers in her ear a
shadowy form clad with the emblems of the goddess in the shrine, but now
wearing upon her head the vulture cap. The woman wakes from her dream and
looks round, and oh! the face is the face of Ayesha as it was seen of us
when first she loosed her veil in the Caves of Kôr.
A sigh went up from us; we could not speak who thus fearfully once more
beheld her loveliness.
Again she sleeps, again the awful form bends over her and whispers. It
points, the distance opens. Lo! on a stormy sea a boat, and in the boat
two wrapped in each other’s arms, the priest and the royal woman, while
over them like a Vengeance, raw-necked and ragged-pinioned, hovers a
following vulture, such a vulture as the goddess wore for headdress.
That picture fades from its burning frame, leaving the vast sheet of fire
empty as the noonday sky. Then another forms. First a great, smooth-walled
cave carpeted with sand, a cave that we remembered well. Then lying on the
sand, now no longer shaven, but golden-haired, the corpse of the priest
staring upwards with his glazed eyes, his white skin streaked with blood,
and standing over him two women. One holds a javelin in her hand and is
naked except for her flowing hair, and beautiful, beautiful beyond
imagining. The other, wrapped in a dark cloak, beats the air with her
hands, casting up her eyes as though to call the curse of Heaven upon her
rival’s head. And those women are she into whose sleeping ear the shadow
had whispered, and the royal Egyptian who had kissed her lover beneath the
pylon gate.
Slowly all the figures faded; it was as though the fire ate them up, for
first they became thin and white as ashes; then vanished. The Hesea, who
had been leaning forward, sank backwards in her chair, as if weary with
the toil of her own magic.
For a while confused pictures flitted rapidly to and fro across the vast
mirror of the flame, such as might be reflected from an intelligence
crowded with the memories of over two thousand years which it was too
exhausted to separate and define.
Wild scenes, multitudes of people, great caves, and in them faces, amongst
others our own, starting up distorted and enormous, to grow tiny in an
instant and depart; stark imaginations of Forms towering and divine; of
Things monstrous and inhuman; armies marching, illimitable battle-fields,
and corpses rolled in blood, and hovering over them the spirits of the
slain.
These pictures died as the others had died, and the fire was blank again.
Then the Hesea spoke in a voice very faint at first, that by slow degrees
grew stronger.
“Is thy question answered, O Atene?”
“I have seen strange sights, Mother, mighty limnings worthy of thy magic,
but how know I that they are more than vapours of thine own brain cast
upon yonder fire to deceive and mock us?”[5]
[5]
Considered in the light of subsequent revelations, vouchsafed to us by Ayesha
herself, I am inclined to believe that Atene’s shrewd surmise was
accurate, and that these fearful pictures, although founded on events that had
happened in the past, were in the main “vapours” cast upon the
crater fire; visions raised in our minds to “deceive and mock
us.”—L. H. H.
“Listen then,” said the Hesea, in her weary voice, “to the interpretation
of the writing, and cease to trouble me with thy doubts. Many an age ago,
but shortly after I began to live this last, long life of mine, Isis, the
great goddess of Egypt, had her Holy House at Behbit, near the Nile. It is
a ruin now, and Isis has departed from Egypt, though still under the Power
that fashioned it and her: she rules the world, for she is Nature’s self.
Of that shrine a certain man, a Greek, Kallikrates by name, was chief
priest, chosen for her service by the favour of the goddess, vowed to her
eternally and to her alone, by the dreadful oath that might not be broken
without punishment as eternal.
“In the flame thou sawest that priest, and here at thy side he stands,
re-born, to fulfil his destiny and ours.
“There lived also a daughter of Pharaoh’s house, one Amenartas, who cast
eyes of love upon this Kallikrates, and, wrapping him in her spells—for
then as now she practised witcheries—caused him to break his oaths
and fly with her, as thou sawest written in the flame. Thou, Atene, wast
that Amenartas.
“Lastly there lived a certain Arabian, named Ayesha, a wise and lovely
woman, who, in the emptiness of her heart, and the sorrow of much
knowledge, had sought refuge in the service of the universal Mother,
thinking there to win the true wisdom which ever fled from her. That
Ayesha, as thou sawest also, the goddess visited in a dream, bidding her
to follow those faithless ones, and work Heaven’s vengeance on them, and
promising her in reward victory over death upon the earth and beauty such
as had not been known in woman.
“She followed far; she awaited them where they wandered. Guided by a sage
named Noot, one who from the beginning had been appointed to her service
and that of another—thou, O Holly, wast that man—she found the
essence in which to bathe is to outlive Generations, Faiths, and Empires,
saying—“‘I will slay these guilty ones. I will slay them presently,
as I am commanded.’
“Yet Ayesha slew not, for now their sin was her sin, since she who had
never loved came to desire this man. She led them to the Place of Life,
purposing there to clothe him and herself with immortality, and let the
woman die. But it was not so fated, for then the goddess smote. The life
was Ayesha’s as had been sworn, but in its first hour, blinded with
jealous rage because he shrank from her unveiled glory to the mortal woman
at his side, this Ayesha brought him to his death, and alas! alas! left
herself undying.
“Thus did the angry goddess work woe upon her faithless ministers, giving
to the priest swift doom, to the priestess Ayesha, long remorse and
misery, and to the royal Amenartas jealousy more bitter than life or
death, and the fate of unending effort to win back that love which,
defying Heaven, she had dared to steal, but to be bereft thereof again.
“Lo! now the ages pass, and, at the time appointed, to that undying Ayesha
who, whilst awaiting his re-birth, from century to century mourned his
loss, and did bitter penance for her sins, came back the man, her heart’s
desire. Then, whilst all went well for her and him, again the goddess
smote and robbed her of her reward. Before her lover’s living eyes, sunk
in utter shame and misery, the beautiful became hideous, the undying
seemed to die.
“Yet, O Kallikrates, I tell thee that she died not. Did not Ayesha swear
to thee yonder in the Caves of Kôr that she would come again? for even in
that awful hour this comfort kissed her soul. Thereafter, Leo Vincey, who
art Killikrates, did not her spirit lead thee in thy sleep and stand with
thee upon this very pinnacle which should be thy beacon light to guide
thee back to her? And didst thou not search these many years, not knowing
that she companioned thy every step and strove to guard thee in every
danger, till at length in the permitted hour thou camest back to her?”
She paused, and looked towards Leo, as though awaiting his reply.
“Of the first part of the tale, except from the writing on the Sherd, I
know nothing, Lady,” he said; “of the rest I, or rather we, know that it
is true. Yet I would ask a question, and I pray thee of thy charity let
thy answer be swift and short. Thou sayest that in the permitted hour I
came back to Ayesha. Where then is Ayesha? Art thou Ayesha? And if so why
is thy voice changed? Why art thou less in stature? Oh! in the name of
whatever god thou dost worship, tell me art thou Ayesha?”
“I am Ayesha” she answered solemnly, “that very Ayesha to whom thou
didst pledge thyself eternally.”
“She lies, she lies,” broke in Atene. “I tell thee, husband—for such
with her own lips she declares thou art to me—that yonder woman who
says that she parted from thee young and beautiful, less than twenty years
ago, is none other than the aged priestess who for a century at least has
borne rule in these halls of Hes. Let her deny it if she can.”
“Oros,” said the Mother, “tell thou the tale of the death of that
priestess of whom the Khania speaks.”
The priest bowed, and in his usual calm voice, as though he were narrating
some event of every day, said mechanically, and in a fashion that carried
no conviction to my mind—“Eighteen years ago, on the fourth night of
the first month of the winter in the year 2333 of the founding of the
worship of Hes on this Mountain, the priestess of whom the Khania Atene
speaks, died of old age in my presence in the hundred and eighth year of
her rule. Three hours later we went to lift her from the throne on which
she died, to prepare her corpse for burial in this fire, according to the
ancient custom. Lo! a miracle, for she lived again, the same, yet very
changed.
“Thinking this a work of evil magic, the Priests and Priestesses of the
College rejected her, and would have driven her from the throne. Thereon
the Mountain blazed and thundered, the light from the fiery pillars died,
and great terror fell upon the souls of men. Then from the deep darkness
above the altar where stands the statue of the Mother of Men, the voice of
the living goddess spoke, saying—“‘Accept ye her whom I have set to
rule over you, that my judgments and my purposes may be fulfilled.’
“The Voice ceased, the fiery torches burnt again, and we bowed the knee to
the new Hesea, and named her Mother in the ears of all. That is the tale
to which hundreds can bear witness.”
“Thou hearest, Atene,” said the Hesea. “Dost thou still doubt?”
“Aye,” answered the Khania, “for I hold that Oros also lies, or if he lies
not, then he dreams, or perchance that voice he heard was thine own. Now
if thou art this undying woman, this Ayesha, let proof be made of it to
these two men who knew thee in the past. Tear away those wrappings that
guard thy loveliness thus jealously. Let thy shape divine, thy beauty
incomparable, shine out upon our dazzled sight. Surely thy lover will not
forget such charms; surely he will know thee, and bow the knee, saying,
‘This is my Immortal, and no other woman.’
“Then, and not till then, will I believe that thou art even what thou
declarest thyself to be, an evil spirit, who bought undying life with
murder and used thy demon loveliness to bewitch the souls of men.”
Now the Hesea on the throne seemed to be much troubled, for she rocked
herself to and fro, and wrung her white-draped hands.
“Kallikrates,” she said in a voice that sounded like a moan, “is this thy
will? For if it be, know that I must obey. Yet I pray thee command it not,
for the time is not yet come; the promise unbreakable is not yet
fulfilled. I am somewhat changed, Kallikrates, since I kissed thee
on the brow and named thee mine, yonder in the Caves of Kôr.”
Leo looked about him desperately, till his eyes fell upon the mocking face
of Atene, who cried—“Bid her unveil, my lord. I swear to thee I’ll
not be jealous.”
At that taunt he took fire.
“Aye,” he said, “I bid her unveil, that I may learn the best or worst, who
otherwise must die of this suspense. Howsoever changed, if she be Ayesha I
shall know her, and if she be Ayesha, I shall love her.”
“Bold words, Kallikrates,” answered the Hesea; “yet from my very heart I
thank thee for them: those sweet words of trust and faithfulness to thou
knowest not what. Learn now the truth, for I may keep naught back from
thee. When I unveil it is decreed that thou must make thy choice for the
last time on this earth between yonder woman, my rival from the beginning,
and that Ayesha to whom thou art sworn. Thou canst reject me if thou wilt,
and no ill shall come to thee, but many a blessing, as men reckon them—power
and wealth and love. Only then thou must tear my memory from thy heart,
for then I leave thee to follow thy fate alone, till at the last the
purpose of these deeds and sufferings is made clear.
“Be warned. No light ordeal lies before thee. Be warned. I can promise
thee naught save such love as woman never gave to man, love that perchance—I
know not—must yet remain unsatisfied upon the earth.”
Then she turned to me and said:
“Oh! thou, Holly, thou true friend, thou guardian from of old, thou, next
to him most beloved by me, to thy clear and innocent spirit perchance
wisdom may be given that is denied to us, the little children whom thine
arms protect. Counsel thou him, my Holly, with the counsel that is given
thee, and I will obey thy words and his, and, whatever befalls, will bless
thee from my soul. Aye, and should he cast me off, then in the Land beyond
the lands, in the Star appointed, where all earthly passions fade,
together will we dwell eternally in a friendship glorious, thou and I
alone.
“For thou wilt not reject; thy steel, forged in the furnace of pure
truth and power, shall not lose its temper in these small fires of
temptation and become a rusted chain to bind thee to another woman’s
breast—until it canker to her heart and thine.”
“Ayesha, I thank thee for thy words,” I answered simply, “and by them and
that promise of thine, I, thy poor friend—for more I never thought
to be—am a thousandfold repaid for many sufferings. This I will add,
that for my part I know that thou art She whom we have lost, since,
whatever the lips that speak them, those thoughts and words are Ayesha’s
and hers alone.”
Thus I spoke, not knowing what else to say, for I was filled with a great
joy, a calm and ineffable satisfaction, which broke thus feebly from my
heart. For now I knew that I was dear to Ayesha as I had always been dear
to Leo; the closest of friends, from whom she never would be parted. What
more could I desire?
We fell back; we spoke together, whilst they watched us silently. What we
said I do not quite remember, but the end of it was that, as the Hesea had
done, Leo bade me judge and choose. Then into my mind there came a clear
command, from my own conscience or otherwhere, who can say? This was the
command, that I should bid her to unveil, and let fate declare its
purposes.
“Decide,” said Leo, “I cannot bear much more. Like that woman, whoever she
may be, whatever happens, I will not blame you, Horace.”
“Good,” I answered, “I have decided,” and, stepping forward, I said: “We
have taken counsel, Hes, and it is our will, who would learn the truth and
be at rest, that thou shouldst unveil before us, here and now.”
“I hear and obey,” the Priestess answered, in a voice like to that of a
dying woman, “only, I beseech you both, be pitiful to me, spare me your
mockeries; add not the coals of your hate and scorn to the fires of a soul
in hell, for whate’er I am, I became it for thy sake, Kallikrates. Yet,
yet I also am athirst for knowledge; for though I know all wisdom,
although I wield much power, one thing remains to me to learn—what
is the worth of the love of man, and if, indeed, it can live beyond the
horrors of the grave?”
Then, rising slowly, the Hesea walked, or rather tottered to the unroofed
open space in front of the rock chamber, and stood there quite near to the
brink of the flaming gulf beneath.
“Come hither, Papave, and loose these veils,” she cried in a shrill, thin
voice.
Papave advanced, and with a look of awe upon her handsome face began the
task. She was not a tall woman, yet as she bent over her I noted that she
seemed to tower above her mistress, the Hesea.
The outer veils fell revealing more within. These fell also, and now
before us stood the mummy-like shape, although it seemed to be of less
stature, of that strange being who had met us in the Place of Bones. So it
would seem that our mysterious guide and the high priestess Hes were the
same.
Look! Length by length the wrappings sank from her. Would they never end?
How small grew the frame within? She was very short now, unnaturally short
for a full-grown woman, and oh! I grew sick at heart. The last bandages
uncoiled themselves like shavings from a stick; two wrinkled hands
appeared, if hands they could be called. Then the feet—once I had
seen such on the mummy of a princess of Egypt, and even now by some
fantastic play of the mind, I remembered that on her coffin this princess
was named “The Beautiful.”
Everything was gone now, except a shift and a last inner veil about the
head. Hes waved back the priestess Papave, who fell half fainting to the
ground and lay there covering her eyes with her hand. Then uttering
something like a scream she gripped this veil in her thin talons, tore it
away, and with a gesture of uttermost despair, turned and faced us.
Oh! she was—nay, I will not describe her. I knew her at once, for
thus had I seen her last before the Fire of Life, and, strangely enough,
through the mask of unutterable age, through that cloak of humanity’s last
decay, still shone some resemblance to the glorious and superhuman Ayesha:
the shape of the face, the air of defiant pride that for an instant bore
her up—I know not what.
Yes, there she stood, and the fierce light of the heartless fires beat
upon her, revealing every shame.
There was a dreadful silence. I saw Leo’s lips turn white and his knees
begin to give; but by some effort he recovered himself, and stayed still
and upright like a dead man held by a wire. Also I saw Atene—and
this is to her credit—turn her head away. She had desired to see her
rival humiliated, but that horrible sight shocked her; some sense of their
common womanhood for the moment touched her pity. Only Simbri, who, I
think, knew what to expect, and Oros remained quite unmoved; indeed, in
that ghastly silence the latter spoke, and ever afterwards I loved him for
his words.
“What of the vile vessel, rotted in the grave of time? What of the flesh
that perishes?” he said. “Look through the ruined lamp to the eternal
light which burns within. Look through its covering carrion to the
inextinguishable soul.”
My heart applauded these noble sentiments. I was of one mind with Oros,
but oh, Heaven! I felt that my brain was going, and I wished that it would
go, so that I might hear and see no more.
That look which gathered on Ayesha’s mummy face? At first there had been a
little hope, but the hope died, and anguish, anguish, anguish took
its place.
Something must be done, this could not endure. My lips clave together, no
word would come; my feet refused to move.
I began to contemplate the scenery. How wonderful were that sheet of
flame, and the ripples which ran up and down its height. How awesome its
billowy crest. It would be warm lying in yonder red gulf below with the
dead Rassen, but oh! I wished that I shared his bed and had finished with
these agonies.
Thank Heaven, Atene was speaking. She had stepped to the side of the
naked-headed Thing, and stood by it in all the pride of her rich beauty
and perfect womanhood.
“Leo Vincey, or Kallikrates,” said Atene, “take which name thou wilt; thou
thinkest ill of me perhaps, but know that at least I scorn to mock a rival
in her mortal shame. She told us a wild tale but now, a tale true or
false, but more false than true, I think, of how I robbed a goddess of a
votary, and of how that goddess—Ayesha’s self perchance—was
avenged upon me for the crime of yielding to the man I loved. Well, let
goddesses—if such indeed there be—take their way and work
their will upon the helpless, and I, a mortal, will take mine until the
clutch of doom closes round my throat and chokes out life and memory, and
I too am a goddess—or a clod.
“Meanwhile, thou man, I shame not to say it before all these witnesses, I
love thee, and it seems that this—this woman or goddess—loves
thee also, and she has told us that now, now thou must choose
between us once and for ever. She has told us too that if I sinned against
Isis, whose minister be it remembered she declares herself, herself she
sinned yet more. For she would have taken thee both from a heavenly
mistress and from an earthly bride, and yet snatch that guerdon of
immortality which is hers to-day. Therefore if I am evil, she is worse,
nor does the flame that burns within the casket whereof Oros spoke shine
so very pure and bright.
“Choose thou then Leo Vincey, and let there be an end. I vaunt not myself;
thou knowest what I have been and seest what I am. Yet I can give thee
love and happiness and, mayhap, children to follow after thee, and with
them some place and power. What yonder witch can give thee thou canst
guess. Tales of the past, pictures on the flame, wise maxims and honeyed
words, and after thou art dead once more, promises perhaps, of joy to come
when that terrible goddess whom she serves so closely shall be appeased. I
have spoken. Yet I will add a word:
“O thou for whom, if the Hesea’s tale be true, I did once lay down my
royal rank and dare the dangers of an unsailed sea; O thou whom in ages
gone I would have sheltered with my frail body from the sorceries of this
cold, self-seeking witch; O thou whom but a little while ago at my own
life’s risk I drew from death in yonder river, choose, choose!”
To all this speech, so moderate yet so cruel, so well-reasoned and yet so
false, because of its glosses and omissions, the huddled Ayesha seemed to
listen with a fierce intentness. Yet she made no answer, not a single
word, not a sign even; she who had said her say and scorned to plead her
part.
I looked at Leo’s ashen face. He leaned towards Atene, drawn perhaps by
the passion shining in her beauteous eyes, then of a sudden straightened
himself, shook his head and sighed. The colour flamed to his brow, and his
eyes grew almost happy.
“After all,” he said, thinking aloud rather than speaking, “I have to do
not with unknowable pasts or with mystic futures, but with the things of
my own life. Ayesha waited for me through two thousand years; Atene could
marry a man she hated for power’s sake, and then could poison him, as
perhaps she would poison me when I wearied her. I know not what oaths I
swore to Amenartas, if such a woman lived. I remember the oaths I swore to
Ayesha. If I shrink from her now, why then my life is a lie and my belief
a fraud; then love will not endure the touch of age and never can survive
the grave.
“Nay, remembering what Ayesha was I take her as she is, in faith and hope
of what she shall be. At least love is immortal and if it must, why let it
feed on memory alone till death sets free the soul.”
Then stepping to where stood the dreadful, shrivelled form, Leo knelt down
before it and kissed her on the brow.
Yes, he kissed the trembling horror of that wrinkled head, and I think it
was one of the greatest, bravest acts ever done by man.
“Thou hast chosen,” said Atene in a cold voice, “and I tell thee, Leo
Vincey, that the manner of thy choice makes me mourn my loss the more.
Take now thy—thy bride and let me hence.”
But Ayesha still said no word and made no sign, till presently she sank
upon her bony knees and began to pray aloud. These were the words of her
prayer, as I heard them, though the exact Power to which it was addressed
is not very easy to determine, as I never discovered who or what it was
that she worshipped in her heart—“O Thou minister of the almighty
Will, thou sharp sword in the hand of Doom, thou inevitable Law that art
named Nature; thou who wast crowned as Isis of the Egyptians, but art the
goddess of all climes and ages; thou that leadest the man to the maid, and
layest the infant on his mother’s breast, that bringest our dust to its
kindred dust, that givest life to death, and into the dark of death
breathest the light of life again; thou who causest the abundant earth to
bear, whose smile is Spring, whose laugh is the ripple of the sea, whose
noontide rest is drowsy Summer, and whose sleep is Winter’s night, hear
thou the supplication of thy chosen child and minister:
“Of old thou gavest me thine own strength with deathless days, and beauty
above every daughter of this Star. But I sinned against thee sore, and for
my sin I paid in endless centuries of solitude, in the vileness that makes
me loathsome to my lover’s eyes, and for its diadem of perfect power sets
upon my brow this crown of naked mockery. Yet in thy breath, the swift
essence that brought me light, that brought me gloom, thou didst vow to me
that I who cannot die should once more pluck the lost flower of my
immortal loveliness from this foul slime of shame.
“Therefore, merciful Mother that bore me, to thee I make my prayer. Oh,
let his true love atone my sin; or, if it may not be, then give me death,
the last and most blessed of thy boons!”
CHAPTER XVI
THE CHANGE
She ceased, and there was a long, long silence. Leo and I looked at each
other in dismay. We had hoped against hope that this beautiful and piteous
prayer, addressed apparently to the great, dumb spirit of Nature, would be
answered. That meant a miracle, but what of it? The prolongation of the
life of Ayesha was a miracle, though it is true that some humble reptiles
are said to live as long as she had done.
The transference of her spirit from the Caves of Kôr to this temple was a
miracle, that is, to our western minds, though the dwellers in these parts
of Central Asia would not hold it so. That she should re-appear with the
same hideous body was a miracle. But was it the same body? Was it not the
body of the last Hesea? One very ancient woman is much like another, and
eighteen years of the working of the soul or identity within might well
wear away their trivial differences and give to the borrowed form some
resemblance to that which it had left.
At least the figures on that mirror of the flame were a miracle. Nay, why
so? A hundred clairvoyants in a hundred cities can produce or see their
like in water and in crystal, the difference being only one of size. They
were but reflections of scenes familiar to the mind of Ayesha, or perhaps
not so much as that. Perhaps they were only phantasms called up in our
minds by her mesmeric force.
Nay, none of these things were true miracles, since all, however strange,
might be capable of explanation. What right then had we to expect a marvel
now?
Such thoughts as these rose in our minds as the endless minutes were born
and died and—nothing happened.
Yes, at last one thing did happen. The light from the sheet of flame died
gradually away as the flame itself sank downwards into the abysses of the
pit. But about this in itself there was nothing wonderful, for as we had
seen with our own eyes from afar this fire varied much, and indeed it was
customary for it to die down at the approach of dawn, which now drew very
near.
Still that onward-creeping darkness added to the terrors of the scene. By
the last rays of the lurid light we saw Ayesha rise and advance some few
paces to that little tongue of rock at the edge of the pit off which the
body of Rassen had been hurled; saw her standing on it, also, looking like
some black, misshapen imp against the smoky glow which still rose from the
depths beneath.
Leo would have gone forward to her, for he believed that she was about to
hurl herself to doom, which indeed I thought was her design. But the
priest Oros, and the priestess Papave, obeying, I suppose, some secret
command that reached them I know not how, sprang to him and seizing his
arms, held him back. Then it became quite dark, and through the darkness
we could hear Ayesha chanting a dirge-like hymn in some secret, holy
tongue which was unknown to us.
A great flake of fire floated through the gloom, rocking to and fro like
some vast bird upon its pinions. We had seen many such that night, torn by
the gale from the crest of the blazing curtain as I have described. But—but—“Horace,”
whispered Leo through his chattering teeth, “that flame is coming up against
the wind!”
“Perhaps the wind has changed,” I answered, though I knew well that it had
not; that it blew stronger than ever from the south.
Nearer and nearer sailed the rocking flame, two enormous wings was the
shape of it, with something dark between them. It reached the little
promontory. The wings appeared to fold themselves about the dwarfed figure
that stood thereon—illuminating it for a moment. Then the light went
out of them and they vanished—everything vanished.
A while passed, it may have been one minute or ten, when suddenly the
priestess Papave, in obedience to some summons which we could not hear,
crept by me. I knew that it was she because her woman’s garments touched
me as she went. Another space of silence and of deep darkness, during
which I heard Papave return, breathing in short, sobbing gasps like one
who is very frightened.
Ah! I thought, Ayesha has cast herself into the pit. The tragedy is
finished!
Then it was that the wondrous music came. Of course it may have
been only the sound of priests chanting beyond us, but I do not think so,
since its quality was quite different to any that I heard in the temple
before or afterwards: to any indeed that ever I heard upon the earth.
I cannot describe it, but it was awful to listen to, yet most entrancing.
From the black, smoke-veiled pit where the fire had burned it welled and
echoed—now a single heavenly voice, now a sweet chorus, and now an
air-shaking thunder as of a hundred organs played to time.
That diverse and majestic harmony seemed to include, to express every
human emotion, and I have often thought since then that in its
all-embracing scope and range, this, the song or paean of her re-birth was
symbolical of the infinite variety of Ayesha’s spirit. Yet like that
spirit it had its master notes; power, passion, suffering, mystery and
loveliness. Also there could be no doubt as to the general significance of
the chant by whomsoever it was sung. It was the changeful story of a
mighty soul; it was worship, worship, worship of a queen divine!
Like slow clouds of incense fading to the bannered roof of some high
choir, the bursts of unearthly melodies grew faint; in the far distance of
the hollow pit they wailed themselves away.
Look! from the east a single ray of upward-springing light.
“Behold the dawn,” said the quiet voice of Oros.
That ray pierced the heavens above our heads, a very sword of flame. It
sank downwards, swiftly. Suddenly it fell, not upon us, for as yet the
rocky walls of our chamber warded it away, but on to the little promontory
at its edge.
Oh! and there—a Glory covered with a single garment—stood a
shape celestial. It seemed to be asleep, since the eyes were shut. Or was
it dead, for at first that face was a face of death? Look, the sunlight
played upon her, shining through the thin veil, the dark eyes opened like
the eyes of a wondering child; the blood of life flowed up the ivory bosom
into the pallid cheeks; the raiment of black and curling tresses wavered
in the wind; the head of the jewelled snake that held them sparkled
beneath her breast.
Was it an illusion, or was this Ayesha as she had been when she entered
the rolling flame in the caverns of Kôr? Our knees gave way beneath us,
and down, our arms about each other’s necks, Leo and I sank till we lay
upon the ground. Then a voice sweeter than honey, softer than the whisper
of a twilight breeze among the reeds, spoke near to us, and these were the
words it said—“Come hither to me, Kallikrates, who would pay thee
back that redeeming kiss of faith and love thou gavest me but now!”
Leo struggled to his feet. Like a drunken man he staggered to where Ayesha
stood, then overcome, sank before her on his knees.
“Arise,” she said, “it is I who should kneel to thee,” and she stretched
out her hand to raise him, whispering in his ear the while.
Still he would not, or could not rise, so very slowly she bent over him
and touched him with her lips upon the brow. Next she beckoned to me. I
came and would have knelt also, but she suffered it not.
“Nay,” she said, in her rich, remembered voice, “thou art no suitor; it
shall not be. Of lovers and worshippers henceforth as before, I can find a
plenty if I will, or even if I will it not. But where shall I find another
friend like to thee, O Holly, whom thus I greet?” and leaning towards me,
with her lips she touched me also on the brow—just touched me, and
no more.
Fragrant was Ayesha’s breath as roses, the odour of roses clung to her
lovely hair; her sweet body gleamed like some white sea-pearl; a faint but
palpable radiance crowned her head; no sculptor ever fashioned such a
marvel as the arm with which she held her veil about her; no stars in
heaven ever shone more purely bright than did her calm, entranced eyes.
Yet it is true, even with her lips upon me, all I felt for her was a love
divine into which no human passion entered. Once, I acknowledge to my
shame, it was otherwise, but I am an old man now and have done with such
frailties. Moreover, had not Ayesha named me Guardian, Protector, Friend,
and sworn to me that with her and Leo I should ever dwell where all
earthly passions fail. I repeat: what more could I desire?
Taking Leo by the hand Ayesha returned with him into the shelter of the
rock-hewn chamber and when she entered its shadows, shivered a little as
though with cold. I rejoiced at this I remember, for it seemed to show me
that she still was human, divine as she might appear. Here her priest and
priestess prostrated themselves before her new-born splendour, but she
motioned to them to rise, laying a hand upon the head of each as though in
blessing. “I am cold,” she said, “give me my mantle,” and Papave threw the
purple-broidered garment upon her shoulders, whence now it hung royally,
like a coronation robe.
“Nay,” she went on, “it is not this long-lost shape of mine, which in his
kiss my lord gave back to me, that shivers in the icy wind, it is my
spirit’s self bared to the bitter breath of Destiny. O my love, my love,
offended Powers are not easily appeased, even when they appear to pardon,
and though I shall no more be made a mockery in thy sight, how long is
given us together upon the world I know not; but a little hour perchance.
Well, ere we pass otherwhere, we will make it glorious, drinking as deeply
of the cup of joy as we have drunk of those of sorrows and of shame. This
place is hateful to me, for here I have suffered more than ever woman did
on earth or phantom in the deepest hell. It is hateful, it is ill-omened.
I pray that never again may I behold it.
“Say, what is it passes in thy mind, magician?” and of a sudden she turned
fiercely upon the Shaman Simbri who stood near, his arms crossed upon his
breast.
“Only, thou Beautiful,” he answered, “a dim shadow of things to come. I
have what thou dost lack with all thy wisdom, the gift of foresight, and
here I see a dead man lying——”
“Another word,” she broke in with fury born of some dark fear, “and thou
shalt be that man. Fool, put me not in mind that now I have strength again
to rid me of the ancient foes I hate, lest I should use a sword thou
thrustest to my hand,” and her eyes that had been so calm and happy,
blazed upon him like fire.
The old wizard felt their fearsome might and shrank from it till the wall
stayed him.
“Great One! now as ever I salute thee. Yes, now as at the first beginning
whereof we know alone,” he stammered. “I had no more to say; the face of
that dead man was not revealed to me. I saw only that some crowned Khan of
Kaloon to be shall lie here, as he whom the flame has taken lay an hour
ago.”
“Doubtless many a Khan of Kaloon will lie here,” she answered coldly.
“Fear not, Shaman, my wrath is past, yet be wise, mine enemy, and prophesy
no more evil to the great. Come, let us hence.”
So, still led by Leo, she passed from that chamber and stood presently
upon the apex of the soaring pillar. The sun was up now, flooding the
Mountain flanks, the plains of Kaloon far beneath and the distant, misty
peaks with a sheen of gold. Ayesha stood considering the mighty prospect,
then addressing Leo, she said—“The world is very fair; I give it all
to thee.”
Now Atene spoke for the first time.
“Dost thou mean Hes—if thou art still the Hesea and not a demon
arisen from the Pit—that thou offerest my territories to this man as
a love-gift? If so, I tell thee that first thou must conquer them.”
“Ungentle are thy words and mien,” answered Ayesha, “yet I forgive them
both, for I also can scorn to mock a rival in my hour of victory. When
thou wast the fairer, thou didst proffer him these very lands, but say,
who is the fairer now? Look at us, all of you, and judge,” and she stood
by Atene and smiled.
The Khania was a lovely woman. Never to my knowledge have I seen one
lovelier, but oh! how coarse and poor she showed beside the wild, ethereal
beauty of Ayesha born again. For that beauty was not altogether human, far
less so indeed than it had been in the Caves of Kôr; now it was the beauty
of a spirit.
The little light that always shone upon Ayesha’s brow; the wide-set,
maddening eyes which were filled sometimes with the fire of the stars and
sometimes with the blue darkness of the heavens wherein they float; the
curved lips, so wistful yet so proud; the tresses fine as glossy silk that
still spread and rippled as though with a separate life; the general air,
not so much of majesty as of some secret power hard to be restrained,
which strove in that delicate body and proclaimed its presence to the most
careless; that flame of the soul within whereof Oros had spoken, shining
now through no “vile vessel,” but in a vase of alabaster and of pearl—none
of these things and qualities were altogether human. I felt it and was
afraid, and Atene felt it also, for she answered—“I am but a woman.
What thou art, thou knowest best. Still a taper cannot shine midst yonder
fires or a glow-worm against a fallen star; nor can my mortal flesh
compare with the glory thou hast earned from hell in payment for thy gifts
and homage to the lord of ill. Yet as woman I am thy equal, and as spirit
I shall be thy mistress, when robbed of these borrowed beauties thou,
Ayesha, standest naked and ashamed before the Judge of all whom thou hast
deserted and defied; yes, as thou stoodest but now upon yonder brink above
the burning pit where thou yet shalt wander wailing thy lost love. For
this I know, mine enemy, that man and spirit cannot mate,” and
Atene ceased, choking in her bitter rage and jealousy.
Now watching Ayesha, I saw her wince a little beneath these evil-omened
words, saw also a tinge of grey touch the carmine of her lips and her deep
eyes grow dark and troubled. But in a moment her fears had gone and she
was asking in a voice that rang clear as silver bells—“Why ravest
thou, Atene, like some short-lived summer torrent against the barrier of a
seamless cliff? Dost think, poor creature of an hour, to sweep away the
rock of my eternal strength with foam and bursting bubbles? Have done and
listen. I do not seek thy petty rule, who, if I will it, can take the
empire of the world. Yet learn, thou holdest it of my hand. More—I
purpose soon to visit thee in thy city—choose thou if it shall be in
peace or war! Therefore, Khania, purge thy court and amend thy laws, that
when I come I may find contentment in the land which now it lacks, and
confirm thee in thy government. My counsel to thee also is that thou
choose some worthy man to husband, let him be whom thou wilt, if only he
is just and upright and one upon whom thou mayest rest, needing wise
guidance as thou dost, Atene. Come, now, my guests, let us hence,” and she
walked past the Khania, stepping fearlessly upon the very edge of the
wind-swept, rounded peak.
In a second the attempt had been made and failed, so quickly indeed that
it was not until Leo and I compared our impressions afterwards that we
could be sure of what had happened. As Ayesha passed her, the maddened
Khania drew a hidden dagger and struck with all her force at her rival’s
back. I saw the knife vanish to the hilt in her body, as I thought, but
this cannot have been so since it fell to the ground, and she who should
have been dead, took no hurt at all.
Feeling that she had failed, with a movement like the sudden lurch of a
ship, Atene thrust at Ayesha, proposing to hurl her to destruction in the
depths beneath. Lo! her outstretched arms went past her although Ayesha
never seemed to stir. Yes it was Atene who would have fallen, Atene who
already fell, had not Ayesha put out her hand and caught her by the wrist,
bearing all her backward-swaying weight as easily as though she were but
an infant, and without effort drawing her to safety.
“Foolish woman!” she said in pitying tones. “Wast thou so vexed that thou
wouldst strip thyself of the pleasant shape which heaven has given thee?
Surely this is madness, Atene, for how knowest thou in what likeness thou
mightest be sent to tread the earth again? As no queen perhaps, but as a
peasant’s child, deformed, unsightly; for such reward, it is said, is
given to those that achieve self-murder. Or even, as many think, shaped
like a beast—a snake, a cat, a tigress! Why, see,” and she picked
the dagger from the ground and cast it into the air, “that point was
poisoned. Had it but pricked thee now!” and she smiled at her and shook
her head.
But Atene could bear no more of this mockery, more venomed than her own
steel.
“Thou art not mortal,” she wailed. “How can I prevail against thee? To
Heaven I leave thy punishment,” and there upon the rocky peak Atene sank
down and wept.
Leo stood nearest to her, and the sight of this royal woman in her misery
proved too much for him to bear. Stepping to her side he stooped and
lifted her to her feet, muttering some kind words. For a moment she rested
on his arm, then shook herself free of him and took the proffered hand of
her old uncle Simbri.
“I see,” said Ayesha, “that as ever, thou art courteous, my lord Leo, but
it is best that her own servant should take charge of her, for—she
may hide more daggers. Come, the day grows, and surely we need rest.”
CHAPTER XVII
THE BETROTHAL
Together we descended the multitudinous steps and passed the endless,
rock-hewn passages till we came to the door of the dwelling of the
high-priestess and were led through it into a hall beyond. Here Ayesha
parted from us saying that she was outworn, as indeed she seemed to be
with an utter weariness, not of the body, but of the spirit. For her
delicate form drooped like a rain-laden lily, her eyes grew dim as those
of a person in a trance, and her voice came in a soft, sweet whisper, the
voice of one speaking in her sleep.
“Good-bye,” she said to us. “Oros will guard you both, and lead you to me
at the appointed time. Rest you well.”
So she went and the priest led us into a beautiful apartment that opened
on to a sheltered garden. So overcome were we also by all that we had
endured and seen, that we could scarcely speak, much less discuss these
marvellous events.
“My brain swims,” said Leo to Oros, “I desire to sleep.”
He bowed and conducted us to a chamber where were beds, and on these we
flung ourselves down and slept, dreamlessly, like little children.
When we awoke it was afternoon. We rose and bathed, then saying that we
wished to be alone, went together into the garden where even at this
altitude, now, at the end of August, the air was still mild and pleasant.
Behind a rock by a bed of campanulas and other mountain flowers and ferns,
was a bench near to the banks of a little stream, on which we seated
ourselves.
“What have you to say, Horace?” asked Leo laying his hand upon my arm.
“Say?” I answered. “That things have come about most marvellously; that we
have dreamed aright and laboured not in vain; that you are the most
fortunate of men and should be the most happy.”
He looked at me somewhat strangely, and answered—“Yes, of course;
she is lovely, is she not—but,” and his voice dropped to its lowest
whisper, “I wish, Horace, that Ayesha were a little more human, even as
human as she was in the Caves of Kôr. I don’t think she is quite flesh and
blood, I felt it when she kissed me—if you can call it a kiss—for
she barely touched my hair. Indeed how can she be who changed thus in an
hour? Flesh and blood are not born of flame, Horace.”
“Are you sure that she was so born?” I asked. “Like the visions on the
fire, may not that hideous shape have been but an illusion of our minds?
May she not be still the same Ayesha whom we knew in Kôr, not re-born, but
wafted hither by some mysterious agency?”
“Perhaps. Horace, we do not know—I think that we shall never know.
But I admit that to me the thing is terrifying. I am drawn to her by an
infinite attraction, her eyes set my blood on fire, the touch of her hand
is as that of a wand of madness laid upon my brain. And yet between us
there is some wall, invisible, still present. Or perhaps it is only fancy.
But, Horace, I think that she is afraid of Atene. Why, in the old days the
Khania would have been dead and forgotten in an hour—you remember
Ustane?”
“Perhaps she may have grown more gentle, Leo, who, like ourselves, has
learned hard lessons.”
“Yes,” he answered, “I hope that is so. At any rate she has grown more
divine—only, Horace, what kind of a husband shall I be for that
bright being, if ever I get so far?”
“Why should you not get so far?” I asked angrily, for his words jarred
upon my tense nerves.
“I don’t know,” he answered, “but on general principles do you think that
such fortune will be allowed to a man? Also, what did Atene mean when she
said that man and spirit cannot mate—and—other things?”
“She meant that she hoped they could not, I imagine, and, Leo, it
is useless to trouble yourself with forebodings that are more fitted to my
years than yours, and probably are based on nothing. Be a philosopher,
Leo. You have striven by wonderful ways such as are unknown in the history
of the world; you have attained. Take the goods the gods provide you—the
glory, the love and the power—and let the future look to itself.”
Before he could answer Oros appeared from round the rock, and, bowing with
more than his usual humility to Leo, said that the Hesea desired our
presence at a service in the Sanctuary. Rejoiced at the prospect of seeing
her again before he had hoped to do so, Leo sprang up and we accompanied
him back to our apartment.
Here priests were waiting, who, somewhat against his will, trimmed his
hair and beard, and would have done the same for me had I not refused
their offices. Then they placed gold-embroidered sandals on our feet and
wrapped Leo in a magnificent, white robe, also richly worked with gold and
purple; a somewhat similar robe but of less ornate design being given to
me. Lastly, a silver sceptre was thrust into his hand and into mine a
plain wand. This sceptre was shaped like a crook, and the sight of it gave
me some clue to the nature of the forthcoming ceremony.
“The crook of Osiris!” I whispered to Leo.
“Look here,” he answered, “I don’t want to impersonate any Egyptian god,
or to be mixed up in their heathen idolatries; in fact, I won’t.”
“Better go through with it,” I suggested, “probably it is only something
symbolical.”
But Leo, who, notwithstanding the strange circumstances connected with his
life, retained the religious principles in which I had educated him, very
strongly indeed, refused to move an inch until the nature of this service
was made clear to him. Indeed he expressed himself upon the subject with
vigour to Oros. At first the priest seemed puzzled what to do, then
explained that the forthcoming ceremony was one of betrothal.
On learning this Leo raised no further objections, asking only with some
nervousness whether the Khania would be present. Oros answered “No,” as
she had already departed to Kaloon, vowing war and vengeance.
Then we were led through long passages, till finally we emerged into the
gallery immediately in front of the great wooden doors of the apse. At our
approach these swung open and we entered it, Oros going first, then Leo,
then myself, and following us, the procession of attendant priests.
As soon as our eyes became accustomed to the dazzling glare of the flaming
pillars, we saw that some great rite was in progress in the temple, for in
front of the divine statue of Motherhood, white-robed and arranged in
serried ranks, stood the company of the priests to the number of over two
hundred, and behind these the company of the priestesses. Facing this
congregation and a little in advance of the two pillars of fire that
flared on either side of the shrine, Ayesha herself was seated in a raised
chair so that she could be seen of all, while to her right stood a similar
chair of which I could guess the purpose.
She was unveiled and gorgeously apparelled, though save for the white
beneath, her robes were those of a queen rather than of a priestess. About
her radiant brow ran a narrow band of gold, whence rose the head of a
hooded asp cut out of a single, crimson jewel, beneath which in endless
profusion the glorious waving hair flowed down and around, hiding even the
folds of her purple cloak.
This cloak, opening in front, revealed an undertunic of white silk cut low
upon her bosom and kept in place by a golden girdle, a double-headed
snake, so like to that which She had worn in Kôr that it might have been
the same. Her naked arms were bare of ornament, and in her right hand she
held the jewelled sistrum set with its gems and bells.
No empress could have looked more royal and no woman was ever half so
lovely, for to Ayesha’s human beauty was added a spiritual glory, her
heritage alone. Seeing her we could see naught else. The rhythmic movement
of the bodies of the worshippers, the rolling grandeur of their chant of
welcome echoed from the mighty roof, the fearful torches of living flame;
all these things were lost on us. For there re-born, enthroned, her arms
stretched out in gracious welcome, sat that perfect and immortal woman,
the appointed bride of one of us, the friend and lady of the other, her
divine presence breathing power, mystery and love.
On we marched between the ranks of hierophants, till Oros and the priests
left us and we stood alone face to face with Ayesha. Now she lifted her
sceptre and the chant ceased. In the midst of the following silence, she
rose from her seat and gliding down its steps, came to where Leo stood and
touched him on the forehead with her sistrum, crying in a loud, sweet
voice—“Behold the Chosen of the Hesea!” whereon all that audience
echoed in a shout of thunder—“Welcome to the Chosen of the Hesea!”
Then while the echoes of that glad cry yet rang round the rocky walls,
Ayesha motioned to me to stand at her side, and taking Leo by the hand
drew him towards her, so that now he faced the white-robed company.
Holding him thus she began to speak in clear and silvery tones.
“Priests and priestesses of Hes, servants with her of the Mother of the
world, hear me. Now for the first time I appear among you as I am,
you who heretofore have looked but on a hooded shape, not knowing its form
or fashion. Learn now the reason that I draw my veil. Ye see this man,
whom ye believed a stranger that with his companion had wandered to our
shrine. I tell you that he is no stranger; that of old, in lives
forgotten, he was my lord who now comes to seek his love again. Say, is it
not so, Kallikrates?”
“It is so,” answered Leo.
“Priests and priestesses of Hes, as ye know, from the beginning it has
been the right and custom of her who holds my place to choose one to be
her lord. Is it not so?”
“It is so, O Hes,” they answered.
She paused a while, then with a gesture of infinite sweetness turned to
Leo, bent towards him thrice and slowly sank upon her knee.
“Say thou,” Ayesha said, looking up at him with her wondrous eyes, “say
before these here gathered, and all those witnesses whom thou canst not
see, dost thou again accept me as thy affianced bride?”
“Aye, Lady,” he answered, in a deep but shaken voice, “now and for ever.”
Then while all watched, in the midst of a great silence, Ayesha rose, cast
down her sistrum sceptre that rang upon the rocky floor, and stretched out
her arms towards him.
Leo also bent towards her, and would have kissed her upon the lips. But I
who watched, saw his face grow white as it drew near to hers. While the
radiance crept from her brow to his, turning his bright hair to gold, I
saw also that this strong man trembled like a reed and seemed as though he
were about to fall.
I think that Ayesha noted it too, for ere ever their lips met, she thrust
him from her and again that grey mist of fear gathered on her face.
In an instant it passed. She had slipped from him and with her hand held
his hand as though to support him. Thus they stood till his feet grew firm
and his strength returned.
Oros restored the sceptre to her, and lifting it she said—“O love
and lord, take thou the place prepared for thee, where thou shalt sit for
ever at my side, for with myself I give thee more than thou canst know or
than I will tell thee now. Mount thy throne, O Affianced of Hes, and
receive the worship of thy priests.”
“Nay,” he answered with a start as that word fell upon his ears. “Here and
now I say it once and for all. I am but a man who know nothing of strange
gods, their attributes and ceremonials. None shall bow the knee to me and
on earth, Ayesha, I bow mine to thee alone.”
Now at this bold speech some of those who heard it looked astonished and
whispered to each other, while a voice called—“Beware, thou Chosen,
of the anger of the Mother!”
Again for a moment Ayesha looked afraid, then with a little laugh, swept
the thing aside, saying—“Surely with that I should be content. For
me, O Love, thy adoration for thee the betrothal song, no more.”
So having no choice Leo mounted the throne, where notwithstanding his
splendid presence, enhanced as it was by those glittering robes, he looked
ill enough at ease, as indeed must any man of his faith and race. Happily
however, if some act of semi-idolatrous homage had been proposed, Ayesha
found a means to prevent its celebration, and soon all such matters were
forgotten both by the singers who sang, and us who listened to the
majestic chant that followed.
Of its words unfortunately we were able to understand but little, both
because of the volume of sound and of the secret, priestly language in
which it was given, though its general purport could not be mistaken.
The female voices began it, singing very low, and conveying a strange
impression of time and distance. Now followed bursts of gladness
alternating with melancholy chords suggesting sighs and tears and sorrows
long endured, and at the end a joyous, triumphant paean thrown to and fro
between the men and women singers, terminating in one united chorus
repeated again and again, louder and yet louder, till it culminated in a
veritable crash of melody, then of a sudden ceased.
Ayesha rose and waved her sceptre, whereon all the company bowed thrice,
then turned and breaking into some sweet, low chant that sounded like a
lullaby, marched, rank after rank, across the width of the Sanctuary and
through the carven doors which closed behind the last of them.
When all had gone, leaving us alone, save for the priest Oros and the
priestess Papave, who remained in attendance on their mistress, Ayesha,
who sat gazing before her with dreaming, empty eyes, seemed to awake, for
she rose and said—“A noble chant, is it not, and an ancient? It was
the wedding song of the feast of Isis and Osiris at Behbit in Egypt, and
there I heard it before ever I saw the darksome Caves of Kôr. Often have I
observed, my Holly, that music lingers longer than aught else in this
changeful world, though it is rare that the very words should remain
unvaried. Come, beloved—tell me, by what name shall I call thee?
Thou art Kallikrates and yet——”
“Call me Leo, Ayesha,” he answered, “as I was christened in the only life
of which I have any knowledge. This Kallikrates seems to have been an
unlucky man, and the deeds he did, if in truth he was aught other than a
tool in the hand of destiny, have bred no good to the inheritors of his
body—or his spirit, whichever it may be—or to those women with
whom his life was intertwined. Call me Leo, then, for of Kallikrates I
have had enough since that night when I looked upon the last of him in
Kôr.”
“Ah! I remember,” she answered, “when thou sawest thyself lying in that
narrow bed, and I sang thee a song, did I not, of the past and of the
future? I can recall two lines of it; the rest I have forgotten—
“‘Onward, never weary, clad with splendour for a robe!
Till accomplished be our fate, and the night is rushing down.’
“Yes, my Leo, now indeed we are ‘clad with splendour for a robe,’ and now
our fate draws near to its accomplishment. Then perchance will come the
down-rushing of the night;” and she sighed, looked up tenderly and said,
“See, I am talking to thee in Arabic. Hast thou forgotten it?”
“No.”
“Then let it be our tongue, for I love it best of all, who lisped it at my
mother’s knee. Now leave me here alone awhile; I would think. Also,” she
added thoughtfully, and speaking with a strange and impressive inflexion
of the voice, “there are some to whom I must give audience.”
So we went, all of us, supposing that Ayesha was about to receive a
deputation of the Chiefs of the Mountain Tribes who came to felicitate her
upon her betrothal.
CHAPTER XVIII
THE THIRD ORDEAL
An hour, two hours passed, while we strove to rest in our sleeping place,
but could not, for some influence disturbed us.
“Why does not Ayesha come?” asked Leo at length, pausing in his walk up
and down the room. “I want to see her again; I cannot bear to be apart
from her. I feel as though she were drawing me to her.”
“How can I tell you? Ask Oros; he is outside the door.”
So he went and asked him, but Oros only smiled, and answered that the
Hesea had not entered her chamber, so doubtless she must still remain in
the Sanctuary.
“Then I am going to look for her. Come, Oros, and you too, Horace.”
Oros bowed, but declined, saying that he was bidden to bide at our door,
adding that we, “to whom all the paths were open,” could return to the
Sanctuary if we thought well.
“I do think well,” replied Leo sharply. “Will you come, Horace, or shall I
go without you?”
I hesitated. The Sanctuary was a public place, it is true, but Ayesha had
said that she desired to be alone there for awhile. Without more words,
however, Leo shrugged his shoulders and started.
“You will never find your way,” I said, and followed him.
We went down the long passages that were dimly lighted with lamps and came
to the gallery. Here we found no lamps; still we groped our way to the
great wooden doors. They were shut, but Leo pushed upon them impatiently,
and one of them swung open a little, so that we could squeeze ourselves
between them. As we passed it closed noiselessly behind us.
Now we should have been in the Sanctuary, and in the full blaze of those
awful columns of living fire. But they were out, or we had strayed
elsewhere; at least the darkness was intense. We tried to work our way
back to the doors again, but could not. We were lost.
More, something oppressed us; we did not dare to speak. We went on a few
paces and stopped, for we became aware that we were not alone. Indeed, it
seemed to me that we stood in the midst of a thronging multitude, but not
of men and women. Beings pressed about us; we could feel their robes, yet
could not touch them; we could feel their breath, but it was cold.
The air stirred all round us as they passed to and fro, passed in endless
numbers. It was as though we had entered a cathedral filled with the vast
congregation of all the dead who once had worshipped there. We grew afraid—my
face was damp with fear, the hair stood up upon my head. We seemed to have
wandered into a hall of the Shades.
At length light appeared far away, and we saw that it emanated from the
two pillars of fire which had burned on either side of the Shrine, that of
a sudden became luminous. So we were in the Sanctuary, and still near to
the doors. Now those pillars were not bright; they were low and lurid; the
rays from them scarcely reached us standing in the dense shadow.
But if we could not be seen in them we still could see. Look! Yonder sat
Ayesha on a throne, and oh! she was awful in her death-like majesty. The
blue light of the sunken columns played upon her, and in it she sat erect,
with such a face and mien of pride as no human creature ever wore. Power
seemed to flow from her; yes, it flowed from those wide-set, glittering
eyes like light from jewels.
She seemed a Queen of Death receiving homage from the dead. More, she was
receiving homage from dead or living—I know not which—for, as
I thought it, a shadowy Shape arose before the throne and bent the knee to
her, then another, and another, and another.
As each vague Being appeared and bowed its starry head she raised her
sceptre in answering salutation. We could hear the distant tinkle of the
sistrum bells, the only sound in all that place, yes, and see her lips
move, though no whisper reached us from them. Surely spirits were
worshipping her!
We gripped each other. We shrank back and found the door. It gave to our
push. Now we were in the passages again, and now we had reached our room.
At its entrance Oros was standing as we had left him. He greeted us with
his fixed smile, taking no note of the terror written on our faces. We
passed him, and entering the room stared at each other.
“What is she?” gasped Leo. “An angel?”
“Yes,” I answered, “something of that sort.” But to myself I thought that
there are doubtless many kinds of angels.
“And what were those—those shadows—doing?” he asked
again.
“Welcoming her after her transformation, I suppose. But perhaps they were
not shadows—only priests disguised and conducting some secret
ceremonial!”
Leo shrugged his shoulders but made no other answer.
At length the door opened, and Oros, entering, said that the Hesea
commanded our presence in her chamber.
So, still oppressed with fear and wonder—for what we had seen was
perhaps more dreadful than anything that had gone before—we went, to
find Ayesha seated and looking somewhat weary, but otherwise unchanged.
With her was the priestess Papave, who had just unrobed her of the royal
mantle which she wore in the Sanctuary.
Ayesha beckoned Leo to her, taking his hand and searching his face with
her eyes, not without anxiety as I thought.
Now I turned, purposing to leave them alone, but she saw, and said to me,
smiling—“Why wouldst thou forsake us, Holly? To go back to the
Sanctuary once more?” and she looked at me with meaning in her glance.
“Hast thou questions to ask of the statue of the Mother yonder that thou
lovest the place so much? They say it speaks, telling of the future to
those who dare to kneel beside it uncompanioned from night till dawn. Yet
I have often done so, but to me it has never spoken, though none long to
learn the future more.”
I made no answer, nor did she seem to expect any, for she went on at once—“Nay,
bide here and let us have done with all sad and solemn thoughts. We three
will sup together as of old, and for awhile forget our fears and cares,
and be happy as children who know not sin and death, or that change which
is death indeed. Oros, await my lord without. Papave, I will call thee
later to disrobe me. Till then let none disturb us.”
The room that Ayesha inhabited was not very large, as we saw by the
hanging lamps with which it was lighted. It was plainly though richly
furnished, the rock walls being covered with tapestries, and the tables
and chairs inlaid with silver, but the only token that here a woman had
her home was that about it stood several bowls of flowers. One of these, I
remember, was filled with the delicate harebells I had admired, dug up
roots and all, and set in moss.
“A poor place,” said Ayesha, “yet better than that in which I dwelt those
two thousand years awaiting thy coming, Leo, for, see, beyond it is a
garden, wherein I sit,” and she sank down upon a couch by the table,
motioning to us to take our places opposite to her.
The meal was simple; for us, eggs boiled hard and cold venison; for her,
milk, some little cakes of flour, and mountain berries.
Presently Leo rose and threw off his gorgeous, purple-broidered robe,
which he still wore, and cast upon a chair the crook-headed sceptre that
Oros had again thrust into his hand. Ayesha smiled as he did so, saying—“It
would seem that thou holdest these sacred emblems in but small respect.”
“Very small,” he answered. “Thou heardest my words in the Sanctuary,
Ayesha, so let us make a pact. Thy religion I do not understand, but I
understand my own, and not even for thy sake will I take part in what I
hold to be idolatry.”
Now I thought that she would be angered by this plain speaking, but she
only bowed her head and answered meekly—“Thy will is mine, Leo,
though it will not be easy always to explain thy absence from the
ceremonies in the temple. Yet thou hast a right to thine own faith, which
doubtless is mine also.”
“How can that be?” he asked, looking up.
“Because all great Faiths are the same, changed a little to suit the needs
of passing times and peoples. What taught that of Egypt, which, in a
fashion, we still follow here? That hidden in a multitude of
manifestations, one Power great and good, rules all the universes: that
the holy shall inherit a life eternal and the vile, eternal death: that
men shall be shaped and judged by their own hearts and deeds, and here and
hereafter drink of the cup which they have brewed: that their real home is
not on earth, but beyond the earth, where all riddles shall be answered
and all sorrows cease. Say, dost thou believe these things, as I do?”
“Aye, Ayesha, but Hes or Isis is thy goddess, for hast thou not told us
tales of thy dealings with her in the past, and did we not hear thee make
thy prayer to her? Who, then, is this goddess Hes?”
“Know, Leo, that she is what I named her—Nature’s soul, no divinity,
but the secret spirit of the world; that universal Motherhood, whose
symbol thou hast seen yonder, and in whose mysteries lie hid all earthly
life and knowledge.”
“Does, then, this merciful Motherhood follow her votaries with death and
evil, as thou sayest she has followed thee for thy disobedience, and me—and
another—because of some unnatural vows broken long ago?” Leo asked
quietly.
Resting her arm upon the table, Ayesha looked at him with sombre eyes and
answered—“In that Faith of thine of which thou speakest are there
perchance two gods, each having many ministers: a god of good and a god of
evil, an Osiris and a Set?”
He nodded.
“I thought it. And the god of ill is strong, is he not, and can put on the
shape of good? Tell me, then, Leo, in the world that is to-day, whereof I
know so little, hast thou ever heard of frail souls who for some earthly
bribe have sold themselves to that evil one, or to his minister, and been
paid their price in bitterness and anguish?”
“All wicked folk do as much in this form or in that,” he answered.
“And if once there lived a woman who was mad with the thirst for beauty,
for life, for wisdom, and for love, might she not—oh! might she not
perchance——”
“Sell herself to the god called Set, or one of his angels? Ayesha, dost
thou mean”—and Leo rose, speaking in a voice that was full of fear—“that
thou art such a woman?”
“And if so?” she asked, also rising and drawing slowly near to him.
“If so,” he answered hoarsely, “if so, I think that perhaps we had best
fulfil our fates apart——”
“Ah!” she said, with a little scream of pain as though a knife had stabbed
her, “wouldst thou away to Atene? I tell thee that thou canst not leave
me. I have power—above all men thou shouldst know it, whom once I
slew. Nay, thou hast no memory, poor creature of a breath, and I—I
remember too well. I will not hold thee dead again—I’ll hold thee
living. Look now on my beauty, Leo”—and she bent her swaying form
towards him, compelling him with her glorious, alluring eyes—“and
begone if thou canst. Why, thou drawest nearer to me. Man, that is not the
path of flight.
“Nay, I will not tempt thee with these common lures. Go, Leo, if thou
wilt. Go, my love, and leave me to my loneliness and my sin. Now—at
once. Atene will shelter thee till spring, when thou canst cross the
mountains and return to thine own world again, and to those things of
common life which are thy joy. See, Leo, I veil myself that thou mayest
not be tempted,” and she flung the corner of her cloak about her head,
then asked a sudden question through it—“Didst thou not but now
return to the Sanctuary with Holly after I bade thee leave me there alone?
Methought I saw the two of you standing by its doors.”
“Yes, we came to seek thee,” he answered.
“And found more than ye sought, as often chances to the bold—is it
not so? Well, I willed that ye should come and see, and protected you
where others might have died.”
“What didst thou there upon the throne, and whose were those forms which
we saw bending before thee?” he asked coldly.
“I have ruled in many shapes and lands, Leo. Perchance they were ancient
companions and servitors of mine come to greet me once again and to hear
my tidings. Or perchance they were but shadows of thy brain, pictures like
those upon the fire, that it pleased me to summon to thy sight, to try thy
strength and constancy.
“Leo Vincey, know now the truth; that all things are illusions, even that
there exists no future and no past, that what has been and what shall be
already is eternally. Know that I, Ayesha, am but a magic wraith,
foul when thou seest me foul, fair when thou seest me fair; a
spirit-bubble reflecting a thousand lights in the sunshine of thy smile,
grey as dust and gone in the shadow of thy frown. Think of the throned
Queen before whom the shadowy Powers bowed and worship, for that is I.
Think of the hideous, withered Thing thou sawest naked on the rock, and
flee away, for that is I. Or keep me lovely, and adore, knowing all evil
centred in my spirit, for that is I. Now, Leo, thou hast the truth. Put me
from thee for ever and for ever if thou wilt, and be safe; or clasp me,
clasp me to thy heart, and in payment for my lips and love take my sin
upon thy head! Nay, Holly, be thou silent, for now he must judge alone.”
Leo turned, as I thought, at first, to find the door. But it was not so,
for he did but walk up and down the room awhile. Then he came back to
where Ayesha stood, and spoke quite simply and in a very quiet voice, such
as men of his nature often assume in moments of great emotion.
“Ayesha,” he said, “when I saw thee as thou wast, aged and—thou
knowest how—I clung to thee. Now, when thou hast told me the secret
of this unholy pact of thine, when with my eyes, at least, I have seen
thee reigning a mistress of spirits good or ill, yet I cling to thee. Let
thy sin, great or little—whate’er it is—be my sin also. In
truth, I feel its weight sink to my soul and become a part of me, and
although I have no vision or power of prophecy, I am sure that I shall not
escape its punishment. Well, though I be innocent, let me bear it for thy
sake. I am content.”
Ayesha heard, the cloak slipped from her head, and for a moment she stood
silent like one amazed, then burst into a passion of sudden tears. Down
she went before him, and clinging to his garments, she bowed her stately
shape until her forehead touched the ground. Yes, that proud being, who
was more than mortal, whose nostrils but now had drunk the incense of the
homage of ghosts or spirits, humbled herself at this man’s feet.
With an exclamation of horror, half-maddened at the piteous sight, Leo
sprang to one side, then stooping, lifted and led her still weeping to the
couch.
“Thou knowest not what thou hast done,” Ayesha said at last. “Let all thou
sawest on the Mountain’s crest or in the Sanctuary be but visions of the
night; let that tale of an offended goddess be a parable, a fable, if thou
wilt. This at least is true, that ages since I sinned for thee and against
thee and another; that ages since I bought beauty and life indefinite
wherewith I might win thee and endow thee at a cost which few would dare;
that I have paid interest on the debt, in mockery, utter loneliness, and
daily pain which scarce could be endured, until the bond fell due at last
and must be satisfied.
“Yes, how I may not tell thee, thou and thou alone stoodst between me and
the full discharge of this most dreadful debt—for know that in mercy
it is given to us to redeem one another.”
Now he would have spoken, but with a motion of her hand she bade him be
silent, and continued—“See now, Leo, three great dangers has thy
body passed of late upon its journey to my side; the Death-hounds, the
Mountains, and the Precipice. Know that these were but types and ordained
foreshadowings of the last threefold trial of thy soul. From the pursuing
passions of Atene which must have undone us both, thou hast escaped
victorious. Thou hast endured the desert loneliness of the sands and snows
starving for a comfort that never came. Even when the avalanche thundered
round thee thy faith stood fast as it stood above the Pit of flame, while
after bitter years of doubt a rushing flood of horror swallowed up thy
hopes. As thou didst descend the glacier’s steep, not knowing what lay
beneath that fearful path, so but now and of thine own choice, for very
love of me, thou hast plunged headlong into an abyss that is deeper far,
to share its terrors with my spirit. Dost thou understand at last?”
“Something, not all, I think,” he answered slowly.
“Surely thou art wrapped in a double veil of blindness,” she cried
impatiently. “Listen again:
“Hadst thou yielded to Nature’s crying and rejected me but yesterday, in
that foul shape I must perchance have lingered for uncounted time, playing
the poor part of priestess of a forgotten faith. This was the first
temptation, the ordeal of thy flesh—nay, not the first—the
second, for Atene and her lurings were the first. But thou wast loyal, and
in the magic of thy conquering love my beauty and my womanhood were
re-born.
“Hadst thou rejected me to-night, when, as I was bidden to do, I showed
thee that vision in the Sanctuary and confessed to thee my soul’s black
crime, then hopeless and helpless, unshielded by my earthly power, I must
have wandered on into the deep and endless night of solitude. This was the
third appointed test, the trial of thy spirit, and by thy steadfastness,
Leo, thou hast loosed the hand of Destiny from about my throat. Now I am
regenerate in thee—through thee may hope again for some true life
beyond, which thou shalt share. And yet, and yet, if thou shouldst suffer,
as well may chance——”
“Then I suffer, and there’s an end,” broke in Leo serenely. “Save for a
few things my mind is clear, and there must be justice for us all at last.
If I have broken the bond that bound thee, if I have freed thee from some
threatening, spiritual ill by taking a risk upon my head, well, I have not
lived, and if need be, shall not die in vain. So let us have done with all
these problems, or rather first answer thou me one. Ayesha, how wast thou
changed upon that peak?”
“In flame I left thee, Leo, and in flame I did return, as in flame,
mayhap, we shall both depart. Or perhaps the change was in the eyes of all
of you who watched, and not in this shape of mine. I have answered. Seek
to learn no more.”
“One thing I do still seek to learn. Ayesha, we were betrothed to-night.
When wilt thou marry me?”
“Not yet, not yet,” she answered hurriedly, her voice quivering as she
spoke. “Leo, thou must put that hope from thy thoughts awhile, and for
some few months, a year perchance, be content to play the part of friend
and lover.”
“Why so?” he asked, with bitter disappointment. “Ayesha, those parts have
been mine for many a day; more, I grow no younger, and, unlike thee, shall
soon be old. Also, life is fleeting, and sometimes I think that I near its
end.”
“Speak no such evil-omened words,” she said, springing from the couch and
stamping her sandalled foot upon the ground in anger born of fear. “Yet
thou sayest truth; thou art unfortified against the accidents of time and
chance. Oh! horrible, horrible; thou mightest die again, and leave me
living.”
“Then give me of thy life, Ayesha.”
“That would I gladly, all of it, couldst thou but repay me with the boon
of death to come.
“Oh! ye poor mortals,” she went on, with a sudden burst of passion; “ye
beseech your gods for the gift of many years, being ignorant that ye would
sow a seed within your breasts whence ye must garner ten thousand
miseries. Know ye not that this world is indeed the wide house of hell, in
whose chambers from time to time the spirit tarries a little while, then,
weary and aghast, speeds wailing to the peace that it has won.
“Think then what it is to live on here eternally and yet be human; to age
in soul and see our beloved die and pass to lands whither we may not hope
to follow; to wait while drop by drop the curse of the long centuries
falls upon our imperishable being, like water slow dripping on a diamond
that it cannot wear, till they be born anew forgetful of us, and again
sink from our helpless arms into the void unknowable.
“Think what it is to see the sins we sin, the tempting look, the word idle
or unkind—aye, even the selfish thought or struggle, multiplied ten
thousandfold and more eternal than ourselves, spring up upon the universal
bosom of the earth to be the bane of a million destinies, whilst the
everlasting Finger writes its endless count, and a cold voice of Justice
cries in our conscience-haunted solitude, ‘Oh! soul unshriven, behold the
ripening harvest thy wanton hand did scatter, and long in vain for the
waters of forgetfulness.’
“Think what it is to have every earthly wisdom, yet to burn unsatisfied
for the deeper and forbidden draught; to gather up all wealth and power
and let them slip again, like children weary of a painted toy; to sweep
the harp of fame, and, maddened by its jangling music, to stamp it small
beneath our feet; to snatch at pleasure’s goblet and find its wine is
sand, and at length, outworn, to cast us down and pray the pitiless gods
with whose stolen garment we have wrapped ourselves, to take it back
again, and suffer us to slink naked to the grave.
“Such is the life thou askest, Leo. Say, wilt thou have it now?”
“If it may be shared with thee,” he answered. “These woes are born of
loneliness, but then our perfect fellowship would turn them into joy.”
“Aye,” she said, “while it was permitted to endure. So be it, Leo. In the
spring, when the snows melt, we will journey together to Libya, and there
thou shalt be bathed in the Fount of Life, that forbidden Essence of which
once thou didst fear to drink. Afterwards I will wed thee.”
“That place is closed for ever, Ayesha.”
“Not to my feet and thine,” she answered. “Fear not, my love, were this
mountain heaped thereon, I would blast a path through it with mine eyes
and lay its secret bare. Oh! would that thou wast as I am, for then before
tomorrow’s sun we’d watch the rolling pillar thunder by, and thou shouldst
taste its glory.
“But it may not be. Hunger or cold can starve thee, and waters drown;
swords can slay thee, or sickness sap away thy strength. Had it not been
for the false Atene, who disobeyed my words, as it was foredoomed that she
should do, by this day we were across the mountains, or had travelled
northward through the frozen desert and the rivers. Now we must await the
melting of the snows, for winter is at hand, and in it, as thou knowest,
no man can live upon their heights.”
“Eight months till April before we can start, and how long to cross the
mountains and all the vast distances beyond, and the seas, and the swamps
of Kôr? Why, at the best, Ayesha, two years must go by before we can even
find the place;” and he fell to entreating her to let them be wed at once
and journey afterwards.
But she said, Nay, and nay, and nay, it should not be, till at length, as
though fearing his pleading, or that of her own heart, she rose and
dismissed us.
“Ah! my Holly,” she said to me as we three parted, “I promised thee and
myself some few hours of rest and of the happiness of quiet, and thou
seest how my desire has been fulfilled. Those old Egyptians were wont to
share their feasts with one grizzly skeleton, but here I counted four
to-night that you both could see, and they are named Fear, Suspense,
Foreboding, and Love-denied. Doubtless also, when these are buried others
will come to haunt us, and snatch the poor morsel from our lips.
“So hath it ever been with me, whose feet misfortune dogs. Yet I hope on,
and now many a barrier lies behind us; and Leo, thou hast been tried in
the appointed, triple fires and yet proved true. Sweet be thy slumbers, O
my love, and sweeter still thy dreams, for know, my soul shall share them.
I vow to thee that to-morrow we’ll be happy, aye, to-morrow without fail.”
“Why will she not marry me at once?” asked Leo, when we were alone in our
chamber. “Because she is afraid,” I answered.
CHAPTER XIX
LEO AND THE LEOPARD
During the weeks that followed these momentous days often and often I
wondered to myself whether a more truly wretched being had ever lived than
the woman, or the spirit, whom we knew as She, Hes, and Ayesha. Whether in
fact also, or in our imagination only, she had arisen from the ashes of
her hideous age into the full bloom of perpetual life and beauty
inconceivable.
These things at least were certain: Ayesha had achieved the secret of an
existence so enduring that for all human purposes it might be called
unending. Within certain limitations—such as her utter inability to
foresee the future—undoubtedly also, she was endued with powers that
can only be described as supernatural.
Her rule over the strange community amongst whom she lived was absolute;
indeed, its members regarded her as a goddess, and as such she was
worshipped. After marvellous adventures, the man who was her very life, I
might almost say her soul, whose being was so mysteriously intertwined
with hers, whom she loved also with the intensest human passion of which
woman can be capable, had sought her out in this hidden corner of the
world.
More, thrice he had proved his unalterable fidelity to her. First, by his
rejection of the royal and beautiful, if undisciplined, Atene. Secondly,
by clinging to Ayesha when she seemed to be repulsive to every natural
sense. Thirdly, after that homage scene in the Sanctuary—though with
her unutterable perfections before his eyes this did not appear to be so
wonderful—by steadfastness in the face of her terrible avowal, true
or false, that she had won her gifts and him through some dim, unholy pact
with the powers of evil, in the unknown fruits and consequences of which
he must be involved as the price of her possession.
Yet Ayesha was miserable. Even in her lightest moods it was clear to me
that those skeletons at the feast of which she had spoken were her
continual companions. Indeed, when we were alone she would acknowledge it
in dark hints and veiled allegories or allusions. Crushed though her rival
the Khania Atene might be, also she was still jealous of her.
Perhaps “afraid” would be a better word, for some instinct seemed to warn
Ayesha that soon or late her hour would come to Atene again, and that then
it would be her own turn to drink of the bitter waters of despair.
What troubled her more a thousandfold, however, were her fears for Leo. As
may well be understood, to stand in his intimate relationship to this half
divine and marvellous being, and yet not to be allowed so much as to touch
her lips, did not conduce to his physical or mental well-being, especially
as he knew that the wall of separation must not be climbed for at least
two years. Little wonder that Leo lost appetite, grew thin and pale, and
could not sleep, or that he implored her continually to rescind her decree
and marry him.
But on this point Ayesha was immovable. Instigated thereto by Leo, and I
may add my own curiosity, when we were alone I questioned her again as to
the reasons of this self-denying ordinance. All she would tell me,
however, was that between them rose the barrier of Leo’s mortality, and
that until his physical being had been impregnated with the mysterious
virtue of the Vapour of Life, it was not wise that she should take him as
a husband.
I asked her why, seeing that though a long-lived one, she was still a
woman, whereon her face assumed a calm but terrifying smile, and she
answered—“Art so sure, my Holly? Tell me, do your women wear such
jewels as that set upon my brow?” and she pointed to the faint but lambent
light which glowed about her forehead.
More, she began slowly to stroke her abundant hair, then her breast and
body. Wherever her fingers passed the mystic light was born, until in that
darkened room—for the dusk was gathering—she shimmered from
head to foot like the water of a phosphorescent sea, a being glorious yet
fearful to behold. Then she waved her hand, and, save for the gentle
radiance on her brow, became as she had been.
“Art so sure, my Holly?” Ayesha repeated. “Nay, shrink not; that flame
will not burn thee. Mayhap thou didst but imagine it, as I have noted thou
dost imagine many things; for surely no woman could clothe herself in
light and live, nor has so much as the smell of fire passed upon my
garments.”
Then at length my patience was outworn, and I grew angry.
“I am sure of nothing, Ayesha,” I answered, “except that thou wilt make us
mad with all these tricks and changes. Say, art thou a spirit then?”
“We are all spirits,” she said reflectively, “and I, perhaps, more than
some. Who can be certain?”
“Not I,” I answered. “Yet I implore, woman or spirit, tell me one thing.
Tell me the truth. In the beginning what wast thou to Leo, and what was he
to thee?”
She looked at me very solemnly and answered—“Does my memory deceive
me, Holly, or is it written in the first book of the Law of the Hebrews,
which once I used to study, that the sons of Heaven came down to the
daughters of men, and found that they were fair?”
“It is so written,” I answered.
“Then, Holly, might it not have chanced that once a daughter of Heaven
came down to a man of Earth and loved him well? Might it not chance that
for her great sin, she, this high, fallen star, who had befouled her
immortal state for him, was doomed to suffer till at length his love, made
divine by pain and faithful even to a memory, was permitted to redeem
her?”
Now at length I saw light and sprang up eagerly, but in a cold voice she
added:
“Nay, Holly, cease to question me, for there are things of which I can but
speak to thee in figures and in parables, not to mock and bewilder thee,
but because I must. Interpret them as thou wilt. Still, Atene thought me
no mortal, since she told us that man and spirit may not mate; and there
are matters in which I let her judgment weigh with me, as without doubt
now, as in other lives, she and that old Shaman, her uncle, have wisdom,
aye, and foresight. So bid my lord press me no more to wed him, for it
gives me pain to say him nay—ah! thou knowest not how much.
“Moreover, I will declare myself to thee, old friend; whatever else I be,
at least I am too womanly to listen to the pleadings of my best beloved
and not myself be moved. See, I have set a curb upon desire and drawn it
until my heart bleeds; but if he pursues me with continual words and looks
of burning love, who knoweth but that I shall kindle in his flame and
throw the reins of reason to the winds?
“Oh, then together we might race adown our passions’ steep; together dare
the torrent that rages at its foot, and there perchance be whelmed or torn
asunder. Nay, nay, another space of journeying, but a little space, and we
reach the bridge my wisdom found, and cross it safely, and beyond for ever
ride on at ease through the happy meadows of our love.”
Then she was silent, nor would she speak more upon the matter. Also—and
this was the worst of it—even now I was not sure that she told me
the truth, or, at any rate, all of it, for to Ayesha’s mind truth seemed
many coloured as are the rays of light thrown from the different faces of
a cut jewel. We never could be certain which shade of it she was pleased
to present, who, whether by preference or of necessity, as she herself had
said, spoke of such secrets in figures of speech and parables.
It is a fact that to this hour I do not know whether Ayesha is spirit or
woman, or, as I suspect, a blend of both. I do not know the limits of her
powers, or if that elaborate story of the beginning of her love for Leo
was true—which personally I doubt—or but a fable, invented by
her mind, and through it, as she had hinted, pictured on the flame for her
own hidden purposes.
I do not know whether when first we saw her on the Mountain she was really
old and hideous, or did but put on that shape in our eyes in order to test
her lover. I do not know whether, as the priest Oros bore witness—which
he may well have been bidden to do—her spirit passed into the body
of the dead priestess of Hes, or whether when she seemed to perish there
so miserably, her body and her soul were wafted straightway from the Caves
of Kôr to this Central Asian peak.
I do not know why, as she was so powerful, she did not come to seek us,
instead of leaving us to seek her through so many weary years, though I
suggest that some superior force forbade her to do more than companion us
unseen, watching our every act, reading our every thought, until at length
we reached the predestined place and hour. Also, as will appear, there
were other things of which this is not the time to speak, whereby I am
still more tortured and perplexed.
In short, I know nothing, except that my existence has been intertangled
with one of the great mysteries of the world; that the glorious being
called Ayesha won the secret of life from whatever power holds it in its
keeping; that she alleged—although of this, remember, we have no
actual proof—such life was to be attained by bathing in a certain
emanation, vapour or essence; that she was possessed by a passion not easy
to understand, but terrific in its force and immortal in its nature,
concentrated upon one other being and one alone. That through this passion
also some angry fate smote her again, again, and yet again, making of her
countless days a burden, and leading the power and the wisdom which knew
all but could foreknow nothing, into abysses of anguish, suspense, and
disappointment such as—Heaven be thanked!—we common men and
women are not called upon to plumb.
For the rest, should human eyes ever fall upon it, each reader must form
his own opinion of this history, its true interpretation and significance.
These and the exact parts played by Atene and myself in its development I
hope to solve shortly, though not here.
Well, as I have said, the upshot of it all was that Ayesha was devoured
with anxiety about Leo. Except in this matter of marriage, his every wish
was satisfied, and indeed forestalled. Thus he was never again asked to
share in any of the ceremonies of the Sanctuary, though, indeed, stripped
of its rites and spiritual symbols, the religion of the College of Hes
proved pure and harmless enough. It was but a diluted version of the
Osiris and Isis worship of old Egypt, from which it had been inherited,
mixed with the Central Asian belief in the transmigration or reincarnation
of souls and the possibility of drawing near to the ultimate Godhead by
holiness of thought and life.
In fact, the head priestess and Oracle was only worshipped as a
representative of the Divinity, while the temporal aims of the College in
practice were confined to good works, although it is true that they still
sighed for their lost authority over the country of Kaloon. Thus they had
hospitals, and during the long and severe winters, when the Tribes of the
Mountain slopes were often driven to the verge of starvation, gave
liberally to the destitute from their stores of food.
Leo liked to be with Ayesha continually, so we spent each evening in her
company, and much of the day also, until she found that this inactivity
told upon him who for years had been accustomed to endure every rigour of
climate in the open air. After this came home to her—although she
was always haunted by terror lest any accident should befall him—Ayesha
insisted upon his going out to kill the wild sheep and the ibex, which
lived in numbers on the mountain ridges, placing him in the charge of the
chiefs and huntsmen of the Tribes, with whom thus he became well
acquainted. In this exercise, however, I accompanied him but rarely, as,
if used too much, my arm still gave me pain.
Once indeed such an accident did happen. I was seated in the garden with
Ayesha and watching her. Her head rested on her hand, and she was looking
with her wide eyes, across which the swift thoughts passed like clouds
over a windy sky, or dreams through the mind of a sleeper—looking
out vacantly towards the mountain snows. Seen thus her loveliness was
inexpressible, amazing; merely to gaze upon it was an intoxication.
Contemplating it, I understood indeed that, like to that of the fabled
Helen, this gift of hers alone—and it was but one of many—must
have caused infinite sorrows, had she ever been permitted to display it to
the world. It would have driven humanity to madness: the men with longings
and the women with jealousy and hate.
And yet in what did her surpassing beauty lie? Ayesha’s face and form were
perfect, it is true; but so are those of some other women. Not in these
then did it live alone, but rather, I think, especially while what I may
call her human moods were on her, in the soft mystery that dwelt upon her
features and gathered and changed in her splendid eyes. Some such mystery
may be seen, however faintly, on the faces of certain of the masterpieces
of the Greek sculptors, but Ayesha it clothed like an ever-present
atmosphere, suggesting a glory that was not of earth, making her divine.
As I gazed at her and wondered thus, of a sudden she became terribly
agitated, and, pointing to a shoulder of the Mountain miles and miles
away, said—“Look!”
I looked, but saw nothing except a sheet of distant snow.
“Blind fool, canst thou not see that my lord is in danger of his life?”
she cried. “Nay, I forgot, thou hast no vision. Take it now from me and
look again;” and laying her hand, from which a strange, numbing current
seemed to flow, upon my head, she muttered some swift words.
Instantly my eyes were opened, and, not upon the distant Mountain, but in
the air before me as it were, I saw Leo rolling over and over at grips
with a great snow-leopard, whilst the chief and huntsmen with him ran
round and round, seeking an opportunity to pierce the savage brute with
their spears and yet leave him unharmed.
Ayesha, rigid with terror, swayed to and fro at my side, till presently
the end came, for I could see Leo drive his long knife into the bowels of
the leopard, which at once grew limp, separated from him, and after a
struggle or two in the bloodstained snow, lay still. Then he rose,
laughing and pointing to his rent garments, whilst one of the huntsmen
came forward and began to bandage some wounds in his hands and thigh with
strips of linen torn from his under-robe.
The vision vanished suddenly as it had come, and I felt Ayesha leaning
heavily upon my shoulder like any other frightened woman, and heard her
gasp—“That danger also has passed by, but how many are there to
follow? Oh! tormented heart, how long canst thou endure!”
Then her wrath flamed up against the chief and his huntsmen, and she
summoned messengers and sent them out at speed with a litter and
ointments, bidding them to bear back the lord Leo and to bring his
companions to her very presence.
“Thou seest what days are mine, my Holly, aye, and have been these many
years,” she said; “but those hounds shall pay me for this agony.”
Nor would she suffer me to reason with her.
Four hours later Leo returned, limping after the litter in which, instead
of himself, for whom it was sent, lay a mountain sheep and the skin of the
snow-leopard that he had placed there to save the huntsmen the labour of
carrying them. Ayesha was waiting for him in the hall of her dwelling, and
gliding to him—I cannot say she walked—overwhelmed him with
mingled solicitude and reproaches. He listened awhile, then asked—“How
dost thou know anything of this matter? The leopard skin has not yet been
brought to thee.”
“I know because I saw,” she answered. “The worst hurt was above thy knee;
hast thou dressed it with the salve I sent?”
“Not I,” he said. “But thou hast not left this Sanctuary; how didst thou
see? By thy magic?”
“If thou wilt, at least I saw, and Holly also saw thee rolling in the snow
with that fierce brute, while those curs ran round like scared children.”
“I am weary of this magic,” interrupted Leo crossly. “Cannot a man be left
alone for an hour even with a leopard of the mountain? As for those brave
men——”
At this moment Oros entered and whispered something, bowing low.
“As for those ‘brave men,’ I will deal with them,” said Ayesha with bitter
emphasis, and covering herself—for she never appeared unveiled to
the people of the Mountain—she swept from the place.
“Where has she gone, Horace?” asked Leo. “To one of her services in the
Sanctuary?”
“I don’t know,” I answered; “but if so, I think it will be that chief’s
burial service.”
“Will it?” he exclaimed, and instantly limped after her.
A minute or two later I thought it wise to follow. In the Sanctuary a
curious scene was in progress. Ayesha was seated in front of the statue.
Before her, very much frightened, knelt a brawny, red-haired chieftain and
five of his followers, who still carried their hunting spears, while with
folded arms and an exceedingly grim look upon his face, Leo, who, as I
learned afterwards, had already interfered and been silenced, stood upon
one side listening to what passed. At a little distance behind were a
dozen or more of the temple guards, men armed with swords and picked for
their strength and stature.
Ayesha, in her sweetest voice, was questioning the men as to how the
leopard, of which the skin lay before her, had come to attack Leo. The
chief answered that they had tracked the brute to its lair between two
rocks; that one of them had gone in and wounded it, whereon it sprang upon
him and struck him down; that then the lord Leo had engaged it while the
man escaped, and was also struck down, after which, rolling with it on the
ground, he stabbed and slew the animal. That was all.
“No, not all,” said Ayesha; “for you forget, cowards that you are, that,
keeping yourselves in safety, you left my lord to the fury of this beast.
Good. Drive them out on to the Mountain, there to perish also at the fangs
of beasts, and make it known that he who gives them food or shelter dies.”
Offering no prayer for pity or excuse, the chief and his followers rose,
bowed, and turned to go.
“Stay a moment, comrades,” said Leo, “and, chief, give me your arm; my
scratch grows stiff; I cannot walk fast. We will finish this hunt
together.”
“What doest thou? Art mad?” asked Ayesha.
“I know not whether I am mad,” he answered, “but I know that thou art
wicked and unjust. Look now, than these hunters none braver ever breathed.
That man”—and he pointed to the one whom the leopard had struck down—“took
my place and went in before me because I ordered that we should attack the
creature, and thus was felled. As thou seest all, thou mightest have seen
this also. Then it sprang on me, and the rest of these, my friends, ran
round waiting a chance to strike, which at first they could not do unless
they would have killed me with it, since I and the brute rolled over and
over in the snow. As it was, one of them seized it with his bare hands:
look at the teeth marks on his arm. So if they are to perish on the
Mountain, I, who am the man to blame, perish with them.”
Now, while the hunters looked at him with fervent gratitude in their eyes,
Ayesha thought a little, then said cleverly enough—“In truth, my
lord Leo, had I known all the tale, well mightest thou have named me
wicked and unjust; but I knew only what I saw, and out of their own mouths
did I condemn them. My servants, my lord here has pleaded for you, and you
are forgiven; more, he who rushed in upon the leopard and he who seized it
with his hands shall be rewarded and advanced. Go; but I warn you if you
suffer my lord to come into more danger, you shall not escape so easily
again.”
So they bowed and went, still blessing Leo with their eyes, since death by
exposure on the Mountain snows was the most terrible form of punishment
known to these people, and one only inflicted by the direct order of Hes
upon murderers or other great criminals.
When we had left the Sanctuary and were alone again in the hall, the storm
that I had seen gathering upon Leo’s face broke in earnest. Ayesha renewed
her inquiries about his wounds, and wished to call Oros, the physician, to
dress them, and as he refused this, offered to do so herself. He begged
that she would leave his wounds alone, and then, his great beard bristling
with wrath, asked her solmenly if he was a child in arms, a query so
absurd that I could not help laughing.
Then he scolded her—yes, he scolded Ayesha! Wishing to know what she
meant (1) by spying upon him with her magic, an evil gift that he had
always disliked and mistrusted; (2) by condemning brave and excellent men,
his good friends, to a death of fiendish cruelty upon such evidence, or
rather out of temper, on no evidence at all; and (3) by giving him into
charge of them, as though he were a little boy, and telling them that they
would have to answer for it if he were hurt: he who, in his time, had
killed every sort of big game known and passed through some perils and
encounters?
Thus he beat her with his words, and, wonderful to say, Ayesha, this being
more than woman, submitted to the chastisement meekly. Yet had any other
man dared to address her with roughness even, I doubt not that his speech
and his life would have come to a swift and simultaneous end, for I knew
that now, as of old, she could slay by the mere effort of her will. But
she did not slay; she did not even threaten, only, as any other loving
woman might have done, she began to cry. Yes, great tears gathered in
those lovely eyes of hers and, rolling one by one down her face, fell—for
her head was bent humbly forward—like heavy raindrops on the marble
floor.
At the sight of this touching evidence of her human, loving heart all
Leo’s anger melted. Now it was he who grew penitent and prayed her pardon
humbly. She gave him her hand in token of forgiveness, saying—“Let
others speak to me as they will” (sorry should I have been to try it!)
“but from thee, Leo, I cannot bear harsh words. Oh, thou art cruel, cruel.
In what have I offended? Can I help it if my spirit keeps its watch upon
thee, as indeed, though thou knewest it not, it has done ever since we
parted yonder in the Place of Life? Can I help it if, like some mother who
sees her little child at play upon a mountain’s edge, my soul is torn with
agony when I know thee in dangers that I am powerless to prevent or share?
What are the lives of a few half-wild huntsmen that I should let them
weigh for a single breath against thy safety, seeing that if I slew these,
others would be more careful of thee? Whereas if I slay them not, they or
their fellows may even lead thee into perils that would bring about—thy
death,” and she gasped with horror at the word.
“Listen, beloved,” said Leo. “The life of the humblest of those men is of
as much value to him as mine is to me, and thou hast no more right to kill
him than thou hast to kill me. It is evil that because thou carest for me
thou shouldst suffer thy love to draw thee into cruelty and crime. If thou
art afraid for me, then clothe me with that immortality of thine, which,
although I dread it somewhat, holding it a thing unholy, and, on this
earth, not permitted by my Faith, I should still rejoice to inherit for
thy dear sake, knowing that then we could never more be parted. Or, if as
thou sayest, this as yet thou canst not do, then let us be wed and take
what fortune gives us. All men must die; but at least before I die I shall
have been happy with thee for a while—yes, if only for a single
hour.”
“Would that I dared,” Ayesha answered with a little piteous motion of her
hand. “Oh! urge me no more, Leo, lest that at last I should take the risk
and lead thee down a dreadful road. Leo, hast thou never heard of the love
which slays, or of the poison that may lurk in a cup of joy too perfect?”
Then, as though she feared herself, Ayesha turned from him and fled.
Thus this matter ended. In itself it was not a great one, for Leo’s hurts
were mere scratches, and the hunters, instead of being killed, were
promoted to be members of his body-guard. Yet it told us many things. For
instance, that whenever she chose to do so, Ayesha had the power of
perceiving all Leo’s movements from afar, and even of communicating her
strength of mental vision to others, although to help him in any
predicament she appeared to have no power, which, of course, accounted for
the hideous and ever-present might of her anxiety.
Think what it would be to any one of us were we mysteriously acquainted
with every open danger, every risk of sickness, every secret peril through
which our best-beloved must pass. To see the rock trembling to its fall
and they loitering beneath it; to see them drink of water and know it full
of foulest poison; to see them embark upon a ship and be aware that it was
doomed to sink, but not to be able to warn them or to prevent them. Surely
no mortal brain could endure such constant terrors, since hour by hour the
arrows of death flit unseen and unheard past the breasts of each of us,
till at length one finds its home there.
What then must Ayesha have suffered, watching with her spirit’s eyes all
the hair-breadth escapes of our journeyings? When, for instance, in the
beginning she saw Leo at my house in Cumberland about to kill himself in
his madness and despair, and by some mighty effort of her superhuman will,
wrung from whatever Power it was that held her in its fearful thraldom,
the strength to hurl her soul across the world and thereby in his sleep
reveal to him the secret of the hiding-place where he would find her.
Or to take one more example out of many—when she saw him hanging by
that slender thread of yak’s hide from the face of the waterfall of ice
and herself remained unable to save him, or even to look forward for a
single moment and learn whether or no he was about to meet a hideous
death, in which event she must live on alone until in some dim age he was
born again.
Nor can her sorrows have ended with these more material fears, since
others as piercing must have haunted her. Imagine, for instance, the
agonies of her jealous heart when she knew her lover to be exposed to the
temptations incident to his solitary existence, and more especially to
those of her ancient rival Atene, who, by Ayesha’s own account, had once
been his wife. Imagine also her fears lest time and human change should do
their natural work on him, so that by degrees the memory of her wisdom and
her strength, and the image of her loveliness faded from his thought, and
with them his desire for her company; thus leaving her who had endured so
long, forgotten and alone at last.
Truly, the Power that limited our perceptions did so in purest mercy, for
were it otherwise with us, our race would go mad and perish raving in its
terrors.
Thus it would seem that Ayesha, great tormented soul, thinking to win life
and love eternal and most glorious, was in truth but another blind
Pandora. From her stolen casket of beauty and super-human power had leapt
into her bosom, there to dwell unceasingly, a hundred torturing demons, of
whose wings mere mortal kind do but feel the far-off, icy shadowing.
Yes; and that the parallel might be complete, Hope alone still lingered in
that rifled chest.
CHAPTER XX
AYESHA’S ALCHEMY
It was shortly after this incident of the snow-leopard that one of these
demon familiars of Ayesha’s, her infinite ambition, made its formidable
appearance. When we had dined with her in the evening, Ayesha’s habit was
to discuss plans for our mighty and unending future, that awful
inheritance which she had promised to us.
Here I must explain, if I have not done so already, that she had
graciously informed me that notwithstanding my refusal in past years of
such a priceless opportunity, I also was to be allowed to bathe my
superannuated self in the vital fires, though in what guise I should
emerge from them, like Herodotus when he treats of the mysteries of old
Egypt, if she knew, she did not think it lawful to reveal.
Secretly I hoped that my outward man might change for the better, as the
prospect of being fixed for ever in the shape of my present and somewhat
unpleasing personality, did not appeal to me as attractive. In truth, so
far as I was concerned, the matter had an academic rather than an actual
interest, such as we take in a fairy tale, since I did not believe that I
should ever put on this kind of immortality. Nor, I may add, now as
before, was I at all certain that I wished to do so.
These plans of Ayesha’s were far reaching and indeed terrific. Her
acquaintance with the modern world, its political and social developments,
was still strictly limited; for if she had the power to follow its growth
and activities, certainly it was one of which she made no use.
In practice her knowledge seemed to be confined to what she had gathered
during the few brief talks which took place between us upon this subject
in past time at Kôr. Now her thirst for information proved insatiable,
although it is true that ours was scarcely up to date, seeing that ever
since we lost touch with the civilized peoples, namely, for the last
fifteen years or so, we had been as much buried as she was herself.
Still we were able to describe to her the condition of the nations and
their affairs as they were at the period when we bade them farewell, and,
more or less incorrectly, to draw maps of the various countries and their
boundaries, over which she pondered long.
The Chinese were the people in whom she proved to be most interested,
perhaps because she was acquainted with the Mongolian type, and like
ourselves, understood a good many of their dialects. Also she had a motive
for her studies, which one night she revealed to us in the most
matter-of-fact fashion.
Those who have read the first part of her history, which I left in England
to be published, may remember that when we found her at Kôr, She
horrified us by expressing a determination to possess herself of Great
Britain, for the simple reason that we belonged to that country. Now,
however, like her powers, her ideas had grown, for she purposed to make
Leo the absolute monarch of the world. In vain did he assure her most
earnestly that he desired no such empire. She merely laughed at him and
said—“If I arise amidst the Peoples, I must rule the Peoples, for
how can Ayesha take a second place among mortal men? And thou, my Leo,
rulest me, yes, mark the truth, thou art my master! Therefore it is plain
that thou wilt be the master of this earth, aye, and perchance of others
which do not yet appear, for of these also I know something, and, I think,
can reach them if I will, though hitherto I have had no mind that way. My
true life has not yet begun. Its little space within this world has been
filled with thought and care for thee; in waiting till thou wast born
again, and during these last years of separation, until thou didst return.
“But now a few more months, and the days of preparation past, endowed with
energy eternal, with all the wisdom of the ages, and with a strength that
can bend the mountains or turn the ocean from its bed, and we begin to be.
Oh! how I sicken for that hour when first, like twin stars new to the
firmament of heaven, we break in our immortal splendour upon the
astonished sight of men. It will please me, I tell thee, Leo, it will
please me, to see Powers, Principalities and Dominions, marshalled by
their kings and governors, bow themselves before our thrones and humbly
crave the liberty to do our will. At least,” she added, “it will please me
for a little time, until we seek higher things.”
So she spoke, while the radiance upon her brow increased and spread
itself, gleaming above her like a golden fan, and her slumbrous eyes took
fire from it till, to my thought, they became glowing mirrors in which I
saw pomp enthroned and suppliant peoples pass.
“And how,” asked Leo, with something like a groan—for this vision of
universal rule viewed from afar did not seem to charm him—“how,
Ayesha, wilt thou bring these things about?”
“How, my Leo? Why, easily enough. For many nights I have listened to the
wise discourses of our Holly here, at least he thinks them wise who still
has so much to learn, and pored over his crooked maps, comparing them with
those that are written in my memory, who of late have had no time for the
study of such little matters. Also I have weighed and pondered your
reports of the races of this world; their various follies, their futile
struggling for wealth and small supremacies, and I have determined that it
would be wise and kind to weld them to one whole, setting ourselves at the
head of them to direct their destinies, and cause wars, sickness, and
poverty to cease, so that these creatures of a little day (ephemeridae was
the word she used) may live happy from the cradle to the grave.
“Now, were it not because of thy strange shrinking from bloodshed, however
politic and needful—for my Leo, as yet thou art no true philosopher—this
were quickly done, since I can command a weapon which would crush their
armouries and whelm their navies in the deep; yes, I, whom even the
lightnings and Nature’s elemental powers must obey. But thou shrinkest
from the sight of death, and thou believest that Heaven would be
displeased because I make myself—or am chosen—the instrument
of Heaven. Well, so let it be, for thy will is mine, and therefore we will
tread a gentler path.”
“And how wilt thou persuade the kings of the earth to place their crowns
upon thy head?” I asked, astonished.
“By causing their peoples to offer them to us,” she answered suavely. “Oh!
Holly, Holly, how narrow is thy mind, how strained the quality of thine
imagination! Set its poor gates ajar, I pray, and bethink thee. When we
appear among men, scattering gold to satisfy their want, clad in
terrifying power, in dazzling beauty and in immortality of days, will they
not cry, ‘Be ye our monarchs and rule over us!’”
“Perhaps,” I answered dubiously, “but where wilt thou appear?”
She took a map of the eastern hemisphere which I had drawn and, placing
her finger upon Pekin, said—“There is the place that shall be our
home for some few centuries, say three, or five, or seven, should it take
so long to shape this people to my liking and our purposes. I have chosen
these Chinese because thou tellest me that their numbers are uncountable,
that they are brave, subtle, and patient, and though now powerless because
ill-ruled and untaught, able with their multitudes to flood the little
western nations. Therefore among them we will begin our reign and for some
few ages be at rest while they learn wisdom from us, and thou, my Holly,
makest their armies unconquerable and givest their land good government,
wealth, peace, and a new religion.”
What the new religion was to be I did not ask. It seemed unnecessary,
since I was convinced that in practice it would prove a form of
Ayesha-worship, Indeed, my mind was so occupied with conjectures, some of
them quaint and absurd enough, as to what would happen at the first
appearance of Ayesha in China that I forgot this subsidiary development of
our future rule.
“And if the ‘little western nations’ will not wait to be flooded?”
suggested Leo with irritation, for her contemptuous tone angered him, one
of a prominent western nation. “If they combine, for instance, and attack
thee first?”
“Ah!” she said, with a flash of her eyes. “I have thought of it, and for
my part hope that it will chance, since then thou canst not blame me if I
put out my strength. Oh! then the East, that has slept so long, shall
awake—shall awake, and upon battlefield after battlefield such as
history cannot tell of, thou shalt see my flaming standards sweep on to
victory. One by one thou shalt watch the nations fall and perish, until at
length I build thy throne upon the hecatombs of their countless dead and
crown thee emperor of a world regenerate in blood and fire.”
Leo, whom this new gospel of regeneration seemed to appall, who was, in
fact, a hater of absolute monarchies and somewhat republican in his views
and sympathies, continued the argument, but I took no further heed. The
thing was grotesque in its tremendous and fantastic absurdity; Ayesha’s
ambitions were such as no imperial-minded madman could conceive.
Yet—here came the rub—I had not the slightest doubt but that
she was well able to put them into practice and carry them to some
marvellous and awful conclusion. Why not? Death could not touch her; she
had triumphed over death. Her beauty—that “cup of madness” in her
eyes, as she named it once to me—and her reckless will would compel
the hosts of men to follow her. Her piercing intelligence would enable her
to invent new weapons with which the most highly-trained army could not
possibly compete. Indeed, it might be as she said, and as I for one
believed, with good reason, it proved, that she held at her command the
elemental forces of Nature, such as those that lie hid in electricity,
which would give all living beings to her for a prey.
Ayesha was still woman enough to have worldly ambitions, and the most
dread circumstance about her superhuman powers was that they appeared to
be unrestrained by any responsibility to God or man. She was as we might
well imagine a fallen angel to be, if indeed, as she herself once hinted
and as Atene and the old Shaman believed, this were not her true place in
creation. By only two things that I was able to discover could she be
moved—her love for Leo and, in a very small degree, her friendship
for myself.
Yet her devouring passion for this one man, inexplicable in its endurance
and intensity, would, I felt sure even then, in the future as in the past,
prove to be her heel of Achilles. When Ayesha was dipped in the waters of
Dominion and Deathlessness, this human love left her heart mortal, that
through it she might be rendered harmless as a child, who otherwise would
have devastated the universe.
I was right.
Whilst I was still indulging myself in these reflections and hoping that
Ayesha would not take the trouble to read them in my mind, I became aware
that Oros was bowing to the earth before her.
“Thy business, priest?” she asked sharply; for when she was with Leo
Ayesha did not like to be disturbed.
“Hes, the spies are returned.”
“Why didst thou send them out?” she asked indifferently. “What need have I
of thy spies?”
“Hes, thou didst command me.”
“Well, their report?”
“Hes, it is most grave. The people of Kaloon are desperate because of the
drought which has caused their crops to fail, so that starvation stares
them in the eyes, and this they lay to the charge of the strangers who
came into their land and fled to thee. The Khania Atene also is mad with
rage against thee and our holy College. Labouring night and day, she has
gathered two great armies, one of forty, and one of twenty thousand men,
and the latter of these she sends against the Mountain under the command
of her uncle, Simbri the Shaman. In case it should be defeated she
purposes to remain with the second and greater army on the plains about
Kaloon.”
“Tidings indeed,” said Ayesha with a scornful laugh. “Has her hate made
this woman mad that she dares thus to match herself against me? My Holly,
it crossed thy mind but now that it was I who am mad, boasting of what I
have no power to perform. Well, within six days thou shalt learn—oh!
verily thou shalt learn, and, though the issue be so very small, in such a
fashion that thou wilt doubt no more for ever. Stay, I will look, though
the effort of it wearies me, for those spies may be but victims to their
own fears, or to the falsehoods of Atene.”
Then suddenly, as was common with her when thus Ayesha threw her sight
afar, which either from indolence, or because, as she said, it exhausted
her, she did but rarely, her lovely face grew rigid like that of a person
in a trance; the light faded from her brow, and the great pupils of her
eyes contracted themselves and lost their colour.
In a little while, five minutes perhaps, she sighed like one awakening
from a deep sleep, passed her hand across her forehead and was as she had
been, though somewhat languid, as though strength had left her.
“It is true enough,” she said, “and soon I must be stirring lest many of
my people should be killed. My lord, wouldst thou see war? Nay, thou shalt
bide here in safety whilst I go forward—to visit Atene as I
promised.”
“Where thou goest, I go,” said Leo angrily, his face flushing to the roots
of his hair with shame.
“I pray thee not, I pray thee not,” she answered, yet without venturing to
forbid him. “We will talk of it hereafter. Oros, away! Send round the Fire
of Hes to every chief. Three nights hence at the moonrise bid the Tribes
gather—nay, not all, twenty thousand of their best will be enough,
the rest shall stay to guard the Mountain and this Sanctuary. Let them
bring food with them for fifteen days. I join them at the following dawn.
Go.”
He bowed and went, whereon, dismissing the matter from her mind, Ayesha
began to question me again about the Chinese and their customs.
It was in course of a somewhat similar conversation on the following
night, of which, however, I forget the exact details, that a remark of
Leo’s led to another exhibition of Ayesha’s marvellous powers.
Leo—who had been considering her plans for conquest, and again
combating them as best he could, for they were entirely repugnant to his
religious, social and political views—said suddenly that after all
they must break down, since they would involve the expenditure of sums of
money so vast that even Ayesha herself would be unable to provide them by
any known methods of taxation. She looked at him and laughed a little.
“Verily, Leo,” she said, “to thee, yes; and to Holly here I must seem as
some madcap girl blown to and fro by every wind of fancy, and building me
a palace wherein to dwell out of dew and vapours, or from the substance of
the sunset fires. Thinkest thou then that I would enter on this war—one
woman against all the world”—and as she spoke her shape grew royal
and in her awful eyes there came a look that chilled my blood—“and
make no preparation for its necessities? Why, since last we spoke upon
this matter, foreseeing all, I have considered in my mind, and now thou
shalt learn how, without cost to those we rule—and for that reason
alone shall they love us dearly—I will glut the treasuries of the
Empress of the Earth.
“Dost remember, Leo, how in Kôr I found but a single pleasure during all
those weary ages—that of forcing my mother Nature one by one to
yield me up her choicest secrets; I, who am a student of all things which
are and of the forces that cause them to be born. Now follow me, both of
you, and ye shall look on what mortal eyes have not yet beheld.”
“What are we to see?” I asked doubtfully, having a lively recollection of
Ayesha’s powers as a chemist.
“That thou shalt learn, or shalt not learn if it pleases thee to stay
behind. Come, Leo, my love, my love, and leave this wise philosopher first
to find his riddle and next to guess it.”
Then turning her back to me she smiled on him so sweetly that although
really he was more loth to go than I, Leo would have followed her through
a furnace door, as indeed, had he but known it, he was about to do.
So they started, and I accompanied them since with Ayesha it was useless
to indulge in any foolish pride, or to make oneself a victim to
consistency. Also I was anxious to see her new marvel, and did not care to
rely for an account of it upon Leo’s descriptive skill, which at its best
was never more than moderate.
She took us down passages that we had not passed before, to a door which
she signed to Leo to open. He obeyed, and from the cave within issued a
flood of light. As we guessed at once, the place was her laboratory, for
about it stood metal flasks and various strange-shaped instruments.
Moreover, there was a furnace in it, one of the best conceivable, for it
needed neither fuel nor stoking, whose gaseous fires, like those of the
twisted columns in the Sanctuary, sprang from the womb of the volcano
beneath our feet.
When we entered two priests were at work there: one of them stirring a
cauldron with an iron rod and the other receiving its molten contents into
a mould of clay. They stopped to salute Ayesha, but she bade them to
continue their task, asking them if all went well.
“Very well, O Hes,” they answered; and we passed through that cave and
sundry doors and passages to a little chamber cut in the rock. There was
no lamp or flame of fire in it, and yet the place was filled with a gentle
light which seemed to flow from the opposing wall.
“What were those priests doing?” I said, more to break the silence than
for any other reason.
“Why waste breath upon foolish questions?” she replied. “Are no metals
smelted in thy country, O Holly? Now hadst thou sought to know what I am
doing—But that, without seeing, thou wouldst not believe, so,
Doubter, thou shalt see.”
Then she pointed to and bade us don, two strange garments that hung upon
the wall, made of a material which seemed to be half cloth and half wood
and having headpieces not unlike a diver’s helmet.
So under her directions Leo helped me into mine, lacing it up behind,
after which, or so I gathered from the sounds—for no light came
through the helmet—she did the same service for him.
“I seem very much in the dark,” I said presently; for now there was
silence again, and beneath this extinguisher I felt alarmed and wished to
be sure that I was not left alone.
“Aye Holly,” I heard Ayesha’s mocking voice make answer, “in the dark, as
thou wast ever, the thick dark of ignorance and unbelief. Well, now, as
ever also, I will give thee light.” As she spoke I heard something roll
back; I suppose that it must have been a stone door.
Then, indeed, there was light, yes, even through the thicknesses of that
prepared garment, such light as seemed to blind me. By it I saw that the
wall opposite to us had opened and that we were all three of us, on the
threshold of another chamber. At the end of it stood something like a
little altar of hard, black stone, and on this altar lay a mass of
substance of the size of a child’s head, but fashioned, I suppose from
fantasy, to the oblong shape of a human eye.
Out of this eye there poured that blistering and intolerable light. It was
shut round by thick, funnel-shaped screens of a material that looked like
fire-brick, yet it pierced them as though they were but muslin. More, the
rays thus directed upwards struck full upon a lump of metal held in place
above them by a massive frame-work.
And what rays they were! If all the cut diamonds of the world were brought
together and set beneath a mighty burning-glass, the light flashed from
them would not have been a thousandth part so brilliant. They scorched my
eyes and caused the skin of my face and limbs to smart, yet Ayesha stood
there unshielded from them. Aye, she even went down the length of the room
and, throwing back her veil, bent over them, as it seemed a woman of
molten steel in whose body the bones were visible, and examined the mass
that was supported by the hanging cradle.
“It is ready and somewhat sooner than I thought,” she said. Then as though
it were but a feather weight, she lifted the lump in her bare hands and
glided back with it to where we stood, laughing and saying—“Tell me
now, O thou well-read Holly, if thou hast ever heard of a better alchemist
than this poor priestess of a forgotten faith?” And she thrust the glowing
substance up almost to the mask that hid my face.
Then I turned and ran, or rather waddled, for in that gear I could not
run, out of the chamber until the rock wall beyond stayed me, and there,
with my back towards her, thrust my helmeted head against it, for I felt
as though red-hot bradawls had been plunged into my eyes. So I stood while
she laughed and mocked behind me until at length I heard the door close
and the blessed darkness came like a gift from Heaven.
Then Ayesha began to loose Leo from his ray-proof armour, if so it can be
called, and he in turn loosed me; and there in that gentle radiance we
stood blinking at each other like owls in the sunlight, while the tears
streamed down our faces.
“Well, art satisfied, my Holly?” she asked.
“Satisfied with what?” I answered angrily, for the smarting of my eyes was
unbearable. “Yes, with burnings and bedevilments I am well satisfied.”
“And I also,” grumbled Leo, who was swearing softly but continuously to
himself in the other corner of the place.
But Ayesha only laughed, oh! she laughed until she seemed the goddess of
all merriment come to earth, laughed till she also wept, then said—“Why,
what ingratitude is this? Thou, my Leo, didst wish to see the wonders that
I work, and thou, O Holly, didst come unbidden after I bade thee stay
behind, and now both of you are rude and angry, aye, and weeping like a
child with a burnt finger. Here take this,” and she gave us some salve
that stood upon a shelf, “and rub it on your eyes and the smart will pass
away.”
So we did, and the pain went from them, though, for hours afterwards, mine
remained red as blood.
“And what are these wonders?” I asked her presently. “If thou meanest that
unbearable flame——”
“Nay, I mean what is born of the flame, as, in thine ignorance thou dost
call that mighty agent. Look now;” and she pointed to the metallic lump
she had brought with her, which, still gleaming faintly, lay upon the
floor. “Nay, it has no heat. Thinkest thou that I would wish to burn my
tender hands and so make them unsightly? Touch it, Holly.”
But I would not, who thought to myself that Ayesha might be well
accustomed to the hottest fires, and feared her impish mischief. I looked,
however, long and earnestly.
“Well, what is it, Holly?”
“Gold,” I said, then corrected myself and added, “Copper,” for the dull,
red glow might have been that of either metal.
“Nay, nay,” she answered, “it is gold, pure gold.”
“The ore in this place must be rich,” said Leo, incredulously, for I would
not speak any more.
“Yes, my Leo, the iron ore is rich.”
“Iron ore?” and he looked at her.
“Surely,” she answered, “for from what mine do men dig out gold in such
great masses? Iron ore, beloved, that by my alchemy I change to gold,
which soon shall serve us in our need.”
Now Leo stared and I groaned, for I did not believe that it was gold, and
still less that she could make that metal. Then, reading my thought, with
one of those sudden changes of mood that were common to her, Ayesha grew
very angry.
“By Nature’s self!” she cried; “wert thou not my friend, Holly, the fool
whom it pleases me to cherish, I would bind that right hand of thine in
those secret rays till the very bones within it were turned to gold. Nay,
why should I be vexed with thee, who art both blind and deaf? Yet thou shalt
be persuaded,” and leaving us, she passed down the passages, called
something to the priests who were labouring in the workshop, then returned
to us.
Presently they followed her, carrying on a kind of stretcher between them
an ingot of iron ore that seemed to be as much as they could lift.
“Now,” she said, “how wilt thou that I mark this mass which as thou must
admit is only iron? With the sign of Life? Good,” and at her bidding the
priests took cold-chisels and hammers and roughly cut upon its surface the
symbol of the looped cross—the crux ansata.
“It is not enough,” she said when they had finished. “Holly, lend me that
knife of thine, to-morrow I will return it to thee, and of more value.”
So I drew my hunting knife, an Indian-made thing, that had a handle of
plated iron, and gave it her.
“Thou knowest the marks on it,” and she pointed to various dents and to
the maker’s name upon the blade; for though the hilt was Indian work the
steel was of Sheffield manufacture.
I nodded. Then she bade the priests put on the ray-proof armour that we
had discarded, and told us to go without the chamber and lie in the
darkness of the passage with our faces against the floor.
This we did, and remained so until, a few minutes later, she called us
again. We rose and returned into the chamber to find the priests, who had
removed the protecting garments, gasping and rubbing the salve upon their
eyes; to find also that the lump of iron ore and my knife were gone. Next
she commanded them to place the block of gold-coloured metal upon their
stretcher and to bring it with them. They obeyed, and we noted that,
although those priests were both of them strong men they groaned beneath
its weight.
“How came it,” said Leo, “that thou, a woman, couldst carry what these men
find so heavy?”
“It is one of the properties of that force which thou callest fire,” she
answered sweetly, “to make what has been exposed to it, if for a little
while only, as light as thistle-down. Else, how could I, who am so frail,
have borne yonder block of gold?”
“Quite so! I understand now,” answered Leo.
Well, that was the end of it. The lump of metal was hid away in a kind of
rock pit, with an iron cover, and we returned to Ayesha’s apartments.
“So all wealth is thine, as well as all power,” said Leo, presently, for
remembering Ayesha’s awful threat I scarcely dared to open my mouth.
“It seems so,” she answered wearily, “since centuries ago I discovered
that great secret, though until ye came I had put it to no use. Holly
here, after his common fashion, believes that this is magic, but I tell
thee again that there is no magic, only knowledge which I have chanced to
win.”
“Of course,” said Leo, “looked at in the right way, that is in thy way,
the thing is simple.” I think he would have liked to add, “as lying,” but
as the phrase would have involved explanations, did not. “Yet, Ayesha,” he
went on, “hast thou thought that this discovery of thine will wreck the
world?”
“Leo,” she answered, “is there then nothing that I can do which will not
wreck this world, for which thou hast such tender care, who shouldst keep
all thy care—for me?”
I smiled, but remembering in time, turned the smile into a frown at Leo,
then fearing lest that also might anger her, made my countenance as blank
as possible.
“If so,” she continued, “well, let the world be wrecked. But what meanest
thou? Oh! my lord, Leo, forgive me if I am so dull that I cannot always
follow thy quick thought—I who have lived these many years alone,
without converse with nobler minds, or even those to which mine own is
equal.”
“It pleases thee to mock me,” said Leo, in a vexed voice, “and that is not
too brave.”
Now Ayesha turned on him fiercely, and I looked towards the door. But he
did not shrink, only folded his arms and stared her straight in the face.
She contemplated him a little, then said—“After that great ordained
reason which thou dost not know, I think, Leo, that why I love thee so
madly is that thou alone art not afraid of me. Not like Holly there, who,
ever since I threatened to turn his bones to gold—which, indeed, I
was minded to do,” and she laughed—“trembles at my footsteps and
cowers beneath my softest glance.
“Oh! my lord, how good thou art to me, how patient with my moods and
woman’s weaknesses,” and she made as though she were about to embrace him.
Then suddenly remembering herself, with a little start that somehow
conveyed more than the most tragic gesture, she pointed to the couch in
token that he should seat himself. When he had done so she drew a
footstool to his feet and sank upon it, looking up into his face with
attentive eyes, like a child who listens for a story.
“Thy reasons, Leo, give me thy reasons. Doubtless they are good, and, oh!
be sure I’ll weigh them well.”
“Here they are in brief,” he answered. “The world, as thou knewest in thy—”
and he stopped.
“Thy earlier wanderings there,” she suggested.
“Yes—thy earlier wanderings there, has set up gold as the standard
of its wealth. On it all civilizations are founded. Make it as common as
it seems thou canst, and these must fall to pieces. Credit will fail and,
like their savage forefathers, men must once more take to barter to supply
their needs as they do in Kaloon to-day.”
“Why not?” she asked. “It would be more simple and bring them closer to
the time when they were good and knew not luxury and greed.”
“And smashed in each other’s heads with stone axes,” added Leo.
“Who now pierce each other’s hearts with steel, or those leaden missiles
of which thou hast told me. Oh! Leo, when the nations are beggared and
their golden god is down; when the usurer and the fat merchant tremble and
turn white as chalk because their hoards are but useless dross; when I
have made the bankrupt Exchanges of the world my mock, and laugh across
the ruin of its richest markets, why, then, will not true worth come to
its heritage again?
“What of it if I do discomfort those who think more of pelf than of
courage and of virtue; those who, as that Hebrew prophet wrote, lay field
to field and house to house, until the wretched whom they have robbed find
no place left whereon to dwell? What if I proved your sagest chapmen
fools, and gorge your greedy moneychangers with the gold that they desire
until they loathe its very sight and touch? What if I uphold the cause of
the poor and the oppressed against the ravening lusts of Mammon? Why, will
not this world of yours be happier then?”
“I do not know,” answered Leo. “All that I know is that it would be a
different world, one shaped upon a new plan, governed by untried laws and
seeking other ends. In so strange a place who can say what might or might
not chance?”
“That we shall learn in its season, Leo. Or, rather, if it be against thy
wish, we will not turn this hidden page. Since thou dost desire it, that
old evil, the love of lucre, shall still hold its mastery upon the earth.
Let the peoples keep their yellow king, I’ll not crown another in his
place, as I was minded—such as that living Strength thou sawest
burning eternally but now; that Power whereof I am the mistress, which can
give health to men, or even change the character of metals, and in truth,
if I so desire, obedient to my word, destroy a city or rend this Mountain
from its roots.
“But see, Holly is wearied with much wondering and needs his rest. Oh,
Holly! thou wast born a critic of things done, not a doer of them. I know
thy tribe for even in my day the colleges of Alexandria echoed with their
wranglings and already the winds blew thick with the dust of their
forgotten bones. Holly, I tell thee that at times those who create and act
are impatient of such petty doubts and cavillings. Yet fear not, old
friend, nor take my anger ill. Already thy heart is gold without alloy, so
what need have I to gild thy bones?”
I thanked Ayesha for her compliment, and went to my bed wondering which
was real, her kindness or her wrath, or if both were but assumed. Also I
wondered in what way she had fallen foul of the critics of Alexandria.
Perhaps once she had published a poem or a system of philosophy and been
roughly handled by them! It is quite possible, only if Ayesha had ever
written poetry I think that it would have endured, like Sappho’s.
In the morning I discovered that whatever else about her might be false,
Ayesha was a true chemist, the very greatest, I suppose, who ever lived.
For as I dressed myself, those priests whom we had seen in the laboratory,
staggered into the room carrying between them a heavy burden, that was
covered with a cloth, and, directed by Oros, placed it upon the floor.
“What is that?” I asked of Oros.
“A peace-offering sent by the Hesea,” he said, “with whom, as I am told,
you dared to quarrel yesterday.”
Then he withdrew the cloth, and there beneath it shone that great lump of
metal which, in the presence of myself and Leo, had been marked with the
Symbol of Life, that still appeared upon its surface. Only now it was
gold, not iron, gold so good and soft that I could write my name upon it
with a nail. My knife lay with it also, and of that too the handle, though
not the blade, had been changed from iron into gold.
Ayesha asked to see this afterwards and was but ill-pleased with the
result of her experiment. She pointed out to me that lines and blotches of
gold ran for an inch or more down the substance of the steel, which she
feared that they might weaken or distemper, whereas it had been her
purpose that the hilt only should be altered.[6]
[6]
I proved in after days how real were Ayesha’s alchemy, and the knowledge
which enabled her to solve the secret that chemists have hunted for in vain,
and, like Nature’s self, to transmute the commonest into the most
precious of the metals. At the first town that I reached on the frontiers of
India, I took this knife to a jeweller, a native, who was as clever as he
proved dishonest, and asked him to test the handle. He did so with acids and by
other means, and told me that it was of very pure gold, twenty-four carats, I
think he said. Also he pointed out that this gold became gradually merged into
the steel of the blade in a way which was quite inexplicable to him, and asked
me to clear up the matter. Of course I could not, but at his request I left the
knife in his shop to give him an opportunity of examining it further. The next
day I was taken ill with one of the heart-attacks to which I have been liable
of late, and when I became able to move about again a while afterwards, I found
that this jeweller had gone, none knew whither. So had my knife.—L. H. H.
Often since that time I have marvelled how Ayesha performed this miracle,
and from what substances she gathered or compounded the lightning-like
material, which was her servant in the work; also, whether or no it had
been impregnated with the immortalizing fire of Life that burned in the
caves of Kôr.[7]
Yet to this hour I have found no answer to the problem, for it is beyond
my guessing.
[7]
Recent discoveries would appear to suggest that this mysterious “Fire of
Life,” which, whatever else it may have been, was evidently a force and
no true fire, since it did not burn, owed its origin to the emanations from
radium, or some kindred substance. Although in the year 1885, Mr. Holly would
have known nothing of the properties of these marvellous rays or emanations,
doubtless Ayesha was familiar with them and their enormous possibilities, of
which our chemists and scientific men have, at present, but explored the
fringe.—Editor.
I suppose that, in preparation for her conquest of the inhabitants of this
globe—to which, indeed, it would have sufficed unaided by any other
power—the manufacture of gold from iron went on in the cave
unceasingly.
However this may be, during the few days that we remained together Ayesha
never so much as spoke of it again. It seemed to have served her purpose
for the while, or in the press of other and more urgent matters to have
been forgotten or thrust from her mind. Still, amongst others, of which I
have said nothing, since it is necessary to select, I record this strange
incident, and our conversations concerning it at length, for the reason
that it made a great impression upon me and furnishes a striking example
of Ayesha’s dominion over the hidden forces of Nature whereof we were soon
to experience a more fearful instance.
CHAPTER XXI
THE PROPHECY OF ATENE
On the day following this strange experience of the iron that was turned
to gold some great service was held in the Sanctuary, as we understood,
“to consecrate the war.” We did not attend it, but that night we ate
together as usual. Ayesha was moody at the meal, that is, she varied from
sullenness to laughter.
“Know you,” she said, “that to-day I was an Oracle, and those fools of the
Mountain sent their medicine-men to ask of the Hesea how the battle would
go and which of them would be slain, and which gain honour. And I—I
could not tell them, but juggled with my words, so that they might take
them as they would. How the battle will go I know well, for I shall direct
it, but the future—ah! that I cannot read better than thou canst, my
Holly, and that is ill indeed. For me the past and all the present lie
bathed in light reflected from that black wall—the future.”
Then she fell to brooding, and looking up at length with an air of
entreaty, said to Leo—“Wilt thou not hear my prayer and bide where
thou art for some few days, or even go a-hunting? Do so, and I will stay
with thee, and send Holly and Oros to command the Tribes in this petty
fray.”
“I will not,” answered Leo, trembling with indignation, for this plan of
hers that I should be sent out to war, while he bided in safety in a
temple, moved him, a man brave to rashness, who, although he disapproved
of it in theory, loved fighting for its own sake also, to absolute rage.
“I say, Ayesha, that I will not,” he repeated; “moreover, that if thou
leavest me here I will find my way down the mountain alone, and join the
battle.”
“Then come,” she answered, “and on thine own head be it. Nay, not on thine
beloved, on mine, on mine.”
After this, by some strange reaction, she became like a merry girl,
laughing more than I have ever seen her do, and telling us many tales of
the far, far past, but none that were sad or tragic. It was very strange
to sit and listen to her while she spoke of people, one or two of them
known as names in history and many others who never have been heard of,
that had trod this earth and with whom she was familiar over two thousand
years ago. Yet she told us anecdotes of their loves and hates, their
strength or weaknesses, all of them touched with some tinge of humorous
satire, or illustrating the comic vanity of human aims and aspirations.
At length her talk took a deeper and more personal note. She spoke of her
searchings after truth; of how, aching for wisdom, she had explored the
religions of her day and refused them one by one; of how she had preached
in Jerusalem and been stoned by the Doctors of the Law. Of how also she
had wandered back to Arabia and, being rejected by her own people as a
reformer, had travelled on to Egypt, and at the court of the Pharaoh of
that time met a famous magician, half charlatan and half seer who, because
she was far-seeing, ‘clairvoyante’ we should call it, instructed her in
his art so well that soon she became his master and forced him to obey
her.
Then, as though she were unwilling to reveal too much, suddenly Ayesha’s
history passed from Egypt to Kôr. She spoke to Leo of his arrival there, a
wanderer who was named Kallikrates, hunted by savages and accompanied by
the Egyptian Amenartas, whom she appeared to have known and hated in her
own country, and of how she entertained them. Yes, she even told of a
supper that the three of them had eaten together on the evening before
they started to discover the Place of Life, and of an evil prophecy that
this royal Amenartas had made as to the issue of their journey.
“Aye,” Ayesha said, “it was such a silent night as this and such a meal as
this we ate, and Leo, not so greatly changed, save that he was beardless
then and younger, was at my side. Where thou sittest, Holly, sat the royal
Amenartas, a very fair woman; yes, even more beautiful than I before I
dipped me in the Essence, fore-sighted also, though not so learned as I
had grown. From the first we hated each other, and more than ever now,
when she guessed how I had learned to look upon thee, her lover, Leo; for
her husband thou never wast, who didst flee too fast for marriage. She
knew also that the struggle between us which had begun of old and afar was
for centuries and generations, and that until the end should declare
itself neither of us could harm the other, who both had sinned to win
thee, that wast appointed by fate to be the lodestone of our souls. Then
Amenartas spoke and said—“‘Lo! to my sight, Kallikrates, the wine in
thy cup is turned to blood, and that knife in thy hand, O daughter of
Yarab’—for so she named me—‘drips red blood. Aye, and this
place is a sepulchre, and thou, O Kallikrates, sleepest here, nor can she,
thy murderess, kiss back the breath of life into those cold lips of
thine.’
“So indeed it came about as was ordained,” added Ayesha reflectively, “for
I slew thee in yonder Place of Life, yes, in my madness I slew thee
because thou wouldst not or couldst not understand the change that had
come over me, and shrankest from my loveliness like a blind bat from the
splendour of flame, hiding thy face in the tresses of her dusky hair—Why,
what is it now, thou Oros? Can I never be rid of thee for an hour?”
“O Hes, a writing from the Khania Atene,” the priest said with his
deprecating bow.
“Break the seal and read,” she answered carelessly. “Perchance she has
repented of her folly and makes submission.”
So he read—
“To the Hesea of the College on the Mountain, known as Ayesha upon earth,
and in the household of the Over-world whence she has been permitted to
wander, as ‘Star-that-hath-fallen—‘”
“A pretty sounding name, forsooth,” broke in Ayesha; “ah! but, Atene, set
stars rise again—even from the Under-world. Read on, thou Oros.”
“Greetings, O Ayesha. Thou who art very old, hast gathered much wisdom in
the passing of the centuries, and with other powers, that of making
thyself seem fair in the eyes of men blinded by thine arts. Yet one thing
thou lackest that I have—vision of those happenings which are not
yet. Know, O Ayesha, that I and my uncle, the great seer, have searched
the heavenly books to learn what is written there of the issue of this
war.
“This is written:—For me, death, whereat I rejoice. For thee a spear
cast by thine own hand. For the land of Kaloon blood and ruin bred of
thee!
“Atene,
“Khania of Kaloon.”
Ayesha listened in silence, but her lips did not tremble, nor her cheek
pale. To Oros she said proudly—“Say to the messenger of Atene that I
have received her message, and ere long will answer it, face to face with
her in her palace of Kaloon. Go, priest, and disturb me no more.”
When Oros had departed she turned to us and said—“That tale of mine
of long ago was well fitted to this hour, for as Amenartas prophesied of
ill, so does Atene prophesy of ill, and Amenartas and Atene are one. Well,
let the spear fall, if fall it must, and I will not flinch from it who
know that I shall surely triumph at the last. Perhaps the Khania does but
think to frighten me with a cunning lie, but if she has read aright, then
be sure, beloved, that it is still well with us, since none can escape
their destiny, nor can our bond of union which was fashioned with the
universe that bears us, ever be undone.”
She paused awhile then went on with a sudden outburst of poetic thought
and imagery.
“I tell thee, Leo, that out of the confusions of our lives and deaths
order shall yet be born. Behind the mask of cruelty shine Mercy’s tender
eyes; and the wrongs of this rough and twisted world are but hot, blinding
sparks which stream from the all-righting sword of pure, eternal Justice.
The heavy lives we see and know are only links in a golden chain that
shall draw us safe to the haven of our rest; steep and painful steps are
they whereby we climb to the alloted palace of our joy. Henceforth I fear
no more, and fight no more against that which must befall. For I say we
are but winged seeds blown down the gales of fate and change to the
appointed garden where we shall grow, filling its blest air with the
immortal fragrance of our bloom.
“Leave me now, Leo, and sleep awhile, for we ride at dawn.”
It was midday on the morrow when we moved down the mountain-side with the
army of the Tribes, fierce and savage-looking men. The scouts were out
before us, then came the great body of their cavalry mounted on wiry
horses, while to right and left and behind, the foot soldiers marched in
regiments, each under the command of its own chief.
Ayesha, veiled now—for she would not show her beauty to these wild
folk—rode in the midst of the horse-men on a white mare of matchless
speed and shape. With her went Leo and myself, Leo on the Khan’s black
horse, and I on another not unlike it, though thicker built. About us were
a bodyguard of armed priests and a regiment of chosen soldiers, among them
those hunters that Leo had saved from Ayesha’s wrath, and who were now
attached to his person.
We were merry, all of us, for in the crisp air of late autumn flooded with
sunlight, the fears and forebodings that had haunted us in those gloomy,
firelit caves were forgotten. Moreover, the tramp of thousands of armed
men and the excitement of coming battle thrilled our nerves.
Not for many a day had I seen Leo look so vigorous and happy. Of late he
had grown somewhat thin and pale, probably from causes that I have
suggested, but now his cheeks were red and his eyes shone bright again.
Ayesha also seemed joyous, for the moods of this strange woman were as
fickle as those of Nature’s self, and varied as a landscape varies under
the sunshine or the shadow. Now she was noon and now dark night; now dawn,
now evening, and now thoughts came and went in the blue depths of her eyes
like vapours wafted across the summer sky, and in the press of them her
sweet face changed and shimmered as broken water shimmers beneath the
beaming stars.
“Too long,” she said, with a little thrilling laugh, “have I been shut in
the bowels of sombre mountains, accompanied only by mutes and savages or
by melancholy, chanting priests, and now I am glad to look upon the world
again. How beautiful are the snows above, and the brown slopes below, and
the broad plains beyond that roll away to those bordering hills! How
glorious is the sun, eternal as myself; how sweet the keen air of heaven.
“Believe me, Leo, more than twenty centuries have gone by since I was
seated on a steed, and yet thou seest I have not forgot my horsemanship,
though this beast cannot match those Arabs that I rode in the wide deserts
of Arabia. Oh! I remember how at my father’s side I galloped down to war
against the marauding Bedouins, and how with my own hand I speared their
chieftain and made him cry for mercy. One day I will tell thee of that
father of mine, for I was his darling, and though we have been long apart,
I hold his memory dear and look forward to our meeting.
“See, yonder is the mouth of that gorge where lived the cat-worshipping
sorcerer, who would have murdered both of you because thou, Leo, didst
throw his familiar to the fire. It is strange, but several of the tribes
of this Mountain and of the lands behind it make cats their gods or divine
by means of them. I think that the first Rassen, the general of Alexander,
must have brought the practice here from Egypt. Of this Macedonian
Alexander I could tell thee much, for he was almost a contemporary of
mine, and when I last was born the world still rang with the fame of his
great deeds.
“It was Rassen who on the Mountain supplanted the primeval fire-worship
whereof the flaming pillars which light its Sanctuary remain as monuments,
by that of Hes, or Isis, or rather blended the two in one. Doubtless among
the priests in his army were some of Pasht or Sekket the Cat-headed, and
these brought with them their secret cult, that to-day has dwindled down
to the vulgar divinations of savage sorcerers. Indeed I remember dimly
that it was so, for I was the first Hesea of this Temple, and journeyed
hither with that same general Rassen, a relative of mine.”
Now both Leo and I looked at her wonderingly, and I could see that she was
watching us through her veil. As usual, however, it was I whom she
reproved, since Leo might think and do what he willed and still escape her
anger.
“Thou, Holly,” she said quickly, “who art ever of a cavilling and
suspicious mind, remembering what I said but now, believest that I lie to
thee.”
I protested that I was only reflecting upon an apparent variation between
two statements.
“Play not with words,” she answered; “in thy heart thou didst write me
down a liar, and I take that ill. Know, foolish man, that when I said that
the Macedonian Alexander lived before me, I meant before this present life
of mine. In the existence that preceded it, though I outlasted him by
thirty years, we were born in the same summer, and I knew him well, for I
was the Oracle whom he consulted most upon his wars, and to my wisdom he
owed his victories. Afterwards we quarrelled, and I left him and pushed
forward with Rassen. From that day the bright star of Alexander began to
wane.” At this Leo made a sound that resembled a whistle. In a very agony
of apprehension, beating back the criticisms and certain recollections of
the strange tale of the old abbot, Kou-en, which would rise within me, I
asked quickly—“And dost thou, Ayesha, remember well all that befell
thee in this former life?”
“Nay, not well,” she answered, meditatively, “only the greater facts, and
those I have for the most part recovered by that study of secret things
which thou callest vision or magic. For instance, my Holly, I recall that
thou wast living in that life. Indeed I seem to see an ugly philosopher
clad in a dirty robe and filled both with wine and the learning of others,
who disputed with Alexander till he grew wroth with him and caused him to
be banished, or drowned: I forget which.”
“I suppose that I was not called Diogenes?” I asked tartly, suspecting,
perhaps not without cause, that Ayesha was amusing herself by fooling me.
“No,” she replied gravely, “I do not think that was thy name. The Diogenes
thou speakest of was a much more famous man, one of real if crabbed
wisdom; moreover, he did not indulge in wine. I am mindful of very little
of that life, however, not of more indeed than are many of the followers
of the prophet Buddha, whose doctrines I have studied and of whom thou,
Holly, hast spoken to me so much. Maybe we did not meet while it endured.
Still I recollect that the Valley of Bones, where I found thee, my Leo,
was the place where a great battle was fought between the Fire-priests
with their vassals, the Tribes of the Mountain and the army of Rassen
aided by the people of Kaloon. For between these and the Mountain, in old
days as now, there was enmity, since in this present war history does but
rewrite itself.”
“So thou thyself wast our guide,” said Leo, looking at her sharply.
“Aye, Leo, who else? though it is not wonderful that thou didst not know
me beneath those deathly wrappings. I was minded to wait and receive thee
in the Sanctuary, yet when I learned that at length both of you had
escaped Atene and drew near, I could restrain myself no more, but came
forth thus hideously disguised. Yes, I was with you even at the river’s
bank, and though you saw me not, there sheltered you from harm.
“Leo, I yearned to look upon thee and to be certain that thy heart had not
changed, although until the alloted time thou mightest not hear my voice
or see my face who wert doomed to undergo that sore trial of thy faith. Of
Holly also I desired to learn whether his wisdom could pierce through my
disguise, and how near he stood to truth. It was for this reason that I
suffered him to see me draw the lock from the satchel on thy breast and to
hear me wail over thee yonder in the Rest-house. Well he did not guess so
ill, but thou, thou knewest me—in thy sleep—knewest me as I
am, and not as I seemed to be, yes,” she added softly, “and didst say
certain sweet words which I remember well.”
“Then beneath that shroud was thine own face,” asked Leo again, for he was
very curious on this point, “the same lovely face I see to-day?”
“Mayhap—as thou wilt,” she answered coldly; “also it is the spirit
that matters, not the outward seeming, though men in their blindness think
otherwise. Perchance my face is but as thy heart fashions it, or as my
will presents it to the sight and fancy of its beholders. But hark! The
scouts have touched.”
As Ayesha spoke a sound of distant shouting was borne upon the wind, and
presently we saw a fringe of horsemen falling back slowly upon our
foremost line. It was only to report, however, that the skirmishers of
Atene were in full retreat. Indeed, a prisoner whom they brought with
them, on being questioned by the priests, confessed at once that the
Khania had no mind to meet us upon the holy Mountain. She proposed to give
battle on the river’s farther bank, having for a defence its waters which
we must ford, a decision that showed good military judgment.
So it happened that on this day there was no fighting.
All that afternoon we descended the slopes of the Mountain, more swiftly
by far than we had climbed them after our long flight from the city of
Kaloon. Before sunset we came to our prepared camping ground, a wide and
sloping plain that ended at the crest of the Valley of Dead Bones, where
in past days we had met our mysterious guide. This, however, we did not
reach through the secret mountain tunnel along which she had led us, the
shortest way by miles, as Ayesha told us now, since it was unsuited to the
passage of an army.
Bending to the left, we circled round a number of unclimbable koppies,
beneath which that tunnel passed, and so at length arrived upon the brow
of the dark ravine where we could sleep safe from attack by night.
Here a tent was pitched for Ayesha, but as it was the only one, Leo and I
with our guard bivouacked among some rocks at a distance of a few hundred
yards. When she found that this must be so, Ayesha was very angry and
spoke bitter words to the chief who had charge of the food and baggage,
although, he, poor man, knew nothing of tents.
Also she blamed Oros, who replied meekly that he had thought us captains
accustomed to war and its hardships. But most of all she was angry with
herself, who had forgotten this detail, and until Leo stopped her with a
laugh of vexation, went on to suggest that we should sleep in the tent,
since she had no fear of the rigours of the mountain cold.
The end of it was that we supped together outside, or rather Leo and I
supped, for as there were guards around us Ayesha did not even lift her
veil.
That evening Ayesha was disturbed and ill at ease, as though new fears
which she could not overcome assailed her. At length she seemed to conquer
them by some effort of her will and announced that she was minded to sleep
and thus refresh her soul; the only part of her, I think, which ever
needed rest. Her last words to us were—“Sleep you also, sleep sound,
but be not astonished, my Leo, if I send to summon both of you during the
night, since in my slumbers I may find new counsels and need to speak of
them to thee ere we break camp at dawn.”
Thus we parted, but ah! little did we guess how and where the three of us
would meet again.
We were weary and soon fell fast asleep beside our camp-fire, for, knowing
that the whole army guarded us, we had no fear. I remember watching the
bright stars which shone in the immense vault above me until they paled in
the pure light of the risen moon, now somewhat past her full, and hearing
Leo mutter drowsily from beneath his fur rug that Ayesha was quite right,
and that it was pleasant to be in the open air again, as he was tired of
caves.
After that I knew no more until I was awakened by the challenge of a
sentry in the distance; then after a pause, a second challenge from the
officer of our own guard. Another pause, and a priest stood bowing before
us, the flickering light from the fire playing upon his shaven head and
face, which I seemed to recognize.
“I”—and he gave a name that was familiar to me, but which I forget—“am
sent, my lords, by Oros, who commands me to say that the Hesea would speak
with you both and at once.”
Now Leo sat up yawning and asked what was the matter. I told him, whereon
he said he wished that Ayesha could have waited till daylight, then added—“Well,
there is no help for it. Come on, Horace,” and he rose to follow the
messenger.
The priest bowed again and said—“The commands of the Hesea are that
my lords should bring their weapons and their guard.”
“What,” grumbled Leo, “to protect us for a walk of a hundred yards through
the heart of an army?”
“The Hesea,” explained the man, “has left her tent; she is in the gorge
yonder, studying the line of advance.”
“How do you know that?” I asked.
“I do not know it,” he replied. “Oros told me so, that is all, and
therefore the Hesea bade my lords bring their guard, for she is alone.”
“Is she mad,” ejaculated Leo, “to wander about in such a place at
midnight? Well, it is like her.”
I too thought it was like her, who did nothing that others would have
done, and yet I hesitated. Then I remembered that Ayesha had said she
might send for us; also I was sure that if any trick had been intended we
should not have been warned to bring an escort. So we called the guard—there
were twelve of them—took our spears and swords and started.
We were challenged by both the first and second lines of sentries, and I
noticed that as we gave them the password the last picket, who of course
recognized us, looked astonished. Still, if they had doubts they did not
dare to express them. So we went on.
Now we began to descend the sides of the ravine by a very steep path, with
which the priest, our guide, seemed to be curiously familiar, for he went
down it as though it were the stairway of his own house.
“A strange place to take us to at night,” said Leo doubtfully, when we
were near the bottom and the chief of the bodyguard, that great
red-bearded hunter who had been mixed up in the matter of the snow-leopard
also muttered some words of remonstrance. Whilst I was trying to catch
what he said, of a sudden something white walked into the patch of
moonlight at the foot of the ravine, and we saw that it was the veiled
figure of Ayesha herself. The chief saw her also and said contentedly—“Hes!
Hes!”
“Look at her,” grumbled Leo, “strolling about in that haunted hole as
though it were Hyde Park;” and on he went at a run.
The figure turned and beckoned to us to follow her as she glided forward,
picking her way through the skeletons which were scattered about upon the
lava bed of the cleft. Thus she went on into the shadow of the opposing
cliff that the moonlight did not reach. Here in the wet season a stream
trickled down a path which it had cut through the rock in the course of
centuries, and the grit that it had brought with it was spread about the
lava floor of the ravine, so that many of the bones were almost completely
buried in the sand.
These, I noticed, as we stepped into the shadow, were more numerous than
usual just here, for on all sides I saw the white crowns of skulls, or the
projecting ends of ribs and thigh bones. Doubtless, I thought to myself,
that streamway made a road to the plain above, and in some past battle,
the fighting around it was very fierce and the slaughter great.
Here Ayesha had halted and was engaged in the contemplation of this
boulder-strewn path, as though she meditated making use of it that day.
Now we drew near to her, and the priest who guided us fell back with our
guard, leaving us to go forward alone, since they dared not approach the
Hesea unbidden. Leo was somewhat in advance of me, seven or eight yards
perhaps, and I heard him say—“Why dost thou venture into such places
at night, Ayesha, unless indeed it is not possible for any harm to come to
thee?”
She made no answer, only turned and opened her arms wide, then let them
fall to her side again. Whilst I wondered what this signal of hers might
mean, from the shadows about us came a strange, rustling sound.
I looked, and lo! everywhere the skeletons were rising from their sandy
beds. I saw their white skulls, their gleaming arm and leg bones, their
hollow ribs. The long-slain army had come to life again, and look! in
their hands were the ghosts of spears.
Of course I knew at once that this was but another manifestation of
Ayesha’s magic powers, which some whim of hers had drawn us from our beds
to witness. Yet I confess that I felt frightened. Even the boldest of men,
however free from superstition, might be excused should their nerve fail
them if, when standing in a churchyard at midnight, suddenly on every side
they saw the dead arising from their graves. Also our surroundings were
wilder and more eerie than those of any civilized burying-place.
“What new devilment of thine is this?” cried Leo in a scared and angry
voice. But Ayesha made no answer. I heard a noise behind me and looked
round. The skeletons were springing upon our body-guard, who for their
part, poor men, paralysed with terror, had thrown down their weapons and
fallen, some of them, to their knees. Now the ghosts began to stab at them
with their phantom spears, and I saw that beneath the blows they rolled
over. The veiled figure above me pointed with her hand at Leo and said—“Seize
him, but I charge you, harm him not.”
I knew the voice; it was that of Atene!
Then too late I understood the trap into which we had fallen.
“Treachery!” I began to cry, and before the word was out of my lips, a
particularly able-bodied skeleton silenced me with a violent blow upon the
head. But though I could not speak, my senses still stayed with me for a
little. I saw Leo fighting furiously with a number of men who strove to
pull him down, so furiously, indeed that his frightful efforts caused the
blood to gush out of his mouth from some burst vessel in the lungs.
Then sight and hearing failed me, and thinking that this was death, I fell
and remembered no more.
Why I was not killed outright I do not know, unless in their hurry the
disguised soldiers thought me already dead, or perhaps that my life was to
be spared also. At least, beyond the knock upon the head I received no
injury.
CHAPTER XXII
THE LOOSING OF THE POWERS
When I came to myself again, it was daylight. I saw the calm, gentle face
of Oros bending over me as he poured some strong fluid down my throat that
seemed to shoot through all my body, and melt a curtain in my mind. I saw
also that beside him stood Ayesha.
“Speak, man, speak,” she said in a terrible voice. “What hast chanced
here? Thou livest, then where is my lord? Where hast thou hid my lord?
Tell me—or die.”
It was the vision that I saw when my senses left me in the snow of the
avalanche, fulfilled to the last detail!
“Atene has taken him,” I answered.
“Atene has taken him and thou art left alive?”
“Do not be wrath with me,” I answered, “it is no fault of mine. Little
wonder we were deceived after thou hadst said that thou mightest summon us
ere dawn.”
Then as briefly as I could I told the story.
She listened, went to where our murdered guards lay with unstained spears,
and looked at them.
“Well for these that they are dead,” she exclaimed. “Now, Holly, thou
seest what is the fruit of mercy. The men whose lives I gave my lord have
failed him at his need.”
Then she passed forward to the spot where Leo was captured. Here lay a
broken sword—Leo’s—that had been the Khan Rassen’s, and two
dead men. Both of these were clothed in some tight-fitting black garments,
having their heads and faces whitened with chalk and upon their vests a
rude imitation of a human skeleton, also daubed in chalk.
“A trick fit to frighten fools with,” she said contemptuously. “But oh!
that Atene should have dared to play the part of Ayesha, that she should
have dared!” and she clenched her little hand. “See, surprised and
overwhelmed, yet he fought well. Say! was he hurt, Holly? It comes upon me—no,
tell me that I see amiss.”
“Not much, I think,” I answered doubtfully, “a little blood was running
from his mouth, no more. Look, there go the stains of it upon that rock.”
“For every drop I’ll take a hundred lives. By myself I swear it,” Ayesha
muttered with a groan. Then she cried in a ringing voice,
“Back and to horse, for I have deeds to do this day. Nay, bide thou here,
Holly; we go a shorter path while the army skirts the gorge. Oros, give
him food and drink and bathe that hurt upon his head. It is but a bruise,
for his hood and hair are thick.”
So while Oros rubbed some stinging lotion on my scalp, I ate and drank as
best I could till my brain ceased to swim, for the blow, though heavy, had
not fractured the bone. When I was ready they brought the horses to us,
and mounting them, slowly we scrambled up the steep bed of the
water-course.
“See,” Ayesha said, pointing to tracks and hoof-prints on the plain at its
head, “there was a chariot awaiting him, and harnessed to it were four
swift horses. Atene’s scheme was clever and well laid, and I, grown
oversure and careless, slept through it all!”
On this plain the army of the Tribes that had broken camp before the dawn
was already gathering fast; indeed, the cavalry, if I may call them so,
were assembled there to the number of about five thousand men, each of
whom had a led horse. Ayesha summoned the chiefs and captains, and
addressed them. “Servants of Hes,” she said, “the stranger lord, my
betrothed and guest, has been tricked by a false priest and, falling into
a cunning snare, captured as a hostage. It is necessary that I follow him
fast, before harm comes—to him. We move down to attack the army of
the Khania beyond the river. When its passage is forced I pass on with the
horsemen, for I must sleep in the city of Kaloon to-night. What sayest
thou, Oros? That a second and greater army defends its walls? Man, I know
it, and if there is need, that army I will destroy. Nay, stare not at me.
Already they are as dead. Horsemen, you accompany me.
“Captains of the Tribes, you follow, and woe be to that man who hangs back
in the hour of battle, for death and eternal shame shall be his portion,
but wealth and honour to those who bear them bravely. Yes, I tell you,
theirs shall be the fair land of Kaloon. You have your orders for the
passing of yonder river. I, with the horsemen, take the central ford. Let
the wings advance.”
The chiefs answered with a cheer, for they were fierce men whose ancestors
had loved war for generations. Moreover, mad as seemed the enterprise,
they trusted in their Oracle, the Hesea, and, like all hill peoples, were
easily fired by the promise of rich plunder.
An hour’s steady march down the slopes brought the army to the edge of the
marsh lands. These, as it chanced, proved no obstacle to our progress, for
in that season of great drought they were quite dry, and for the same
reason the shrunken river was not so impassable a defence as I feared that
it would be. Still, because of its rocky bottom and steep, opposing banks,
it looked formidable enough, while on the crests of those banks, in
squadrons and companies of horse and foot, were gathered the regiments of
Atene.
While the wings of footmen deployed to right and left, the cavalry halted
in the marshes and let their horses fill themselves with the long grass,
now a little browned by frost, that grew on this boggy soil, and
afterwards drink some water.
All this time Ayesha stood silent, for she also had dismounted, that the
mare she rode and her two led horses might graze with the others. Indeed,
she spoke but once, saying—“Thou thinkest this adventure mad, my
Holly? Say, art afraid?”
“Not with thee for captain,” I answered. “Still, that second army——”
“Shall melt before me like mist before the gale,” she replied in a low and
thrilling voice. “Holly, I tell thee thou shalt see things such as no man
upon the earth has ever seen. Remember my words when I loose the Powers
and thou followest the rent veil of Ayesha through the smitten squadrons
of Kaloon. Only—what if Atene should dare to murder him? Oh, if she
should dare!”
“Be comforted,” I replied, wondering what she might mean by this loosing
of the Powers. “I think that she loves him too well.”
“I bless thee for the words, Holly, yet—I know he will refuse her,
and then her hate for me and her jealous rage may overcome her love for
him. Should this be so, what will avail my vengeance? Eat and drink again,
Holly—nay, I touch no food until I sit in the palace of Kaloon—and
look well to girth and bridle, for thou ridest far and on a wild errand.
Mount thee on Leo’s horse, which is swift and sure; if it dies the guards
will bring thee others.”
I obeyed her as best I could, and once more bathed my head in a pool, and
with the help of Oros tied a rag soaked in the liniment on the bruise,
after which I felt sound enough. Indeed, the mad excitement of those
minutes of waiting, and some foreshadowing of the terrible wonders that
were about to befall, made me forget my hurts.
Now, Ayesha was standing staring upwards, so that although I could not see
her veiled face, I guessed that her eyes must be fixed on the sky above
the mountain top. I was certain, also, that she was concentrating her
fearful will upon an unknown object, for her whole frame quivered like a
reed shaken in the wind.
It was a very strange morning—cold and clear, yet curiously still,
and with a heaviness in the air such as precedes a great fall of snow,
although for much snow the season was yet too early. Once or twice, too,
in that utter calm, I thought that I felt everything shudder; not the
ordinary trembling of earthquake, however, for the shuddering seemed to be
of the atmosphere quite as much as of the land. It was as though all
Nature around us were a living creature which is very much afraid.
Following Ayesha’s earnest gaze, I perceived that thick, smoky clouds were
gathering one by one in the clear sky above the peak, and that they were
edged, each of them, with a fiery rim. Watching these fantastic and
ominous clouds, I ventured to say to her that it looked as though the
weather would change—not a very original remark, but one which the
circumstances suggested.
“Aye,” she answered, “ere night the weather will be wilder even than my
heart. No longer shall they cry for water in Kaloon! Mount, Holly, mount!
The advance begins!” and unaided she sprang to the saddle of the mare that
Oros brought her.
Then, in the midst of the five thousand horsemen, we moved down upon the
ford. As we reached its brink I noted that the two divisions of tribesmen
were already entering the stream half a mile to the right and left of us.
Of what befell them I can tell nothing from observation, although I
learned later that they forced it after great slaughter on both sides.
In front of us was gathered the main body of the Khania’s army, massed by
regiments upon the further bank, while hundreds of picked men stood up to
their middles in the water, waiting to spear or hamstring our horses as we
advanced.
Now, uttering their wild, whistling cry, our leading companies dashed into
the river, leaving us upon the bank, and soon were engaged hotly with the
footmen in midstream. While this fray went on, Oros came to Ayesha, told
her a spy had reported that Leo, bound in a two-wheeled carriage and
accompanied by Atene, Simbri and a guard, had passed through the enemy’s
camp at night, galloping furiously towards Kaloon.
“Spare thy words, I know it,” she answered, and he fell back behind her.
Our squadrons gained the bank, having destroyed most of the men in the
water, but as they set foot upon it the enemy charged them and drove them
back with loss. Thrice they returned to the attack, and thrice were
repulsed in this fashion. At length Ayesha grew impatient.
“They need a leader, and I will give them one,” she said. “Come with me,
my Holly,” and, followed by the main body of the horsemen, she rode a
little way into the river, and there waited until the shattered troops had
fallen back upon us. Oros whispered to me—“It is madness, the Hesea
will be slain.”
“Thinkest thou so?” I answered. “More like that we shall be slain,” a
saying at which he smiled a little more than usual and shrugged his
shoulders, since for all his soft ways, Oros was a brave man. Also I
believe that he spoke to try me, knowing that his mistress would take no
harm.
Ayesha held up her hand, in which there was no weapon, and waved it
forwards. A great cheer answered that signal to advance, and in the midst
of it this frail, white-robed woman spoke to her horse, so that it plunged
deep into the water.
Two minutes later, and spears and arrows were flying about us so thickly
that they seemed to darken the sky. I saw men and horses fall to right and
left, but nothing touched me or the white robes that floated a yard or two
ahead. Five minutes and we were gaining the further bank, and there the
worst fight began.
It was fierce indeed, yet never an inch did the white robes give back, and
where they went men would follow them or fall. We were up the bank and the
enemy was packed about us, but through them we passed slowly, like a boat
through an adverse sea that buffets but cannot stay it. Yes, further and
further, till at last the lines ahead grew thin as the living wedge of
horsemen forced its path between them—grew thin, broke and vanished.
We had passed through the heart of the host, and leaving the tribesmen who
followed to deal with its flying fragments, rode on half a mile or so and
mustered. Many were dead and more were hurt, but the command was issued
that all sore-wounded men should fall out and give their horses to replace
those that had been killed.
This was done, and presently we moved on, three thousand of us now, not
more, heading for Kaloon. The trot grew to a canter, and the canter to a
gallop, as we rushed forward across that endless plain, till at midday, or
a little after—for this route was far shorter than that taken by Leo
and myself in our devious flight from Rassen and his death-hounds—we
dimly saw the city of Kaloon set upon its hill.
Now a halt was ordered, for here was a reservoir in which was still some
water, whereof the horses drank, while the men ate of the food they
carried with them; dried meat and barley meal. Here, too, more spies met
us, who said that the great army of Atene was posted guarding the city
bridges, and that to attack it with our little force would mean
destruction. But Ayesha took no heed of their words; indeed, she scarcely
seemed to hear them. Only she ordered that all wearied horses should be
abandoned and fresh ones mounted.
Forward again for hour after hour, in perfect silence save for the thunder
of our horses’ hoofs. No word spoke Ayesha, nor did her wild escort speak,
only from time to time they looked over their shoulders and pointed with
their red spears at the red sky behind.
I looked also, nor shall I forget its aspect. The dreadful, fire-edged
clouds had grown and gathered so that beneath their shadows the plain lay
almost black. They marched above us like an army in the heavens, while
from time to time vaporous points shot forward, thin like swords, or
massed like charging horse.
Under them a vast stillness reigned. It was as though the earth lay dead
beneath their pall.
Kaloon, lit in a lurid light, grew nearer. The pickets of the foe flew
homeward before us, shaking their javelins, and their mocking laughter
reached us in hollow echoes. Now we saw the vast array, posted rank on
rank with silken banners drooping in that stirless air, flanked and
screened by glittering regiments of horse.
An embassy approached us, and at the signal of Ayesha’s uplifted arm we
halted. It was headed by a lord of the court whose face I knew. He pulled
rein and spoke boldly.
“Listen, Hes, to the words of Atene. Ere now the stranger lord, thy
darling, is prisoner in her palace. Advance, and we destroy thee and thy
little band; but if by any miracle thou shouldst conquer, then he dies.
Get thee gone to thy Mountain fastness and the Khania gives thee peace,
and thy people their lives. What answer to the words of the Khania?”
Ayesha whispered to Oros, who called aloud—“There is no answer. Go,
if ye love life, for death draws near to you.”
So they went fast as their swift steeds would carry them, but for a little
while Ayesha still sat lost in thought.
Presently she turned and through her thin veil I saw that her face was
white and terrible and that the eyes in it glowed like those of a lioness
at night. She said to, me—hissing the words between her clenched
teeth—“Holly, prepare thyself to look into the mouth of hell. I
desired to spare them if I could, I swear it, but my heart bids me be
bold, to put off human pity, and use all my secret might if I would see
Leo living. Holly, I tell thee they are about to murder him!”
Then she cried aloud, “Fear nothing, Captains. Ye are but few, yet with
you goes the strength of ten thousand thousand. Now follow the Hesea, and
whate’er ye meet, be not dismayed. Repeat it to the soldiers, that fearing
nothing they follow the Hesea through yonder host and across the bridge
and into the city of Kaloon.”
So the chiefs rode hither and thither, crying out her words, and the
savage tribesmen answered—“Aye, we who followed through the water,
will follow across the plain. Onward, Hes, for darkness swallows us.”
Now some orders were given, and the companies fell into a formation that
resembled a great wedge, Ayesha herself being its very point and apex, for
though Oros and I rode on either side of her, spur as we would, our
horses’ heads never passed her saddle bow. In front of that dark mass she
shone a single spot of white—one snowy feather on a black torrent’s
breast.
A screaming bugle note—and, like giant arms, from the shelter of
some groves of poplar trees, curved horns of cavalry shot out to surround
us, while the broad bosom of the opposing army, shimmering with spears,
rolled forward as a wave rolls crowned with sunlit foam, and behind it,
line upon line, uncountable, lay a surging sea of men.
Our end was near. We were lost, or so it seemed.
Ayesha tore off her veil and held it on high, flowing from her like a
pennon, and lo! upon her brow blazed that wide and mystic diadem of light
which once only I had seen before.
Denser and denser grew the rushing clouds above; brighter and brighter
gleamed the unearthly star of light beneath. Louder and louder beat the
sound of the falling hoofs of ten thousand horses. From the Mountain peak
behind us went up sudden sheets of flame; it spouted fire as a whale
spouts foam.
The scene was dreadful. In front, the towers of Kaloon lurid in a
monstrous sunset. Above, a gloom as of an eclipse. Around the darkling,
sunburnt plain. On it Atene’s advancing army, and our rushing wedge of
horsemen destined, it would appear, to inevitable doom.
Ayesha let fall her rein. She tossed her arms, waving the torn, white veil
as though it were a signal cast to heaven.
Instantly from the churning jaws of the unholy night above belched a blaze
of answering flame, that also wavered like a rent and shaken veil in the
grasp of a black hand of cloud.
Then did Ayesha roll the thunder of her might upon the Children of Kaloon.
Then she called, and the Terror came, such as men had never seen and
perchance never more will see. Awful bursts of wind tore past us, lifting
the very stones and soil before them, and with the wind went hail and
level, hissing rain, made visible by the arrows of perpetual lightnings
that leapt downwards from the sky and upwards from the earth.
It was as she had warned me. It was as though hell had broken loose upon
the world, yet through that hell we rushed on unharmed. For always these
furies passed before us. No arrow flew, no javelin was stained. The jagged
hail was a herald of our coming; the levens that smote and stabbed were
our sword and spear, while ever the hurricane roared and screamed with a
million separate voices which blended to one yell of sound, hideous and
indescribable.
As for the hosts about us they melted and were gone.
Now the darkness was dense, like to that of thickest night; yet in the
fierce flares of the lightnings I saw them run this way and that, and
amidst the volleying, elemental voices I heard their shouts of horror and
of agony. I saw horses and riders roll confused upon the ground; like
storm-drifted leaves I saw their footmen piled in high and whirling heaps,
while the brands of heaven struck and struck them till they sank together
and grew still.
I saw the groves of trees bend, shrivel up and vanish. I saw the high
walls of Kaloon blown in and flee away, while the houses within the walls
took fire, to go out beneath the torrents of the driving rain, and again
take fire. I saw blackness sweep over us with great wings, and when I
looked, lo! those wide wings were flame, floods of pulsing flame that flew
upon the tormented air.
Blackness, utter blackness; turmoil, doom, dismay! Beneath me the
labouring horse; at my side the steady crest of light which sat on
Ayesha’s brow, and through the tumult a clear, exultant voice that sang—“I
promised thee wild weather! Now, Holly, dost thou believe that I can loose
the prisoned Powers of the world?”
Lo! all was past and gone, and above us shone the quiet evening sky, and
before us lay the empty bridge, and beyond it the flaming city of Kaloon.
But the armies of Atene, where were they? Go, ask of those great cairns
that hide their bones. Go, ask it of her widowed land.
Yet of our wild company of horsemen not one was lost. After us they
galloped trembling, white-lipped, like men who face to face had fought and
conquered Death, but triumphant—ah, triumphant!
On the high head of the bridge Ayesha wheeled her horse, and so for one
proud moment stood to welcome them. At the sight of her glorious,
star-crowned countenance, which now her Tribes beheld for the first time
and the last, there went up such a shout as men have seldom heard.
“The Goddess!” that shout thundered. “Worship the Goddess!”
Then she turned her horse’s head again, and they followed on through the
long straight street of the burning city, up to the palace on its crest.
As the sun set we sped beneath its gateway. Silence in the courtyard,
silence everywhere, save for the distant roar of fire and the scared
howlings of the death-hounds in their kennel.
Ayesha sprang from her horse, and waving back all save Oros and myself,
swept through the open doors into the halls beyond.
They were empty, every one—all were fled or dead. Yet she never
paused or doubted, but so swiftly that we scarce could follow her, flitted
up the wide stone stair that led to the topmost tower. Up, still up, until
we reached the chamber where had dwelt Simbri the Shaman, that same
chamber whence he was wont to watch his stars, in which Atene had
threatened us with death.
Its door was shut and barred; still, at Ayesha’s coming, yes, before the
mere breath of her presence, the iron bolts snapped like twigs, the locks
flew back, and inward burst that massive portal.
Now we were within the lamp-lit chamber, and this is what we saw. Seated
in a chair, pale-faced, bound, yet proud and defiant-looking, was Leo.
Over him, a dagger in his withered hand—yes, about to strike, in the
very act—stood the old Shaman, and on the floor hard by, gazing
upward with wide-set eyes, dead and still majestic in her death, lay
Atene, Khania of Kaloon.
Ayesha waved her arm and the knife fell from Simbri’s hand, clattering on
the marble, while in an instant he who had held it was smitten to
stillness and became like a man turned to stone.
She stooped, lifted the dagger, and with a swift stroke severed Leo’s
bonds; then, as though overcome at last, sank on to a bench in silence.
Leo rose, looking about him bewildered, and said in the strained voice of
one who is weak with much suffering—“But just in time, Ayesha.
Another second, and that murderous dog”—and he pointed to the Shaman—“well,
it was in time. But how went the battle, and how camest thou here through
that awful hurricane? And, oh, Horace, thank heaven they did not kill you
after all!”
“The battle went ill for some,” Ayesha answered, “and I came not through
the hurricane, but on its wings. Tell me now, what has befallen thee since
we parted?”
“Trapped, overpowered, bound, brought here, told that I must write to thee
and stop thy advance, or die—refused, of course, and then——”
and he glanced at the dead body on the floor.
“And then?” repeated Ayesha.
“Then that fearful tempest, which seemed to drive me mad. Oh! if thou
couldst have heard the wind howling round these battlements, tearing off
their stones as though they were dry leaves; if thou hadst seen the
lightnings falling thick and fast as rain——”
“They were my messengers. I sent them to save thee,” said Ayesha simply.
Leo stared at her, making no comment, but after a pause, as though he were
thinking the matter over, he went on—“Atene said as much, but I did
not believe her. I thought the end of the world had come, that was all.
Well, she returned just now more mad even than I was, and told me that her
people were destroyed and that she could not fight against the strength of
hell, but that she could send me thither, and took a knife to kill me.
“I said, ‘Kill on,’ for I knew that wherever I went thou wouldst follow,
and I was sick with the loss of blood from some hurt I had in that
struggle, and weary of it all. So I shut my eyes waiting for the stroke,
but instead I felt her lips pressed upon my forehead, and heard her say—“‘Nay,
I will not do it. Fare thee well; fulfil thou thine own destiny, as I
fulfil mine. For this cast the dice have fallen against me; elsewhere it
may be otherwise. I go to load them if I may.’
“I opened my eyes and looked. There Atene stood, a glass in her hand—see,
it lies beside her.
“‘Defeated, yet I win,’ she cried, ‘for I do but pass before thee to
prepare the path that thou shalt tread, and to make ready thy place in the
Under-world. Till we meet again I pledge thee, for I am destroyed.
Ayesha’s horsemen are in my streets, and, clothed in lightnings at their
head, rides Ayesha’s avenging self.’
“So she drank, and fell dead—but now. Look, her breast still
quivers. Afterwards, that old man would have murdered me, for, being
roped, I could not resist him, but the door burst in and thou camest.
Spare him, he is of her blood, and he loved her.”
Then Leo sank back into the chair where we had discovered him bound, and
seemed to fall into a kind of torpor, for of a sudden he grew to look like
an old man.
“Thou art sick,” said Ayesha anxiously. “Oros, thy medicine, the draught I
bade thee bring! Be swift, I say.”
The priest bowed, and from some pocket in his ample robe produced a phial
which he opened and gave to Leo, saying—“Drink, my lord; this stuff
will give thee back thy health, for it is strong.”
“The stronger the better,” answered Leo, rousing himself, and with
something like his old, cheerful laugh. “I am thirsty who have touched
nothing since last night, and have fought hard and been carried far, yes—and
lived through that hellish storm.”
Then he took the draught and emptied it. There must have been virtue in
that potion; at least, the change which it produced in him was wonderful.
Within a minute his eyes grew bright again, and the colour returned into
his cheeks.
“Thy medicines are very good, as I have learned of old,” he said to
Ayesha; “but the best of all of them is to see thee safe and victorious
before me, and to know that I, who looked for death, yet live to greet
thee, my beloved. There is food,” and he pointed to a board upon which
were meats, “say, may I eat of them, for I starve?”
“Aye,” she answered softly, “eat, and, my Holly, eat thou also.”
So we fell to, yes, we fell to and ate even in the presence of that dead
woman who looked so royal in her death; of the old magician who stood
there powerless, like a man petrified, and of Ayesha, the wondrous being
that could destroy an army with the fearful weapons which were servant to
her will.
Only Oros ate nothing, but remained where he was, smiling at us
benignantly, nor did Ayesha touch any food.
CHAPTER XXIII
THE YIELDING OF AYESHA
When I had satisfied myself, Leo was still at his meal, for loss of blood
or the effects of the tremendous nerve tonic which Ayesha ordered to be
administered to him, had made him ravenous.
I watched his face and became aware of a curious change in it, no
immediate change indeed, but one, I think, that had come upon him
gradually, although I only fully appreciated it now, after our short
separation. In addition to the thinness of which I have spoken, his
handsome countenance had grown more ethereal; his eyes were full of the
shadows of things that were to come.
His aspect pained me, I knew not why. It was no longer that of the Leo
with whom I was familiar, the deep-chested, mighty-limbed, jovial, upright
traveller, hunter and fighting-man who had chanced to love and be loved of
a spiritual power incarnated in a mould of perfect womanhood and armed
with all the might of Nature’s self. These things were still present
indeed, but the man was changed, and I felt sure that this change came
from Ayesha, since the look upon his face had become exceeding like to
that which often hovered upon hers at rest.
She also was watching him, with speculative, dreamy eyes, till presently,
as some thought swept through her, I saw those eyes blaze up, and the red
blood pour to cheek and brow. Yes, the mighty Ayesha whose dead, slain for
him, lay strewn by the thousand on yonder plain, blushed and trembled like
a maiden at her first lover’s kiss.
Leo rose from the table. “I would that I had been with thee in the fray,”
he said.
“At the drift there was fighting,” she answered, “afterwards none. My
ministers of Fire, Earth and Air smote, no more; I waked them from their
sleep and at my command they smote for thee and saved thee.”
“Many lives to take for one man’s safety,” Leo said solemnly, as though
the thought pained him.
“Had they been millions and not thousands, I would have spent them every
one. On my head be their deaths, not on thine. Or rather on hers,” and she
pointed to the dead Atene. “Yes, on hers who made this war. At least she
should thank me who have sent so royal a host to guard her through the
darkness.”
“Yet it is terrible,” said Leo, “to think of thee, beloved, red to the
hair with slaughter.”
“What reck I?” she answered with a splendid pride. “Let their blood
suffice to wash the stain of thy blood from off these cruel hands that
once did murder thee.”
“Who am I that I should blame thee?” Leo went on as though arguing with
himself, “I who but yesterday killed two men—to save myself from
treachery.”
“Speak not of it,” she exclaimed in cold rage. “I saw the place and,
Holly, thou knowest how I swore that a hundred lives should pay for every
drop of that dear blood of thine, and I, who lie not, have kept the oath.
Look now on that man who stands yonder struck by my will to stone, dead
yet living, and say again what was he about to do to thee when I entered
here?”
“To take vengeance on me for the doom of his queen and of her armies,”
answered Leo, “and Ayesha, how knowest thou that a Power higher than thine
own will not demand it yet?”
As he spoke a pale shadow flickered on Leo’s face, such a shadow as might
fall from Death’s advancing wing, and in the fixed eyes of the Shaman
there shone a stony smile.
For a moment terror seemed to take Ayesha, then it was gone as quickly as
it came.
“Nay,” she said. “I ordain that it shall not be, and save One who listeth
not, what power reigns in this wide earth that dare defy my will?”
So she spoke, and as her words of awful pride—for they were very
awful—rang round that stone-built chamber, a vision came to me—Holly.
I saw illimitable space peopled with shining suns, and sunk in the
infinite void above them one vast Countenance clad in a calm so terrific
that at its aspect my spirit sank to nothingness. Yes, and I knew that
this was Destiny enthroned above the spheres. Those lips moved and
obedient worlds rushed upon their course. They moved again and these
rolling chariots of the heavens were turned or stayed, appeared or
disappeared. I knew also that against this calm Majesty the being, woman
or spirit, at my side had dared to hurl her passion and her strength. My
soul reeled. I was afraid.
The dread phantasm passed, and when my mind cleared again Ayesha was
speaking in new, triumphant tones.
“Nay, nay,” she cried. “Past is the night of dread; dawns the day of
victory! Look!” and she pointed through the window-places shattered by the
hurricane, to the flaming town beneath, whence rose one continual wail of
misery, the wail of women mourning their countless slain while the fire
roared through their homes like some unchained and rejoicing demon. “Look
Leo on the smoke of the first sacrifice that I offer to thy royal state
and listen to its music. Perchance thou deemst it naught. Why then I’ll
give thee others. Thou lovest war. Good! we will go down to war and the
rebellious cities of the earth shall be the torches of our march.”
She paused a moment, her delicate nostrils quivering, and her face alight
with the prescience of ungarnered splendours; then like a swooping swallow
flitted to where, by dead Atene, the gold circlet fallen from the Khania’s
hair lay upon the floor.
She stooped, lifted it, and coming to Leo held it high above his head.
Slowly she let her hand fall until the glittering coronet rested for an
instant on his brow. Then she spoke, in her glorious voice that rolled out
rich and low, a very paean of triumph and of power.
“By this poor, earthly symbol I create thee King of Earth; yea in its
round for thee is gathered all her rule. Be thou its king, and mine!”
Again the coronet was held aloft, again it sank, and again she said or
rather chanted—“With this unbroken ring, token of eternity, I swear
to thee the boon of endless days. Endure thou while the world endures, and
be its lord, and mine.”
A third time the coronet touched his brow.
“By this golden round I do endow thee with Wisdom’s perfect gold
uncountable, that is the talisman whereat all nature’s secret paths shall
open to thy feet. Victorious, victorious, tread thou her wondrous ways
with me, till from her topmost peak at last she wafts us to our immortal
throne whereof the columns twain are Life and Death.”
Then Ayesha cast away the crown and lo! it fell upon the breast of the
lost Atene and rested there.
“Art content with these gifts of mine, my lord?” she cried.
Leo looked at her sadly and shook his head.
“What more wilt thou then? Ask and I swear it shall be thine.”
“Thou swearest; but wilt thou keep the oath?”
“Aye, by myself I swear; by myself and by the Strength that bred me. If it
be ought that I can grant—then if I refuse it to thee, may such
destruction fall upon me as will satisfy even Atene’s watching soul.”
I heard and I think that another heard also, at least once more the stony
smile shone in the eyes of the Shaman.
“I ask of thee nothing that thou canst not give. Ayesha, I ask of thee
thyself—not at some distant time when I have been bathed in a
mysterious fire, but now, now this night.”
She shrank back from him a little, as though dismayed.
“Surely,” she said slowly, “I am like that foolish philosopher who,
walking abroad to read the destinies of nations in the stars, fell down a
pitfall dug by idle children and broke his bones and perished there. Never
did I guess that with all these glories stretched before thee like
mountain top on glittering mountain top, making a stairway for thy mortal
feet to the very dome of heaven, thou wouldst still clutch at thy native
earth and seek of it—but the common boon of woman’s love.
“Oh! Leo, I thought that thy soul was set upon nobler aims, that thou
wouldst pray me for wider powers, for a more vast dominion; that as though
they were but yonder fallen door of wood and iron, I should break for thee
the bars of Hades, and like the Eurydice of old fable draw thee living
down the steeps of Death, or throne thee midst the fires of the furthest
sun to watch its subject worlds at play.
“Or I thought that thou wouldst bid me reveal what no woman ever told, the
bitter, naked truth—all my sins and sorrows, all the wandering
fancies of my fickle thought; even what thou knowest not and perchance
ne’er shalt know, who I am and whence I came, and how to thy
charmed eyes I seemed to change from foul to fair, and what is the purpose
of my love for thee, and what the meaning of that tale of an angry goddess—who
never was except in dreams.
“I thought—nay, no matter what I thought, save that thou wert far
other than thou art, my Leo, and in so high a moment that thou wouldst
seek to pass the mystic gates my glory can throw wide and with me tread an
air supernal to the hidden heart of things. Yet thy prayer is but the same
that the whole world whispers beneath the silent moon, in the palace and
the cottage, among the snows and on the burning desert’s waste. ‘Oh! my
love, thy lips, thy lips. Oh! my love, be mine, now, now, beneath the
moon, beneath the moon!’
“Leo, I thought better, higher, of thee.”
“Mayhap, Ayesha, thou wouldest have thought worse of me had I been content
with thy suns and constellations and spiritual gifts and dominations that
I neither desire nor understand.
“If I had said to thee: Be thou my angel, not my wife; divide the ocean
that I may walk its bed; pierce the firmament and show me how grow the
stars; tell me the origins of being and of death and instruct me in their
issues; give up the races of mankind to my sword, and the wealth of all
the earth to fill my treasuries. Teach me also how to drive the hurricane
as thou canst do, and to bend the laws of nature to my purpose: on earth
make me half a god—as thou art.
“But Ayesha, I am no god; I am a man, and as a man I seek the woman whom I
love. Oh! divest thyself of all these wrappings of thy power—that
power which strews thy path with dead and keeps me apart from thee. If
only for one short night forget the ambition that gnaws unceasingly at thy
soul; I say forget thy greatness and be a woman and—my wife.”
She made no answer, only looked at him and shook her head, causing her
glorious hair to ripple like water beneath a gentle breeze.
“Thou deniest me,” he went on with gathering strength, “and that thou
canst not do, that thou mayest not do, for Ayesha, thou hast sworn, and I
demand the fulfilment of thine oath.
“Hark thou. I refuse thy gifts; I will have none of thy rule who ask no
Pharaoh’s throne and wish to do good to men and not to kill them—that
the world may profit. I will not go with thee to Kôr, nor be bathed in the
breath of Life. I will leave thee and cross the mountains, or perish on
them, nor with all thy strength canst thou hold me to thy side, who indeed
needest me not. No longer will I endure this daily torment, the torment of
thy presence and thy sweet words; thy loving looks, thy promises for next
year, next year—next year. So keep thine oath or let me begone.”
Still Ayesha stood silent, only now her head drooped and her breast began
to heave. Then Leo stepped forward; he seized her in his arms and kissed
her. She broke from his embrace, I know not how, for though she returned
it was close enough, and again stood before him but at a little distance.
“Did I not warn Holly,” she whispered with a sigh, “to bid thee beware
lest I should catch thy human fire? Man, I say to thee, it begins to
smoulder in my heart, and should it grow to flame——”
“Why then,” he answered laughing, “we will be happy for a little while.”
“Aye, Leo, but how long? Why wert thou sole lord of this loveliness of
mine and not set above their harming, night and day a hundred jealous
daggers would seek thy heart and—find it.”
“How long, Ayesha? A lifetime, a year, a month, a minute—I neither
know nor care, and while thou art true to me I fear no stabs of envy.”
“Is it so? Wilt take the risk? I can promise thee nothing. Thou mightest—yes,
in this way or in that, thou mightest—die.”
“And if I die, what then? Shall we be separated?”
“Nay, nay, Leo, that is not possible. We never can be severed, of this I
am sure; it is sworn to me. But then through other lives and other
spheres, higher lives and higher spheres mayhap, our fates must force a
painful path to their last goal of union.”
“Why then I take the hazard, Ayesha. Shall the life that I can risk to
slay a leopard or a lion in the sport of an idle hour, be too great a
price to offer for the splendours of thy breast? Thine oath! Ayesha, I
claim thine oath.”
Then it was that in Ayesha there began the most mysterious and thrilling
of her many changes. Yet how to describe it I know not unless it be by
simile.
Once in Thibet we were imprisoned for months by snows that stretched down
from the mountain slopes into the valleys and oh! how weary did we grow of
those arid, aching fields of purest white. At length rain set in, and
blinding mists in which it was not safe to wander, that made the dark
nights darker yet.
So it was, until there came a morning when seeing the sun shine, we went
to our door and looked out. Behold a miracle! Gone were the snows that
choked the valley and in the place of them appeared vivid springing grass,
starred everywhere with flowers, and murmuring brooks and birds that sang
and nested in the willows. Gone was the frowning sky and all the blue
firmament seemed one tender smile. Gone were the austerities of winter
with his harsh winds, and in their place spring, companioned by her
zephyrs, glided down the vale singing her song of love and life.
There in this high chamber, in the presence of the living and the dead,
while the last act of the great tragedy unrolled itself before me, looking
on Ayesha that forgotten scene sprang into my mind. For on her face just
such a change had come. Hitherto, with all her loveliness, the heart of
Ayesha had seemed like that winter mountain wrapped in its unapproachable
snow and before her pure brow and icy self-command, aspirations sank
abashed and desires died.
She swore she loved and her love fulfilled itself in death and many a
mysterious way. Yet it was hard to believe that this passion of hers was
more than a spoken part, for how can the star seek the moth although the
moth may seek the star? Though the man may worship the goddess, for all
her smiles divine, how can the goddess love the man?
But now everything was altered! Look! Ayesha grew human; I could see her
heart beat beneath her robes and hear her breath come in soft, sweet sobs,
while o’er her upturned face and in her alluring eyes there spread itself
that look which is born of love alone. Radiant and more radiant did she
seem to grow, sweeter and more sweet, no longer the veiled Hermit of the
Caves, no longer the Oracle of the Sanctuary, no longer the Valkyrie of
the battle-plain, but only the loveliest and most happy bride that ever
gladdened a husband’s eyes.
She spoke, and it was of little things, for thus Ayesha proclaimed the
conquest of herself.
“Fie!” she said, showing her white robes torn with spears and stained by
the dust and dew of war; “Fie, my lord, what marriage garments are these
in which at last I come to thee, who would have been adorned in regal gems
and raiment befitting to my state and thine?”
“I seek the woman not her garment,” said Leo, his burning eyes fixed upon
her face.
“Thou seekest the woman. Ah! there it lies. Tell me, Leo, am I woman or
spirit? Say that I am woman, for now the prophecy of this dead Atene lies
heavy on my soul, Atene who said that mortal and immortal may not mate.”
“Thou must be woman, or thou wouldst not have tormented me as thou hast
done these many weeks.”
“I thank thee for the comfort of thy words. Yet, was it woman whose
breath wrought destruction upon yonder plain? Was it to a woman
that Blast and Lightning bowed and said, ‘We are here: Command us, we
obey’? Did that dead thing (and she pointed to the shattered door) break
inward at a woman’s will? Or could a woman charm this man to
stone?
“Oh! Leo, would that I were woman! I tell thee that I’d lay all my
grandeur down, a wedding offering at thy feet, could I be sure that for
one short year I should be naught but woman and—thy happy
wife.
“Thou sayest that I did torment thee, but it is I who have known torment,
I who desired to yield and dared not. Aye, I tell thee, Leo, were I not
sure that thy little stream of life is draining dry into the great ocean
of my life, drawn thither as the sea draws its rivers, or as the sun draws
mists, e’en now I would not yield. But I know, for my wisdom tells it me,
ere ever we could reach the shores of Libya, the ill work would be done,
and thou dead of thine own longing, thou dead and I widowed who never was
a wife.
“Therefore see! like lost Atene I take the dice and cast them, not knowing
how they shall fall. Not knowing how they shall fall, for good or ill I
cast,” and she made a wild motion as of some desperate gamester throwing
his last throw.
“So,” Ayesha went on, “the thing is done and the number summed for aye,
though it be hidden from my sight. I have made an end of doubts and fears,
and come death, come life, I’ll meet it bravely.
“Say, how shall we be wed? I have it. Holly here must join our hands; who
else? He that ever was our guide shall give me unto thee, and thee to me.
This burning city is our altar, the dead and living are our witnesses on
earth and heaven. In place of rites and ceremonials for this first time I
lay my lips on thine, and when ‘tis done, for music I’ll sing thee a
nuptial chant of love such as mortal poet has not written nor have mortal
lovers heard.
“Come, Holly, do now thy part and give this maiden to this man.”
Like one in a dream I obeyed her and took Ayesha’s outstretched hand and
Leo’s. As I held them thus, I tell the truth:—it was as though some
fire rushed through my veins from her to him, shaking and shattering me
with swift waves of burning and unearthly Bliss. With the fire too came
glorious visions and sounds of mighty music, and a sense as though my
brain, filled with over-flowing life, must burst asunder beneath its
weight.
I joined their hands; I know not how; I blessed them, I know not in what
words. Then I reeled back against the wall and watched.
This is what I saw.
With an abandonment and a passion so splendid and intense that it seemed
more than human, with a murmured cry of “Husband!” Ayesha cast her arms
about her lover’s neck and drawing down his head to hers so that the gold
hair was mingled with her raven locks, she kissed him on the lips.
Thus they clung a little while, and as they clung the gentle diadem of
light from her brow spread to his brow also, and through the white
wrappings of her robe became visible her perfect shape shining with faint
fire. With a little happy laugh she left him, saying,
“Thus, Leo Vincey, oh! thus for the second time do I give myself to thee,
and with this flesh and spirit all I swore to thee, there in the dim Caves
of Kôr and here in the palace of Kaloon. Know thou this, come what may,
never, never more shall we be separate who are ordained one. Whilst thou
livest I live at thy side, and when thou diest, if die thy must, I’ll
follow thee through worlds and firmaments, nor shall all the doors of
heaven or hell avail against my love. Where thou goest, thither I will go.
When thou sleepest, with thee will I sleep and it is my voice that thou
shalt hear murmuring through the dreams of life and death; my voice that
shall summon thee to awaken in the last hour of everlasting dawn, when all
this night of misery hath furled her wings for aye.
“Listen now while I sing to thee and hear that song aright, for in its
melody at length thou shalt learn the truth, which unwed I might not tell
to thee. Thou shalt learn who and what I am, and who and what thou
art, and of the high purposes of our love, and this dead woman’s hate, and
of all that I have hid from thee in veiled, bewildering words and visions.
“Listen then, my love and lord, to the burden of the Song of Fate.”
She ceased speaking and gazed heavenwards with a rapt look as though she
waited for some inspiration to fall upon her, and never, never—not
even in the fires of Kôr had Ayesha seemed so divine as she did now in
this moment of the ripe harvest of her love.
My eyes wandered from her to Leo, who stood before her pale and still,
still as the death-like figure of the Shaman, still as the Khania’s icy
shape which stared upwards from the ground. What was passing in his mind,
I wondered, that he could remain thus insensible while in all her might
and awful beauty this proud being worshipped him.
Hark! she began to sing in a voice so rich and perfect that its honied
notes seemed to cloy my blood and stop my breath.
“The world was not, was not, and in the womb of Silence
Slept the souls of men.
Yet I was and thou——”
Suddenly Ayesha stopped, and I felt rather than saw the horror on her
face.
Look! Leo swayed to and fro as though the stones beneath him were but a
rocking boat. To and fro he swayed, stretched out his blind arms to clasp
her—then suddenly fell backwards, and lay still.
Oh! what a shriek was that she gave! Surely it must have wakened the very
corpses upon the plain. Surely it must have echoed in the stars. One
shriek only—then throbbing silence.
I sprang to him, and there, withered in Ayesha’s kiss, slain by the fire
of her love, Leo lay dead—lay dead upon the breast of dead Atene!
CHAPTER XXIV
THE PASSING OF AYESHA
I heard Ayesha say presently, and the words struck me as dreadful in their
hopeless acceptance of a doom against which even she had no strength to
struggle.
“It seems that my lord has left me for awhile; I must hasten to my lord
afar.”
After that I do not quite know what happened. I had lost the man who was
all in all to me, friend and child in one, and I was crushed as I had
never been before. It seemed so sad that I, old and outworn, should still
live on whilst he in the flower of his age, snatched from joy and
greatness such as no man hath known, lay thus asleep.
I think that by an afterthought, Ayesha and Oros tried to restore him,
tried without result, for here her powers were of no avail. Indeed my
conviction is that although some lingering life still kept him on his
feet, Leo had really died at the moment of her embrace, since when I
looked at him before he fell, his face was that of a dead man.
Yes, I believe that last speech of hers, although she knew it not, was
addressed to his spirit, for in her burning kiss his flesh had perished.
When at length I recovered myself a little, it was to hear Ayesha in a
cold, calm voice—her face I could not see for she had veiled herself—commanding
certain priests who had been summoned to “bear away the body of that
accursed woman and bury her as befits her rank.” Even then I bethought me,
I remember, of the tale of Jehu and Jezebel.
Leo, looking strangely calm and happy, lay now upon a couch, the arms
folded on his breast. When the priests had tramped away carrying their
royal burden, Ayesha, who sat by his body brooding, seemed to awake, for
she rose and said—“I need a messenger, and for no common journey,
since he must search out the habitations of the Shades,” and she turned
herself towards Oros and appeared to look at him.
Now for the first time I saw that priest change countenance a little, for
the eternal smile, of which even this scene had not quite rid it, left his
face and he grew pale and trembled.
“Thou art afraid,” she said contemptuously. “Be at rest, Oros, I will not
send one who is afraid. Holly, wilt thou go for me—and him?”
“Aye,” I answered. “I am weary of life and desire no other end. Only let
it be swift and painless.”
She mused a while, then said—“Nay, thy time is not yet, thou still
hast work to do. Endure, my Holly, ‘tis only for a breath.”
Then she looked at the Shaman, the man turned to stone who all this while
had stood there as a statue stands, and cried—“Awake!”
Instantly he seemed to thaw into life, his limbs relaxed, his breast
heaved, he was as he had always been: ancient, gnarled, malevolent.
“I hear thee, mistress,” he said, bowing as a man bows to the power that
he hates.
“Thou seest, Simbri,” and she waved her hand.
“I see. Things have befallen as Atene and I foretold, have they not? ‘Ere
long the corpse of a new-crowned Khan of Kaloon,’” and he pointed to the
gold circlet that Ayesha had set on Leo’s brow, “‘will lie upon the brink
of the Pit of Flame’—as I foretold.” An evil smile crept into his
eyes and he went on—“Hadst thou not smote me dumb, I who watched
could have warned thee that they would so befall; but, great mistress, it
pleased thee to smite me dumb. And so it seems, O Hes, that thou hast
overshot thyself and liest broken at the foot of that pinnacle which step
by step thou hast climbed for more than two thousand weary years. See what
thou hast bought at the price of countless lives that now before the
throne of Judgment bring accusations against thy powers misused, and cry
out for justice on thy head,” and he looked at the dead form of Leo.
“I sorrow for them, yet, Simbri, they were well spent,” Ayesha answered
reflectively, “who by their forewritten doom, as it was decreed, held thy
knife from falling and thus won me my husband. Aye and I am happy—happier
than such blind bats as thou can see or guess. For know that now with him
I have re-wed my wandering soul divorced by sin from me, and that of our
marriage kiss which burned his life away there shall still be born to us
children of Forgiveness and eternal Grace and all things that are pure and
fair.
“Look thou, Simbri, I will honour thee. Thou shalt be my messenger, and
beware! beware I say how thou dost fulfil thine office, since of every
syllable thou must render an account.
“Go thou down the dark paths of Death, and, since even my thought may not
reach to where he sleeps tonight, search out my lord and say to him that
the feet of his spouse Ayesha are following fast. Bid him have no fear for
me who by this last sorrow have atoned my crimes and am in his embrace
regenerate. Tell him that thus it was appointed, and thus is best, since
now he is dipped indeed in the eternal Flame of Life; now for him the
mortal night is done and the everlasting day arises. Command him that he
await me in the Gate of Death where it is granted that I greet him
presently. Thou hearest?”
“I hear, O Queen, Mighty-from-of-Old.”
“One message more. Say to Atene that I forgive her. Her heart was high and
greatly did she play her part. There in the Gates we will balance our
account. Thou hearest?”
“I hear, O Eternal Star that hath conquered Night.”
“Then, man, begone!”
As the word left Ayesha’s lips Simbri leapt from the floor, grasping at
the air as though he would clutch his own departing soul, staggered back
against the board where Leo and I had eaten, overthrowing it, and amid a
ruin of gold and silver vessels, fell down and died.
She looked at him, then said to me—“See, though he ever hated me,
this magician who has known Ayesha from the first, did homage to my
ancient majesty at last, when lies and defiance would serve his end no
more. No longer now do I hear the name that his dead mistress gave to me.
The ‘Star-that-hath-fallen’ in his lips and in very truth is become the
‘Star-which-hath-burst-the-bonds-of-Night,’ and, re-arisen, shines for
ever—shines with its twin immortal to set no more—my Holly.
Well, he is gone, and ere now, those that serve me in the Under-world—dost
remember?—thou sawest their captains in the Sanctuary—bend the
head at great Ayesha’s word and make her place ready near her spouse.
“But oh, what folly has been mine. When even here my wrath can show such
power, how could I hope that my lord would outlive the fires of my love?
Still it was better so, for he sought not the pomp I would have given him,
nor desired the death of men. Yet such pomp must have been his portion in
this poor shadow of a world, and the steps that encircle an usurper’s
throne are ever slippery with blood.
“Thou art weary, my Holly, go rest thee. To-morrow night we journey to the
Mountain, there to celebrate these obsequies.”
I crept into the room adjoining—it had been Simbri’s—and laid
me down upon his bed, but to sleep I was not able. Its door was open, and
in the light of the burning city that shone through the casements I could
see Ayesha watching by her dead. Hour after hour she watched, her head
resting on her hand, silent, stirless. She wept not, no sigh escaped her;
only watched as a tender woman watches a slumbering babe that she knows
will awake at dawn.
Her face was unveiled and I perceived that it had greatly changed. All
pride and anger were departed from it; it was grown soft, wistful, yet
full of confidence and quietness. For a while I could not think of what it
reminded me, till suddenly I remembered. Now it was like, indeed the
counterpart almost, of the holy and majestic semblance of the statue of
the Mother in the Sanctuary. Yes, with just such a look of love and power
as that mother cast upon her frightened child new-risen from its dream of
death, did Ayesha gaze upon her dead, while her parted lips also seemed to
whisper “some tale of hope, sure and immortal.”
At length she rose and came into my chamber.
“Thou thinkest me fallen and dost grieve for me, my Holly,” she said in a
gentle voice, “knowing my fears lest some such fate should overtake my
lord.”
“Ay, Ayesha, I grieve for thee as for myself.”
“Spare then thy pity, Holly, since although the human part of me would
have kept him on the earth, now my spirit doth rejoice that for a while he
has burst his mortal bonds. For many an age, although I knew it not, in my
proud defiance of the Universal Law, I have fought against his true weal
and mine. Thrice have I and the angel wrestled, matching strength with
strength, and thrice has he conquered me. Yet as he bore away his prize
this night he whispered wisdom in my ear. This was his message: That in
death is love’s home, in death its strength; that from the charnel-house
of life this love springs again glorified and pure, to reign a conqueror
forever. Therefore I wipe away my tears and, crowned once more a queen of
peace, I go to join him whom we have lost, there where he awaits us, as it
is granted to me that I shall do.
“But I am selfish, and forgot. Thou needest rest. Sleep, friend, I bid
thee sleep.”
And I slept wondering as my eyes closed whence Ayesha drew this strange
confidence and comfort. I know not but it was there, real and not assumed.
I can only suppose therefore that some illumination had fallen on her
soul, and that, as she stated, the love and end of Leo in a way unknown,
did suffice to satisfy her court of sins.
At the least those sins and all the load of death that lay at her door
never seemed to trouble her at all. She appeared to look upon them merely
as events which were destined to occur, as inevitable fruits of a seed
sowed long ago by the hand of Fate for whose workings she was not
responsible. The fears and considerations which weigh with mortals did not
affect or oppress her. In this as in other matters, Ayesha was a law unto
herself.
When I awoke it was day, and through the window-place I saw the rain that
the people of Kaloon had so long desired falling in one straight sheet. I
saw also that Ayesha, seated by the shrouded form of Leo, was giving
orders to her priests and captains and to some nobles, who had survived
the slaughter of Kaloon, as to the new government of the land. Then I
slept again.
It was evening, and Ayesha stood at my bedside.
“All is prepared,” she said. “Awake and ride with me.”
So we went, escorted by a thousand cavalry, for the rest stayed to occupy,
or perchance to plunder, the land of Kaloon. In front the body of Leo was
borne by relays of priests, and behind it rode the veiled Ayesha, I at her
side.
Strange was the contrast between this departure, and our arrival.
Then the rushing squadrons, the elements that raved, the perpetual sheen
of lightnings seen through the swinging curtains of the hail; the voices
of despair from an army rolled in blood beneath the chariot wheels of
thunder.
Now the white-draped corpse, the slow-pacing horses, the riders with their
spears reversed, and on either side, seen in that melancholy moonlight,
the women of Kaloon burying their innumerable dead.
And Ayesha herself, yesterday a Valkyrie crested with the star of flame,
to-day but a bereaved woman humbly following her husband to the tomb.
Yet how they feared her! Some widow standing on the grave mould she had
dug, pointed as we passed to the body of Leo, uttering bitter words which
I could not catch. Thereon her companions flung themselves upon her and
felling her with fist and spade, prostrated themselves upon the ground,
throwing dust on their hair in token of their submission to the priestess
of Death.
Ayesha saw them, and said to me with something of her ancient fire and
pride—“I tread the plain of Kaloon no more, yet as a parting gift
have I read this high-stomached people a lesson that they needed long. Not
for many a generation, O Holly, will they dare to lift spear against the
College of Hes and its subject Tribes.”
Again it was night, and where once lay that of the Khan, the man whom he
had killed, flanked by the burning pillars, the bier of Leo stood in the
inmost Sanctuary before the statue of the Mother whose gentle, unchanging
eyes seemed to search his quiet face.
On her throne sat the veiled Hesea, giving commands to her priests and
priestesses.
“I am weary,” she said, “and it may be that I leave you for a while to
rest—beyond the mountains. A year, or a thousand years—I
cannot say. If so, let Papave, with Oros as her counsellor and husband and
their seed, hold my place till I return again.
“Priests and priestesses of the College of Hes, over new territories have
I held my hand; take them as an heritage from me, and rule them well and
gently. Henceforth let the Hesea of the Mountain be also the Khania of
Kaloon.
“Priests and priestesses of our ancient faith, learn to look through its
rites and tokens, outward and visible, to the in-forming Spirit. If Hes
the goddess never ruled on earth, still pitying Nature rules. If the name
of Isis never rang through the courts of heaven, still in heaven, with all
love fulfilled, nursing her human children on her breast, dwells the
mighty Motherhood where of this statue is the symbol, that Motherhood
which bore us, and, unforgetting, faithful, will receive us at the end.
“For of the bread of bitterness we shall not always eat, of the water of
tears we shall not always drink. Beyond the night the royal suns ride on;
ever the rainbow shines around the rain. Though they slip from our
clutching hands like melted snow, the lives we lose shall yet be found
immortal, and from the burnt-out fires of our human hopes will spring a
heavenly star.”
She paused and waved her hand as though to dismiss them, then added by an
after-thought, pointing to myself—“This man is my beloved friend and
guest. Let him be yours also. It is my will that you tend and guard him
here, and when the snows have melted and summer is at hand, that you
fashion a way for him through the gulf and bring him across the mountains
by which he came, till you leave him in safety. Hear and forget not, for
be sure that to me you shall give account of him.”
The night drew towards the dawn, and we stood upon the peak above the gulf
of fire, four of us only—Ayesha and I, and Oros and Papave. For the
bearers had laid down the body of Leo upon its edge and gone their way.
The curtain of flame flared in front of us, its crest bent over like a
billow in the gale, and to leeward, one by one, floated the torn-off
clouds and pinnacles of fire. By the dead Leo knelt Ayesha, gazing at that
icy, smiling face, but speaking no single word. At length she rose, and
said,—“Darkness draws near, my Holly, that deep darkness which
foreruns the glory of the dawn. Now fare thee well for one little hour.
When thou art about to die, but not before, call me, and I will come to
thee. Stir not and speak not till all be done, lest when I am no longer
here to be thy guard some Presence should pass on and slay thee.
“Think not that I am conquered, for now my name is Victory! Think not that
Ayesha’s strength is spent or her tale is done, for of it thou readest but
a single page. Think not even that I am today that thing of sin and pride,
the Ayesha thou didst adore and fear, I who in my lord’s love and
sacrifice have again conceived my soul. For know that now once more as at
the beginning, his soul and mine are one.”
She thought awhile and added,
“Friend take this sceptre in memory of me, but beware how thou usest it
save at the last to summon me, for it has virtues,” and she gave me the
jewelled Sistrum that she bore—then said,
“So kiss his brow, stand back, and be still.”
Now as once before the darkness gathered on the pit, and presently,
although I heard no prayer, though now no mighty music broke upon the
silence, through that darkness, beating up the gale, came the two-winged
flame and hovered where Ayesha stood.
It appeared, it vanished, and one by one the long minutes crept away until
the first spear of dawn lit upon the point of rock.
Lo! it was empty, utterly empty and lonesome. Gone was the corpse of Leo,
and gone too was Ayesha the imperial, the divine.
Whither had she gone? I know not. But this I know, that as the light
returned and the broad sheet of flame flared out to meet it, I seemed to
see two glorious shapes sweeping upward on its bosom, and the faces that
they wore were those of Leo and of Ayesha.
Often and often during the weary months that followed, whilst I wandered
through the temple or amid the winter snows upon the Mountain side, did I
seek to solve this question—Whither had She gone? I asked it of my
heart; I asked it of the skies; I asked it of the spirit of Leo which
often was so near to me.
But no sure answer ever came, nor will I hazard one. As mystery wrapped
Ayesha’s origin and lives—for the truth of these things I never
learned—so did mystery wrap her deaths, or rather her departings,
for I cannot think her dead. Surely she still is, if not on earth, then in
some other sphere?
So I believe; and when my own hour comes, and it draws near swiftly, I
shall know whether I believe in vain, or whether she will appear to be my
guide as, with her last words, she swore that she would do. Then, too, I
shall learn what she was about to reveal to Leo when he died, the purposes
of their being and of their love.
So I can wait in patience who must not wait for long, though my heart is
broken and I am desolate.
Oros and all the priests were very good to me. Indeed, even had it been
their wish, they would have feared to be otherwise, who remembered and
were sure that in some time to come they must render an account of this
matter to their dread queen. By way of return, I helped them as I was best
able to draw up a scheme for the government of the conquered country of
Kaloon, and with my advice upon many other questions.
And so at length the long months wore away, till at the approach of summer
the snows melted. Then I said that I must be gone. They gave me of their
treasures in precious stones, lest I should need money for my faring,
since the gold of which I had such plenty was too heavy to be carried by
one man alone. They led me across the plains of Kaloon, where now the
husbandmen, those that were left of them, ploughed the land and scattered
seed, and so on to its city. But amidst those blackened ruins over which
Atene’s palace still frowned unharmed, I would not enter, for to me it
was, and always must remain, a home of death. So I camped outside the
walls by the river just where Leo and I had landed after that poor mad
Khan set us free, or rather loosed us to be hunted by his death-hounds.
Next day we took boat and rowed up the river, past the place where we had
seen Atene’s cousin murdered, till we came to the Gate-house. Here once
again I slept, or rather did not sleep.
On the following morning I went down into the ravine and found to my
surprise that the rapid torrent—shallow enough now—had been
roughly bridged, and that in preparation for my coming rude but sufficient
ladders were built on the face of the opposing precipice. At the foot of
these I bade farewell to Oros, who at our parting smiled benignantly as on
the day we met.
“We have seen strange things together,” I said to him, not knowing what
else to say.
“Very strange,” he answered.
“At least, friend Oros,” I went on awkwardly enough, “events have shaped
themselves to your advantage, for you inherit a royal mantle.”
“I wrap myself in a mantle of borrowed royalty,” he answered with
precision, “of which doubtless one day I shall be stripped.”
“You mean that the great Ayesha is not dead?”
“I mean that She never dies. She changes, that is all. As the wind blows
now hence, now hither, so she comes and goes, and who can tell at what
spot upon the earth, or beyond it, for a while that wind lies sleeping?
But at sunset or at dawn, at noon or at midnight, it will begin to blow
again, and then woe to those who stand across its path.
“Remember the dead heaped upon the plains of Kaloon. Remember the
departing of the Shaman Simbri with his message and the words that she
spoke then. Remember the passing of the Hesea from the Mountain point.
Stranger from the West, surely as to-morrow’s sun must rise, as she went,
so she will return again, and in my borrowed garment I await her advent.”
“I also await her advent,” I answered, and thus we parted.
Accompanied by twenty picked men bearing provisions and arms, I climbed
the ladders easily enough, and now that I had food and shelter, crossed
the mountains without mishap. They even escorted me through the desert
beyond, till one night we camped within sight of the gigantic Buddha that
sits before the monastery, gazing eternally across the sands and snows.
When I awoke next morning the priests were gone. So I took up my pack and
pursued my journey alone, and walking slowly came at sunset to the distant
lamasery. At its door an ancient figure, wrapped in a tattered cloak, was
sitting, engaged apparently in contemplation of the skies. It was our old
friend Kou-en. Adjusting his horn spectacles on his nose he looked at me.
“I was awaiting you, brother of the Monastery called ‘the World,’” he said
in a voice, measured, very ineffectually, to conceal his evident delight.
“Have you grown hungry there that you return to this poor place?”
“Aye, most excellent Kou-en,” I answered, “hungry for rest.”
“It shall be yours for all the days of this incarnation. But say, where is
the other brother?”
“Dead,” I answered.
“And therefore re-born elsewhere or perhaps, dreaming in Devachan for a
while. Well, doubtless we shall meet him later on. Come, eat, and
afterwards tell me your story.”
So I ate, and that night I told him all. Kou-en listened with respectful
attention, but the tale, strange as it might seem to most people, excited
no particular wonder in his mind. Indeed, he explained it to me at such
length by aid of some marvellous theory of re-incarnations, that at last I
began to doze.
“At least,” I said sleepily, “it would seem that we are all winning merit
on the Everlasting Plane,” for I thought that favourite catchword would
please him.
“Yes, brother of the Monastery called the World,” Kou-en answered in a
severe voice, “doubtless you are all winning merit, but, if I may venture
to say so, you are winning it very slowly, especially the woman—or
the sorceress—or the mighty evil spirit—whose names I
understand you to tell me are She, Hes, and Ayesha upon earth and in Avitchi,
Star-that-hath-Fallen——”
(Here Mr. Holly’s manuscript ends, its outer sheets having been burnt
when he threw it on to the fire at his house in Cumberland.)
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